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Acknowledgments

There are so many cases in But I Trusted You, and so many
real people in each of them, that this will be a long list. I
could not possibly have learned this many details without a
great deal of help from detectives, prosecutors, witnesses,
jurors, and victims' families.

Thank you to Brad Pince and Jim Scharf of the Snohom-
ish County Sheriff's Office, Eloise Schumacher and Peyton
Whitely of the Seattle Times, Susan, Lieutenant Frank
Chase, Ted Forrester, Rolf Grunden, Bruce Morrison, Jerry
Harris, Mike Gillis, Harlan Bollinger, Len Randall, Mark
Fern, and the late Sam Hicks of the King County Sheriff's
Office. Billy Baughman, Dick Reed, Ted Fonis, Wayne Dor-
man, "Bud" Jelberg, Bob Holter, and John Boatman from
the Seattle Police Department, and to Sergeant L. E. Robin-
son of the Enumclaw Police Department and Park Ranger
Harry De Lashmutt. Chief of detectives Bill Patterson of
the Chelan County Sheriff's Office helped me a great deal,
and so did Lieutenant Walt Kezar of the Oregon State Po-
lice, the Oregon State Board of Parole, and special thanks
to Rob Romig of the Eugene Register-Guard.

ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Thanks to Chuck Wright, Gerry Hay (my first reader,
always), Ken Heide, Donna Anders, Kate Jewell, Shirley
Hickman, Marni Campbell, Mike Hare, and all the Jolly
Matrons from Willamette University and the University of
Washington (faded but still lovely): Joan Kelly, Susie Mor-
rison, Betty May Settecase, Shirley Coffin, Alice Govig,
Sue Dreyer, Tricia Potts, Val Szukavathy, Gail Bronson,
and Shirley Jacobs.

To Dawn and Gary Dunn, Matt Parker, Justin Robison,
and to the ARFs (Ann Rule Fans — long may they wave!).
And my gratitude to those readers who haven't yet become
certified ARFs knows no bounds. I couldn't have even one
book without you.

My thanks to my longtime literary agents — Joan and
Joe Foley, my theatrical agent — Ron Bernstein of ICM,
my editor — Mitchell Ivers, and to Jessica Webb, who
helped me every step of the way! My attorney, Felice
Javits, checks everything I write to be sure it is absolutely
factual.

I haven't forgotten the production crew at Pocket Books,
who remind me graciously about looming deadlines: Carly
Sommerstein, Sally Franklin, Lisa Litwack, and Ayelet
Gruenspecht.

Th^nk you also to Theresa Leonard, Sandy Biscaro, and
Reisa Schmidt.

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TRUSTEDYOU

Contents

Foreword
1

But I Trusted You

Death in Paradise:

The Haunting Voyage of the Spellbound

175

Sharper than a Serpent's Tooth

213

Monohan's Last Date

253

Run as Fast as You Can

303

The Deadly Voyeur

339

Dark Forest: Deep Danger

369

Foreword

There are infinite variations on the motive, means, and
excuses for the darkest crime of all: murder. Some are un-
premeditated and leave the killer full of remorse, while
other homicides sink to the crudest depths imaginable and
the murderers feel absolutely no twinge of conscience.
Most of us would be capable of taking another person's
life, but only to save ourselves or someone vulnerable.
Mothers — ^both human and animal — kill without a thought
to protect their young. And that isn't truly murder. Sol-
diers shoot to kill on the battlefield, and police officers
sometimes have no choice but to use deadly force. Any
cop will tell you that the officer who is responsible for a
death in the line of duty "suffers as much or more than the
criminal."

"Conscience doth make cowards of us all," William
Shakespeare wrote in Hamlet. But he was wrong. There
are human beings who have no conscience. They don't
feel remorse, or regret, or guilt about the horrible crimes
they have committed. They may shed crocodile tears, and
they cry when they are caught, but they weep only for
themselves.

FOREWORD

The cases in this book — ranging in time from a few
years ago to more than three decades into the past — are
about homicides that were both devious and comphcated.
The killers planned their crimes, and drew victims in to a
point where they placed their confidence in someone who
was both sly and deadly. In hindsight, their machinations
seem blatant and easy to recognize.

But in the beginning, their "masks," and their ability to
say just the right thing at the right time, were often impen-
etrable.

The longest case, and the title case I explore in But I
Trusted You, is about a couple whose meeting was ro-
mantic, whose marriage seemed fated, and whose final
separation was unbelievable. They had it all — at least to
anyone looking at them ft"om the outside of their relation-
ship, and even to many who knew them well. Of the two,
the husband seemed the more bizarre. He often watered
their lawn or picked up the morning paper in minimal
clothing, but their neighbors had long since become used
to it. His jubilant personality won them over.

The couple lived in a kind of fishbowl. From the living
room of their charming house on a picturesque lake, visi-
tors could peer through the glass floor and view the king-
sized waterbed below.

He was a school counselor, and she operated a small
resale shop — modest and respectable professions, and yet
theirs is one of the strangest and most multifaceted stories
I have ever come across.

"Death in Paradise" may not have been a betrayal of

FOREWORD

trust at all; perhaps what happened in the tropical waters
off Papeete was only a sad series of accidents. I have to
admit that we may never know the complete truth, but the
ill-fated journey of the Spellbound will never be erased
from my own memory — not until the hidden aspects of a
case that sounds more like fiction than fact are revealed. It
will undoubtedly haunt you, too, just as it haunts those
who survived.

In "Sharper than a Serpent's Tooth," 1 explore another
case of a disappearance that suggested a violent and
deadly end. No one knew for sure if Lorraine Millroy left
her comfortable home of her own volition or if she had no
choice. She had many of the usual problems that divorced,
middle-aged women face. Still, she wasn't depressed, or,
rather, she didn't seem to be. Family problems cropped up
occasionally, but money wasn't an issue. On a bitter cold
night, detectives searching her home for some hint of
where she might be came across items of evidence that
gave them a sense of foreboding. As anxious as they were
to locate Lorraine, whether she was alive or dead, they
hoped they hadn't focused on the right suspect. It was
someone whom Lorraine loved, counted on, held high
hopes for, and, yes, trusted.

"Monohan's Last Date" reflects the mores of a brief
period in American history. The 1 960s were all about the
love generation, but as the decade eased into the 1970s,
love gave way to an intense curiosity about sex. Cosmo-
politan editor Helen Gurley Brown shocked America with
her book Sex and the Single Girl in 1962. Her basically
innocuous book opened up the floodgates. Masters and
Johnson's research and subsequent publications shocked

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the public deliciously, and The Joy of Sex came along ten
years later, along with the movie Bob and Carol and Ted
and Alice.

"Swinging" and "wife swapping" intrigued couples
whose marriages had become mundane, but in most cases
the results were disastrous, and it wasn't long before they
ended up in divorce court.

In "Monohan's Last Date," a highly successfiil business
man, who had been recently divorced, became involved
with a group of swingers through a magazine called The
Seekers. Their leader was friendly and fast-talking, and his
CB handle was "Dudley Do-Right " Frank Monohan liked
him and his lifestyle, and he saw no danger behind "Dud-
ley's" broad smile.

But, of course, there was. Frank Monohan placed his
confidence in the wrong man.

This case began in the thick brush at the summit of
a lonely mountain pass, stumped detectives in four
jurisdictions — including the FBI — and led them on a
four-year chase across the United States. But, in the end,
they untangled the mystery of a peculiar liaison that led
inexorably to murder.

In "Run as Fast as You Can," a killer's motivation can be
traced directly to a horrific bloody attack he witnessed as a
small child. Whether any amount of counseling might have
mitigated the psychological damage he suffered is a moot
point. His parents were brilliant and wealthy, and they lived
in an upscale neighborhood near a scenic park. His many
trips to the waterfront park seemed a totally wholesome
pastime. In reality, he was there to watch and to stalk, hid-
ing in the trees and shrubs while he chose his targets.

FOREWORD

"The Deadly Voyeur" demonstrates that we are often
most in danger when we fee! safe. Everyone should set an
alarm bell in their subconscious minds. If they are sud-
denly threatened or accosted, they will then have an auto-
matic plan to use in those precious seconds they have to
escape from a potentially deadly situation. If they don't
make the right choice, they are trapped. The young couple
who met a prowling monster were not prepared for such
an event. Even in their worst nightmares, they couldn't
have imagmed there were minds like his.

"Dark Forest: Deep Danger" is about a case I first in-
vestigated in the 1970s. In some sense, it remains almost
as mystifying today as it was then. Even so, as I reinves-
tigated this inscrutable tragedy, I may have come upon an
answer to what happened to a family of four who went
into an Oregon forest to have a picnic and an outdoor
adventure.

And vanished.

As time went by, they were found, but the discovery
only brought about more questions. Perhaps a reader will
have the answers that will finally put a horrendous mys-
tery to rest forever. Possibly readers will agree with my
theory.

BUT I TRUSTED
YOU

Chapter One

The slender strawberry blonde and the school
counselor whose home was three thousand miles away in
Washington State met in such a seemingly romantic way
that they seemed destined to be with one another: he was
in New Orleans for a ten-day educational conference, and
she was a concierge at a fine hotel in the Mardi Gras city.
It would have been better, perhaps, if his judgment hadn't
been somewhat obscured by the romance of it all. In retro-
spect, she undoubtedly knew exactly what she was doing.
It was 1988 when their story began. Teresa Gaethe was
twenty-seven then, and she had deep roots in Louisiana
and Florida. Trying to trace those roots, however, is almost
impossible. Gaethe was her first husband's surname; her
maiden name was probably Jones, but she didn't tell
Charles "Chuck" Leonard that. She said her maiden name
was Goldstein before she married a stock broker named
Gary Gaethe, and she subtly alluded to her family's
wealth, only the first of the many exaggerations and down-
right lies she would tell Chuck. Teresa's family — two
sisters and a brother, and her parents — met Gary Gaethe
only twice, once before she married him and once again

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when they attended their daughter's wedding. Teresa said
she and Gary had lived aboard a wonderful sailboat during
their brief marriage.

It was a somewhat bizarre celebration. Lois Patois,*
Teresa's older sister who had always tried to look after her
siblings, recalled, "My whole family went to Teresa's
wedding, and there was a gentleman that had come down
from like a balcony area, and he had a gun — a big gun."

From then on, Teresa's family wondered if their sister's
bridegroom was involved in some things that "weren^t
normal." Teresa said nothing to disabuse them of that im-
pression; she enjoyed having mysteries in her life. She
stayed married to Gary Gaethe less than two years, actu-
ally living with him for only a few months.

As they sipped cocktails far into the night, Teresa gave
Chuck the impression that she worked not out of necessity
but because she enjoyed interacting with the guests who
patronized the hotel where she was employed.

When Chuck told her that he had a master's degree
from a highly rated Jesuit college — Seattle University —
and that he was working to be qualified as a school princi-
pal, she volunteered that she had a college degree. She
probably didn't, but following her tangled background to
its sources is akin to untangling a ball of yam after a kitten
is through playing with it.

Teresa was five feet, six inches tall, but she was small-
boned and sometimes appeared to be far more delicate
than she really was. In truth, she had a backbone of steel
and usually got what she wanted. Her green eyes gave her
a seductive quality. She knew how to attract and please

*The names of some individuals have been changed. Such names are indicated by an
asterisk (*) the first time each appears in the narrative.

BUT I TRUSTED YOU

men, and she spent a great deal of time on her clothes,
hair, and makeup. Sometimes, she looked like Sharon
Stone, and then again she could be as guileless and inno-
cent as Doris Day.

She had a cute little pug nose and thick blond hair, and
a good, if somewhat boyish, figure. She kept her nails long
and lacquered bright red. But she wasn't technically beau-
tiful; she also had a "spade chin," too elongated for her
face to be perfect, and she didn't like her nose.

Haltingly, Teresa told Chuck that she felt lucky to be
alive; she said she had survived open-heart surgery when
she was a child, but she assured him that she was in good
health now. She showed him the scars left from her cardiac
operations, and he worried about her. He thought she
might be protesting too much when she said she had no
lingering effects from such drastic surgery at a young age.

Chuck Leonard was a very complicated man. He was a
natural-born caretaker, but he was also something of a he-
donist. Chuck Leonard was, as his sister, Theresa (with a
name close to Teresa) said, "a rescuer." He was five years
older than his only sibling and he'd always been a caring
big brother and he liked that role. The women in his life
tended to be younger than him — and somewhat dependent
and needy.

Probably Teresa Gaethe appealed to him both because
she was very attractive and because she seemed lost and in
need of a strong shoulder to lean on. It may have been the
story she told him about her bad heart.

More likely, it was because Teresa was skilled at figuring
out what different men wanted. And she quickly deduced

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that Chuck wanted someone who needed him, women he
could mentor into a more Hilfilling life. And, in certain
ways, Teresa fit into that category.

Like Gary Gaethe, Chuck Leonard was twenty years
older than Teresa, but he didn't act or look his age. He had
a trim, muscular build, and handsome even features with
clear light eyes beneath hooded lids. Chuck had a thick
head of hair that his barber cut in the latest style. Some-
times he had a crew cut, and occasionally, he let it grow
below his ears and down to his shoulders. When Teresa
met him, he had a thick, brushlike mustache.

During the many evenings they spent together, he told
her about his waterfront home in Washington State, his
great job with the school district, his airplane, and his vin-
tage sports cars. That was all true, but Chuck's cars and
plane were older models. And he'd built his house and
property into what they were by dint of his own hard
physical labor.

Teresa assumed he was wealthy. One Washington de-
tective surmised that each of them thought the other had
no money problems. 'Tn the end, they both got fooled —
but Chuck got fooled more."

Actually, Chuck didn't care if Teresa had money, and he
didn't deliberately mislead her. He was making a fairly
good salary, and he was able to afford those things he '
wanted. He owned property beyond the house he remod-
eled, and he lived comfortably.

Oddly, Teresa told Chuck she was two years older than
she really v/as — a switch on the usual adjustments women
make to their true ages. Perhaps she wanted him to think
that their ages weren't that far apart.

BUT I TRUSTED YOU

When Teresa and Chuck fell in love his friends thought
it was because of a mutual physical attraction and not be-
cause either was a fortune hunter. Or so it seemed. In retro-
spect, one could wonder if Teresa would have allowed
herself to become deeply involved with Chuck so rapidly if
she knew he didn't really have the assets of a truly wealthy
man. But she did miss him a lot when the educational con-
ference ended and he flew back to Washington.

He missed her more. Chuck wrote to Teresa three times
a day, mailed sentimental cards, and sent her flowers from
his own garden, careftilly packed in green tissue paper
with water-filled glassine tubes so that they arrived in
good condition.

Teresa's heart wasn't totally devoted to Chuck Leonard.
In 1987, before she met Chuck, she had carried on an in-
tense aifair with another man for six months. His name
was Nick Callas,* and she'd met him when she went to
Hawaii to work. Callas was a realtor and Teresa went to his
office inquiring about housing. They were both single and
they could not deny the immediate chemistry between
them.

But after six months Nick still hadn't made any move
toward a permanent relationship, so Teresa returned to
New Orleans. They exchanged cards and phone calls from
time to time. After she met Chuck, Teresa wrote to Nick
and told him that she would be living in Washington State.

Not long after, Callas married someone else. And he
lived even farther away from New Orleans than Chuck
did — in Hawaii. Nick was the same age as Chuck, but be-
yond that they didn't resemble each other. Callas was well
on his way to becoming rich, while money mattered little

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to Chuck. Like most men of Greek heritage, Callas was
dark and swarthy, and boldly handsome, with a head of
thick wavy black hair.

Teresa tended to gravitate toward older men; the three
she was closest to were all almost two decades older than
she was. Perhaps she was searching for a father figure. As
the doors of her secret life slowly opened over the years,
one could understand why.

Gary, Nick, and Chuck all fit that role; they were all
kind to her and concerned about her — at least initially.

Teresa knew Nick was wealthy because he'd shown her
many of the properties he owned. She sometimes won-
dered what her life would have been like if Nick had cho-
sen her instead of his wife, Grace.*

Eventually, in about 1989, Nick seemed to disappear
from Teresa's life. After her loneliness and frustration in
trying to balance not one but two long-distance relation-
ships, it wasn't difficult for Chuck to persuade Teresa to
visit him at his Snohomish County home on Lake Good-
win near Stanwood, Washington. She had been married
once, and Chuck had one or two ex -wives, but he'd been
divorced for years.

"Chuck thought he had found his soul mate," his sister
Theresa said. "Teresa came out for Thanksgiving in No-
vember 1988."

Chuck had seemed to be a confirmed bachelor for de-
cades. His first wife, Reisa, had been a sixteen-year-old
high school student and he'd been twenty-one when he
proposed.

BUT I TRUSTED YOU

"It wasn't romantic at all," Reisa recalled. "We'd been
dating and I knew Chuck wanted to avoid being drafted
and sent to Vietnam. He didn't want to go to Canada, ei-
ther. He picked me up at school one day and told me we
were going to get married, and if I didn't say yes, he would
find another girl."

Reisa wasn't happy at home and she did care about
Chuck, so she agreed. Chuck wasn't nearly ready to settle
down, but their marriage did delay his being drafted for a
few more years. However, they had no children and even-
tually Chuck's draft number came up. He was sent to Fort
Lewis — south of Tacoma, Washington, for training.

Reisa Leonard was very fond of Chuck's family. She
and his sister Theresa bonded, and she liked his natural
mother, Ann, who was ftin to be around. Chuck's father,
Fred, resembled Humphrey Bogart with his cigarette hang-
ing from his mouth. "He was a good-looking man," Reisa
said, "and he was interesting."

And so was his son, who always had some new plan
and was filled with energy.

"When Chuck was at Fort Lewis, he got a brilliant
idea," Reisa recalled. "Those poor kids from the Midwest
missed their mothers' cooking, so Chuck went into the pie
business. Ann made wonderful pies, and she taught me
how to make them, too. We would make a bunch of them
and take them to Chuck at Fort Lewis. He sold out of his
locker for a good profit."

But it was against army rules, and his sergeant found
out and made Chuck eat all the pies left in his locker.

Chuck was sent to Germany. In one of his few senti-
mental gestures toward Reisa, he gave her an engagement

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ring and wedding ring he'd won playing cards in his bar-
racks. She was touched, even though the set had only
small diamond chips.

After almost four years, Reisa and Chuck's marriage
died of its own weight, and they divorced. Although she
stayed close to Theresa, Reisa went thirty-five years with-
out seeing her young ex-husband. She took a job with the
Kitsap County Sheriff's Office, married twice more, and
had a son.

Whether Chuck Leonard married again before he met
Teresa Gaethe is questionable. He did have a daughter dur-
ing one of his short affairs, but they were not close. When
she grew up, she looked for him and they had begun a ten-
tative relationship that looked promising.

Teresa totally captivated Chuck, and for the first time in
decades he actually thought about forming a permanent
bond with a woman.

WTien Teresa saw Chuck's house, she was impressed.
Painted a soft gray, it rose three stories and was set right
on the lake. A small emerald velvet plateau of grass paral-
leled the shoreline; it looked as if it had been trimmed
with manicure scissors. Chuck was a perfectionist when it
came to things like his house, his property, and his cars.
He obviously had a green thumb; there were flowers
blooming all over his property, along with pine, cedar, and
fir trees. He was justly proud of his home. He explained to
Teresa that he had built it from a cabin, digging out the hill
at the lake level to facilitate two extra floors. It was beauti-
fully maintained and welcoming, even though it wasn't
quite the big lodge that Teresa had pictured in her mind.

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And she had no intention of becoming a gardener; it
would ruin her nails.

Still, she told Chuck that she was very impressed with
his house and landscaping and praised him for his work on
the place.

Chuck had excellent taste in furniture, and he'd hung
his grandmother's oil paintings. His former girlfriends
had picked out rugs, lamps, and other items that didn't
always match. The result was eclectic, but it comple-
mented the inside of the lake house, just as the landscap-
ing did the exterior.

Teresa didn't know anything about cars, so she didn't
realize Chuck's prize Porsche was powered by a Volkswa-
gen engine. He had had sports cars since he was a young
man and took pride in his expertise at rebuilding engines
and other car parts. Some of Chuck's detailing of his assets
had been all flash and little substance, but he obviously
loved his home, his cars, and his plane.

And he couldn't do enough to make Teresa happy.
Heretofore a ladies' man who often dated several women
in the same time period. Chuck Leonard was bedazzled by
his Southern love. He believed her when she told him she
was Jewish and her family name was Goldstein, and
warned his parents and other relatives not to serve pork or
ham for Thanksgiving. He gave Teresa Hannukah cards,
and did everything he could to acknowledge her religion.
What her purpose was in claiming to be Jewish remains a
mystery; sometimes it seemed that she just enjoyed being
untruthful — it gave her some kind of control.

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everyone tried to please her, and we carefully followed
whatever Jewish customs Chuck said were important to
her."

Teresa seemed to care for Chuck, and he adored her —
and that was what mattered to his family.

Chuck's sister Theresa noted almost immediately that
Chuck's new bride was nice enough to her when he was
around, but dismissive when they were alone. As long as
Theresa agreed with her new sister-in-law, things went
fairly well. And yet she sensed an odd seething anger just
below Teresa's surface.

"She could cut you out of her life and be incredibly
cold," Chuck's sister said. "She kept me at arm's length. I
hated that we had the same name."

Theresa wondered why Teresa didn't try a little harder
to fit in with the family. Chuck's relatives had been pre-
pared to welcome his new love, but she was more often a
prickly pear with them instead of an affectionate relative.
She was warm— even seductive — with Chuck and his
father. The older man was quite taken with her.

At first.

Chapter Two

Teresa never returned to New Orleans to live, and
she visited only once more. Her sister, Lois, who grew up
to marry a sergeant with the Louisiana State Police and to
teach children with special needs, talked about the terror
she and her two sisters had suffered in their home. No one
ever helped them because they didn't tell. They were
raised never to confront their father — Ervin R. Jones —
who was a steamship captain for the Lykes Brothers
Steamship Company when they were small and was rarely
home. Later, his daughters longed for those days.

The three younger children were girls, and they had a
brother, Frank,* who was eight years older than Lois.
Teresa was six years younger than Lois, and Macie* was
the youngest.

There was information that suggested Ervin Jones had
fathered a child outside of his marriage — a boy. He had
written tuition checks to a private boys' school for a long
time.

It would be many years before the Jones girls' memo-
ries were voiced. There were secrets upon secrets in their
home — which looked, from the outside, like a typical

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middle-class family lived there. This is so often true:
shame and fear keep sexual abuse victims silent.

Teresa's mother's maiden name wasn't where Teresa got
the Jewish name she preferred. Her mother's maiden name
wasn't Gloria Goldstein; it was Gloria Sheehan in some
documents, a good solid Irish name. On her birth certifi-
cate, Gloria's last name is listed as Miecikowski.

Teresa told Washington acquaintances that she and her
mother went to Texas every year on vacation — just the two
of them. That wasn't true.

Gloria Jones passed away of cirrhosis of the liver in
October 1990, and Teresa flew back to New Orleans for
the fiineral. Her sisters picked her up and they sat together
in the funeral parlor.

They didn't have long to talk. Lois and Macie weren't
really sure where Teresa had been over the years. The
sisters were together only sporadically and much of her
life was a mystery to them. Lois was very surprised when
Teresa told her she had a son, and his name was Taylor.
Lois couldn't recall later if she had seen Taylor's photo-
graph, but she didn't think she had.

Two years later, their father died in December 1992. He
also had cirrhosis of the liver. Teresa didn't go to his fti-
neral. All three sisters mourned their mother, but not their
father. They blamed him for their mother's death, and for
their own years of abuse at his hands. Teresa said she
didn't even know where he was living when he passed
away, "somewhere in the Midwest."

By the time her parents died, Teresa was so removed
from her family emotionally and geographically that local

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police in Washington State had to track her down and no-
tify her of their passing.

Teresa Jones aka Gaethe aka Goldstein and Chuck
Leonard were living together on Lake Goodwin. They co-
habited for more than a year before Chuck agreed to
marry her. He had some reservations, but he loved her and
thought they could work out whatever problems they had
once they were married.

Chuck's friends were often baffled by some of Teresa's
stories which seemed to have no basis in fact. She told them
she was a "world-class water-skier," but even though she
and Chuck lived on a lake, no one ever saw her water-ski —
or snow-ski in the Cascade Mountains.

"She also told us that she was due to come into a huge
inheritance," a female neighbor said. "But as far as I know,
it never happened."

Chuck and Teresa had set a date for their wedding:
June 1990. The wedding itself would be a simple "city
haH"-type of ceremony with friends as witnesses. But
that would be followed a few days later by a large recep-
tion for family and friends at the lake house.

"It was almost as if they had a secret ceremony," Chuck's
sister remembers.

Teresa didn't invite any of her family members to either
her civil wedding or to the reception. Her mother was ill,
and she didn't want her father there. As it turned out, the
Joneses of Louisiana weren't nearly as wealthy as Teresa
had implied. She came from a working-class clan, and
she'd had to work. Chuck could not have cared less. He
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After their wedding, Chuck's smile was even wider
than usual as he posed in his wedding tuxedo, a sprig of
lily-of-the-valley in his lapel and his new gold wedding
band gleaming on his finger.

Their wedding reception at Chuck's Lake Goodwin
home began with a lot of laughter and toasts as Chuck's
friends arrived to congratulate them. Oddly, the new
bride had hired a bouncer to be present at the reception.
He was a tall, muscular man she worked with at the Bon
Marche department store.

There was one very embarrassing incident at the recep-
tion. One of Chuck's neighbors, an old friend named Jan,
brought an uninvited date. She was one of Chuck's many
former girlfriends. Everybody else who showed up was
welcome. It wasn't as if Teresa's security guard was check-
ing off names at the front door, and it had been a long time
since Jan's date had dated Chuck. They hadn't even gone
out for long. Even so, Teresa was livid, wild with jealousy.
She asked her bouncer to throw Jan and the woman out.
Incredulous and humiliated, they left, along with several
of the other guests, who moved the party down the street
to Jan's house.

Chuck was mortified by the whole episode.

The next day, Jan came by to talk with Chuck. "You've
made a big mistake," he told Chuck.

Rather than being angry. Chuck answered sadly, "I
know."

And suddenly. Chuck disappeared for two or three days
to decide what to do about his fledgling marriage and
Teresa's bizarre behavior.

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recalled. "But he was a private person, and incredibly in-
trospective."

It would have been impossible for Chuck not to dis-
cover some of Teresa's lies. She had brought her car with
her when she moved from New Orleans to Washington
State, and then it disappeared. She told everyone that it
had been stolen.

"That wasn't the case," one neighbor said. "It was re-
possessed."

Chuck had never thought to check out Teresa's back-
ground; he'd always taken her at her word, even when her
past seemed tilted and full of missing pieces. So far, none
of the half-truths had hurt their relationship severely
enough to drive them apart. He pondered his choices and
realized he still loved her

Chuck came back from his solitary trip. After much
thought, he had decided to stay with Teresa, but he had
glimpsed a side of her he hadn't really recognized before.
She resented not only his former girlfriends but also his
male friends. He realized that if she had her way, he would
cut them all completely out of his life. He wasn't about to
do that.

According to his sister and many of his close friends.
Chuck Leonard was "bigger than life." He got along with
everyone.

"That was what drew people to him," Theresa said. "He
always had a laugh, a broad smile, and a complex inner
life."

"But Teresa was nasty to everyone," the same neighbor
said. "And sarcastic. She ignored Chuck's friends. The
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would say things like 'Oh, are we having a nice day?' but
it didn't sound like she cared — it was sarcastic and deri-
sive."

Teresa was much harder to read than Chuck. It was dif-
ficult to know just what she was feeling. Sometimes it was
impossible for her sister-in-law to make eye contact with
her. Teresa's expression was a mask — a facade, blocking
anyone from getting close to her.

Now that she and Chuck were married, it seemed that
Teresa set out to deliberately alienate his friends' wives
and fiancees even more. The men naturally opted out of
the Leonards' social circle when the women in their lives
weren't welcome or came away hurt or insulted by the way
Teresa had treated them.

Chuck and his sister Theresa had grown up in the navy
base town of Bremerton, Washington, and he was "ex-
tremely loyal" to his friends. Even though the paths of
their lives had diverged, once someone was Chuck Leon-
ard's friend, he remained so. Some of them went back to
his childhood and he cherished them. One of his closest
friends had been a best pal back in Bremerton when they
were fourteen.

But as Teresa insulted more and more people. Chuck's
world became smaller. He didn't always know what she
had done or said to hurt people, but she was adept at mak-
ing others feel unwelcome.

Her pattern was much like that of men who "own" the
women in their lives. Teresa succeeded in isolating Chuck
from a large number of the people who mattered to him.
Still, once committed, he was determined to make their
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to himself. She had had a difficult life, full of illness and
sadness before he had "rescued" her, and he kept believing
she would change if only she felt safe enough with him.

Chuck continued counseling teenagers — first at Cascade
High School, and then at North Middle School.

Left behind in his desk at the former school was a love
letter from some woman in his life. Teresa didn't know
about that, and it probably wasn't important to him. If it
had been, he would have taken it with him.

But Teresa was suspicious of Chuck's contact with any
female over sixteen. She told people that Chuck had been
seen behaving inappropriately with one of his female stu-
dents. This wasn't true.

In some ways, Teresa appeared to be a good sport.
When she had realized that she would have to work to help
pay their bills, she'd found a ftill-time position as a Liz
Claiborne specialist at the Bon Marche (now Macy's) in a
nearby shopping mall. She was an excellent saleswoman,
bonding with a loyal clientele, and she did well with her
salary and commissions. She was always impeccably
dressed with perfect hair and makeup.

Teresa Jones-Goldstein-Gaethe-Leonard was a woman
of many names, many faces, and many moods. She may
well have had more surnames than even Chuck knew
about. One of Chuck's friends said a long time later that
she had seen a suitcase belonging to Teresa that was fiill of
papers and cards for different identities.

She was a seductress of both men and women — if not
physically, then psychologically. Teresa had an innate abil-
ity to recognize what people wanted fi-om her, and could
use that to get back what she sought from them.

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A number of women who knew Teresa described her as
"sweet." She was popular with most of her female cowork-
ers and friends, especially those who were younger and far
less experienced than she was. She became a role model
for them. They thought her life sounded so exciting and
listened avidly as she related fascinating anecdotes. They
believed her without questioning.

Basically, Teresa was a "man's woman," and didn't care
all that much for women, unless they were in a position to
better her life.

With her female friends, her mien was either that of a
naive, \nilnerable woman — a role in which she was also
believable — or she was a living, walking soap opera for
female friends whose own lives weren't nearly as interest-
ing as hers.

One of Teresa's customers at the Bon Marche became a
very close friend. Joyce Lilly* dropped by regularly to buy
Liz Claiborne products, and they often had lunch together.
Eventually, Joyce, too, got a job at the Bon Marche, and
their friendship became even closer.

Teresa hinted to a few intimate friends that she had
suffered at the hands of men. She was attracted to men,
but deep down she didn't trust them. It gave her a com-
mon ground of experience with a lot of women she met,
and those who had bad experiences with men were drawn
to her.

Still, she couldn't see a way to have the kind of life she
wanted without letting down her guard with certain men.
For the moment, Teresa felt Chuck was the man who could
help her the most. Like almost all the other men in her life,
he was considerably older that she was. She appealed to

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older men, and may have sought them out — looking for a
father figure to cherish her. . . or to punish.

Chuck Leonard was undecided about having children;
he was past forty and he had never particularly wanted
children of his own. When he was much younger, he had
fathered his daughter, who was placed for adoption. He
wasn't mature enough to be a parent then. Chuck cared a
lot about the teenagers he counseled and showed affection
and concern for them. It was a moot point anyway, be-
cause Teresa had confided to him she could not have chil-
dren.

That wasn't the truth, however; Teresa had never been
told she was barren. And she had confided to someone she
worked with that she hoped to have a child or children.

"Children open doors for you," she said. The other
woman had no idea what Teresa meant.

Teresa's relationship with her sister-in-law remained
abrasive and dismissive. Neither trusted the other very
much, and Chuck's sister worried about her brother's hap-
piness. Maybe the two women — Teresa and Theresa —
were just too different. Like Chuck, his sister was highly
educated, a no-nonsense woman who was independent and
capable.

She also tried to make excuses for Teresa. It might be
possible that Chuck's new wife was trying too hard to es-
tablish her position with him and as part of the family.
Perhaps she was shy and awkward in social relationships,
although that seemed unlikely. Theresa backed off, always
hoping that one day they might become friends.

"Teresa liked to give people advice," Theresa Leonard,
who has a master's degree in psychology, said. "So I made

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a point of asking her opinion on decorating and clothes,
and things like that, hoping it might give us something in
common. But it didn't."

It came to a point where Chuck's sister no longer saw
him and his wife very often.

Theresa's efforts to bond somehow with Chuck's wife
became even more important when Teresa and Chuck an-
nounced nineteen months after their wedding that they
were expecting a baby.

Theresa became "Aunt Theresa." At least it helped to
spell out which one of them was Chuck's sister and which
one was his wife.

And so it turned out that Teresa was not infertile after
all. (What had become of her son Taylor — if, indeed, he
had ever existed — ^no one knew. Probably Chuck never
even heard of this son Teresa told her sister about.)

Chuck was taken completely off guard by her preg-
nancy. She had flat-out lied to him about her ability to bear
a child, and she'd made many visits to a fertility expert
without telling Chuck.

At this point, he was quite willing to accept a baby into
his life, realizing this might be his last chance to actually
raise a child. He wasn't sure how Teresa felt about being
pregnant.

Even though she had visited doctors so that she could
bear a child, now that she was pregnant, Teresa acted as if
she was ambivalent about the prospect.

Chuck told Teresa, "It's up to you if you want to keep it
or not. I'll go along with whatever you decide."

She considered having an abortion, but finally decided
to have the baby.

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Teresa's labor was induced on December 30, 1991. Te-
resa was annoyed at what she considered Chuck's insensi-
tivity when he dashed out to get fast food and brought it
back to the labor room to eat when she was in pain. She
later said her labor progress stalled and her obstetrician
decided her pelvic canal was too narrow to deliver her
baby, necessitating a caesarean section. Again, she lied;
she delivered normally.

She gave birth to a daughter, whom they named Morgan.
Her father and mother both adored her. Chuck, especially,
was thrilled with his beautiful baby girl and spent hours
gazing at her.

"He was over the top in love with her," his sister said.
"He'd never realized it would be that way."

As Morgan grew bigger, he took her to the lake in
warm weather and watched as she paddled around; he
took her to fairs, where she rode on the merry-go-round,
and to his school to show her off to his fellow teachers. It
was clear that Chuck Leonard loved every minute of being
a father, much to his own surprise.

Teresa had experienced labor once (possibly twice), and
she didn't want to go through it again. During a routine
checkup after Morgan's birth, her gynecologist found that
she had a small fibroid tumor. Many women develop fi-
broids in their thirties and forties, but they are almost
never cancerous and invariably shrink after menopause.
Teresa didn't have heavy bleeding with her periods or any
of the other indications that the fibroids were large
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demanded a hysterectomy, and she was resolute about her
decision.

Once more, Chuck acceded to her decision and she got
her way, but she asked about having her eggs saved and
frozen, just in case she wanted to use them in the future.
Teresa had a partial hysterectomy in July 1993. At her re-
quest, her surgeon left one ovary and one fallopian tube.
She would still have plenty of female hormones, and
would produce viable eggs — which could be implanted
into another woman's uterus by an in vitro process. She
could never carry a child herself, but through modem
technology, she would be able to be the biological mother
of a child.

To the casual observer, the Leonards appeared to be a
happy couple. Teresa didn't want to work full-time away
from home now that she had Morgan, so with Chuck's
blessing, she rented some space in a shedlike building in
the nearby small town of Marysville, Washington, and
opened a store called The Consignment Shop.

She painted it pink and decorated the windows and the
building itself with cartoon drawings of fashionably
dressed women. Teresa told a lot of people she owned a
"boutique," but that was stretching the meaning consider-
ably.

Many hamlets in Snohomish County had become mec-
cas for shoppers seeking out antiques, vintage jewelry, and
gently used high-end clothing lines. The stores flourished
when shoppers from Seattle, Bellingham, and even British
Columbia discovered them and told their friends.

Teresa brought in a number of her wealthy customers
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was clever at deciding what would sell in her tiny store,
and she kept careful records of items people had left for
her to sell on contingency. Some of her Bon Marche cus-
tomers placed expensive clothing and other treasures with
her. When something sold, she kept a small percentage of
the price and gave the rest to the seller. She enjoyed her
small business, and while she wasn't making a munificent
living, she did well enough to buy things for Morgan and
clothes for herself, and eventually to hire employees.

Teresa's shop worked well for her because she had a real
knack for putting together outfits for would-be customers.
Teresa could take a plain dress, add a scarf or some jewelry
and a coordinating purse — all secondhand — and make it
look like a thousand-dollar outfit. She'd always done that
with her own clothes, and now she used her talent in her
consignment store. She was extremely professional, even
waxing the clothes racks so that garments slid easily, and
she kept meticulous books so that she could pay her bills
and her consignors promptly.

Most important to Teresa, she could take Morgan to
work with her; her two clerks or friends who dropped by
were there to share the babysitting duties. She seemed to
be a good mother, almost idolizing Morgan. Her friends
believed that Teresa's whole life revolved around Morgan.

And so did Chuck's. Morgan always seemed delighted
when her father came to pick her up. "She was maybe a
little bit spoiled, though," one woman said. "If she was
playing with her toys, she wouldn't go with either one of
them."

There was no question that both Chuck and Teresa
loved their small daughter, but as the years passed, the

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bloom was fading fast from their love for each other. Of
course all marriages settle in as the years pass, and the
emotional highs and lows tend to smooth out, but with the
Leonards, it was more than familiarity or boredom. Chuck
had always been the man in charge, someone with an ex-
pansive personality, who did pretty much what he wanted
to. But now, his friends and family noted that Teresa con-
trolled him, chose which of his friends she liked, pouted
when she didn't get her way, or, worse, flared into anger.
Chuck tried hard to please her and keep a semblance of a
happy home — mostly for Morgan's sake.

Chuck was willing to do anything to be able to stay
with Morgan.

Teresa began to think a lot about Nick Callas, wondering
if she should have let her Hawaiian love go. To test the
waters, she sent him a Christmas card. Nick contacted her
and they renewed their friendship. From then on, Teresa
and Nick stayed connected, but he remained with his wife.
Although Grace had helped Nick get a foothold in busi-
ness, it was his skill and charisma that had built his com-
pany to the top levels it now reached. By 1995, he owned
prize property all over the islands.

There was no question that Nick Callas was rich
enough to give Teresa all the luxuries in life that she
longed for, along with credit cards and a healthy stock
portfolio. They began an intense correspondence and
talked about meeting once again. He promised to send her
a first-class ticket if she decided to come to Hawaii to visit
him. She was sorely tempted.

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Callas's wife, Grace, often went to southern California
with their adopted son, who was two months older than
Morgan. Grace was a nervous woman who complained of
chronic health problems and stayed with her sister while
she sought the best possible medical treatments.

Nick had dated many willing females when he was sin-
gle, but it didn't take long for Teresa to rise to the top of
his list as a lover. He'd never forgotten her, but he had cho-
sen Grace, and her family's money had helped him in his
mortgage and real estate business.

Like Chuck, Nick was easily distracted by pretty
women.

Not surprisingly, Teresa's marriage to Chuck Leonard
had foundered, growing worse each year. He hadn't been
the answer to her search for happiness after all.

Was it even possible for Teresa to find happiness? She
wanted so much, and it didn't appear to matter to her what
happened to people who got in her way. Now, the wants
and needs of Chuck Leonard or even her own daughter
came after her thirst for wealth and love. She felt her hus-
band had never given her what she had needed and ex-
pected fi-om him.

Chuck was Chuck, and it amazed some of his friends
that he had married at all: they knew him as a guy who
dated many women. He was an individual, a little bizarre
at times. He was a free spirit. When he got home from
work, he started tossing his clothes on furniture and on the
floor as he walked through his house. He probably would
have been happier in a tropical climate. His neighbors had
long since grown used to seeing him out in his yard, gar-
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lake, often nearly nude in a bikini bathing suit and flip-
flops. It had never really bothered anyone.

He was a good-natured guy and a good neighbor.
Chuck was far handsomer than he had any right to be for a
man of his age, and women often came on to him. In the
first years of his marriage, he began a physical relation-
ship with a female coworker whom he'd known for seven
or eight years. Her name was Michelle Conley,* and she
was an attractive teaching intern, a few years older than
Teresa. Michelle responded to him in a way his wife
hadn't for a long time.

They first became intimate when Teresa was pregnant
with Morgan. The Leonards had something of an open
marriage. Whether they both knew it and discussed it with
one another is questionable.

At least outwardly, neither Chuck nor Teresa appeared
to be unhappy with their relationship. Chuck had a real
rapport with teenage students, and his counseling helped
many of them who were suffering through some of the
more difficult times of life. He had saved some of them
from suicide.

Along with Morgan, those kids gave him a reason to be
happy. After he had his second daughter, no one could say
Chuck hadn't tried to keep their family together, even if it
was probably because he loved Morgan so much. He made
no promises to Michelle, but, as Teresa grew colder to
him, he felt closer to Michelle, and she definitely wanted
to marry him if she could. The more Teresa pulled away
from him, the more Chuck sought out Michelle. However,
like most men, he wasn't interested in getting divorced
and remarried.

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There was Morgan and she came first.

In July 1992, Chuck and Michelle were involved in an
embarrassing incident, more likely to happen to teenagers
than middle-aged educators. A Marysville police officer
approached Chuck's car where it was parked on a quiet
street at six in the evening. His police report said he
found Michelle, whose clothing was in disarray, sitting on
Chuck's lap, and noted that Chuck was completely naked.
They were both removed from the vehicle, handcuffed,
and placed in the back of the police unit. Michelle was
cited for disorderly conduct, and Chuck for indecent ex-
posure.

At their trial, they were acquitted of the charges. But
naturally, Teresa learned of the incident and it didn't help
their already teetering marriage. They stayed together for
a few more years, but it became more of an adversarial
relationship, held together only by their shared love for
Morgan.

And then, quite suddenly, the Leonard marriage was
over. Teresa had seen brighter prospects on the horizon:
she was in touch regularly with Nick Callas. Nick was rich
now, and it didn't matter to Teresa that he was married.

In early 1995, Teresa took three-and-a-half-year-old
Morgan and moved out of Chuck's house at Lake Good-
win into an apartment on Everett Mall Way, an hour's
drive away.

Teresa had written to Nick Callas, telling him that she
was coming to Hawaii with a friend and she would like to
see him. He responded with plane tickets and the promise
of a place for them to stay.

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affair with Nick Callas, and she fully expected they would
marry in the foreseeable future. She invited Joyce Lilly to
join her on a vacation to Maui in February 1995, the first
of four trips to Hawaii where Joyce accompanied her.
Over the next two years, Teresa would visit Callas once a
month or more.

The two women would stay in one of Nick's more luxu-
rious condominiums, and when they arrived, there were
exotic fresh flowers waiting for them in the Napili Shores
condo. Nick came by a few hours later, and Joyce watched
as he and Teresa hugged and kissed, and then Teresa sat on
his lap while the three visited.

The next morning, Joyce was awakened at 5:30 a.m. by
someone sitting on her bed. It was Nick, who apologized
profusely. He had meant to wake Teresa up. He moved to
the other bed, wakened her gently, and then the two of
them walked out to the veranda.

Joyce realized that Teresa wasn't exaggerating about
her affair with Nick Callas; they certainly seemed to be
entranced with one another. By July 1995, Teresa confided
that Nick sent her the monthly first-class tickets to Maui,
and checks for $1,000 to $1,250 as regularly. During the
weeks that Chuck had custody of Morgan, she would
sometimes spend several days in Hawaii with Nick.

When Teresa was in Washington, despite Nick's in-
volvement in his many business interests, they usually
called each other up to ten times a day. Nick called Teresa
more than she called him, but they were constantly in con-
tact. Nick would recall later that they talked mostly about
his son Jack* and Morgan.

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bered. "We had brief calls that ended when someone came
into her little shop, or people walked into my office, but
sometimes we talked for a couple of hours."

In July 1995, Teresa filed for divorce.

Teresa's divorce action against Chuck seemed to be
more a threat than a reality. In any event, neither Teresa
nor Chuck pursued it avidly. Chuck consulted an attorney,
who advised him to keep the divorce unsettled. That
would establish a pattern of joint custody and help him
gain custody of Morgan.

After much wrangling, they worked out a grudging
custody arrangement, agreeing that Morgan would stay
with each of them during alternate weeks. As long as
Chuck knew that his little girl was living close by, he
would do whatever was necessary to be with her, even stall
a divorce that he wanted as much as Teresa — or more.

Morgan gave Teresa leverage with Chuck, and she felt
confident that he would do what she wanted: all she had to
do was threaten to take Morgan far away from him. And
that is what she planned to do — but not yet.

Morgan had become a pawn, someone Teresa could use
to advance her own goals. She seemed unable to under-
stand that taking Chuck away from Morgan, robbing her
of her father, would be a cruel thing to do — and a great
loss in her daughter's life. Teresa's Hawaiian lover could
never care for the child the way Morgan's real father did.
Nick had never even seen Morgan, although Teresa had
met his little boy a few times.

Teresa Gaethe-Leonard had a plan in mind, but the lo-
gistics involved were going to be tricky. Until she was ab-
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place, she was not going to divorce Chuck. Her lover,
Nick Callas, was still very married. Although she didn't
admit it to her friends, Nick and she had never even dis-
cussed his getting divorced.

Teresa was even a business boost for Nick. She worked
as an outside salesperson for Orca Travel and she often
connected clients and her lover when they were looking
for high-end housing in Hawaii. The referrals she occa-
sionally sent him were a good cover, too. Although Nick
had special phone lines set up for them to talk, if Grace
ever wondered about the calls, he would say that Teresa
was a business contact.

Nick continued to buy Teresa round-trip tickets to Ha-
waii, she had an American Express card with his name on
it, and he provided lodging in one of his plush condos
whenever she could fly to the islands. But he was content
with the way things were, and he believed she was, too.
Among her many talents, she was a persuasive actress.

Teresa was the perfect mistress. She never discussed
anything depressing with Nick. "Teresa shares only posi-
tive things with me," he said once, "not negative things."

In the two years of their passionate affair, he learned
virtually nothing about her early years in Louisiana with
her family. If Nick asked her anything about them, she be-
came quiet — but offered no information. There were se-
crets within secrets in her past that Nick didn't know, and
Teresa meant to keep it that way.

In Nick Callas 's memory, they hadn't talked about any
unhappy aspects of their affair because there weren't any.
Their time together was joyous and relaxing, full of pas-
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lives and enjoy each other whenever Teresa came to Ha-
waii. Sometimes, Nick came to the Northwest for a few
days and they took trips together to ski lodges and resorts.
They never discussed marrying one another, and Nick felt
neither of them expected or wanted that to happen. He
was unaware of plans for Teresa and Morgan to move to
Hawaii, and he certainly had no intention of divorcing his
wife.

'i got married once," he said later. "I waited until I was
forty-one years old to get married, and that was it for me. I
was only going to be married once."

Teresa was a woman who bolstered his confidence,
gave him her constant approval, delighted him in bed, and
demanded nothing of him. Nick Callas had no hint that
Teresa had built a maze of complicated plans for them. He
never saw a bad side of her, and she was always smiling
and bubbly when they were together. Almost any man who
fantasizes about being unfaithful to his wife would proba-
bly gravitate toward someone like Teresa.

No nagging. No strings. No problems.

Callas had no biological children, but he loved his ad-
opted son Jack — who was bom in October 1991, as if he
was the child of his own loins.

Teresa secretly believed that if she gave Nick a child with
his own genes, his own Greek heritage, he would be so
happy and grateful that he would leave his wife and marry
her. Since Teresa had insisted on a hysterectomy after
Morgan's birth, that was going to be tricky. Now, she truly
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Teresa had visited her gynecologist on May 10, 1995.
She wanted to know exactly how in vitro fertilization
worked. She knew she still produced eggs, and she told
her doctor that "an old friend" who lived in Hawaii had
agreed to furnish sperm.

"How often do you see this man?" the female surgeon
asked.

"Every two weeks." It was, of course, a lie.

"Have you discussed in vitro with him?"

"Yes — and he's very supportive of it." This, too, was a
lie. Nick had no plans to have a baby with Teresa. Teresa
believed that Nick and his wife had adopted Jack because
of some fertility problem with Grace. But it wasn't Grace
who couldn't conceive; it was Nick's problem.

Although he had never confided in Teresa about it, he
believed that he was incapable of fathering a child. He and
Grace had tried for years to conceive, traveling to southern
California to confer with top fertility specialists. They had
first tried seven in vitro procedures, mixing Grace's eggs
with Nick's sperm in a petri dish, hoping their doctor
could implant viable embryos in Grace's uterus.

But no pregnancies resulted. It had been expensive, but
the emotional pain was the worst part of that. Again and
again, Grace failed to become pregnant.

They hadn't given up, but they tried another way. Al-
though they worked with medical experts, Nick called it
the "turkey baster method." Over five years, they tried
seven times. In two instances his sperm was injected in
two different extremely fertile surrogate mothers, who had
each become pregnant in their own marriages on the first
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resultant embryo to term. They were disappointed when
neither potential surrogate mother became pregnant.

Nick Callas, as masculine as he looked, had a very low
sperm count. They didn't know why. His doctors eventu-
ally diagnosed him as having too many clusters of veins
and arteries in his testicles for sperm to survive long. They
offered him surgery to remove them, but gave him no
promises of success. He opted not to have the operation.

Whether Teresa was aware of this is questionable. Had
Nick told her he could not father a child? Nick would in-
sist later that they had never discussed having a child to-
gether. There was no reason to share his most intimate
physical problems with her.

But Teresa believed what she believed, and she was
given to "magical thinking" where everything would turn
out as she visualized it. She rapidly erased any truth that
interfered with her plans.

Teresa lied once more to her doctor, saying that she had
a close female friend who would offer her a "surrogate
womb" to carry her own fertilized egg to term.

In Teresa's mind, the baby would be hers and Nick Cal-
las's child, just as much as if conception had taken place
the old-fashioned way. And biologically that would be
true.

Teresa had studied up on all kinds of infertility, and
state-of-the-art insemination procedures. The "friend"
who had volunteered to carry her baby was probably
another exaggeration. If she moved to Hawaii, Teresa
planned to find a surrogate mother and pay her to carry
a baby after in vitro fertilization with Nick's sperm. If
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realized she might have to forgo her genetic participa-
tion. Whatever it took, she would see that Nick had a
child who was partly his own, and then he would marry
her and they would raise that child — and Morgan, and,
hopefully, Nick's son — together.

Her plan sounded more like an extremely complicated
science project than a baby bom out of love. And, short of
a miracle, it was doomed from the beginning.

Her doctor warned Teresa of legal pitfalls. She cited
cases she had read about where the surrogates refused to
give up the babies after they were born. "That can be a
sticky situation," she said, advising her that she should
consult with an attorney before she began such a process.

"And it would help any case that came up against you if
you were married to the baby's biological father," she
added.

Teresa's gynecologist knew very little about her current
marital status. She gave her the names of some fertility
specialists, explaining that she didn't have the additional
training needed to harvest and implant eggs.

Teresa was jubilant when she left her office, heedless of
all the warnings she'd been given. She knew her plans
weren't going to be easy to carry off, but she was sure she
could do it. Of course, it was all pie in the sky.

There was the problem of Chuck. Teresa expected him
to dig in his heels and refuse to let her take Morgan to Ha-
waii to live. There was no question about it, and she at
least accepted that.

Although Chuck had felt a weight lift from his shoul-
ders when Teresa moved out, he missed living ftiU-time
with Morgan. Having her with him every other week just

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wasn't the same as being her dad every day. When Teresa
occasionally mentioned that she intended to live in Ha-
waii, Chuck worried.

He would die before he would let Teresa take his little
girl so far away. He may even have used that phrase when
she brought up the subject.

Outwardly, Chuck Leonard wasn't a serious man. He
had an active social life, and he was still dating Michelle.
Michelle was probably the perfect woman for him. She
wasn't the jealous type, and she believed that he was faith-
fill to her, but she hadn't asked for that. She lived with
Chuck during the weeks that Morgan wasn't staying there,
and she worried about his getting home safe at night. They
had a great time together, and she was easygoing and de-
voted to him.

Chuck didn't miss Teresa, but he was deadly serious
about Morgan. He loved her with all the devotion in his
body. He was fifty-two and not likely to have more chil-
dren. Morgan meant the whole world to him, and he
looked forward to the weeks when his daughter lived with
him.

On the other hand, Teresa often left Morgan with near-
strangers as babysitters. She made fi-iends with a man
named Bill Pursley* who lived in the same apartment
building she did and often asked him to look after Mor-
gan. Chuck's friends, Sandy and Jan — who had once
warned Chuck that he'd made a terrible mistake marrying
Teresa — regularly looked after Morgan when Teresa was
away or busy.

And she often was. Teresa loved Morgan, but she
needed time for herself, too.

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How was Teresa going to coordinate a medically pre-
carious pregnancy with her lover, a nonacrimonious di-
vorce from her husband, and her lover's divorce from his
wife, and be sure all the pieces dovetailed? It was essential
that nobody became angry enough to block her plans. She
walked on eggshells, testing all the men in her life and
balancing them like a juggler with more and more plates
in the air.

Teresa believed, albeit erroneously, that Chuck's girl-
friend was a recent high school graduate and that he was
acting unethically. That would give Teresa another weapon
to use against him. Actually, Michelle was a few years
older than Teresa.

Teresa still had her consignment store. Chuck never
shorted her on child support and he paid for so many other
things that Morgan needed. Nick Callas was always will-
ing to buy her tickets to Hawaii for a liaison with him. She
was convinced he loved her or, at the very least, found her
too sensuous and desirable to walk away from.

If Teresa wrote down her goals, they would have read
like this:

1 . Gain full legal custody of Morgan.

2. Finalize divorce from Chuck.

3. Move to Hawaii.

4. Have a child with Nick, one way or the other.

5. Convince him to leave his wife.

6. Marry Nick and live happily ever after.

Goals four and five could happen in any order as far as
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gest challenge she'd ever faced. He was quite content with
his life, even though he was also devoted to Teresa. Sexu-
ally, she probably was the most enchanting woman he
knew. But Nick was fifty, and he had come to realize that
sex wasn't the most important thing in the world. He got
along well enough with his wife. And if he weighed a love
affair against how much it would cost him to get a divorce,
his bank account would come first. He had spent years
building up a fortune and a marriage, and if he divorced
his wife, at least half of that would be gone. More than
that, he would probably lose custody of Jack. Ironically,
like Chuck, Nick didn't want to do anything that would
take his son out of his life. He and Grace had raised the
little boy from birth, carrying him straight from the hospi-
tal to their home, and he was a wonderful little boy.

Nick fully expected to maintain both his marriage and
his affair with Teresa. And as much as Nick loved Teresa,
he knew she wasn't the average woman. Not at all. "Tere-
sa's probably ninety percent an angel, and ten percent
crazy," he once said.

He may have overestimated the angel percentage.

Thwarted, Teresa had to regroup, although she still be-
lieved that when she actually presented Nick with his own
baby, he would change his mind.

And so she stalled, living in her apartment with Morgan,
operating her little shop, and waiting to follow through on
her divorce from Chuck. All things being equal, and if
Chuck didn't fight too hard for custody of Morgan, a di-
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But Teresa dragged her feet on her divorce too long. In
January 1996, the Snohomish County Superior Court in-
formed both Teresa and Chuck that the court was dismiss-
ing their divorce case because there had been no action on
it for a year.

The Leonards' relationship was in limbo. Neither of
them wanted to reunite, but Chuck didn't seem to be
upset that they had to refile if they wanted to be legally
and finally separated forever. He would wait Teresa out if
he had to.

They were deeply in debt, although Teresa always
maintained that Chuck was well off and should have paid
her more in child support. As it was, he was paying her all
he could afford.

It was a paradox, but, with the insurance he carried and
his other assets. Chuck Leonard was worth more dead
than alive. In the financial statements he presented in their
initial divorce action, they were more than $46,000 in
debt. Teresa cleared only $300 a month from her shop.
That baffled Chuck; she had told him she had a business
degree, and he thought she should have made more than
that. He offered her $334 a month for Morgan, while she
said he could easily pay her $825. In essence, with all the
extras he paid for his daughter, he was paying her more
than $800.

Teresa didn't reveal that Nick Callas was sending her
more than $1,000 a month. He told people that she worked
as a travel agent, and she sometimes sent people to him to
rent condos; at least he would later say that that was why
he wrote checks on the accounts of his various condo
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In a will drawn up in 1991, a will still in force, Chuck
had stipulated that Teresa would get everything he had,
both separate property (which he owned before they mar-
ried) and community property (that had accumulated dur-
ing their marriage). And that added up to a considerable
amount. By 1996, Chuck's estate was substantial. He had
$95,000 in insurance, $95,000 in retirement benefits from
the Everett School District, the $240,000 house on Lake
Goodwin, his final payroll from North Middle School of
over $ 1 1 ,000, and various properties he had inherited near
Bremerton and Camano Island worth over $120,000. On
top of that, Teresa and Morgan would receive Social Secu-
rity payments. Even when his final debts were paid, Teresa
stood to receive well over $300,000 as his sole heir, plus
Social Security payments every month until Morgan was
eighteen.

A year passed. Chuck was happy with Michelle Conley.
She had her own place, but she was at Chuck's lake house
more than she was home, an arrangement that she and
Chuck attempted to keep secret. His best fi-iends knew
about Michelle, but most other people didn't.

And Teresa was happy in her relationship with Nick
Callas, although she was planning feverishly to accelerate
that into much more.

In January 1997, Chuck filed papers to keep his divorce
in progress, knowing that that would probably confuse her.
She wouldn't be able to take Morgan far away until it was
all settled. He was ready to finalize the divorce, but he had
no intention of letting her take Morgan to Hawaii.

Oddly, or perhaps not, Teresa was furious when she re-
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Chuck that she'd maintained since the night she met him.
No other woman in his life had ever been able to bend him
to her will.

''The cat was going to lose her mouse," Aunt Theresa
said flatly. "She was very jealous of Chuck's connection to
Morgan."

It had taken Chuck a long time to move forward on his
divorce. He'd asked for advice from friends before he
made his final decision. Should he let Teresa back in — ^but
only if she agreed to counseling — for Morgan's sake?

None of them thought it was a good idea.

Teresa finally realized that Chuck was prepared to fight
her fiercely if she attempted to take Morgan to Hawaii to
live, even if she agreed to let Morgan spend the summers
and vacations with him.

They were at an impasse.

Teresa and Morgan were close, and Morgan thought her
mother was perfect. Moreover, she believed everything
Teresa told her. Most five-year-olds accept their mother's
word without doubt. Teresa told Morgan that her daddy
didn't really own the house on Lake Goodwin. It really
belonged to her grandmother — Teresa's mother, who had
passed away, leaving it to Teresa. She said Gloria Jones
had been an antiques dealer.

Teresa planted ideas about Chuck in Morgan's mind,
telling her if she was ever afraid when she was with her
daddy, she could call her mommy or "Aunt Joyce."

Teresa told Joyce Lilly she was worried that Chuck was
sexually abusing their daughter, and Joyce was convinced
it was true. The two women gave Morgan teddy bears with
secret pockets where they had hidden their phone numbers.

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Most of the time when Chuck called Teresa at her shop to
facilitate Morgan's transfer, Teresa would burst into tears at
the end of the conversation, making her salesgirls think that
Chuck Leonard must be a bullying monster.

Joyce was almost as gullible as Morgan, worrying about
Teresa and her small daughter. The two young women who
worked at The Consignment Shop were sympathetic, too.
They noted that Morgan, who had once been jumping with
excitement while she waited for her father, seemed to hold
back. She cried and begged to stay with her mother, saying
she didn't want to play with all the toys her daddy had for
her.

No one knew exactly what Teresa was telling her.

Probably no one ever will.

Chuck wondered what Teresa was up to. Looking at her,
she didn't appear to be dangerous. Still, Chuck — who had
come to recognize her lies — sometimes wondered what
she was capable of.

In November 1996, Chuck had wakened when Michelle
nudged him. She whispered that she had heard a squeak
on the stairs leading down to his bedroom. "I think some-
one's in the house."

He jumped out of bed and they heard the sound of
someone running upstairs. Chuck leapt up the stairway to
the living room. Soon, he came back, saying he hadn't
caught up with whoever it was.

Michelle dressed hurriedly and drove after a car she
spotted driving toward the main road that led to the free-
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from a darkened area full of trees that abutted the state
park at the end of Chuck's street. As the car passed under a
streetlight, she saw the license plate. But the vehicle was
soon in the shadows again, and she couldn't see the driver
clearly. She was positive about the license plate, however.
Then the car pulled away and picked up speed before she
could catch up with it. She gave up and called Chuck, giv-
ing him the license plate number.

It was the license number of Teresa's Nissan.

Chuck thought it might have happened again in January
1997. This time, his eyes snapped open with the sense that
they were not alone. Half-asleep, he looked past Michelle
who lay beside him in bed and thought he saw a dark fig-
ure in his ground-floor bedroom. He blinked and the figure
was gone.

There was no particular sound of an intruder; it was
more a feeling. But Michelle slept quietly, and the fear
he'd felt slowly went away. He figured he must have had a
bad dream — the ftigue state of the nightmare that was al-
ready giving way to reality. They had both been jumpy, but
not enough for Chuck to lock his doors before heading for
bed. He never locked the cat doors because his five cats
needed to get in the house if it rained, or if predators like
raccoons, coyotes, or an occasional cougar stalked them.
He wanted Bear, Chaucer, Zena-the-Warrior-Princess,
Tab, and Jezabel to be safe and to come and go as they
pleased during the nighi:. A very small person could wrig-
gle through the swinging cat entrances.

"Chuck loved his cats," his sister recalled.

Usually, Chuck liked the clear window in the floor over
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had once been a circular stairway, but he changed that
when he remodeled the house, making it more like a ship's
ladder than stairs, with a removable see-through hatch
cover.

On this chilly night, he shivered at the thought that
someone could have been up ^ere in the dark, watching
Michelle and him sleep. Maybe someone had been —
maybe it was only a nightmare that had evolved from the
incident in November. If someone had really been there,
the trespasser had left the house on Lake Goodwin with-
out causing any harm or stealing any of Chuck Leonard's
possessions. Michelle believed it was Teresa.

Chuck told one of his good teacher friends about his
"nightmare," and they tried to rationalize it in the light of
day. Finally, they assumed it had been an imaginary
thing — a night terror. Chuck had been under a lot of stress
recently, and that could account for his feeling that some-
one was hiding in his house, watching him.

If only it had been.

Chapter Three

Deputy Wyiin Holdal of the Snohomish County
Sheriff's Office was at the Lake Goodwin Fire Station at a
quarter to one .in the afternoon of February 20, 1997, when
he heard the emergency medical technicians get a call of
"Man down" at an address on Forty-second Drive. He pre-
pared to follow the fire fighters to the address when more
bells sounded and the station radio blared.

"Man down is DOA — dead on arrival."

This time, Holdal was dispatched to the scene by the
sheriff's radio. He arrived by 1 :00 p.m. and met with Fire
Chief Darryl Neuhoff and Assistant Chief Robert Spencer.
They had already strung yellow tape around the carport
area of the three-story house; the rest of the yard was
fenced off.

It was very cold out, the morning's frost barely burned
off by a vapid sun.

Holdal could see the dead man, lying half-naked par-
tially on his back and slightly on his right side on the top
step inside the front gate. Oddly, his right arm lay so close
to a chain saw that it seemed to cradle it.

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his emotions, but did his best to tell Holdal what he knew.
He gave his name as Douglas Butler and identified the
corpse as his friend. Chuck Leonard.

"We both work at North Middle School," he said.
"Chuck is — was — a counselor there and I teach shop and
wrestling."

Butler said that Chuck hadn't come to work at the
school earlier in the day or called in to arrange for a sub-
stitute. That wasn't at all like him, and both he and the
principal were concerned. Chuck's estranged wife, Teresa
Gaethe-Leonard, had called the school looking for him.
That was a fairly rare event, too.

"Our principal asked me to check on him," his fellow
teacher said.

Doug Butler said he'd gone to Chuck's lakeside house,
walked down the sidewalk to the gate, and found it closed.
"But I could see through it, and I saw Chuck on the steps.
I opened the gate, and I knew he was dead, but I checked
for a pulse an3rway. There wasn't any."

Butler said that he and Chuck had been good friends
for eighteen years, and he'd spent a lot of time at Chuck's
house over the years.

No wonder his face was pale and his voice strained. It
would have been a horrible shock to find his friend lying
on the cold cement in icy weather. Dead.

Deputy Wynn Holdal asked Doug Butler the last time
he had seen Chuck Leonard.

"Yesterday — about four p.m."

"He live with anyone?"

"No, not usually. He lives alone — except when his little
girl is here — she's just turned five. He has a girlfriend

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named Michelle who works for the Everett School Dis-
trict. She sometimes stays over. And he's got an ex — or
estranged — wife named Teresa. She never stays over."

Butler explained that this would have been Chuck's
week to have Morgan, but the child had to have some den-
tal work done. Neither Teresa nor Chuck had been able to
say no to her about eating candy or going to bed with sug-
ary juice in her bottle when she was much younger, and
she'd had dental problems as a result. On this day in Feb-
ruary, Teresa had argued that she would do better staying
with her mother after seeing the dentist, and Chuck had
given in.

"I hope she's not in there," Butler said nervously. He
was afraid plans might have changed, and he worried that
Morgan could possibly be inside the house, terrified, hid-
ing someplace. Neither he nor Wynn Holdal wanted to
think that she had suffered the same fate as her father.

Sergeant Matt Bottin had been dispatched to the scene
and arrived at a quarter after one. He walked up to Deputy
Holdal, who was standing in front of the carport talking
with the aid crew and another man — ^who he learned was
Doug Butler.

Bottin saw the body of Chuck Leonard lying on the top
steps. He wore only a gray, bloodstained T-shirt.

He asked Butler about that, and Leonard's long-time
friend said that Chuck was in the habit of sleeping either
completely naked or wearing just a T-shirt.

"He just doesn't like underwear, and he sometimes an-
swers the door nude when I've gone over to visit him in
the morning. That's just him."

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close to Chuck Leonard's body. The gate was ajar about
two inches. He could see trauma in Leonard's chest area,
just above his heart.

"Was the gate like this when you got here?" Bottin
asked Doug Butler, who shook his head.

"I pushed it just that far open so I could see if I could
help Chuck," he said. "But it was obvious that he was
dead, so I backed off without disturbing anything, went to
my car and phoned 911 on my cell phone."

Bottin commented that it was odd that the dead coun-
selor had his arm around the chain saw. Butler said that
was his saw — that he had loaned it to Chuck a few days
before. "It probably was sitting there when he collapsed.

"I'm still concerned about Morgan," he said. "I know
she's not in there, but what if she is . . ."

To calm his fears, Bottin and Holdal slipped on rubber
gloves and walked past the dead man. They entered the
home through the front door, which stood open about six
inches. The front door was on the east side of the lake
house.

"Deputy Holdal and I would do only a cursory search,
and then turn the crime scene over to the homicide detec-
tives, who had been notified.

"There was a trail of blood from the deceased to the
threshold of the door, and blood drops and smudges on the
door itself. The blood trail continued into the house," Bot-
tin recalled. "Down the hallway, across the living room to
the stairs, which led down to Chuck's bedroom."

Doug Butler had told them that Morgan Leonard's
room was upstairs, the first door on the left. "It was

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closed," Bottin said "and I opened it from the back side of
the door knob."

Morgan's room was a lovely little-girl's room, full of
dolls and toys, and it was completely undisturbed. Thank
God, she wasn't anywhere in the house.

Wynn Holdal searched the remainder of the upstairs,
while Bottin walked through the kitchen. He noted some
open wine bottles and two or three empty wine glasses,
which were sitting on the kitchen counter.

The kitchen didn't have a bloody trail. The two Sno-
homish County officers resumed following the dried blood
that led down the stairs to a bedroom, passing by a throw
rug that was rumpled as if someone had slipped on it.

Bottin spotted three bullet casings at the bottom of the
stairs; they appeared to be for a .45 automatic. There were
dried blood smudges on the wall beside the steps.

But they realized they'd found the site of the shooting
in the bedroom itself. A large water bed sat in the middle
of the room, and the comforter on it was blood-soaked. A
bullet hole was evident in the fabric. The pillows at the
head of the bed were also stained red. Clearly, the victim
had been attacked in his bed, possibly while he was sleep-
ing. The water bed had been pierced; the floor beside it
was covered with puddles of water.

At the end of the bed, there was a sofa table with books
and magazines on it, and there were blood splatters on top
of these, too. A child's Pocahontas wigwam, a large white
teddy bear, and children's books were also in the master
bedroom.

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inside. Another door led to a small office room. Neither
closet area showed any signs of being disturbed.

They touched nothing directly as they looked through
the house, and they were vastly relieved that they hadn't
found a five-year-old girl inside.

"We turned around and left," Holdal said. "We still
hadn't touched anything."

For all intents and purposes, Chuck Leonard had prob-
ably been near death from the moment he was shot, but he
had managed to leap from his bed, run up the steep cap-
tain's ladder stairs after his killer, and keep going until he
had bled out in the cold loneliness of his front yard. Even
if paramedics had been in his house when he was shot, he
probably would not have survived.

There were nine houses along the single-lane dirt road,
but only seven were occupied in winter. The beach area
was buzzing and alive in the summertime. And Wenberg
State Park was just beyond a wooded area at the end of the
street. Picnickers and campers filled the park then.

The house just to the north of Chuck's three-story home
was occupied year-round by a doctor, who was a good
friend of the victim's. In fact, Dr. Les Staunton* let Chuck
park his Porsche in his carport. Their homes were about
twelve feet apart wall-to-wall, but their decks were only
four feet apart.

Bottin opened the door to the west wall of the carport
and saw the walkway leading down to the doctor's home.
He started down, but Butler stopped him.

"I've already banged on the door, but no one an-
swered."

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turned from a trip to Venezuela a day or so earlier, and
he'd taken a sleeping pill the night before to try to get rid
of his jet lag. He'd wakened early and left for his practice.

When he was located at his clinic, he told the investi-
gators that he'd gone to bed a little after midnight and
fallen sound asleep, only to be wakened by something —
something he couldn't identify. It might have been the
motion-detector light on his porch or a strange noise.

"It sounded like somebody with asthma," he said
slowly, "a noise that sounded very foreign to me, but it
wasn't an actual voice, [and] it wasn't a scream. It was just
a wheezing noise, but it was loud enough for me to hear it
from my bedroom — which is the opposite side from where
ChuSc's house is."

Staunton said he'd gotten up and sat on the edge of his
bed for "thirty seconds," noticing that the motion-detector
light on his porch was on. He listened, but he heard noth-
ing more — ^no more screams or wheezes or whatever it
had been. No sound of a car engine starting. It could have
been anything — from an owl in the night to a cougar or
even a raccoon fight.

It was difficult for Staunton to set the time he'd been
wakened, but he was sure it would have been about three
to five hours after he'd taken the sleeping pill. He assumed
it was about 5:00 a.m.

He'd woken up again at 7:00 a.m. to the sound of cats
fighting. He figured that was probably what he'd heard
earlier.

Shocked to hear that Chuck was dead, Dr. Staunton said
he'd seen him only the night before at a restaurant called
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friends, a couple of men and a woman he didn't recognize.
His neighbor had come over to invite him to join them,
and he did — but when Chuck asked Dr. Staunton if he
wanted to go to a nearby gambling casino, he'd declined,
saying he was headed home to bed.

No one else along the street who might have helped
Chuck Leonard had heard anything during the night or in
the chill hours of the morning. Maybe it wouldn't have
niade any difference, but it was sad, nevertheless.

Rigor mortis, the stiffening of a body's joints that be-
gins shortly after death, was well established. His body
temperature was very, very low when it was taken at the
medical examiner's office.

It was ironic that a man who had spent his whole life
surrounded by friends should die all alone. Had someone
been familiar with his habits — where he slept, who his
neighbors were, who was away in the winter or had their
windows tightly closed?

It would take detectives from the Major Crimes Unit to
figure that out. Detectives Brad Pince and Jim Scharf ar-
rived, and Bottin walked them through the residence, re-
tracing his original path exactly.

They worked the crime scene meticulously, gathering,
bagging, and labeling the .45 slugs and casings, taking
samples for typing from the blood that marked the lake
house with splashes and pools. The water bed where
Chuck Leonard had been shot was punctured by either a
bullet or a fi-agment, and it leaked water that mixed with
his life's fluid.

The stairway down to the master bedroom ran along the
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must have run across the living room and slipped on a few
area rugs, which were now askew. When Pince looked
down at one, he saw a wedge of transparent material be-
neath it. As he tugged it aside, he realized it was some
kind of window in the floor — a window looking down to-
ward Chuck's room. It wasn't directly over his water bed,
but it was close enough.

The dead man had designed his house carefully so that
skylights in the ceiling of the lake house were positioned
to capture light, which, in turn, focused on the window in
the floor, sending more light to the bedroom below. The
Plejf:iglas cover was open now, but could obviously be
closed to keep someone from falling through.

If someone had stealthily come into the house in the
dark, and the moonlight was just right, he — or they —
might have been able to watch Chuck and any female
friend who might be staying over.

It gave the detectives pause, a shivery feeling of privacy
invaded.

They received a phone call from Detective John Padilla
in the Records division. He had left several messages on
Teresa's cell phone during the day, and she finally called
him back. She asked about Chuck's death. Padilla wasn't
positive how she had learned of it, but Doug Butler and
other teachers and administrators at North Middle School
had known for hours that Chuck was dead— murdered.
Word of his shocking demise had spread rapidly through
the area.

Padilla said Teresa had left the phone number and ad-
dress of her best friend — Joyce Lilly — and said she would
wait there for the detectives to contact her.

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Pince and Scharf were very anxious to talk with Teresa
Gaethe-Leonard, but it was ten thirty that evening before
they had cleared the lake house. Detectives Joe Ward, Rob
Palmer, and Gregg Rinta had done yeoman's work photo-
graphing and sketching the layout of the house and the lo-
cation of all physical evidence before it was bagged and
labeled and put safely into the chain of evidence.

Dr. Dan Selove, associate medical examiner for Sno-
homish County had come to the scene, too. After Chuck
Leonard's body was photographed and then removed for
autopsy, deputies remained behind to guard the property
to be sure that no one crossed the crime scene tapes.

The Snohomish County investigators knew what had
happened, but they didn't know who might have shot the
popular school counselor or what their motivation might
have been.

Sergeant Al Zurlo of the Snohomish County Major
Crimes Unit had been assigned to be the incident com-
mander in the investigation of Chuck Leonard's death. At
4:00 p.m. on Februaiy 20, he arrived on the scene and
signed the crime scene log. He was gratified to see that
procedure had been followed perfectly. The whole area
was either blocked by barricades or encircled with yellow
crime-scene tape.

Zurlo gave out assignments; the investigation would
operate on many fronts at the same time.

Detective Brad Pince: lead team, coordinate tasks
Detective John Padilla: lead team, interviews and
background information

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Detective Jim Scharf: witness interviews and scene
processing

Detective Matt Trafford: neighborhood canvass,
witness interviews

Detective Haley: crime-scene sketching, processing

Detective Stich: crime-scene sketching, processing

Detective Gregg Rinta: body site, interior crime-
scene processing

Detective Rob Palmer: body site, interior crime-
scene processing

Detective Joe Ward: search warrant preparation,
supervise interior crime-scene processing

Deputy Stoops: exterior crime-scene security, crime-
scene log

North Middle School was afire with rumors, and Chuck's
friends were appalled. When Detective Brad Pince phoned
his father to tell him that his son was dead — murdered —
Fred Leonard's voice was full of tears, although he and
Chuck were often at odds.

"Was he shot by some jealous husband or boyfriend?"
he asked. "I've always been afraid that might happen."

"I don't know," Pince said. "We're trying to find out.'

No one knew at this point who the shooter was.

The investigators knew that first day that Chuck's love life
was problematical. Early in the afternoon, Deputy Wynn Hol-
dal called the North Middle School to talk to Everett police
officer Dan Boardley who worked security at the school.
Boardley said he'd talked to the school's vice principal.

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"He told me he spoke with Chuck last night about nine
o'clock. Chuck told him he was with a 'skinny blonde'
and they were going to Harrah's Club," not the one in Ne-
vada, but a local gambling casino.

Chuck was probably joking, but he'd sounded kind of
"down." Boardley got the impression that the woman sit-
ting with him was a casual acquaintance.

From the very beginning there were many possible sus-
pects and motives in the death of Charles Fred Leonard.
He was a convivial man who was almost always in a good
mood. But he was also a man who walked by himself and
lived by his own rules, incurring envy in many men, jeal-
ousy in others. He was witty and fiinny and great to be
around. He wasn't legally divorced from Teresa Gaethe-
Leonard when he died, but they had been separated for
two years.

He was said to be dating at least three attractive young
women at the same time, and he had romanced more
women in his lifetime than most men could dream of

Still, if Chuck Leonard had many female friends, he
also had lots of male friends who found him generous, a
hard worker, a loyal friend, and a good neighbor.

He was over fifty, but he looked much closer to forty,
and he had the perfect house for a bachelor or divorce. The
bottom floor of his home, which could only be entered
from the outside, was where he made and stored wine. He
was as knowledgeable about wine as a sommelier, and
proud of his skill.

The next two floors were stacked on top of that with

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the living room-great room almost at street level. Who-
ever came and went couldn't be easily monitored by
neighbors.

Chuck loved kids, and he enjoyed his job. He had many
friends and enough money to get by. His health was great.
His biggest worry was that Teresa might take Morgan far
away, but so far he'd been able to see his little girl often,
and he figured his background would impress a judge
more thaA Teresa's. He didn't even dislike Teresa; she was
more an irritant than a threat.

Everyone who mattered to Chuck liked him.

At least so it had seemed until Thursday, February 20,
1997. But someone had hated him enough to shoot him
while he slept.

Teresa planned Chuck's fiineral. She told Chuck's sis-
ter, Theresa, that she was thinking of using some lines
from Goethe in the eulogy she was writing; Theresa
thought that was pretentious. She doubted that Teresa had
anywhere near the education she claimed she had.

Teresa wanted the service to be perfect, but when she
arrived, few mourners approached her. Chuck's friends
had never cared much for her, and rather than being the
star of the event, Teresa was more a wallflower. Basically,
no one acknowledged her, except Chuck's uncle. No one
spoke to her. When she went into the family room at the
funeral parlor, she appeared upset — and intoxicated; she
1 reeked of alcohol. Teresa had maintained close ties with
Chuck's father and stepmother; Caroline Leonard felt
I sorry for her and patted the chair next to her. The elder
Leonards asked Teresa to be in the reception line, but she
didn't want to do that, despite her friend Joyce Lilly telling

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her that she should. Teresa almost fainted, and Joyce took
her back to the family room.

Then they went to the cemetery. Bonnie, who had only
worked for Teresa for two months at The Consignment
Shop, walked up to her and Teresa hugged her for a long
time. It seemed as though it was at least ten minutes. Bon-
nie was surprised and somewhat embarrassed. She really
didn't know Teresa well at all. It was as if her boss wanted
to show people that she did have friends after all and they
cared about her.

A short time later, the funeral director approached
Joyce and said, "I think Teresa needs to go."

Teresa sat in Joyce's car, her head down. When they
reached the main street, Teresa "just looked up and said,
'Get me the fuck out of here.' "

Chapter Four

Back on the night of Chuck's murder, detectives Brad
Pince and Jim Scharf weren't sure what to expect at Joyce
Lilly's house, but they found two rather nervous woman —
Joyce more so than Teresa — and a pretty little girl, who
was recovering from a visit to the dentist. Her face had
puffed up and bruised after her treatment the day before.
The two detectives were relieved that this time they didn't
have to be the ones who broke the news to a widow. And it
soon became obvious that Teresa had had very loose con-
nections to Chuck; they were legally married, but that's
about all. Apparently, they'd led separate lives for some
time. Although she had called his school asking about
where he was, she hadn't returned any calls from the Sher-
iff's Office.

When Detective John Padilla had notified Michelle
Conley about Chuck's murder, he gleaned more informa-
tion. "They fought like cats and dogs," Michelle said. She
explained that the Leonards' separation was anything but
friendly, and that Chuck only dealt with her because he
cared so much about Morgan.

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Teresa introduced the detectives to Joyce Lilly, com-
menting that they were "best friends."

Only five, Morgan Leonard hadn't been told that her
father was dead. If she had ioiown at this point, she
couldn't possibly have understood the enormity of her loss
or begin to understand that the life she had known up until
now had changed cataclysmically. The daddy who had
loved her so much was never coming back.

There was nothing particularly overt about either Tere-
sa's or Joyce's actions that made the two Snohomish
County detectives suspicious. Joyce excused herself and
carried Morgan upstairs so that they could talk to Teresa
alone.

"We tentatively considered Teresa a suspect because of
their acrimonious divorce, and we had talked to Michelle,"
Scharf explains. "We always tend to look initially at the
people closest to the victim. We didn't know much about
the Leonards' history that first night."

Teresa didn't seem grief-stricken, but then she wasn't
a widow in the -strictest sense of the word. She told the
investigators that she had wanted a divorce for a long
time, and that Chuck was the one who wanted to stay
married. Her decision to delay a divorce was purely prag-
matic. She explained that she wasn't a wealthy woman,
and she had had to think about how she and Morgan
could get by.

"I've had open-heart surgery," she said, "and I need — j
needed — Chuck's medical insurance, as I don't know what
might happen with my health. I couldn't afford it on my]
own."

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Chuck had been good about his child support pay-
ments. He paid her $350 a month regularly. "I work, too,
of course," she added. "I've had my consignment shop in
Marysville for three years. Before that, I worked for the
Bon Mar^e."

Teresa's clothing resale business, combined with Mor-
gan's child support money and a part-time job with a
travel agency, gave them just about enough to pay rent on
their small apartment on Everett Mall Way, and to buy
groceries and other necessities of life.

Detective John Padilla joined his fellow investigators at
Joyce Lilly's house. The three detectives listened intently
as Teresa told them what Chuck had been like.

She said that she thought her estranged husband had
lots of girlfriends, and that he lived the high life.

"Do you know any of their names?" Pince asked.

She shook her head. "No, I don't."

She suggested that Chuck was careless about safety
precautions, and that he didn't always lock his doors at
night. "He wanted his cats to be able to come in and out.
He liked cats."

When she was asked about the last time she'd been to
the lake house, Teresa was emphatic. "I haven't been there
for two years — ^not since the day I left."

Although Morgan spent alternate weeks with Chuck,
Teresa said she never went into Chuck's house with her.
Instead, they set up meetings somewhere else to facilitate
the exchange.

"What kind of father was Chuck?" Pince asked.

"He was a good father," she said softly.

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Asked about life insurance, Teresa shook her head. She
didn't believe Chuck had any. Nor did she seem to be
aware that Morgan would be eligible for Chuck's Social
Security survivor benefits now.

"Are you dating anyone?" Pince asked. "Someone im-
portant in your life?

"No, there's no one," she said convincingly.

Teresa painted her deceased and estranged husband as a
complete playboy, who had any number of "big-boy toys."

"He has a Cessna airplane at the Arlington Airport, and
he keeps his Corvette there, too," she said. "He has a
brown-and-cream-colored boat. Chuck spent his money
on wine and cars."

She also said that he was addicted to pornographic
movies. She spoke quietly and seemed quite vulnerable.
Except for his predilection for attractive women, her take
on her estranged husband was far different from what
they had heard so far from others who knew him. And yet
it was difficult to ascertain what Teresa's true emotions
were. That was perhaps understandable; Chuck's murder
was too fresh.

When Brad Pince asked Teresa how she had spent the
previous day — February 1 9, a Wednesday — she could ac-
count for almost every minute. She had taken Morgan to
the dentist to have some cavities filled two days before and
she was concerned that her daughter's face was swollen
and bruised; she wanted the dentist to check Morgan's
condition. Then they had run some errands and purchased j ^i
some soft food that Morgan could eat.

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or six in the evening. Then Joyce came over, and she
stayed and visited until nine or nine thirty. I didn't go out
at all last nigkt. I went to bed about eleven, and I got up at
nine this morning."

It was midnight on a day that seemed to go on forever
when Brad Pince and Jim Scharf left Joyce Lilly's home.

They didn't know what to think. The murder investiga-
tion had just begun, and it sounded as though there were
many people they needed to talk to. Joyce Lilly had practi-
cally quivered with anxiety during their visit to her home,
while Teresa seemed to be in control. They didn't view the
two women's behavior as indicative of innocence or guilt.
They had done enough felony investigations to know that
people in shock and suffering loss react in all different
ways.

Teresa Gaethe- Leonard was a slender, very attractive
blonde. She appeared to have a core of strength in her.
That was fortunate, the detectives thought. She was really
on her own now; she would have to raise Morgan all alone,
as best she could. It was easy to feel sorry for her, but ho-
micide detectives always look at the nether side of human
behavior; they have learned to observe with jaundiced
eyes. Teresa was almost too calm in the face of searing
tragedy.

Maybe the enormity of it hadn't hit her yet.

And then again, Brad Pince and Jim Scharf didn't know
yet that Teresa was far from alone. She had lied to them
when she said she had no boyfriend. She hadn't mentioned
Nick Callas, her rich lover in Lahaina, Hawaii.

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their conversation with her, it occurred to Brad Pince that
Teresa hadn't once asked how Chuck had died.

Odd.

"Do you know what happened to Chuck?" Pince asked
her.

"I was told that he died," she said faintly. "But I don
know how or any of the details. From the questions that
you've asked me, I can guess at some of those details.'

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The next forty-eight hours passed in a blur for both the
Snohomish County investigators and Chuck Leonard's
friends and family. His fatal shooting made the top of
television news broadcasts and headlines in Seattle and
Everett newspapers. Although it happens more often than
most people would like to think, schoolteachers and coun-
selors do become involved in scandals and violent-death
investigations, just as some doctors, ministers, politicians,
and people in every other demographic do.

But the public is still shocked and, yes, intrigued. There
is something about the dichotomy between a victim's pub-
lic image and a shocking crime that fascinates those not
directly affected.

But those who knew Chuck Leonard grieved, including
many teenagers he had helped through the problems of
adolescence.

Morgan had yet to realize her daddy was gone forever.

Snohomish County detectives and deputies canvassed
the neighborhood on the lake where Chuck had lived, al-
though they found little information that helped. One
neighbor woman said she had stayed up long after her

her

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husband went to bed. She had heard what she thought was
a scream. If she had, it had nothing to do with Chuck
Leonard. IjSe hadn't been home near midnight when she'd
heard that strange sound.

The only likely "ear witness" was Dr. Staunton, Chuck's
chiropractor friend who lived next door. There seemed to
be no eyewitnesses at all.

Brad Pince talked to Theresa Leonard, who had deep
suspicions about who had killed her brother. She didn't
want to know what her gut was telling her. She told Pince
that she thought Teresa was crazy and left it at that.

"I knew," she said years later. "I just knew Teresa had
done it. I did tell our parents that, but it was hard for them
to accept."

"You really think she could have done it?" Pince asked.

"I don't know. . . . She's weird — that's all I can tell you
for sure."

Initially, Teresa made attempts to bond more closely
with Chuck's family. She wanted them to get together and
go to the cemetery with Morgan four days after the mur-
der. His father had just had shoulder surgery and wasn't up
to going. A week later, Teresa and her father-in-law and
Chuck's stepmother had lunch together. When Theresa
showed up, too, the new widow was taken off guard;
Chuck's sister hadn't been invited.

For the first time Caroline Leonard, Theresa's stepmother,
understood her suspicions about Teresa. She watched,
shocked, at the way Teresa glared at "Aunt Theresa."

Later, she said, "Boy! She really hates you!"

Theresa tried to see Morgan and asked if she could take
her for a visit for a while.

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"No!" Teresa said. "She can't."

A few days later, there was a memorial for Chuck orga-
nized by his school, and hundreds of people came, includ-
ing many former students who eulogized him for making
their lives better and for being there when they needed a
friend and counselor.

This could have been something that Morgan would
remember her whole life, that would make her proud of
her father. But Teresa refused to let her attend, telling her
that children weren't allowed. That wasn't true: other
people's children and teenagers attended the memorial
service. When it became too crowded inside, they stood
outside, listening as Chuck was praised for his devotion
to children.

Many had tears running down their cheeks.

Joyce Lilly worried incessantly about what would be-
come of Morgan, whom she loved dearly. But Joyce had
worries of her own. She considered Teresa Leonard her
best friend and believed sincerely that their devotion
went both ways. Joyce was divorced, Teresa had been
separated for two years, and as two women alone, they
shared many things in common.

The investigators learned that Teresa was not only
popular with men; there were some women who liked her,
too. Those who worked for her at her consignment shop
adored her.

Then again, there were females who detested her and
said so. But not her close friends or her staff.

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"She's just*the sweetest little thing," one salesclerk told
reporters — asking that her name not be revealed. "She's
just a nice girl."

Joyce felt the same way, although she had seen glimpses
of another side of Teresa that sometimes disturbed her. Te-
resa was far more confident than she was, and the life she
lived sometimes gave Joyce pause.

Now, Joyce had a problem that she didn't think she
could discuss with anyone. Usually, she talked things over
with Teresa — but that was clearly impossible: Teresa was
the problem. Teresa had used Joyce as a sounding board, a
patient and supportive friend. She always seemed to be
embroiled in one messy incident or another. But Joyce
didn't want to get involved in them any longer, although
she feared she might already be, and that scared her.

Up until the night of February 19, listening to Teresa's
problems had been akin to watching a suspense movie.
Joyce had listened, fascinated, and then become a part of
Teresa's secret life when they traveled several times to Ha-
waii so her best friend could have a rendezvous with Nick
Callas.

Teresa's life wasn't intriguing now. It was fraught with
danger and the possibility that she would have to pay the
piper for always taking what she wanted.

Chapter Five

Teresa might have had good reasons for wanting to
escape Louisiana and her early years. According to her
older sister Lois, she, Teresa, and their younger sister lived
a "life of fear."

"Our family looked just like the typical family," the
special-education teacher confided. "Everything looked
good on the outside."

No one can see what goes on behind closed doors, and
the Joneses — mother and three daughters— were afraid of
their husband and father, a steamship captain. Their older
brother had seemingly escaped unscathed, leaving home
as soon as he could get away. The sisters were grateful
when their father was gone, but he always came home, and
he apparently wielded power over all of them.

Lois said her father had abused her sexually and that
she had tried her best to protect her mother from spousal
abuse and her younger sisters from going through what
she had. There was a terrible night when she heard her
mother crying hysterically. She forced her way into their
bedroom and found Ervin Jones choking his wife. She
stood up to him and probably saved her mother.

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None of the females in their family talked about what
was happening, not even to each other. They were in deep
denial. "It was really tense in our home. It was very tense.
You didn't talk about [such] things. No one knew."

They did their best, according to Lois, to stay out of
their brutal father's way, tiptoeing around, hoping he
wouldn't notice them.

But secret things went on. Lois and Teresa's baby sister,
Macie, often slipped into her room late at night to crawl in
bed with Lois.

"She would be crying."

But none of the girls told each other what was happen-
ing to them, so the dark secrets continued. Although Lois
may have suspected that Teresa was being molested, too,
she was never convinced until the summer of 1997, long
after Teresa had left Chuck. The three sisters, adults now,
had sought out a therapist and Lois said Teresa had finally
confessed that their father had sexually abused her.

When she talked about their childhood, Lois cried, her
mind going back to a time when they were all helpless to
do anything about their situation and their mother was too
frightened and weak to protect them.

If her memories were true, that might explain why Te-
resa hated some men, distrusted others, and continually
tried to better her situation by seeking out men she thought
had a lot of money. If Lois was embroidering the truth, she
might only be the protective big sister who had always
done whatever she could to shelter her younger siblings
from stress and unhappiness.

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probe, detectives look first at those closest to the victim or
victims. Despite their digging, they had found no one who
had a grudge against Chuck Leonard — no one but Teresa,
his estranged wife.

Still, the two detectives found it difficult to believe that
a small woman would go so far as to sneak into a house
she hadn't entered in two years, creep through the dark,
and have the nerve to fire into the sleeping man who was
at least twice as strong as she was. Afi:er all. Chuck could
have been awake; she no longer kept track of his habits.

And they had parented a child together, a little girl who
loved both of them. If Teresa loved Morgan as much as her
sisters and friends said she did, how could she even think
of taking her father away from her?

Teresa's plans didn't make a lot of sense; she was basing
her future on an almost impossible scenario. Everythmg —
even things that seemed impossible — would have to fall
precisely into place for a surrogate to carry Nick's natural
child, and for him to leave his wealthy wife and the boy he
had adopted, a boy he loved.

Infamous female criminals like Susan Smith, Casey
Anthony, and Diane Downs have devised similar schemes,
building castles in the sky out of diaphanous threads
hooked to weak foundations. They all murdered their own
children, sacrificing them to get what they wanted, to find
perfect love. And there have been scores more women
without conscience who have killed people who trusted
them to achieve what they think will make them happy.

Joyce Lilly had heard Teresa's stories about how cruel
Chuck was to her. She said that he hadn't been happy at all

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when she became pregnant. She said he even suggested
that she get an abortion because he "didn't need Httle
monsters running around."

Later, detectives who talked with Joyce sometimes
wondered if she had been present when Chuck allegedly
was mean to Teresa, or if she was going by what Teresa
had told her. He was a natural flirt — he always had been,
and some of Teresa's friends thought he was coming on to
them. Teresa agreed with them that he probably was. That
only deepened their suspicion that poor Teresa was living
a life of terror and abuse. Whether she told them about her
childhood abuse isn't clear, but her staunch supporters
gathered around her as sheriff's detectives asked more and
more probing questions.

Rick Lilly,* Joyce's ex-husband, called her at 9:30 a.m.
on February 20, a few hours after Chuck's body was found
but before his death had been reported on the news. Joyce
was moving to a smaller place, and Rick had agreed to
buy some of her fiimiture.

Rick had never approved of Joyce's tight friendship
with Teresa. He didn't trust Teresa, and thought she was
too controlling with Joyce. But he hadn't yet heard that
Chuck Leonard was dead, so when Joyce's answering ma-
chine picked up the call, he left a brief message asking her
to call him back.

She didn't return his call until about four in the after-
noon, saying she had slept in because she had been up
until three in the morning. "There were some police offi-
cers here," she said in a worried voice.

"What are police officers doing at your house?" Rick
asked incredulously.

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She explained that Teresa's husband had been shot to
death, and that the detectives were asking Teresa ques-
tions. 'T was mostly upstairs with Morgan, playing games
and coloring and — "

"Why was Teresa at your house?" he asked next.

"She doesn't have anyone else but me," Joyce said.
"I'm the only friend she has, and she's going through a ter-
rible time right now. I'm helping her with whatever I can."

Rick listened, shaking his head. Joyce was such a patsy,
always acting without thinking, and now she might have
herself in a hell of a mess. Joyce went on talking, and he
listened, trying to come up with a way she could detach
herself from her good friend, Teresa.

Joyce was trying to do that herself; she wasn't answer-
ing or returning calls or pages from either Teresa or Nick
Callas.

Rick called her back the next morning. He had thought
about Chuck Leonard's murder overnight, and he asked
his ex-wife point-blank: "Joyce, do you think that Teresa
might be 'dirty'?"

"What do you mean by 'dirty'?"

"You know what I mean. Do you think that she did it?"

"You don't know Teresa the way I know her," Joyce lied
frantically. "She couldn't do anything like this."

"Well, okay, but keep clear of her — ^this thing doesn't
have a good smell to it."

Joyce wanted to tell her ex-husband that Teresa had told
her she was the one who had shot Chuck, and that she
hadn't shown any grief or remorse over it. Now she didn't
know what she should do. But she was afraid. She was
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Rick Lilly dropped by to see her a few days later. He
was taunting her, making up a story — but he was very
close to the truth. "They've arrested your pal," he said.
"She's in the jailhouse now."

"No, they haven't," Joyce said. "They didn't arrest her.
Don't say that."

"Don't you listen to the radio?" he asked, taunting her
still more as Joyce kept protesting. Rick wasn't looking at
her, but when he turned around, he saw that she had burst
into tears, and he apologized.

"I'm just kidding you, Joyce," Rick said. "I was only
joking. Teresa didn't get arrested."

Joyce was close to hysteria, sobbing as she gasped,
"She killed him, she killed him, oh, why would she tell
m.e? Why? You don't know the story like I do."

And now as she poured out her worries to Rick, he was
the one who had a hard time believing her. She told Rick
that Teresa had described shooting Chuck three times in
the chest. She made him promise not to teil anyone — it
would ruin Morgan's life. Joyce couldn't bear for her to be
hurt anymore.

Joyce said that she'd moved a white bag that Teresa
gave her only hours after Chuck's murder from her car
trunk into her garage, hiding it behind some boxes. A few
days later as she was cleaning the garage, she reached up
to move the bag and it hit a pier support. She heard a dull
"clunk."'

Trembling, she'd untied the top of the bag and looked
in. There was a heavy handgun inside, and some of Tere-
sa's clothes, stiff with dried blood.

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"Where's the bag now?" Rick asked, still doubting
Joyce.

"I hid it. I don't want to hurt my best friend, but I'm
frightened to death. I could go to jail, myself," Joyce cried.
"But I had nothing to do with Chuck Leonard's murder. I
don't know what to do. Teresa's been calling me every
hour, but I don't answer."

Joyce's ex-husband looked at her incredulously as she
detailed for him what had her so jittery. Tears leaked from
her eyes as she spoke, and her hands shook. She hadn't
been able to sleep more than a few hours at night.

Rick shook his head in disbelief: how could she have
been so dumb? Every day that had gone by while she hid
evidence for her precious Teresa, she had been risking her
own reputation, not to mention her freedom. He told Joyce
that she could very well go to jail for hiding evidence, and
for being an "accessory after the fact."

He wasn't very sympathetic, but he gave her good
advice. "You're a fool if you don't call a lawyer right now
and tell the police everything you know. I'll go with
you."

They had some difficulty finding an attorney who prac-
ticed criminal law. Rick's own attorneys said they did not,
and they recommended George Cody. But when he called.
Rick learned that Cody was already representing Teresa
Leonard.

Lilly's civil attorneys next suggested George Bowden.
Bowden agreed to meet them. So it was that Friday eve-
ning, February 28, eight days after Chuck Leonard's mur-
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office carrying a box of evidence — all the items Teresa
had told Joyce to hide.

Joyce poured out her story to Bowden, and he said he
would represent her. The sheriff's Major Crimes Unit was
closed this late on a Friday night, but Bowden promised
her he would go to talk with detectives early Saturday
morning. In the meantime, he would lock up the white
plastic bag with the .45 -caliber handgun, Teresa's clothes
and bloodied boots, and other items Teresa had given
Joyce in his office.

On Saturday, March 1, 1997, Brad Pince talked to a
"very upset" Joyce Lilly. She turned over the bag of evi-
dence. For homicide detectives, it was a bonanza, some-
thing they never imagined they would find. More than the
physical evidence, they had a witness who could tell them
what had happened nine days earlier. While she hadn't
actually been present when Chuck was shot, they had the
next thing to it in Joyce Lilly.

If she was about to tell them the truth, the deadly puz-
zle would be solved. That was, of course, a big ''if."

Aware now that he and Jim Scharf hadn't heard the
whole truth on the evening after Chuck Leonard died,
Pince asked Joyce Lilly if she had been honest with them.
Tears rolling down her cheeks, she shook her head. She
admitted that she'd known then who killed Chuck, but that
she had lied for Teresa. As the days passed, Joyce Lilly
said she couldn't sleep, and she was close to having a
panic attack when she turned to her former husband for
advice. Although they were no longer married, she trusted
his opinion and she had to talk to someone.

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fore somebody shot Chuck," Joyce began "Teresa came by
to leave Morgan with me to babysit. She was dressed
strangely, wearing black sweatpants, a dark fuzzy jacket,
and boots."

"It was almost winter, wasn't it?" Scharf asked. "Why
was it strange for her to dress like that?"

"It wasn't Teresa's style — not at all," Joyce's words
tumbled out. "She said 'How do you like my outfit?' "

Joyce closed her eyes, remembering the incident. "I
said, Tt doesn't look like you.' "

"That's the point," Teresa had said succinctly.

Joyce said she'd stared at Teresa, baffled. And then she
was shocked when Teresa told her that she would have
killed Chuck that night if she'd only had enough time.

That didn't even seem possible, and she had finally de-
cided that Teresa was engaging in some kind of black
humor.

"But she seemed serious, even though she didn't men-
tion killing Chuck again. And then the holidays came and
nothing happened, and Teresa's custody of Morgan —
sharing with Chuck, you know — went on just like before.
One week with Teresa, one week with Chuck — "

Except for the week that included February 17-20,
1997, when Morgan had her dental work done.

On Wednesday, February 19, Teresa told Joyce some-
thing unbelievable: "I'm going to whack Chuck tonight."

Joyce had just stared at her friend, open-mouthed. Te-
resa had that same icy look on her face that she'd had back
in November when she'd showed up in her all-black outfit.

While Joyce believed that Chuck had been abusive to
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the man. That's what "whack" meant, she thought; she'd
heard it on gangster television shows.

But why? Teresa wasn't in danger anymore; she and
Chuck didn't live together any longer. They were both in-
volved with other, people, and, until last November, Teresa
said she hadn't even been in Chuck's house at the lake for
a couple of years.

Joyce knew better than to try to talk Teresa out of any
plans she made. And besides, she couldn't believe that
Teresa would really kill Chuck. She often behaved
dramatically — that was part of what made her an interest-
ing friend. Being with Teresa was a little like being in the
center of a soap opera.

Telling herself it would be okay, Joyce Lilly was able to
get to sleep on Wednesday night. But in the wee hours of
February 20, her phone trilled and she woke up instantly,
her heart thumping. It was Teresa, and she sounded very
upset. She begged Joyce to come to her apartment.

As she always did, Joyce said she'd be there as soon as
she could. Teresa hung up before she could ask her any
questions. It took her an hour to get dressed and arrive at
Teresa's. When Joyce got there, Teresa was smoking and
drinking scotch. "She was very shaken — almost quivering,"
Joyce said, "and Teresa's always in control — always."

Teresa immediately handed her a white plastic bag that
was tightly tied at the top.

"I want you to put this in the trunk of your car," she
said.

"What's in it?"

"Just do it, and I'll tell you when you come back in."

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"You did it?" Rick Lilly asked, disgust and alarm in his
voice. "What happened then?"

"I did it. Teresa said, 'I shot Chuck. Three times.' And I
asked her 'What?' " Joyce said, sobbing.

Teresa said she'd found Chuck alone, sound asleep in
his bed. She had fired two or three times at him and hit
him in the chest.

"He got up out of bed and chased me," Teresa recalled,
shivering. At one point. Chuck had gotten close enough to
her at the top of the stairs to grab her by the ankle, but
then his grip loosened.

"At the top of the stairs, he gasped," Teresa said, "and
then he made a noise and fell — "

"What did you do?" Joyce asked. "Did he look at you?
Did he look in your eyes?"

"I ran," Teresa said. "Yes ... he looked in my eyes."

Teresa told her good friend that she didn't know if
Chuck was dead. She thought he was alive. "He's so
strong," she breathed. "He's so strong . . ."

She didn't seem to know just what time it was when she
shot Chuck, but she was sure she was back in her apart-
ment by five in the morning.

Joyce Lilly didn't want to believe Teresa. Teresa was
always fiill of drama and exaggeration. Surely this was
another of her fantasies — like the night she dressed in her
"camouflage" outfit.

"Where did you get a gun?" Joyce had asked in a
doubtful voice.

"I bought it fi-om some guy in a bar," Teresa had said, with
a hint of pride in her voice. "It was just like a TV thing."

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Joyce Lilly drove home with the white plastic bag in
the trunk of her car. Teresa had also given Joyce the key to
Chuck's house, even though Joyce didn't want it.

"Well, I can't have it, you need to take it," Teresa said
imperiously.

Joyce threw the key away by tossing it in a planter bar-
rel at a Jack in the Box restaurant on her way home.

She was horrified the next morning when the news that
Chuck Leonard had been murdered circulated among their
friends, and then was on the top of the radio and television
news shows around Seattle and Everett.

Still, Joyce didn't look in the bag. She didn't want to
know what was in it. It stayed in her car trunk, like a poi-
sonous snake or a time bomb, while she worried about
what she should do. She decided, finally, to move it to her
garage.

Joyce admitted now to Brad Pince and Jim Scharf that
she had known that Teresa was lying to them on the night
of February 20 when they came to her house to question
Teresa. She told them about Teresa's hair appointment that
day, and how she had hidden Teresa's car in her own ga-
rage at her request. This was the first time that had ever
happened.

She repeated Teresa's statement on the day of Chuck's
murder when she said she planned to "whack" him.

Still half-expecting to go to jail, Joyce was reassured
when that didn't happen. As she left the sheriff's office,
she wasn't confident that it wouldn't occur in the follow-
ing days and she shuddered every time her phone rang or
there was a knock on her door. When days passed and she
wasn't arrested, she began to feel somewhat more at ease.

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As Joyce continued to clean out her garage, she came
across something that she knew she hadn't put there. It
was an almost-full box of .45-caliber ammunition.

Again through her lawyer, Joyce Lilly contacted the in-
vestigators at the Snohomish County Sheriff's Office. She
was a lot calmer than she was the first time she talked to
them. And she revealed more hidden things.

"I loaned Teresa a small handgun in October — last
fall," she said. "She told me that she needed a gun because
she and Morgan lived alone in an apartment and she had
no protection. Rick gave it to me a few years ago for the
same reason, taught me how to use it, and I fired it once or
twice — but I never used it. It made me nervous to have it
in my house."

"Do you know what caliber it was?" Pince asked.

"I'm not sure what a caliber is. It was a small silver
gun. It seems as though it might have been a .25 or .22,
something like that. Teresa took it out in the backyard and
fired it into the ground — to see if it worked.

"I haven't seen it since October. It was after she bor-
rowed it that she told me that she had been in Chuck's
house one night."

"Do you know when?" Pince asked.

She shook her head. "It would have been a few months
ago — before Christmas. Teresa told me she saw Chuck
and his girlfriend in bed, so she left."

That would jibe with what Michelle Conley told detec-
tives about the November intruder that she'd followed in
her car. But she had lost the intruder in the dark. At the
time, she believed it was Teresa's car. However, Chuck had
decided not to report the matter to police.

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Joyce said she wasn't sure where Teresa was at the mo-
ment. She had been avoiding Teresa.

Armed with the new information from Joyce Lilly,
Michael Downes, a senior deputy prosecution attorney
for Snohomish County, filed an affidavit of probable
cause. He asked for the arrest of Teresa Gaethe-Leonard
on first-degree-murder charges. It was granted almost
immediately.

On Sunday night, March 2, ten days after Chuck Leonard
died, Teresa appeared at the Snohomish County Court-
house in Everett. She did not, however, walk in under her
own power to be booked. She was accompanied by her
defense attorney, George Cody, who had driven her there,
but she was passed out in the backseat of his car, far too
intoxicated — or possibly under the influence of drugs — to
walk. Cody was very worried about her condition. At
length, Cody and Detectives Jim Scharf and John Padilla
managed to rouse her and support her as they walked her
into the booking area. She was arraigned the next day in
district court.

Cody told reporters that she would plead not guilty to
the charges against her. He explained that her surrender
"doesn't mean she confessed. It means she didn't try to run.
She has not made any admission whatsoever to the police
in any way of being involved in Chuck Leonard's death."

The judge wasn't so sure that Teresa wouldn't try to run
in the day^ ahead, so he set her bail at $500,000 and di-
rected that it be cash only. This would assure that Teresa
would remain behind bars for two more weeks. At that

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time, Michael Downes would have to refile the case
against her in Superior Court.

Teresa was not without support. Her employees as-
serted that she was still a nice little woman and they didn't
believe she was capable of shooting anyone. They sent
word that they would keep her shop open for her and help
in any way they could. Even her new lawyer found her
vulnerable and sweet. He felt sorr>' for her. Like so many
middle-aged men before him, George Cody was already
stepping into Teresa Gaethe-Leonard's circle of devoted
admirers.

Nick Callas didn't really know what was going on. Te-
resa had phoned him in Hawaii and told him that Chuck
had died suddenly.

"What happened?" Nick asked her at the time.

"They don't know," she'd said. "Some kind of profound
trauma — "

Nick said later that his mind had flashed to an automo-
bile accident, and he'd pictured Chuck Leonard hitting a
tree or telephone pole while driving one of his sports
cars. Teresa hadn't said anything about a gun or murder —
nothing but "profound trauma."

Even though he and Teresa had been lovers since 1987,
years before Teresa met and married Chuck, Nick Callas
knew very little about her life. They had made a pact that
they wouldn't talk about unhappy things or her family
background. For Nick, Teresa had always been sexy, fiin, a
woman without problems.

Chuck Leonard had his army of supporters, too. He
wasn't a man to talk about his problems either — except to
very close friends. Fie was witty and funny and kind. Ev-

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eryone had liked Chuck — with the possible exception of
Teresa and the friends she had told about his "brutality"
toward her.

Somehow, Teresa had managed to keep her juggling act
of a life together for years. Of all people, the archaic mys-
tery writer's term "a tissue of lies" fit Teresa. She'd kept
her wealthy lover, married Chuck, given birth to Morgan,
and managed to convince any number of people that
Chuck was abusive toward her. Those who knew him
couldn't believe it — any more than Teresa's allies could
believe that she would shoot a man to death as he slept.

News stories proliferated each day with more and
more shocking details about the Leonards' marriage, and
his fatal shooting. The Snohomish County Prosecutor's
Office said that they believed Teresa had taken a bead on
her estranged husband as he lay sound asleep, and started
firing. "He was hit in the arm and twice more in the
chest," Michael Downes told District Judge Thomas Kelly.
"One of those .45 -caliber bullets penetrated his chest —
and that was the wound that killed him."

On autopsy. Dr. Selove had found that Chuck had died
of exsanguination: he had bleed to death after being shot.

The public had no idea what motive Teresa might have
had to kill her husband. The affidavit for probable cause
remained sealed.

There were still many secrets about Teresa. She told peo-
ple that she was thirty-three and that was what her driver's
license said, but her divorce papers listed her as thirty-seven.

Her attorney, George Cody, sat beside Teresa in an
attorney-client room in the Snohomish County Jail and
communicated with the court through a closed-circuit

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video hookup as he asked for a reduction in her bail.
Teresa said nothing.

Cody asked that her bail be lowered to $100,000, since
she had willingly talked to detectives at least four times
before she surrendered just before midnight on the previ-
ous Sunday. "If she was going to flee," he pointed out,
"'she already would have done so."

Downes argued against a bail reduction. The prisoner
had, after all, proven herself a community threat when she
shot Chuck Leonard, and had no particular ties to the com-
munity: her family was in Louisiana and her wealthy boy-
friend was in Hawaii.

Judge Thomas Kelly took both sides into consideration
and lowered Teresa's bail to $200,000.

Close to a dozen of Chuck Leonard's relatives and
friends observed these arguments about bail. Two of them
were attractive women who identified themselves as his
former girlfriends. Even though they had long since ended
romantic attachments to him, they had remained platonic
friends. The group watched and listened and dabbed at the
tears that often filled their QyQS. What did money matter
now that Chuck was gone?

But it did. Enough cash could get Teresa out of jail. The
Snohomish County detectives were extremely uneasy
about that possibility, fearing that she would "rabbit" on
them and disappear.

When she was charged with first-degree murder in Sno-
homish County Superior Court a week later, her bail was
once more raised to $500,000.

Deputy Prosecutor Downes had little difficulty con-
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demure appearance, was a danger to the community, and a
flight risk with access to money, and that she might well
take six-year-old Morgan and disappear.

Someone was already inquiring about how to wire
money to bail her out, someone who didn't seem at all
abashed that it would take almost $200,000 to gain her
release. The man, who called the sheriff's office from
Hawaii, asked to have his name kept private.

It was, of course, Teresa's wealthy lover, Nick Callas.
He said he was prepared to wire the money. Callas didn't
want to leave Hawaii, and he only grudgingly agreed to
meet with Michael Downes, Brad Pince, and John Padilla
if they flew to Maui to talk to him.

Michael Downes was not only concerned that Teresa
might leave Washington State, but he feh that Joyce Lilly's
life might be in danger. If Joyce hadn't gone to the sheriff,
Teresa might well have walked away scot-free: no jail, no
bail, no trial. And Downes feared that Joyce — who was
probably going to be the State's prime witness against her
former friend — might seem expendable to Teresa. In the
prosecutor's view, Chuck Leonard had gotten in the way of
Teresa's plans to move to Hawaii — and he was dead. Joyce
was now a serious impediment to the defendant's freedom
and the life she visualized. Although detectives in the
sheriff's office were keeping an eye on Joyce, they couldn't
be with her all the time.

Now the evidence against Teresa was being slowly un-
veiled. Although her name was not given to reporters,
Joyce Lilly had received immunity from prosecution in
exchange for her cooperation with sheriff's investigators.

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The v/hite plastic bag that Joyce gave to Brad Pince
contained a dark brown polar-fleece jacket with some sort
of emblem on the shoulder, a pair of sweatpants, light
brown leather boots with a large bloodstain on one toe,
bullets, and a magazine for a .4 5 -caliber handgun. The
gun itself was at the bottom of the bag. It was securely
locked in the evidence room at the sheriff's office, each
item bagged, sealed, dated, and signed by the investigator
who had entered it into the chain of evidence.

George Cody objected to this alleged evidence being
admitted into any forthcoming trial, saying, "1 can't com-
ment on it. because I haven't seen it. I know what they say
they've got, but I don't know what they have."

Cody pointed out that Teresa had no criminal record or
history of making threats. And as far as anything the in-
vestigation had turned up so far, that was tme. He de-
scribed her as a dedicated mother who would never leave
her daughter. Nor would she close down her businesis. She
needed that income to survive.

Everything in the white bag was going to the Washing-
ton State crime lab to be tested for fingerprints, hair,
DNA, and rug and fabric fibers that might link to Teresa or
to someone else.

The sheriff's investigators had searched Teresa's home,
her consigrmient shop, and her car, looking for receipts
that might show what she had purchased or where she had
been in the days before Chuck's fatal shooting. She obvi-
ously hadn't had the .45 back in October 1996, when she
borrowed Joyce's handgun, but she had one on the night
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Joyce didn't think Teresa had returned her small hand-
gun. Sometime after Chuck's murder and Joyce's accusa-
tions about Teresa, Joyce found a backpack in her garage
when she was packing to move. At the time she didn't look
inside it, assuming it belonged to her twenty-one-year-old
son. But in April 1997, she did look. There she found her
.25-caliber gun, wrapped in a woman's handkerchief,
along with a small box of ammunition. She had no idea
how it got there. Apparently Teresa had put it m her garage
sometime over the past five months.

The Snohomish County detectives didn't find a receipt
for the .45, but they did find a letter from a realtor on
Maui, thanking her for her interest in buying property
there. Oddly, they found a credit card in the name of
Chuck's mother, Ann, who had been dead for almost five
years. The card had been issued after her death, and the
address was for Teresa's consignment shop — ^where Ann
Leonard had never lived.

George Cody said he didn't find that strange. "It was a
cash card that had to be tied to a bank account." He told
the judge that Chuck Leonard had often had mail sent to
his wife's shop when they were together and that the vic-
tim had maintained his bank account jointly with his
mother long after she was deceased.

But what was Teresa doing with it?

One person that Pince, Scharf, and Downes wanted to
talk to was Nick Callas. Initially, he declined to speak with
them, saying through his attorney that there was no advan-
tage to him to become involved. But the Washington State
lawmen were not going to back oflf so easily. Michael
Downes threatened to legally summon Callas from Hawaii

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to Everett at county expense, where he would be expected
to give a deposition on what he knew about Teresa, her re-
lationship with her estranged husband — and with him —
and the murder of Chuck Leonard. Superior Court Judge
Anita Farris agreed with Downes's motion for a subpoena.

Would Callas come? Or would he change his mind
about answering questions in Hawaii and decide that that
would be a lot easier than a six-hour flight to the North-
west? Actually, Judge Farris had no jurisdiction in Hawaii,
but the investigators believed that the rich condo owner
might decide that being an "uncooperative witness" was
not in his best interest after all. Downes, Pince, and Pa-
dilla were still willing to fly to Hawaii to talk with Teresa's
purported lover there.

Teresa had not appeared as yet in court in person, her
participation having been accomplished through closed-
circuit television. Finally Teresa showed up in the court-
room for the first time in a pretrial hearing. There was a
murmur in the courtroom as she was led to her chair at the
defense table. She was a pretty woman, more slender than
ever after weeks of jail cuisine, and so pale and breakable-
looking. There were unshed tears in her eyes. The body
language and facial expressions on court watchers sig-
naled what they were thinking: How could this sweet-
looking woman kill a man in cold blood?

Most laymen have preset notions of how a murderer is
(supposed to look and act. Some of them are true. Mass
i murderers and serial killers are almost always male, but
they don't necessarily look like monsters: many are very
attractive. A serial killer is addicted to murder. Mass mur-
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to carry rage within them, blaming others for a job loss, a
broken marriage, or their inadequacy. They are often in-
sane and suicidal.

But women defendants are usually less predictable.
Their motivation revolves around love in its broadest defi-
nition (to include jealousy, revenge, sexual attraction) and
money. Where poison was once their weapon of choice, in •
the twenty-first century more female killers use a gun.
They kill people who are close to them, relatives, spouses,
lovers, and friends who trust them. However, women :5
whose photos were featured in fact-detective pulp maga- I
zines from the 1920s to the 1960s tended to be plump and 3
matronly, passing their time in jail knitting or reading their
Bibles, or "hussies" who looked like gun molls with dyed
hair, too much makeup, and scanty attire.

But Teresa Gaethe-Leonard looked more like a pretty
kindergarten teacher or someone serving fruit punch at a
church function.

That look had stood her in good stead since puberty.
When she cried or trembled from the emotion of it all, she-
was even more pitiable. And Michael Downes worried that
a jury might view her that way. 1

There was no question at this point that Morgan could %
live with her mother — Teresa's emotions were too unsta-
ble. Under an agreement drawn up by the Washington
State Child Protective Services, Teresa was allowed to
phone Morgan twice a week for a fifteen-minute moni-
tored call. However, Judge Farris was concerned that|
Morgan hadn't seen a counselor yet, apparently because
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was appointed for Morgan who would arrange for her to
have sessions with a child psychologist.

On March 12, 1997, Morgan was slated to talk with P. J.
Summers, a child interview specialist with the Crimes
Against Children Unit of the Snohomish County Sheriff's
Office. Since her mother's arrest, she'd been staying with
Chuck's father and stepmother, Fred and Caroline, at their
home in Concrete, Washington, and her small world was
in total upheaval.

Caroline Leonard brought her into the sheriff's office.

Morgan wanted to know where her mother was, and
why she couldn't see her.

"She's in a safe place," Pince explained, "but you can't
see her right now."

"I need to ask about my daddy," she pressed.

Pince said he would talk to her about that later. Morgan
was willing to talk to P. J., whom Pince introduced as a
friend of his, but she made him promise to answer some
questions for her when she was finished.

Morgan told P. J. Summers that her mother was going
to get married in Hawaii and she and her mom were going
to move there. "I'm going to be a flower girl at the wed-
ding," she said.

She was clinging to the happy-ever-after ending that her
mother had promised her. She said she knew her daddy was
dead, but she didn't really understand what had happened.

Pince kept his word and, after Morgan's interview with
P. J., he did his best to explain what had happened to her
father. He told her that Chuck had been shot. She didn't
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anyone could have gotten into his house. Morgan said she
knew that he had some guns around the house, but they
were kept up high or locked up and she was not allowed to
touch them. She didn't think her mother had any guns at
all in her house.

Pince was very gentle with her. Morgan was confused
about what could have happened. She wanted things back
the way they were before.

If only ...

The Snohomish County investigators talked to dozens of
people as they reconstructed the last day of Chuck Leo-
nard's life. He had, indeed, had drinks and dinner with
friends at Buck's American Cafe in Everett on Wednesday
night, and he'd been trying to find someone to go to
Karrah's Club, a nearby casino, with him. But he had no
luck. Les Staunton was tired after arriving home from his
South American trip. Michelle wished him good luck, but
she was turning in early. She asked him to call her when
he left the casino or when he got home.

The "skinny blonde" he'd talked about taking to gamble
with him was a former waitress at Buck's. She'd eaten
with Chuck and his friends, but hadn't wanted to go to
Harrah's so late on a weeknight either.

A cocktail waitress at Harrah's confirmed that Chuck
had been in the gambling casino that night. She said he
was usually loud and raucous after a few drinks, and it
would be difficult to forget him — although he was also a
nice guy who had a great sense of humor. However, on this
last night, he'd seemed "down" or "depressed."

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Chuck had arrived late — after eleven. He wasn't in her
section, so she had no idea how many drinks he had. "By
the time I saw him, he was drinking bottled water," she
said. "After two a.m., the drinks are cut off."

Chuck Leonard had left Harrah's quietly and probably
driven straight home; it wasn't more than a half hour's
drive.

They were now eight days away fi'om Teresa's April trial
date for the murder of Chuck Leonard.

But like most high-profile trials, Teresa's was delayed.
Rather than beginning in April, it was rescheduled for July
1997. And then, quite suddenly, on April 25, after eight
weeks in jail, Teresa was released. Her half-million-dollar
cash bail had been paid. Her attorney, George Cody, said a
group of her friends had raised the money because they were
worried that Teresa wouldn't be able to choose who would
have custody of Morgan if she had to do it from a jail cell.

But Teresa's fi-iends and relatives weren't anywhere
near that rich. In truth, the bail money came almost en-
tirely from one very close friend: Nick Callas. He may not
have chosen to divorce his wife and marry Teresa, but he
seemed to care deeply for her.

George Cody, too, was very taken with Teresa. He
doted on her, and some observers wondered if his feelings
for her were more than those of an attorney for his client.
Just before Teresa walked free from her jail cell. Detective
John Padilla asked Teresa's new lawyer, John Henry
Browne, to be present while he photographed Teresa in the
clothing she'd worn the night Chuck died.

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With a female detective present, too, Padilla began by
taking several photographs of the suspect as she looked in
her normal clothing.

She was annoyed, and said sarcastically, "Of course you
had to do this before my cosmetic surgery."

He wasn't sure if she was kidding or not. Next, he took
pictures of Teresa wearing the sweatpants, dark brown
fleece jacket, and bloodied boots. He noted that she never
looked at him or the clothes; instead she gazed with empty
eyes at the door to the room they were in. She didn't seem
particularly upset. Rather, she seemed removed, as though
she had stepped out of her body, blocking any angst she
might feel at seeing the stained items again.

George Cody had found an apartment for Teresa and
paid the rent. There was no possibility that she could have
Morgan live with her. Chuck's family v/ouldn't hear of it,
and the court felt Teresa wasn't currently stable enough to
have her back. But there was more. If Morgan lived with
Teresa, what would stop the accused murderess from dis-
guising herself and her daughter and vanishing? Who
would prevent Teresa from convincing Morgan of just
about anything she wanted her to believe?

Morgan had told her grandparents and her Aunt Theresa
that she was going to have a "new daddy" when her mother
got married. Fred, Caroline, and Theresa were alarmed.

"And I'm going to have flowers in my hair at the wed-
ding," Morgan burbled. "My mommy said so and she
doesn't lie."

Although the case appeared to be growing tighter
around Teresa, there were gaps in it, and there were still
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killer. The men who loved her and the women she'd cho-
sen to be her confidantes still could not equate the bubbly,
caring Teresa with their image of a murderess.

Detective John Padilla took advantage of the trial delay
to see if he could find out who Teresa really was. He
called Lieutenant Steve Buras of the Homicide Division
of the Jefferson Parish Sheriff's Office in Louisiana and
asked him if he would search his records there for any
information on Teresa Gaethe-Leonard. Padilla gave the
Louisiana lawmen every possible combination he could
come up with about Teresa: her birthdate, Social Security
number, her names, parents' names, even her father's date
of birth.

Buras called Padilla a few hours later and said he
couldn't find any information on Teresa, but he was going
to check with the Social Security office in his jurisdiction
and see if they might have something on her activities.

Next, Padilla found the phone number for Gary Gaethe,
Teresa's ex-husband. He called him in early summer,
1997. Gaethe was most forthcoming with what he knew
about her.

According to Gaethe, Teresa had lived most of her life
in Pensacola, Florida, and she attended high school there
until her parents moved to Metairie, Louisiana. He knew
her mother's name was Gloria, and that she had two sis-
ters, but he'd forgotten their names.

"After we divorced," he said cryptically, "I got rid of
everything that reminded me of Teresa."

Gaethe 's romance with Teresa began much like her in-
volvement with Chuck Leonard. He had been in a depart-
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up a conversation. He got the impression that she was in
her twenties.

"I found out later that she was only a teenager," he said.
"We dated for about three years before we got married.
She was a fun and exciting person to be with."

Gary Gaethe made good money. He owned a sailboat, a
plush condominium, and expensive cars. They took trips
together and reveled in an outdoor life.

When they got married, Gary had a BMW and he
bought Teresa a Lotus. He moved his sailboat to Pensa-
cola, and they lived together aboard her for a few months.
"We had a lot of fun," he recalled.

But it didn't last. Gaethe said there were cracks in their
relationship almost from the day they got married. He
worked four days a week in New Orleans, while Teresa in-
sisted upon living on their boat. He would have much pre-
ferred that they live in his condo in New Orleans and
spend their weekends and vacations on his sailboat.

"She became very cold to me," he recalled to Padilla.
"She wanted her own apartment. And for the first two
months of our marriage, she isolated me from my family."

Thinking back on what might have caused Teresa to be
frosty toward him, Gaethe said he believed it started when
he suggested they slow down their spending a little. "I told
her I didn't want to have the financial pressure of all the
bills for things we really didn't need."

That was all it took. His bride set her jaw and turned
away from him. She had enjoyed their life as long as there I
were no restrictions on her spending habits. Shortly there-
after, they separated and lived apart for seven months until
their divorce became final.

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Gary had loved Teresa and he took the divorce hard.
Even so, he wanted to be sure she was okay. He got her an
apartment, gave her money to live, and bought her another
car and new furniture. He was instrumental in getting her
the concierge job at the Sheraton Hotel.

And then she walked out of his life without a backward
glance.

"I didn't see her again for about ten years," Gaethe told
Padilla. "Not until she called me out of the blue four
months ago. It was like nothing had ever happened be-
tween us. She told me she had a beautiful daughter and
that she was no longer married. She said she owned a
fancy boutique, and that she was coming to New Orleans
to see her mother. She asked if she and her little girl could
stay with me for a while when they came down."

Gary Gaethe was unaware that Gloria Jones had been
dead for almost seven years at that point. Or that Teresa
was soon to go on trial for murdering the husband who
came after him. Even so, he demurred about having her
stay with him. He had long since moved on, and didn't
want to open old wounds.

Teresa stayed in Washington. Teresa had been very ex-
citing and fiin. "But when it came to reality, she was as
cold as ice. She was an accomplished liar — I learned that.
You know, I think she even believed her own lies."

"Was Teresa capable of handling a gun?" Padilla asked.

"She sure was. I had a house in the woods, and Teresa
and I used to go out there for target practice. We shot all
kinds of guns, but primarily a .44 magnum."

Padilla contacted the Registry of Vital Statistics in New
Orleans next, and he came up with three names Teresa had

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used before she became Teresa Leonard: Teresa E. Jones,
Teresa E. Goldstein, and Teresa E. Gaethe. He wondered
how many others there were.

Teresa's trial was postponed yet again, to October 1997.
She had her new attorney, one of the most effective crimi-
nal defense lawyers in the Seattle area. His name was John
Henry Browne, the same John Henry Browne who had
once advised Ted Bundy on his legal options more than
twenty years earlier, and who had defended many of the
most high-profile accused killers in the Northwest.
Browne was a flamboyant and passionate advocate for his
clients, and a successful one, too. He would probably be
among the three top choices in the state for someone fac-
ing serious criminal charges. How Teresa could afford
Browne was a question; perhaps Nick Callas had stepped
in once more to rescue her from a long prison sentence.

Nick had always promised he would stand behind her.
Indeed, Nick contacted many of Teresa's women friends
and asked them to support her emotionally; he was very
worried about her.

In late summer, Teresa was in the headlines again. John
Henry Browne told reporters that she had barely survived
an overdose of prescription drugs. He stressed that she had
not attempted suicide — the overdose was accidental. She
had been taken to Stevens Memorial Hospital in Edmonds,
Washington, on August 28 in a comatose state from a
combination of antidepressant and sleeping pills.

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was hospitalized, adding that physicians were preparing to
do "brain-death studies" to determine if her memory loss
was temporary or permanent.

Prosecutor Michael Downes was less sympathetic, as-
serting that she had deliberately attempted suicide. He
asked Judge Ronald Castleberry to raise her bail to
$5 million to assure that she would remain in jail until her
trial. The judge perused a doctor's report on her condition,
and deduced that neither the State nor the Defense was
completely accurate. He didn't believe that her condition
after overdosing was critical or that she was comatose, but
he did think it had all been an accident.

Castleberry denied a raise in Teresa's bail to the almost
unheard-of amount, but he stipulated that she avoid alcohol
and continue all treatment — ^psychological and medical —
and that every doctor who might prescribe medication for
her be aware of what she was getting from the others.

Chuck Leonard had been dead for six months, and the
path toward trial seemed to be getting slower and slower.
Brad Pince and D.A. Michael Downes kept working, gath-
ering more evidence. They continued to find rumors, anec-
dotes, and accusations about Teresa; she had convinced any
number of people — both men and women — that they were
essential to her well-being, that she cared a great deal for
them and was grateful for all the help they gave her.

Her first attorney, George Cody, was at the forefront of
her defenders. Although he was no longer representing her
in the murder case, he was overseeing her civil affairs. He
had found a new apartment for her and paid all the ex-
penses there through his law firm. He was probably infatu-

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ated with Teresa. When she mentioned how much she
wanted to have some plastic surgery, he couldn't see why
she would need it — ^but he didn't try to talk her out of it.

Nick Callas was still sending her money, although not
as much after he'd put up $500,000 bail money for her.
Her loyal employees at The Consignment Shop were keep-
ing it open, knowing she needed that income. Although
Joyce Lilly had kept her distance since she turned in evi-
dence and information that led to Teresa's arrest, Teresa
had several other female friends who stood by her.

One friend, Carol Fabray,* had given birth to a new son
in 1997, and she was touched when Teresa was so inter-
ested and concerned for her, despite her own problems.
Although they made many appointments to meet so Teresa
could give the new baby a present, it wasn't until late fall
that Teresa showed up at Carol's home.

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It was close to 9:00 a.m. on November 13, 1997, when
Brad Pince walked by Sergeant Al Zurlo's desk in the ho-
micide unit. Zurlo was on the phone and obviously trying
to calm down whoever was on the other end of the line. He
had written a name on a pad in front of him: Grace Callas.
■ Pince knew that surname, and he heard Zurlo say, "I'll
transfer you to Detective Pince 's extension — "

But the woman's voice came tlirough the receiver so
loudly that Pince could hear her. He raised his eyebrows
questioningly, and Zurlo covered the mouthpiece and
whispered quickly, "She says her name is Grace Callas,
and she's hysterical. She wants information about her
husband's involvement in one of our homicide investiga-
tions."

Pince picked up the phone and identified himself Zurlo
was right; the woman was sobbing and screaming into the
phone. It was difficult to make sense of what she was say-
ing, but he finally deduced that she was Nick Callas 's
wife, and, of course, Nick was Teresa Gaethe-Leonard's
lover.

"Ma'am, ma'am," Pince said, "I think I know who you

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are. How can I help you? If you can calm down a little,
maybe I can answer any questions you have."

"Two days ago — on November 1 1 — I found some ro-
mantic cards in my husband's business papers," she said,
still crying. "They were from someone named Teresa
Leonard. When I asked him about where the cards came
from, he told me that this . . . this Teresa person is involved
in a murder in your jurisdiction. He says he's been dragged
into the middle of it."

Not surprisingly Grace Callas wanted to know more
about Teresa and what her husband had to do with her.

She had done some detective work of her own before
she called the sheriff's office. When Nick left on Novem-
ber 12, she began searching through their computer files.
She found two listings for "Teresa." One was for someone
associated with Orca Travel in Marysville, Washington.
When she called the number given, she reached a consign-
ment shop instead. The woman who answered said she
was in the process of buying the store from Teresa Gaethe-
Leonard.

Grace Callas had asked her husband who this was. He
was angry and said, "You don't know what you're getting
into. You have to stop your little detective work. Stop dig-
ging and stop asking questions."

But that just spurred her on more. She noted the area
code for Marysville and called every law enforcement
agency in that region, finally ending up with the Snohom-
ish County Sheriff's Office.

Brad Pince explained carefully that Nick Callas had
been interviewed as a "possible witness" in a homicide
case involving Teresa Gaethe-Leonard.

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"Why?" she. asked. "Why on earth? — "

Pince drew a deep breath. "I should explain to you that
your husband has been paying Teresa Leonard's legal ex-
penses, and he's posted $500,000 cash to bail her out of
jail."

"What?" Grace Cailas gasped, much more upset now
than when she had originally called the sheriff's office.

"She was barely able to continue the conversation,"
Pince commented later. "And she kept asking me what she
needed to do."

Grace sobbed as she told Pince that her husband was
spending all their money, that she herself had no indepen-
dent resources, and now he was leaving her and their son
"high and dry" without any money to pay their bills.

All Pince could do was suggest that she obtain legal
help to protect her personal finances.

From her comments, Pince deduced that things were
not as rosy in the Cailas marriage as Nick had descnbed.
Grace said she no longer lived in Hawaii. "I had to move
because of my medical condition. The local doctors in Ha-
waii ran out of ways to treat me, so I had to move to Cali-
fornia with my son Jack, and I'm staying with my sister
while I undergo treatment. Nick still lives in Hawaii, but
he comes to California to visit us "

Grace Cailas had not been aware how important
Teresa was to him. Until she found the cards, she had
never even heard of Teresa. Now she said she was going
to contact her family's attorney to see that her assets were
protected.

Two hours later, Brad Pince received a call from
Grace's lawyer. He said that she was still upset to the point

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of hysteria, but he would see that she was properiy repre-
sented, if not by him, then by another attorney.

At four thirty on this same day, Grace Callas called
once more and seemed much calmer. Pince explained
that he, John Padilla, and Michael Downes had gone to
Hawaii to interview her husband earlier in the year, and
Pince gave her more details on the death of Chuck Leon-
ard. Grace confided that she had had issues with Nick for
years, and had known of several girlfriends he had. "He
lies to me, and he can be intimidating. I'm afraid of
him."

Knowing now her penchant for high emotion, Pince
suspected that Grace Callas could be exaggerating, espe-
cially when she said Nick called her several times a day.
He appeared to be a man who was constantly on the
phone; between his many daily calls to Teresa, and his
business calls, and constant calls to his wife, too, it was a
wonder the man got anything done, let alone manage to
successfully juggle a wife and a mistress and a business.

Pince and Downes were anxious to see the cards Teresa
had sent to Nick Callas. They would, perhaps, substantiate
that the two did have a very romantic, intimate relation-
ship, far more intense than either of them had admitted.
They would need to obtain the actual cards to use as court
exhibits; copies wouldn't be as easy for a handwriting ex-
pert to examine.

Three days later, on November 16, 1997, Pince talked
once more to Grace Callas. She had retained an attorney —
Eleanor Stegmeier — and would turn the cards from Teresa
to Nick over to her. As Pince had suggested, she had taken

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notes during her phone conversations with Nick. He had
warned her, she said, to stop snooping into his business.

"Did he tell you anything about Chuck Leonard's mur-
der?" Pince asked.

"He told me that Teresa killed her husband for the in-
surance money — that she's now saying Chuck abused their
daughter, but that that's not true. He said that he had no
involvement with Teresa, but that everyone who knew her
was being investigated. She wanted the insurance money
and she wanted to move to Hawaii."

"Which was it?" Pince asked. "Did your husband say
her motive was Chuck Leonard's insurance payoff — or
that she shot him because he was molesting their daugh-
ter?"

She wasn't sure; she thought that Nick had told her dif-
ferent things at different times.

"I've been told," Pince began, "that the reason Nick
can't leave you is because all the money he has is money
you brought into the marriage?"

"When I married him in December 1989, I had about
$300,000 — but all of my money has been spent. It's gone
now. I have no idea what Nick's assets are worth — he
hides that from me," she sighed. "He always tells me he's
broke. He wouldn't pay ten dollars for his son to sit on
Santa's lap."

Pince didn't have to ask questions; Grace seemed to
have an endless list of grievances against her husband of
eight years. She said that when Nick left Hawaii on trips,
he always suspended her credit cards so she couldn't
spend any money while he was gone.

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It was like watching an Oprah or Dr. Phil show on
nasty divorces. But the Callases weren't getting a divorce,
and Grace insisted they were still married and not really
separated — except temporarily, and only for medical rea-
sons.

On December 1 , Pince and Michael Downes, the assis-
tant prosecutor, flew to Orange County, California, and
met with Grace and her attorney. Although she was will-
ing to let the Washington investigators look at the actual
romantic cards Teresa had sent to Nick, and to ask Grace
Callas some questions, Eleanor Stegmeier refused to turn
over the cards to them.

But they needed the original cards because they would
"tend to show that a felony had been committed, or that a
particular person committed a felony."

The cards certainly established that Teresa and Nick
had been in an intimate relationship — something they
both continued to deny ten months after Chuck's murder.
If Pince and Downes had to get a search warrant to seize
them as evidence, they would do that.

Brad Pince and Michael Downes wondered if Teresa
was responsible for putting those cards in Nick's accor-
dion file, knowing full well that Grace would find them
when she worked on the books.

Grace told them that Nick was accusing her of trying to
send him to prison for ten years with her stubborn snoop-
ing. And he'd brought in his big guns when he'd said that
she could be "arrested as a conspirator, dragged to Wash-
ington State, and forced to leave my son behind.

"He told me that you destroyed evidence, Mr. Pince,
that Chuck Leonard was a pornographer, and that the sher-

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iff 's office destroyed evidence proving that he was molest-
ing his daughter, and that you ruined Teresa's alibi."

Grace Callas said that, above all, her husband had
warned her not to talk to any detectives from Washington.
That would be best for him, certainly. Grace was a loose
cannon, highly suspicious, given to outbursts of emotion,
and torn between getting revenge against him and Teresa
and not wanting to let go of her marriage.

Few people are more dangerous than women scorned.

The two cards that someone had slipped into the financial
records of Nick and Grace's corporation would have
stunned any wife. The first one was all trees and hearts,
drawn as simply as a child would, although the printed
sentiments were written by an artist at the American
Greetings card company:

/ don 't ever want

to take you for granted.

I don 't ever want to forget

what it was like before you

or how it would be

without you.

I don 't ever want to forget

our first kiss

or our last touch,

or let a day go by

without telling you

how much you mean to me,

how deeply I love you, and how much I need you.

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/ don 't ever want you to doubt
the way I feel or how much
happier I am because of you.
I love you.

And in Teresa's own handwriting:

With all My heart & Soul

Love,

Teresa

XXOOO

The second card showed a bridal couple through a car's
rear window. They were dressed in 1930s wedding clothes
and kissing. The word "ALWAYS" was printed in capital
letters beneath.

This card was written in Teresa's hand, and like the first,
would give any wife pause.

Nick,

You give Me peace ... that I've never had. . . .
Thank you— for you.

"I love You so Much. . . . Your (sic) everything to
Me. I thank you for being in my life. Standing by Me
& Loving Me! You are Everything I could Want. . . .
What everyone wants. . . . You are kind & knowing . . .
gentel (sic) & smart. . . . Your (sic) Just right! — I
miss You Every Second & think about You Every
Second. . . . I feel as if I've known You all My Life. . . .

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/ know Your Love for Me . . . & I cannot tell You How
Special It and You have Made me feel! . . . I know I
have caused You pain & I cannot tell you how Sorry
I am for that! The Outside World is Crazy for me & I
am trying to find a way thru this. . . . You are the
Most Wonderful!

Love You,

Teresa! OOXX

Teresa had many reasons to be thankful to Nick Callas.
Were it not for him and the bail money he'd posted for her,
she would probably still be sitting behind bars in the Sno-
homish County Jail. Instead, she was living in a nice
apartment that her attorney, George Cody, was paying for,
and she had at least $10,000 in cash to pay John Henry
Browne. She wasn't working, and either Nick Callas or
George Cody had given her Browne's fee.

They both trusted her.

Teresa's one regret was that she could not see Morgan,
although she was still allowed monitored phone conversa-
tions with her. Without Morgan, she seemed devastated.

With the assistance of Detective Tim Schennum of the
Costa Mesa Police Department, Michael Downes and
Brad Pince obtained a search warrant for Eleanor Steg-
meier's office. To search an attorney's, physician's, or
clergy person's office, California law demands that a "spe-
cial master" (a state bar-appointed attorney) be present.
Grace Callas 's lawyer was not pleased to have a search
warrant served on her at her office.

After an impasse, she agreed to talk with Detective

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Schennum. The original cards were delivered to Downes
and Pince soon after. It would have been much easier and
less costly if that had been done in the beginning, but
Grace's attorney had wanted to protect her.

Browne and Downes jousted in their arguments.
Browne pointed out that Teresa had been responsible and
cooperative since she had bailed out from jail, and Downes
voiced his concern that she was "an unpredictable person"
whom he still considered a danger to the witnesses pre-
pared to testify against her.

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And unpredictable Teresa Gaethe-Leonard was.
As Christmas decorations appeared in the first week of
December 1997, law enforcement departments in Wash-
ington State were searching for her. She had disappeared.

She probably would not look like the Teresa in her ear-
lier photographs. She had had plastic surgery in Novem-
ber. Teresa had a new nose, a forehead lift or Botox
injections, and a modification of her prominent chin. If
she had a new haircut, and changed the color of her hair
she might be hard to recognize.

Wherever she was.

She had apparently paid for the surgery with the esti-
mated $10,000 to $15,000 meant to retain John Henry
Browne, Although Browne was a generous man who often
represented clients pro bono (for free) when they had no
means to pay, he wasn't pleased that she had simply run
out on him without any warning. She had shown up for an
appointment with him a few days earlier, and she was
scheduled to be in his office again on December 3.

Teresa had missed her appointment with Browne, but
she had been in touch with him as recently as the previous

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weekend. He was as baffled as Nick Callas and George
Cody were that she would bolt and run, mostly because
Browne felt her defense case had been getting stronger.
He believed she had a good chance at acquittal. That
chance would diminish markedly now if the detectives
could prove Teresa had deliberately disappeared — and
they probably could.

Browne walked into the Snohomish County Sheriff's
Office to notify them that Teresa was missing.

According to Nick Callas, he had stopped sending Te-
resa money for living expenses in late spring 1997. He
believed that George Cody was taking care of that.

Callas did admit, however, that beyond putting up her
bail money, it was he who had furnished the check to pay
John Henry Browne.

Cody hadn't spoken to Teresa for a few days, nor had
he been able to reach her by phone after December 1 . He
went to the apartment he'd rented for her. The manager let
him in, and there was the immediate sense that the rooms
had been abandoned. It smelled empty. Dust had begun to
settle on flat areas, and beyond some food spoiling in the
refrigerator, there was no sign that anyone currently lived
there. Most of Teresa's furniture was gone, along with her
personal items.

Their footsteps echoed on bare floors.

Stunned, Cody gave notice on the apartment — he felt in
his gut that Teresa didn't plan to come back here. Her car
was parked nearby, however, and he had it towed to a safe
place.

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Now Teresa had betrayed three men who were trying to
help her gain her freedom: Nick Callas, George Cody, and
John Henry Browne. And aside from breaking promises to
them, she had cost each of them financially — Nick the
most. Browne was the only one without emotional ties to
Teresa, but he was frustrated with himself that he hadn't
seen it coming.

Nick was now holding the bag for $500,000 in bail
money. His marriage had blown all to pieces, and for all
her promises to him, her professions of love and her senti-
mental cards, he realized that Teresa had abandoned him.

Yes, she had been depressed because she had little con-
tact with Morgan, but that could change at any time. If she
should be acquitted of murder charges, Morgan could live
with her again, but for now, Morgan was on the State's
witness list. And even if Teresa could somehow arrange to
meet up with her young daughter, as a fugitive from jus-
tice, she would always be looking over her shoulder.

It had been only three months since Teresa's "acciden-
tal" overdose in Washington State. Had she gone off to
some lonely place where she could commit suicide without
being rescued? Michael Downes thought not. He cited
signs that she had planned her escape. Her home in Everett
had been emptied of almost everything of value. Eventu-
ally, the Snohomish County detectives would locate her
belongings in storage at a female acquaintance's home.

Chuck's sister, Theresa Leonard, had taken custody of
Morgan, and they were living in Portland, Oregon. The-
resa was frightened when she heard that Teresa had fled.
She worried that Morgan's mother might try to kidnap the
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prosecution. The Snohomish County investigators reas-
sured Aunt Theresa that they had notified the Portland
Police Department and Morgan's school that her mother
did not have legal custody of her, and that it was possible
she might attempt to abduct her.

Jan Jorgensen, spokeswoman for the Snohomish
County Sheriff's Office, told reporters that they were re-
ceiving assistance from the FBI, the U.S. Marshal's Ser-
vice, and the Washington State Attorney General's Office
in an ever-spreading dragnet for Teresa.

Michael Downes stopped himself from saying "I told
you so," but it was obvious that the "no bail" he'd re-
quested three months earlier would have prevented her
from running simply because she would have been jailed
until her trial.

The Snohomish County detectives first thought that she
had probably gone to Hawaii, and that she was being hid-
den by Callas. But he willingly cooperated with them, and
they believed he hadn't heard from her. Some of his devo-
tion to her had to have diminished since Teresa had just cost
him $500,000. He assured the investigators that she hadn't
contacted him at all and he had no idea where she was.

Nor did any of Teresa's girlfriends who considered
themselves part of her inside circle or the psychologist
whom the defense team had consulted, even though Te-
resa had had twenty-five sessions with her since May.
Teresa clearly knew when to keep herself to herself

Witnesses came forward to say that Teresa appeared to
have black eyes before Thanksgiving; many suspected she
had either been in a brawl or, more likely, had had plastic
surgery. What did she look like now? Detectives found the

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plastic surgeon who had operated on her. He verified that
her face had changed after he had operated on her on No-
vember 1 1 , modifying her chin and nose. With her blond
hair dyed dark, and wearing sunglasses, it would be very
hard to spot her, even if they knew where to look.

As the days passed, it seemed likely that Teresa had left
the country, or at least the mainland. She could not have
done that with her own ID, even though she had in her
possession various credit cards using different names. She
would need either a driver's license or a passport with a
photo on it at some points in her journey — to get on a
plane or to cash checks.

From the beginning. Brad Pince, John Padilla, and Jim
Scharf had worked with various phone companies to have
numbers that she might call monitored. Nick Callas had
myriad phone numbers, set up under many names, some
with special calling plans that would assure his wife
would not know how often he'd talked to Teresa over the
last few years. One was a "500" setup that seemed de-
signed specifically so the two of them could send and re-
ceive calls to each other from anywhere in the world.

Even after she had sacrificed Nick's bail money when
she fled, detectives had seen how addicted he was to her.
Long after he had to have known that she was capable of
murder he had remained steadfastly supportive of her; it
apparently never occurred to him that Teresa would ever
be dangerous to him or his family. He appeared to cling to
his belief that Teresa was "ninety percent angel."

Pince and Padilla kept careful track of calls to Nick
Callas 's many numbers. And that paid off. Cell phone calls
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cautious statement to the media said that someone close to
Teresa had heard from her, although detectives would not
reveal which of her friends or relatives had received the
calls.

Two weeks later, the investigators said that the Puerto
Rico cell phone calls had gone to Nick Callas. They still
would not verify that the calls had come from Teresa
Gaethe-Leonard. How she had made her way to Puerto
Rico was anyone's guess — but she had evidently had
money.

By checking flight manifests, detectives found the
name of a thirty-five-year-old Snohomish County woman
who had flown on American Airlines from Seattle to Chi-
cago on December 2, 1997, and then to Puerto Rico on a
one-way ticket. Her name was Carolyn Fabray.

Carolyn turned out to be another woman who had felt
sorry for Teresa, and stayed a friend to her despite the
murder charges against her. She admitted to detectives that
she was storing several large furniture pieces — including a
bed and a futon — because Teresa could no longer pay her
apartment rent. She had even offered her pick-up truck to
move the furniture.

Did she know where her driver's license, credit cards,
and other pieces of ID were? When the investigators asked
her that, she went to her bedroom and came back with the
purse she kept them in. As she rifled through her purse and
then dumped the contents on a table, she looked up, sur-
prised.

"They're not here?" she said, surprised. "My ID is
gone."

"All of it?" Detective Joe Ward asked.

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"No — but my Washington State ID card is gone, and
some of my kids' medical cards are missing."

"Did your state ID card have your photograph on it?"
Brad Pince asked, already knowing the answer.

"Yes."

Carolyn Fabray bore a resemblance to Teresa Gaethe-
Leonard: same age, same body type, and her features were
similar. Without knowing it, she had provided Teresa with
a way to pass airport security. It was 1997 — four years
before 9/11, and few who staffed the airline ticket coun-
ters and gates took more than a cursory look at ID.

A federal warrant for Teresa Gaethe-Leonard's arrest
on charges of fleeing to avoid prosecution was issued on
December 11,1 997, nine days after she vanished. The FBI
and the Fugitive Task Force in Puerto Rico were notified
of the general location of the calls emanating from there.

Teresa was probably somewhere in San Juan, but they
didn't know exactly where. And there was a good chance
that she might be moving on to other countries, using
Puerto Rico only as a jumping-off location. Nick Callas
suggested that she might sign on to be a crew member on
a boat.

But she hadn't.

Five days later, Teresa was arrested in yet another hospi-
tal room. She had been taken there after a suicide attempt,
this one far more serious than the one in August. Had she
meant to come so close to dying? Possibly not, but what
could be more lonely than being far from home and the
daughter she cherished as Christmas approached — not to
mention being faced with murder charges in an upcoming
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trees in San Juan. There were poinsettias, but they were
trees reaching rooftops, not plants wrapped in red-and-gold
foil. The language she heard was Spanish.

Teresa was adrift and alone.

Probably Teresa loved Morgan as much as she was ca-
pable of loving anyone. The little girl was part of her,
closer to her than the sisters and brother she had grown up
with. Morgan was the one person in the world who had
believed in her completely, and taken her every word as
gospel. As one of Teresa's employees said once, "Teresa
and Morgan were like two peas in a pod."

One has to wonder if Teresa pondered on what a stupid
and cruel thing she had done when she shot Chuck. Per-
haps she didn't care for anyone else — even Morgan. She
had taken another human being's life, and that had ruined
her own future. What did she have to look forward to as
she sat alone in a hotel room, watching neon lights create
flashing multicolored images on the shadowy walls of her
room and hearing the constant rhythm of steel drums and
the thrum of salsa, bomba, and reggae music instead of
Christmas carols?

Even though she may not have been aware of it, those
who hunted Teresa were closing in on her, and Nick, the
man she'd counted on completely for years, was no longer
in her corner. She had burned too many bridges behind
her.

John Henry Browne explained to reporters how Teresa
had been located in San Juan, Puerto Rico. He had re-
ceived a call from her sister Lois with disturbing news
about Teresa's condition and he had moved immediately to
talk to the hospital where she'd reportedly been taken.

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She'd been living in the Embassy Suites Hotel in San
Juan under the name Sally Lopez. She might have been
out of money or going back to her first apartment over a
laundromat. She might have been planning to catch an-
other plane, headed far away.

Or she may have finally decided to check out of her
Hfe.

Teresa's time at the Embassy Suites had run out, and
she was due to leave the hotel on December 15 — but by
1 :00 p.m., she failed to turn in her key and receive a copy
of her bill.

The main desk gave her a few more hours, and then a
stafif member checked her room to see if she was still
there. The door was bolted from the inside and they had to
break in. When they did, they saw that she had wedged a
chair against the door, too.

Teresa was inside, unconscious and cold to the touch.
The hotel called an ambulance, and she was rushed to the
Catalina Regional Hospital. She was placed under the care
of Dr. Gootsman, who said that she had overdosed on pre-
scription drugs and probably alcohol. Her condition was
"serious but stable." She was admitted to the San Juan
hospital as Sally Lopez. She also went by the name Sally
Fabray in Puerto Rico.

Pince called the FBI office in San Juan and let Special
Agent Louis Vega know that Teresa Gaethe-Leonard had
been located. Even though it was almost midnight in
Puerto Rico, Vega said he would contact another agent and
they would go at once to the Catalina Hospital and see
what they could find out.

Vega called Brad Pince back at 3:30 a.m. San Juan time

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with a report on Teresa. "She's in custody," Vega said.
"She's been turned over to the San Juan Police Depart-
ment, but she's not in any condition to leave the hospital.
She's being guarded by the police until she's well enough
to be released to jail."

Pince checked with hospital personnel, and they said
Teresa would probably be able to leave in a day or two.
That turned out to be an underestimate of her condition:
She got worse before she got better and spent Christmas in
a hospital bed.

It was probably better than being in jail.

Louis Vega checked her hotel suite on December 16.
There were no suitcases in her room, but he took posses-
sion of some of Teresa's jewelry pieces. There was a box
of brown hair dye, a long-distance telephone card, two
airline luggage tags, and a pocket calendar. The hotel's se-
curity department had found $325 in cash, and had put it
in their safe.

Where were her clothes? Had she thrown them away,
given them away, or sent them on ahead to her next desti-
nation? If she had done that, her destination had changed,
and she had become so morose that she drank and took
pills until she became comatose. She seemed to have been
serious — serious enough that she'd blocked the door to
keep everyone out.

Until it didn't matter anymore.

Teresa's defense attorney and the Snohomish County
detectives located Teresa at almost the same time.

"The major thing was that we wanted her alive,"
Browne said. "So obviously the best thing to do is keep
her in custody and keep her alive."

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It certainly seemed the wise choice. Teresa had imbibed
so much alcohol and sleeping pills that she barely sur-
vived. Another hour or so, and she probably would have
been dead.

Teresa had called Nick Callas from Puerto Rico and the
Snohomish County investigators were only hours behind
her when she was found comatose in the Embassy Suites.
She remained hospitalized for two weeks, and when her
condition was stable, and doctors thought she would sur-
vive, barring any unforeseen complications, she was
moved to a women's prison north of San Juan.

Pale and thin, Teresa immediately made friends with
the warden's wife, who felt sorry for her. Teresa wasn't
like the other women at Vega Alta. She was genteel and
had lovely manners. When she saw that Teresa couldn't
stomach the food most prisoners ate, the warden's wife
cooked special dishes for her and carried them into the
prison, urging Teresa to eat because she was much too del-
gada.

As she always had, Teresa evoked sympathy in both
men and women, and the warden's wife in Puerto Rico
doubted that the charges against her back in Washington
State could be as serious as the FBI said. She visited with
Teresa and tried to keep her from being homesick. Teresa
spoke of her little girl and of how much she missed her.

It was all very sad.

Deputy Prosecutor Michael Downes hoped that Teresa
would waive extradition and return to Snohomish County
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said he was sure that would not be a problem, and even if
Teresa did initially refuse to come home, he would urge
her to waive extradition.

"You can delay things for months," he said, "but my
guess is that Teresa won't want to spend a lot of time in a
Puerto Rican jail."

Some reporters wrote that John Henry Browne was no
longer representing Teresa Gaethe-Leonard, in light of her
escape. His office neither verified nor denied that.

Although it seems exotic, Puerto Rico is not a foreign
country but a U.S. commonwealth. Extraditing Teresa to
the continental United States would be almost automatic
anyway. However, Snohomish County authorities had to
prove that the person being held in the women's prison in
Vega Alta north of San Juan really was Teresa Gaethe-
Leonard. There was a good chance she might look entirely
different than her picture on the Wanted bulletins, but it
was unlikely that she had m^anaged to change her finger-
prints. A few years later, the advances in DNA matching
would have simplified everything, but in 1998, it was not
yet commonly used or accepted as irrefutable evidence.

Actually, Teresa was quite comfortable in her Puerto
Rican prison, but she was thousands of miles away from
Morgan. She put on some of the weight she'd lost, and she
enjoyed visiting with the warden's wife. But Browne had
said he believed she would come back to Snohomish
County without a struggle. Those who knew how adept
she was at escaping were apprehensive, especially when
they heard how close she had grown to the warden's wife.

She plight run again if she got the chance.

Michael Downes kept hearing conflicting information.

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Teresa was to have an extradition hearing at Hato Rey Su-
perior Court near San Juan, but that didn't happen.

There was one good reason for Teresa to waive extradi-
tion— loyalty to Nick Callas. If she agreed to return to
Washington State by February 4, 1998, which would be
exactly sixty days since she hadn't shown up for her court
hearing, and almost a year since Chuck Leonard died,
there was a good chance that Nick could get most of his
half-million-dollar bail money returned. The county would
deduct the expenses it had in searching for Teresa, and for
bringing her back, but that was surely better for Callas
than losing the whole $500,000.

Even so, it would be expensive, and it might take a very
long time for Callas 's money to come back to him. The
cost of tracking the bail jumper would probably be be-
tween $75,000 and $100,000.

Teresa's lover had cooperated with the Snohomish
County authorities and helped them locate Teresa. How he
felt about her was a moot question. Their relationship had
lasted eleven years, even after she married Chuck. She had
to have some kind of emotional hold over him.

Callas and his wife had finally separated. Any wife
would have been displeased — if not furious — to have her
husband pay a huge bail amount for his mistress, an ac-
cused murderess. And Grace Callas couldn't forgive Nick
for his years of deception and for "giving away" half a
million dollars of their money.

It was time for Teresa to come home. Brad Pince, and De-
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Airlines flight at 7:30 a.m. on January 20, 1998, headed for
Puerto Rico to pick up Teresa Gaethe-Leonard. The next
morning, they talked to the owners of several small apart-
ments located above a laundromat in San Juan — the last
place Teresa had reportedly lived before she checked into
the Embassy Suites.

They gave the detectives copies of a rental agreement
signed by a woman named Carol. Pince showed them a
booking photo of Teresa Gaethe-Leonard, and the land-
lords said that was the woman they knew as "Carol." The
mystery of where her clothes and other belongings were
was solved; her suitcases, some shoes, and some purses
had been left at her first small apartment in San Juan.
Her landlords had boxed up all of her personal posses-
sions with the help of a local attorney who presented
them with an official document giving him the right to
take possession of her things. What part he played in
Teresa's life was hard to determine. When she got back
to the continental United States, Teresa would tell a cell
mate that there was a man in Puerto Rico who was very
interested in helping her.

That could very well have been true, except that he
spoke only Spanish — at least in front of laundromat/apart-
ment owners. Otherwise, he fit the pattern of the older
men who doted on her.

Finding some of Teresa's clothes solved one problem;
they didn't know what she was going to wear on the plane
to Seattle. She'd left the hospital in one of their gowns and
had worn prison garb ever since.

The Snohomish County detectives then drove to the
San Juan police station, where Teresa had been moved

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from the prison in Vega Alta. They planned to pick her up
and leave as soon as possible to return to Everett. When
they finally savv^ her in person, she did look different. Her
plastic surgery was subtle, but her forehead was smoother,
and her nose and chin appeared to have been altered. She
insisted that she hadn't been trying to disguise herself, but
had wanted only to look more attractive.

If that was her real reason, it hadn't worked; she looked
much plainer than she did in most of her earlier photos.
She had gained weight with the warden's wife's cooking,
and her face showed the stress of her circumstances. But it
was more than that. There was no question that she'd had
work done on her face by a skilled surgeon.

Detective Susie Johnson took five photos of Teresa,
three of them showing healed-over bedsores on her head
and spine. It was clear she had been unconscious longer
than any doctor had predicted.

"That happened when I lay in one position in the hospi-
tal for fourteen days," Teresa explained. "I got pneumonia,
too."

After Teresa was thoroughly searched and the paper-
work completed, an unmarked San Juan police car drove
them to the airport where they waited to board a United
Airlines flight back to Washington State. The Snohomish
County detectives bought Teresa a sandwich and a soft
drink from a vendor at the San Juan Airport.

On the plane, Susie Johnson and Sally Heth sat on ei-
ther side of her, and Brad Pince sat across the aisle.

"She was very chatty in the airport and on the plane,"
Heth said, "both to me and Susie Johnson."

Teresa seemed familiar with the island of Puerto Rico,

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and said that Ponce was a much more pleasant city to visit
than San Juan. Although it was "very corrupt," Teresa said
that anyone with lots of money could get anything they
wanted — and faster — in Ponce. "You can get your car
fixed first," she said, "even if it was last in the line."

Teresa described Puerto Rico as "the trampoline be-
tween South America and North America for drug runners."

Sally Heth wondered if Teresa had been intending to
bounce on that trampoline into some hiding place in South
America.

Teresa was friendly enough on the long flight home.
She helped her female captors as they worked over cross-
word puzzles to pass the time. She offered correct sugges-
tions for words that fit into spaces. They could tell that
she was an intelligent woman with a large vocabulary and
excellent social skills. She seemed to accept her capture,
although she was embarrassed to have to board the planes
in handcuffs, and she tried to avoid the stares of other
passengers.

After a few hours in flight, Heth escorted Teresa to the
plane's bathroom. While they were there, Teresa confided
that her brother was a detective somewhere in the Mid-
west. (It was unclear if she was talking about Frank Jones
or Lois Jones's husband, although it was probably her
brother-in-law.)

Heth hesitated for a moment, and then said, "May I ask
you a personal question?"

"Sure."

"What does your brother think about your situation?"

Teresa answered somewhat obliquely. "They have it all
wrong."

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"Who are they?"

"The newspapers." Teresa was implying that her brother
had read about her case in the newspapers. "They think
that I wanted to mn away and live with my boyfriend in
Hawaii, and that is not true at all."

The two women — detective and prisoner — agreed that
the media rarely report the news accurately. Heth didn't
have to lie to Teresa to say that. The press can sometimes
be the bane of police investigators' existence.

"I thought it was more of a domestic situation — " Heth
said carefully, referring to what had happened between
Teresa and Chuck.

"Yeah, John Henry's taking care of things," Teresa said,
referring to her attorney, and then caught herself "He
would probably kill me if he knew 1 was talking to you —
it's not like you're on my side."

The conversation then ended abruptly. When they re-
turned to their seats, Teresa turned her back on Heth and
begin to talk to Detective Johnson on subjects less fraught
with pitfalls.

When they landed in Seattle, Pince drove them all to
the Snohomish County Jail sixty miles north, where they
booked Teresa.

They had journeyed to Puerto Rico and back in less
than forty-eight hours.

There would be no reunion between Teresa and Morgan,
who had turned six on December 30, 1997, just before the
New Year. Morgan was now living with Chuck's sister, her
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had spent her first Christmas without her father or her
mother. There was a strong possibiUty that she would be a
witness in her mother's trial, and that made meetings be-
tween them doubtfiil.

If he could avoid it, John Henry Browne — who was still
representing Teresa — didn't want to call Morgan to the
witness stand. She had already been through enough.

Detectives had taken to calling Theresa Leonard the
"good Theresa" and their prisoner the "bad Teresa."
Chuck's sister loved Morgan dearly and was prepared to
do anything she could to see that the child had a safe and
happy life. Morgan and Theresa's daughter soon became
closer than just cousins; despite the gap between their
ages, they eventually thought of each other as sisters.

They were gradually achieving some degree of nor-
malcy. Teresa had sent presents for Morgan before she
fled; she complained that Morgan had never gotten them,
but she had. Aunt Theresa was doing her best not to bad-
mouth the woman whom she believed had murdered her
brother — not for Teresa's sake but for Morgan's, and for
Chuck's sake, too.

Because of her escape, Teresa Gaethe-Leonard had
once again missed a trial date. A new date was set. She
was scheduled to go on trial in two months. George Cody,
the original lawyer who had been there for her right up
until he discovered her empty apartment, withdrew from
her case entirely. Cody had no choice; he was now on the
State's witness list to testify against Teresa.

Teresa herself was back in the Snohomish County Jail,
and not likely to be released; her bail was now $5 million,
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that much money on her. She steadfastly clung to her not-
guilty plea in Chuck's death.

John Henry Browne was preparing a complicated de-
fense, made more difficult for him when his client jumped
bail and disappeared. Still, her behavior whenever she was
free from a jail cell made his plea believable. Snohomish
County Superior Court Judge Charles French accepted
Browne's plea of "innocent by reason of insanity."

This was a woman who had twice attempted suicide
with overdoses of drugs and alcohol. Browne had her ex-
amined by a forensic psychologist who was prepared to
testify that Teresa was legally insane at the time she killed
her estranged husband, according to the M'Naughten
Rule. M'Naughten stipulates that the defendant must be
incapable of discerning the difference between right and
wrong at the time of his or her crime.

Usually, if a suspect plans and prepares for her crime,
flees from the scene, and makes efforts to cover up evi-
dence, she can be construed to be aware of the difference
between right and wrong during that criminal act. Joyce
Lilly's statements to detectives — four of them at this
point — indicated that Teresa had planned Chuck's murder,
even to the point of picking out her "disguise" clothes and
entering his house on a dry run three months before she
actually shot him.

And Teresa had covered up her crime afterward by in-
sisting that Joyce hide the murder gun, her clothes and
boots, and the key to Chuck's house. Teresa had even hid-
den her car in Joyce's garage.

She seemed to be in her right mind before, during, and
after she shot Chuck.

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But how does anyone know what is going on in some-
one else's mind at any time? Brains don't have picture
windows.

At John Henry Browne's request, Teresa was trans-
ferred to Western State Hospital for a psychiatric evalua-
tion.

Trial dates passed in March, April, and May 1998 and
either the State or the Defense had reasons to seek delays.
The prosecution added twenty-eight new witnesses, and
John Henry Browne was defending another high-profile
case in Seattle. He argued that he couldn't possible inter-
view the latest witnesses before trial. If he could not get a
continuance, he said he would seek a review by the state
court of appeals.

At length, a fall date in 1 998 was chosen for Teresa's
trial. Chuck Leonard had been dead for seventeen months,
and there had been no justice one way or the other stem-
ming from his murder. Teresa's psyche was deemed so
fragile that she had spent many weeks in late spring in
Western State Hospital, a mental health treatment facility,
where she was evaluated, tested, and counseled by psy-
chologists and psychiatrists there.

She was given an IQ test, but the psychologist adminis-
trating the test noted that Teresa failed to expand on her
answers, even when she was urged to do so. She hurried
through questions, and by the end of the test had stopped
writing down answers altogether. It wasn't surprising that
her full-scale IQ was only 83. This put her in about the
15th percentile, meaning that about 85 percent of people
who had taken the test scored higher than she did.

How could that be? A normal IQ (depending on the test

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given) is between 90 and 1 10. To finish a four-year college,
most students need an IQ of at least 120. How could Teresa
have managed a busy concierge desk at a large hotel, field-
ing calls and requests from guests, or taken care of all the
banking and record keeping at The Consignment Shop if
her IQ was only 83? For that matter, how could she have
been so clever when she helped the female detectives fill in
their crossword puzzle on the flight home from Puerto
Rico?

Depression certainly can lower intelligence scores, but
not to this extent. It seemed possible that Teresa was delib-
erately trying to appear a lot dumber than she really was.

With her trial looming in September, Teresa was sent
once more to Western State Hospital to be sure she was
capable of participating in her own defense. She would
remain there until her trial began.

On September 8, 1998, the doctors at Western State
Hospital determined that Teresa was competent to stand
trial. Her day in court had been postponed six times, but
now it was time. If she was found guilty, Teresa faced a
minimum of twenty-five years in prison.

The Defense's original plan had been to show that she
didn't really know what she was doing when she shot
Chuck Leonard — ^that she was insane under the law. Grad-
ually, it had shifted, and with her competency established,
their new approach was to show a jury that she had cause
to kill her estranged husband, that almost any mother
would have done the same. Teresa, they would argue, had
been protecting her little girl from a sexually abusive fa-
ther. If so, she very likely had been suffering from post-
traumatic stress disorder (PTSD).

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Although PTSD had become the proper term for the
stress reaction during the Gulf War, the concept has been
around for decades, affecting those caught up in events
"beyond normal human experience." War isn't normal for
most young soldiers who never expected to shoot to kill.
PTSD was called "shell shock" in World War I, and "battle
fatigue" in World War II. It was probably called something
else in the Civil War and the Revolutionary War.

There are other events that can be construed as beyond
normal human experience, and Teresa's defense team be-
lieved she had suffered through many of them, enough to
cause her mind to splinter into too many shards to count.

Teresa told some of her doctors that her father had
spanked her so hard when she was a child that she had been
knocked unconscious. She told others that she had only had
the wind knocked out of her.

Her sisters agreed to come from Louisiana to testify
about the sexual abuse in their home when they were
young. Having endured sexual abuse herself, wouldn't
Teresa Gaethe-Leonard have been even more horrified to
believe that her own child was suffering as she had?

In similar cases across the United States, mothers who
have shot sex offenders who molested their children have
either been acquitted or given short sentences. And the
public — including the jurors — ^had been pulling for them.
Most would agree that a mother's love is probably the
most protective and unselfish kind of love.

The Snohomish County investigators hadn't encoun-
tered acquaintances of Teresa's who recalled that she was
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friends and relatives of the couple if they recalled any con-
cern on her part about that.

Chuck's father and stepmother said that Teresa had
complained on occasion that she was worried because
Chuck sometimes left Morgan alone in his house while he
worked outside in the yard. But they'd never heard about
any suspected sexual abuse.

Defense investigators found employees and friends of
Teresa who recalled that there were times when Morgan
didn't want to go to her father's house. She told Joyce
Lilly once that she didn't like him to touch her. That had
occurred when she wanted to call her mother and he
wouldn't let her.

There was an occasion when she left The Consignment
Shop with Chuck, but had come running back in, saying
she didn't want to go. That was in one of Joyce's state-
ments, and it was allegedly the reason Joyce and Teresa
had given Morgan teddy bears with their phone numbers
hidden in their pockets, a move instigated by Teresa.

A woman who had visited Teresa's shop had once seen
Morgan, age three or four, climbing under clothing racks
without underpants on.

Joyce Lilly's recall of Teresa and Chuck's marriage, and
about the way they treated Morgan, was often one of con-
fusion. Joyce, who was very modest, questioned Teresa
about why Morgan was happier without a lot of clothing
on; the four-year-old often emulated her father, dropping
coats and shoes fi-om the moment she walked through her
own — or Joyce's — front door and dancing around happily.
Teresa had pooh-poohed her concern.

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"We're proud of our bodies in my family," Teresa said
calmly. "We don't believe in false modesty."

On the other hand. Chuck was so paranoid that Teresa
might accuse him of something that he had Morgan wear
her bathing suit when he gave her a bath.

Chuck's friends were adamant that there were many
times Morgan hadn't wanted to go to Teresa's house when
her visit with her father was over. Chuck's own diaries had
passages that mentioned days when Morgan had clung to
him and refused to go with Teresa. Separation and divorce
are hard on children, and both parents were known to in-
dulge Morgan, possibly to make up for the chaos in her
young life.

She was a very intelligent child and, like most children
of divorce, Morgan caught on quickly that she could play
one parent against another to get what she wanted.

Jan, Chuck's friend and neighbor down the block, was
married by this time and he and his wife, Sandy, often
babysat for Chuck. Sandy recalled years later, "There is no
way that little girl was molested. We would have known
because we spent so much time with her."

Brad Pince had worked for years investigating sex
crimes against children, and he sincerely doubted that Mor-
gan had suflfered abuse. If Teresa had been so concerned
about it, why hadn't she mentioned molestation in her di-
vorce filings? Why hadn't she reported it to the authorities?
And why had she been so casual about having at least one
male neighbor in her apartment building — whom she
didn't know well — babysit for Morgan? It didn't add up.

Moreover, Pince knew it was a favorite fall-back ploy
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else failed, women were more likely to accuse their exes of
abusing their children. Of course, it was sometimes true,
but it was a fist in the belly, a horrible accusation, espe-
cially when it was made against a dead man who could no
longer defend himself.

Now it suddenly popped up at her trial like an ugly toad-
stool. From what Pince and the other investigators had
learned about Chuck Leonard, he had indeed had a lively
sex life— but with adult women, who seemed to understand
that he was not interested in long-term commitments.

Chuck idolized his little girl and saw himself as her
protector. As Morgan grew, detectives had no doubt that
Chuck would have been the kind of dad who scrutinized
and intimidated any young suitor who wanted to date her.

But a child abuser? An incestuous father? Never.

Teresa's defense stance now was that Chuck was sitting
up in bed, wide awake, on the night he died and they were
arguing. She had gone to his house in the early hours of
the morning, carrying a gun, but only to talk to him about
her concerns, and he had taunted her about Morgan. Her
reaction was to shoot him. But all forensic evidence indi-
cated he had been lying down, sound asleep, when the first
bullet ripped into him.

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Chuck Leonard was a vital, popular middle-school counselor who

helped scores of children through their tough teenage problems.

He had a wide circle of friends and many women were

attracted to him. {Theresa Leonard Collection)

Teresa Gaethe was a pretty blonde, always Chuck's preferred

type, and they met romantically in New Orleans.

They appeared to be genuinely in love.

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Chuck and Teresa hit it off so well in New Orleans that he hated to

leave her behind when his educational conference ended. He wrote

to her constantly, sending loving cards and flowers from his garden

in Washington State. And she wrote to him and called him. They

seemed destined to be together. (Theresa Leonard Collection)

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An airplane view of Chuck Leonard's Lake Goodwin neighborhood.
It was the ideal place to live. {Police airphoto)

Chuck Leonard's
neighbors were also
friends. His next-door
neighbor, a doctor,
lived in the house on
the left, and the house
that Chuck built is
on the right. (Police
airphoto)

The lake house thai Chuck Leonard enlarged by digging out the

foundation. His house, lawn, and garden were his pride and joy,

and he even had a glass floor in his living room. He invited Teresa

Gaethe to share it with him. {Theresa Leonard Collection)

Life was great at first for Chuck and Teresa, although he wasn't

anxious to get married. She didn't bond nearly as well with

his friends — especially his friends' wives and fiancees.

{Theresa Leonard Collection)

Chuck Leonard smiles at his wedding reception in the lake house,

but the celebration became a fiasco when Teresa asked her hired

security guards to throw out one of his former girlfriends. Chuck

had seen no need for the guards. {Theresa Leonard Collection)

Despite their disastrous wedding reception, Chuck and Teresa

looked happy as they began their marriage, lounging on the beach.

But Chuck had told one of his friends that he had made a

"terrible mistake." He was determined to make his marriage

last — if he could. {Theresa Leonard Collection)

Whatever problems they had in their marriage, both

Chuck and Teresa loved their daughter, Morgan.

Chuck was amazed by how much he loved the little

girl, who came along when he was nearing fifty.

He would do anything to see that she stayed in his life.

They both loved the lake he lived on, and Chuck could

not bear the thought that she would be taken far

away from him. {Theresa Leonard Collection)

Teresa had a fairly successful consignment store in Marysville, ■
selling high-end clothing and accessories. She painted it pink, and '
it attracted both new clients and her former customers from
the Bon Marche department store. {Police photo)

Teresa told her former husband that she owned an "exclusive boutique'"

in Washington State, a description that seems a bit grandiose for the tin>

frame building. She also worked for a travel agency part-time.

Later, most of her income came from her millionaire lover.

{Police photo)

After Chuck's tragic death, Teresa was asked to give a statement to

the Snohomish County Sheriff's detectives. She and Chuck had been

separated for a few years, but they were not legally divorced.

They also shared custody of Morgan. {Police photo)

''*'^,

Teresa was fortunate to have one of Washington State's

most successful criminal defense attorneys agree to defend her.

John Henry Browne, however, found that his client's

bizarre actions made his job difficult.

(Ann Rule Collection)

Teresa Gaethe-Leonard before she had plastic surgery.
(Police photo)

Teresa after plastic surgery — probably on her nose and chin.

If she had turned to surgery to change her look, it didn't work;

she looked almost the same afterward. (Police photo)

-^^i.

Detective Brad Pince of the Snohomish County Sheriff's Office was

in charge of the Chuck Leonard murder investigation. It took him to

California, Hawaii, and even Puerto Rico, but he gathered enough

evidence — both physical and circumstantial — to arrest the guilty

person. It may well be the most memorable case in his long career.

(Ann Rule Collection)

Left to right: Snohomish County Detective Jim Scharf and Senior

Deputy Prosecutor Michael Downes worked with Brad Pince and

Detective John Padilla to prove that an almost unbelievable motive

caused the murder of a good man. Downes helped in the entire

investigative process. (Ann Rule Collection)

Detective Brad Pince testifies in Teresa Gaethe-Leonard's trial as he
opens sealed evidence packets. {Theresa Leonard Collection)

Teresa Gaethe-Leonard in a photo taken after being in the

Washington State Women's Prison in Purdy for several
years. Instead of designer clothes, she wears a blue denim

uniform and a white T-shirt. She threw away what

could have been a life most women would envy. She has

not seen her daughter, Morgan, or a picture of her since

Morgan was about seven. She faces many more years

of prison, all lost because of her deluded scheme that

she thought would let her marry a millionaire.

Chapter Eight

Teresa Gaethe-Leonard's trial before Superior
Court Judge Gerald L. Knight promised to include a war
of the psychiatrists and psychologists. Theirs was far from
an exact science, and it would be up to the jury to decide
who to believe. John Henry Browne maintained that Tere-
sa's mental state had deteriorated markedly since Chuck
Leonard was killed, and that she no longer had any clear
memory of the shooting, and that she never planned it.

He did not dispute that she had, indeed, shot and killed
Chuck Leonard, and there seemed to be no expectation
that she could be found innocent — but she could be con-
victed of lesser offenses, like second-degree murder or
manslaughter.

Browne was a master debater, and a genius at planning
and carrying out defense strategy, but he faced an uphill
battle. Michael Downes, prosecuting for the State, had an
abundance of physical evidence to show that Teresa had
very carefully planned Chuck's murder.

With a manslaughter conviction, Teresa wouldn't spend
much time in prison. With premeditation and a first-degree

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conviction, she would be in prison until her hair turned
gray and her face was lined with wrinkles.

An eleventh-hour request to postpone Teresa's trial once
again came from Deputy Prosecutor Michael Downes. He
and his team had been informed that John Henry Browne
was prepared to argue an additional defense for Teresa —
battered- woman syndrome.

Judge Gerald Knight ruled that the trial would go for-
ward as planned on September 9 and warned Browne not
to elicit testimony that Teresa was a battered woman. If he
did. Knight said firmly that he might declare a mistrial.

Some in the courtroom wondered if Chuck Leonard
might be considered a "battered man," but they didn't say
it out loud.

By the time the State and the Defense teams agreed on
twelve jurors and two alternate jurors who would step in if
any of the original dozen should become ill or step down,
there were eleven women and one man on the jury, with
two male alternate jurors.

It was — and is — always difficult to say whether female
jurors will empathize with a woman defendant. Would
this jury, perhaps, judge Teresa Gaethe-Leonard more
harshly because they knew how most normal women
would react? Would the lone male see Teresa as a fright-
ened, dependent woman in trouble? No one could say. The
most important assets good jurors can have is the ability
to listen icarefully to witnesses from both sides, study the
physical and circumstantial evidence, and eventually vote
their consciences.

What would the eleven women on Teresa's jury think?
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mother love. Possibly some of them had had husbands
who had strayed. There was no way of telling whether they
would view Teresa as a victim and a heroine or as a hus-
band-stealing plotter. Jurors' own life experiences and les-
sons learned cannot be excluded from their decision
making.

That may well be a juror's strongest talent. That, and
the ability to stay awake and listen carefiilly for six or
seven hours a day. Trials can be exciting, but they can also
be dry and repetitive. The hours after lunch in a stuffy
courtroom have put many a juror to sleep. And not a few
journalists.

One thing is true of any trial: neither the judge, the at-
torneys, the gallery, nor the defendant has ever been able
to read a jury from the expression on their faces or their
body language. They always surprise you when you talk to
them after trial.

For the first time, almost all of the people who had passed
through Teresa's life walked in and out of a single court-
room: her sisters Lois and Macie, but not her brother;
Nick Callas, but not Gary Gaethe; Joyce Lilly, Rick Lilly,
and George Bowden, Joyce's attorney; Teresa's employees
at The Consignment Shop, women who had been her "best
friends" for a while and then been dropped from her life;
George Cody, Teresa's first attorney; Michelle Conley,
Chuck's last lover; a dozen or more of Chuck's friends and
former girlfriends; Theresa Leonard, Chuck's sister; his
father and stepmother, Fred and Caroline Leonard; Doug
Butler, Chuck's teacher friend who had found his body;

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his boyhood friend from Bremerton where he grew up; his
friend who owned a video-rental store; and the detectives
from Snohomish County who had helped bring Teresa to
trial: Brad Pince, John Padilla, Jim Scharf, Joe Ward, and
Rob Palmer.

The gallery in Judge Knight's courtroom was packed
almost every day in September and October as the weeks
of trial unfolded. Teresa's story was like a teleplay script
for a miniseries, only more shocking because it was real,
and because it had happened in the town where many in
the gallery lived. They had followed it during the nineteen
months since Chuck Leonard was murdered, and wanted
to know more about what had happened and why. News-
paper and television coverage had never told them enough.

That wasn't the reporters' fault; so many details had
been kept under wraps. Now, the press bench held media
reporters from all over Washington State.

It was still warm in mid-September and opening win-
dows helped lower the stuffiness and heat in the court-
room, but that created another problem as street noise
drifted in and made it difficult for the jurors to hear the
witnesses and attorneys. Sirens from emergency vehicles
often brought testimony to a halt.

Senior Deputy Prosecutor Michael Downes asked the
jurors to raise their hands if they couldn't hear.

Downes then began his opening remarks, explaining
the State's case: "The evidence the State will present to
you will show that at approximately four or five in the
morning of February 20, of 1997, the defendant drove
twenty-five miles to her estranged husband's house, that
she walked into his house, down to his bedroom, shot and

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killed him with a .45 -caliber automatic handgun by shoot-
ing him three times in the chest area. The fatal wound en-
tered his chest, went into one of his lungs, and he bled to
death internally as a result. . . ."

Michael Downes knew this case so thoroughly that he
probably could have made his opening statement in his
sleep, but he glanced occasionally at his notes. The jury
listened raptly as he described the Leonards' relationship
at the time Chuck was killed, the "rehearsal" for murder in
November 1996, and the actual fatal shooting three
months later. Downes promised to present witnesses to
Teresa's affair with Nick Callas, and to her plot to find a
way to give him a baby, even though she knew she could
not conceive herself.

"There was a divorce in this case," the prosecutor
pointed out. "It was filed. The paperwork was filed by the
defendant. She filled it out. There are various boxes that
you can check off to indicate whether there are any partic-
ular problems. And one box of interest is whether there are
any child abuse-type problems. That was not checked off.
One box is whether there were physical abuse-type prob-
lems [against Teresa]. That box was not checked off."

But these were allegedly the two issues that had moti-
vated Teresa to kill Chuck. And she hadn't even mentioned
them when she filed for divorce!

Downes promised to call to the witness stand two men
from Teresa's apartment building who would testify that
she was looking for a .45-caliber handgun in early 1997.

He told the jurors about Teresa's Hawaiian lover, and
the $500,000 bail money Nick Callas had wired to the
Snohomish County Clerk's Office. "Part of the bail order

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says, 'Look, if you get released, you got to come back here
for the hearings.' And the defendant was advised of that
when the hearings were set — pretrial hearing, trial hear-
ings, things like that. In September, she was advised that
she had to be present at a pretrial hearing on December 4,
1997. And on December 4, everybody showed up for the
hearing — except for the defendant. She had left the conti-
nental United States on an American Airlines flight, under
a false name, having paid cash for the ticket, and flew to
Puerto Rico."

Michael Downes told the jury about Teresa's second
drug overdose in four months, and how Snohomish County
detectives had gone to Puerto Rico to bring her back.

Downes said he was prepared to present physical evi-
dence that would prove the bullets that killed Chuck Leon-
ard had been fired by the gun that Teresa gave to her
friend, Joyce Lilly, to hide a few hours after his murder.
Teresa's sweatpants, also hidden by Joyce, had a splotch of
blood that tested as being consistent with Chuck's blood,
and, in the crotch, body fluids that matched Teresa's.

"You may, during the course of this case, hear evidence
about a mental defense phrased two different ways. One is
referred to as 'diminished capacity,' and the other is re-
ferred to as 'insanity.' "

Diminished capacity is often the defendant's personal
choice — in taking drugs, drinking alcohol, or participating
in other activities that render them temporarily incapable of
employing their usual decision making. On occasion, it can
be used when a defendant is developmentally disabled.
Legal insanity can render them unable to tell the difference
between right and wrong. But Teresa had planned Chuck's

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murder, and she had also planned her alibi and hidden any
evidence that might tie her to the homicide.

She had to have known the difference between right
and wrong, or she wouldn't have tried so hard to disassoci-
ate herself from Chuck's death,

Downes said that Joyce Lilly would testify that, on two
occasions, Morgan had commented to her that she didn't
"like the way Daddy touched me." But he also pointed out
that both times were after Chuck had refused to let Mor-
gan call her mother.

"Joyce Lilly did relate that to the defendant, and the de-
fendant didn't have any particular reaction to it at the time;
she didn't have any questions to ask Ms. Lilly."

If Teresa was so horrified at the possibility that her
daughter had been molested by her ex-husband at that
time, why hadn't she shown some emotion? Why didn't
she pursue the subject and ask her friend Joyce exactly
what Morgan had said? Why didn't she file for sole cus-
tody?

John Henry Browne spoke next, laying out the Defense
approach. He unfolded his tall frame from his chair at the
Defense table, and he smiled at the jurors. His approach to
them was folksy, akin to "We're all in this together."

"This is not an argument," he began. "If anything I say
sounds like an argument, I'm sure I'll get objected to."

Browne is very good with jurors, and occasionally an
irritant to judges and opposing attorneys. He can be senti-
mental or a fierce fighter for his clients. He now began
with the part of this tragic case that had affected him the
most. He hoped that he wouldn't have to call Morgan
Leonard as a witness.

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So did deputy prosecutor Michael Downes. Everyone
involved with this case felt the same way.

"This case is about 'Punky,' " Browne told the jury.
"Punky is Morgan Leonard. She's almost seven years old.
Shortly before Mr. Leonard's death, these two teddy bears
[he held them up] were given to Punky by Joyce Lilly and
Teresa Leonard, and inside each teddy bear was a tele-
phone number — one for Teresa and one for Joyce."

Brown explained that Punky had told Joyce that she
"didn't like the way her daddy touched her, didn't like
sleeping in bed with Daddy and his girlfriend, didn't
like sleeping next to the floor, and didn't like the fact that
Daddy wouldn't let her call Mommy."

The foundation of the Defense case emerged early. Te-
resa Gaethe-Leonard was portrayed by her attorney as a
woman who had survived a brutal childhood with sexual,
physical, and emotional abuse. To deal with that, Browne
suggested that Teresa had learned to compartmentalize her
memories, feelings, and events.

"Your life is so difficult that you shut it off," he said.
"You put it into a little box, you put it on the wall, you
close the door. And unless you get treatment, which Teresa
did not, it stays in the boxes and it's very hard for it to
come out."

Teresa had, Browne said, grown up to marry first to get
out of her family home, was divorced from her first hus-
band, and then met Chuck Leonard. Now, the dead victim
in this case emerged looking like the villain — a cheating
husband, wife abuser, child abuser, a man who had wanted
his wife to abort her pregnancy, and as Teresa's attorney
described him, almost deserving of death.

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Teresa had told John Henry Browne that when she con-
fronted Chuck in the wee hours of February 20 Chuck was
awake and sitting up in bed when she arrived. She had ac-
cused him of sexually touching his daughter. Teresa had
decided that she wasn't going to let what happened to her
happen to her daughter. Although she couldn't really recall
what happened that night, she knew she had gone to
Chuck's house to confront him — to say: "I know what's
going on, and she [Morgan] was never coming back to his
house."

"That," Browne said, "was the last thing she remembers."

He had failed to add something important, and now he
added it. Teresa had recalled something more. "By the
way, Chuck Leonard said to Teresa, T'm sorry, I'm sorry,
I'm sorry.' "

Browne assured the jurors in his opening remarks that
he would produce psychiatrists and psychologists who
would testify that Teresa met the criteria of both legal in-
sanity and diminished capacity.

And he ended with a description of a woman who no
longer wanted to live. "Teresa doesn't want to be here.
Teresa wants to be dead. She's tried that twice now. She
doesn't want to be here because she views, in her mind —
the only thing that matters to her in her whok life is Mor-
gan. And when Teresa talks to you and when she talks to
me, it's: 'Morgan's dead in my mind. She has to be dead.
Therefore, I don't want to be alive.'

"I have faith that the system will work. I have faith that
you'll — with everything you see and hear — come to the
right result."

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emotional and despondent Teresa seemed when they were
present, but, when they left, she immediately sat up
straight, and when she turned to smile at her sisters in the
gallery, there were no tears in her eyes.

And so it began. Teresa Gaethe-Leonard might be cold-
hearted, scheming, money-hungry, a duplicitous woman
who really hated the men she had professed to love and
used them only as stepping-stones on her way up. There
would be witnesses to describe her intricate plans to kill
Chuck Leonard, to obtain a high-caliber weapon and a dis-
guise, and to draw in her best friend to help cover for her.

And there would be others who saw her as an ultimate
victim who had done what she believed she had to do to
save her child, and done so when she wasn't in her right
mind. They believed that Teresa had a mission in life, and
that was to protect Morgan.

Teresa Gaethe-Leonard was a highly emotional defendant,
often breaking into sobs. She'd been found competent to
participate in her own defense and to stand trial, but she
had spent the weeks before trial at Western State Hospital,
because the Defense team felt she'd had "a very tough
time" in the Snohomish County Jail.

On the fifth day of testimony — September 15 — she was
more upset than usual. Considering the witnesses, that
wasn't surprising. On that morning, Michelle Conley —
Chuck Leonard's last serious lover — took the stand to de-
scribe the night in November 1996 when someone crept
into his bedroom.

That part of Michelle's testimony didn't bother Teresa

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too much, but when John Henry Browne cross-examined
her, Teresa's whole body tensed.

"Did you ever see photographs in the house of — naked
photographs of Chuck and Morgan?"

"No."

"Did you see some adult video tapes in the house?"

"Yes."

"Approximately how many?"

"There were several."

"And you," Browne asked, "as I understand it, just saw
snippets of one?"

"Correct."

"There were times when Morgan spent the night at
Chuck's house and you were there, right? And you spent
the night with them, and all thi*ee of you slept in the bed
together?"

"Yes."

"And you told us that you might have had just T-shirts
on when that happened?"

"No, we had [all our] clothes on."

Michelle could not say that she saw Teresa in the car
she followed that creepy night in November — but she rec-
ognized the car.

"When's the last time you saw Morgan?" Browne asked
suddenly.

"Day before yesterday."

Teresa's tormented wail echoed off the courtroom
walls. She hadn't had any contact with her daughter for
more than a year. She began crying softly.

Browne pushed ahead. "You remain close to Morgan,
don't you?"

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"Yes."

"In fact, Morgan refers to you as her other mommy,
right?"

"Yes"

Judge Knight called a recess. Teresa seemed too upset
to continue. Her daughter had two mother figures, and
neither one was her. But Teresa Gaethe-Leonard was an
accomplished actress who was chameleonlike when she
dealt with lovers, friends, and sometimes strangers.

The irony was apparent. Teresa still had a living child,
and there was always the possibility that she would one
day regain custody of her. If she were found insane at the
time of Chuck's murder, she wasn't likely to go to prison;
she would be sent to Western State Hospital for treatment,
and it was possible she would be released when she was
deemed to be in her right mind.

Michelle Conley had lost the man she loved. Forever.
But Michelle had always cared about Morgan, and even
though Chuck was gone, she never thought of abandoning
his little girl.

Teresa's life — the life she could have had — was passing
before her eyes. She may well have been crying for herself
and no one else.

That Tuesday in September was going to get harder. Nick
Callas was scheduled to testify in the State's case against
his former mistress.

But it was obvious from the way he looked at Teresa
that he still cared about her. Romantics might call them
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on deceit and lies and was bound to disintegrate into dust.
Even though Nick's marriage had ended, and Teresa had
cost him tens of thousands of dollars while they were lov-
ers, and, technically, $500,000 when she ran to Puerto
Rico, she still seemed to have a hold over him.

Answering Michael Downes's questions, the handsome
Greek real estate entrepreneur said he'd first met Teresa
eleven years earlier — in 1987 — when she'd come to his
office on Maui looking for a rental property with a girl-
friend.

"Do you see her present?"

Callas looked at the Defense table, his eyes meeting
Teresa's.

"She's sitting right there."

They sat a dozen feet apart, but it was like a thousand
miles. Callas said the relationship that began in a busi-
nesslike manner had soon become romantic, and, in 1987,
they were together as lovers for a little less than six
months.

"Was there something that caused it to end for that
time?" Downes asked.

"Yes . . . Teresa left the island."

That seemed to be the end of that, although Callas said
they had occasionally talked on the phone, and Teresa had
sent him cards. He could not recall writing to her. He had
heard from her again after she moved from New Orleans
to Washington State in 1989 or 1990.

"Did you and Teresa Leonard resume your romantic re-
lationship at some point?"

"Yes— in March of 1995."

Teresa had written to Callas even before she moved out

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of Chuck's house; they were still married. She had obvi-
ously wanted another man to jump to before she cut her
ties with Chuck.

Even though Callas was married in 1989 and had an
adopted son, he could not resist seeing Teresa again. He
sent tickets for both herself and Joyce Lilly, and Joyce had
watched them kiss within moments after Nick came to the
condo that first night. It had been eight years since they
had seen each other.

Callas testified that after that first meeting, Teresa flew
to Maui regularly every few months. By June 1995, he had
begun to send her money — between $1,000 and $1,500 a
month; he managed that by writing checks on his many
different condo accounts, staggering them so that there
were never too many checks from any particular account.

"Did you and she go other places together?" Downes
asked.

"We had three trips together. One was to Jackson Hole,
Wyoming; one was to Whistler in Canada; and the third
was to Campbell River, British Columbia."

They had gone to ski, and their trips lasted six to nine
days.

"Who paid for all these trips?"

"I did."

Callas estimated his net worth as $2 million, and he
testified that he had no annual income because everything
he made was plowed back into-his business.

"Okay," Downes said. "Was it a struggle for you to pay
for the defendant's trip to Hawaii. . . . Was it a struggle for
you to allow her to use a condominium rent-free?"

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"No . . . no."

'Beyond all the perks Teresa was already receiving
from Nick, there was one he didn't know about.

"Are you aware that the defendant had an American
Express card for her consignment shop with the name
'Nick Callas' on it?"

"I wasn't then; I am now."

Painstakingly, Michael Downes went over a long list of
checks sent to Teresa by the witness and a list of payments
made to various American Express cards that Teresa was
using. Callas estimated that he had talked to Teresa up to
ten times a day during the two years their affair had
burned most intensely. Asked by Downes to come up with
the total number of phone calls the two of them had shared
over two years, Callas guessed it would be seven thousand
or more.

It was time for the noon break, and Nick Callas ap-
peared relieved to step down from the stand. Still, he would
have to continue in the afternoon.

Although his phone records indicated that there had
been up to five phone calls from Teresa to Callas or from
him to her on February 20, 1997, Nick Callas didn't re-
member them. At some point that day or during the next
few days, Teresa told him that Chuck had died of "pro-
found trauma " but she didn't go into detail.

"I interpreted [that] as if there was a collision with a
tree." Callas testified. "That was my mental image."

Teresa had told him that Chuck had died suddenly, but
he had to look on the Internet to find out he had been mur-
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been murdered and Teresa had been arrested, Callas had
begun to pay legal expenses for his mistress. He thought
the initial costs were about $22,000.

The strain was beginning to show on Nick Callas 's face,
and it was about to become more intense. State's Exhibits
No. 1 1 5 and No. 1 16 were the two cards Teresa had given
to him in midsummer 1997.

Although they weren't dated, Callas thought Teresa had
handed them to him in her apartment in Lynnwood, Wash-
ington. These were the cards his wife had found among
his business papers. But Downes didn't ask Callas about
the cards — not yet.

"Would you say that you were the defendant's best
friend?" he asked instead.

'T was certainly one of her best friends, or I felt I was
one of her best friends, yes."

"Prior to the time of Chuck Leonard's demise," Mi-
chael Downes asked, "did the defendant ever tell you that
he had been physically or sexually abusive to Morgan?"

"No."

Odd. If Nick was Teresa's lover and probably her "best
friend," and she was desperately worried about Morgan's
safety, why hadn't she confided in him?

There were so many people she could have told — if it
was true. But the subject of abuse to Morgan hadn't really
come up, except obliquely to Joyce Lilly, until Teresa
needed a good defense.

Callas answered Downes 's queries about when and how
he had learned that Teresa had fled in December 1997.

"I called her cell phone number and received a Spanish-
speaking default message, and found a cell phone techno-

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logical person who researched it for me. He told me that the
cell phone had been turned on in Puerto Rico."

"Had you had some concerns for some time prior to
this Spanish-speaking message that you might have a
problem on your hands as it related to your $500,000?"
Downes asked.

"Yes. ... It was the end of November — I don't recall any
specific day — ^when the communication between Teresa and
me broke down, and I was no longer able to speak with her
when I wanted to, nor was she calling me frequently. That
wasn't normal. It also wasn't the arrangement or agreement
[between us]. At that point, I became concerned."

Nick Callas testified that he hired an attorney to repre-
sent his interests regarding the bail money after someone
told him Teresa had had plastic surgery and her eyes were
black postoperatively. Teresa's younger sister, Macie, was
visiting Teresa's home in Everett that November. Nick
Callas had called her to see how Teresa was, and she men-
tioned then that Teresa had cut her hair.

Callas had even contacted George Cody, Teresa's first
attorney, and asked him if she'd changed her features with
plastic surgery. Cody was noncommittal. He said he hadn't
seen Teresa since early November 1997.

Nor had Nick.

And then he had tracked her to Puerto Rico, finally re-
alizing that she had broken her promises to him and left
him responsible for the huge bail she forfeited.

John Henry Browne began his cross-examination by
asking Nick Callas to read aloud portions of the sentimen-
tal cards Teresa had given him. The witness began, his
voice filled with emotion:

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'"Nick, you give me peace that I've never had. Thank
you for you.'"

Callas looked up, tears gUstening in his eyes, and with
his voice breaking he said, "I don't know if I can do this."

"Well," Browne said, "take a minute. Wait a minute,
Nick. Why don't you just read it over to yourself. Is there
something in that card that indicates — "

"I haven't finished yet. I'm sorry," Callas said. Tears
now spilled from his eyes and ran down his cheeks. He
took a deep breath and started the next sentence: " T know
I have caused you pain, and I cannot tell you how sorry I
am for that. The outside world — ' "

Nick Callas could not continue, and asked if he could
leave the courtroom to gather his emotions. Judge Knight
nodded. When he returned, he was able to get through the
words that Teresa had written, private and personal words
his wife had read, that now a gallery full of strangers and
court personnel listened to. He had been touched by those
two cards and believed that Teresa really was grateful for
everything he'd done for her — before and after Chuck's
murder.

Reading them again tore him up emotionally.

John Henry Browne asked him about Teresa's overdose
in August 1997, and Callas recalled that it had happened
shortly after she was told she could no longer have her
weekly phone calls to her daughter: "She was expecting
to, and excited to speak with Morgan on that Wednesday
and getting prepared for it, and either she made a call to
set it up or they called her and said she wouldn't be al-
lowed to speak with Morgan again."

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"Can you tell the . . . jury your understanding of Tere-
sa's relationship with Morgan?" Browne probed.

Nick Callas nodded. Even though he had never laid
eyes on Morgan himself, or, for that matter, seen Teresa
interact with her child, he had observed Teresa's feelings
for her.

"All mothers love their children," he began, "love their
children, but Teresa loved Morgan in a different way. I re-
ally don't know how to describe it. It's hard to say that one
parent can love their daughter or son more than another
parent, but Teresa's life was dedicated to Morgan . . . one
hundred percent of the time Teresa does something for
Morgan without doing something for herself I know that's
why I sent money to her."

"Were there ever any discussions between you and Te-
resa about getting married?" Browne asked.

"No."

"Did you have any feeling that Teresa was unhappy
with the relationship the way it was?"

"No."

"Were there any plans for Teresa and Morgan to move
to Hawaii?"

"No."

"Did you have any plans to divorce Grace?"

"No."

Callas seemed to have been completely unaware of
Teresa's plans to come to Hawaii, marry him, arrange to
give him his own child — even if it took a surrogate
mother to carry it. With questioning from both Michael
Downes and John Henry Browne, Nick Callas 's male

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parts were discussed in open court. He explained why he
was completely unable to provide healthy sperm to his
wife or to any other woman. It was obvious that this was
information Teresa was hearing for the first time. Shock
washed across her face, although she quickly masked it.

Teresa's pie-in-the-sky plans had been just that. There
was no way she could have had a child with Nick — none
at all. He believed she was a wonderful, unselfish mother,
but he had never met Morgan, never seen her beyond a
photograph. He hadn't known that Teresa was determined
to marry him. There were so many things he hadn't known
about her.

Finally, after hours of torturous testimony, Nick Callas
was allowed to step down.

Joyce Lilly testified about the early morning hours of
February 20. The jury listened avidly as she told them
what Teresa had said about "whacking" Chuck, her "mur-
der costume," and how she — Joyce — had been stuck with
the physical evidence of the murder, right down to the .45
automatic, the bullets, and the key to Chuck's house.

She was an emotional witness. It was plain that she
would rather have been anywhere but in the witness chair,
still half guilty about betraying her old friend. Even so,
Joyce had no other choice.

The question that hung in the air concerned two possible
witnesses — Teresa Gaethe-Leonard, herself, and Morgan
"Punky" Leonard. It is almost always unwise for murder
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open themselves up to cross-examination by the State with
questions they might not care to answer.

Although she was a very intelligent little girl, Morgan
was only six. She had been through so much, and neither
Michael Downes nor John Henry Browne wanted to bring
her into this trial. Downes weighed whether he would have
to do it to assure that Morgan's father received the justice
he deserved.

Teresa sobbed at the thought of Morgan testifying, and
said she would plead guilty before she let that happen.

In the end, neither mother nor daughter testified.

There was much discussion about a film Chuck Leonard
had taken with fraines that showed his daughter. When it
finally was shown, it was anticlimactic; it turned out to be a
long, boring home movie with nothing more salacious than
a tiny girl in a play pool.

Teresa — along with her sisters who were there to support
her — cried periodically throughout her three-week trial,
giving some credence to the Defense contention that she
was mentally ill and had been insane at the time she shot
Chuck Leonard.

Now came the battle of the psychologists and psychia-
trists. Listening to and evaluating testimony by mental
health professionals is often supremely frustrating, gener-
ally because they tend to use terms unfamiliar to laymen
and even to those with quite a bit of knowledge about
mental illness and personality disorders. Moreover, they
often waffle and seem unable to give a straight-out diag-
nosis. That was certainly true of those who testified at
Teresa's trial.

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None of them appeared to have brought their records
on Teresa Gaethe-Leonard to court with them. They often
couldn't recall dates or seemed surprised when they
learned that some of the things Teresa had told them
weren't true.

One psychiatrist estimated that the defendant had un-
dergone about fifty emotional, intelligence, and sanity
tests, and seen more psychiatric experts than anyone could
count.

Some who testified hadn't seen Teresa in a year or more.
The trial transcripts show that none of these witnesses
would say definitively that Teresa had a low IQ or an aver-
age IQ — even though her test results indicated her score
was only 83. Nor would any experts say absolutely that she
was malingering or suffering from real post-traumatic
stress disorder, or even if her "hallucinations" were actual
or contrived.

One psychiatrist — who had seen Teresa for approxi-
mately six two-hour sessions — testified that she had be-
come depressed when her marriage faltered in 1 99 1 , and
that depression reached "clinical proportions" by the fall
of 1 996 — approximately when Teresa did her dry-run with
a borrowed gun.

As this doctor spoke, Teresa bowed her head and
rocked slightly in her chair. She turned often to look back
at her sisters in the gallery; they, too, were tearful.

She had told this psychiatrist that she finally became
depressed enough to fly off to Puerto Rico because she'd
received a box containing all the cards and presents — still
unwrapped — that she'd sent to Morgan at her aunt There-
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Morgan had opened all the presents and cards, and that
she still had them and knew her mother had sent them.

This psychiatrist for the defense said that Teresa had
only sparse memories of driving to Chuck's house on the
night he died or of what had happened while she was
there. He testified that he believed Teresa was psychotic
at the time she shot Chuck and suffering from acute
stress.

That diagnosis, however, seemed at war with Teresa's
November late-night visit to Chuck's bedroom when she
was armed with a borrowed gun. One had to wonder if she
had been insane then, too, regained her sanity, and then
lost contact with reality once more three months later.
Both forays had required considerable planning, enough to
make her low scores on IQ tests and her confiised, "psy-
chotic" state questionable.

After final arguments on Tuesday, September 29, 1998,
where Michael Downes described Teresa as a calculating
killer who shot Chuck Leonard so she could marry her
wealthy lover, and John Henry Browne called her a fi-ag-
ile, abused woman who was desperately trying to protect
her daughter, it was almost time for Teresa's jury to retire
to deliberate.

Neither the State nor the Defense spared the details of
Chuck Leonard's gruesome and bloody death. He had
lived long enough to chase Teresa up the ship staircase and
even managed to grab her ankle with his last ounce of
strength.

John Henry Browne pointed out that the evidence
wasn't in the three bullets Teresa had fired nineteen months
before, but in the four she didn't fire. He suggested that if

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Teresa had truly intended to kill Chuck, she would have
shot at him again at that time.

But she didn't.

Chuck was already a dead man walking, but Browne
didn't say that.

Had Teresa planned the murder of her estranged hus-
band and her escape to Puerto Rico methodically — right
down to her plastic surgery? She'd told her attorney that
she had facial surgery not so she would look different but
because she didn't want to look like her mother, who had
caused her much pain when she was a child. This was the
same mother she once said she loved dearly and joined in
Texas for a vacation every year.

Prosecutor Michael Downes reminded jurors that Te-
resa had been consumed by her desire to move to Hawaii
to marry Nick Callas, and that Chuck Leonard was in her
way. She had planned her crime, even to the point that she
told Joyce Lilly "that she was going to 'whack Chuck
tonight.' "

The Defense position that Chuck was molesting their
daughter hadn't come up until a very long time — months —
later.

The jurors wouldn't hear of all the lies and variations of
the truth that Teresa had practiced in her life; it would be
impossible to take all the little threads left dangling and
crochet them into a recognizable pattern. Indeed, no one
really knew how many lies, con games, and self-serving
statements Teresa might have employed for years. It would
be akin to counting pennies in a gallon jar.

As Browne finished his final arguments, he looked at
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picture of Morgan, which was propped against a box of
tissues out of the jury's view.

In a bit of courtroom drama, he glanced at her and said,
"Teresa, Morgan knows. She knows what you did and why
you did it. Do you understand that?"

Teresa didn't look up.

The rule of thumb in trials is generally that the longer
the jury stays out deliberating, the more likely they are to
acquit. A rapid decision usually means a guilty verdict.
But it isn't carved in stone. Teresa was charged with both
first-degree murder and bail jumping.

In less than three hours, the foreman signaled that the
jury had a verdict. When the principals and the gallery had
all gathered in the courtroom, the jury foreman handed the
verdict to the bailiff.

There was a hush in the room, as the bailiff unfolded
the paper with the jury's decision on it.

"We, the jury, find Teresa Gaethe Leonard . . . guilty of
murder in the first degree."

They had also found her guilty on the second, lesser
charge of bail jumping.

One of Chuck's friends let out a muffled sigh of relief.
Theresa Leonard, his sister, began to cry quietly. Teresa
Gaethe-Leonard herself sat still as a stone, her spine
straight, and then dabbed at her eyes with a tissue. Her at-
torneys seemed more shaken than she was.

And so did the jurors who filed out rapidly, waving
away reporters. Some stopped to light cigarettes. Others
hurried to their cars.

Sentencing was set for October 16, but that would be
postponed until Wednesday, November 25. Once again,

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the holiday season was bleak for Teresa, all because of
her own doing. In November 1996, Teresa had put on her
"camouflage" clothing and gone to Chuck's house to
shoot him, but been put off because Michelle Conley was
with him. In November 1997, she underwent plastic sur-
gery and stole her friend's ID as she prepared to fly to
Puerto Rico, and now, as Thanksgiving and Christmas
decorations appeared in the Snohomish County Court-
house, she would hear her sentence as a convicted mur-
deress.

Teresa had walked into the courtroom between her two
tall attorneys, and that made her seem even more frail and
diminutive. She had always hated to wear handcuffs, and
she asked to have them removed before she entered the
room, but her guards refused. She was both an escape and
a suicide risk. The gallery was full to bursting as curious
onlookers made room for just one more person on the long
benches.

Several of the people impacted by Chuck's death would
probably speak; the attorneys would speak, and perhaps
even Teresa would make a statement before Judge Gerald
Knight handed down the sentence.

According to Washington State statute, Teresa's sen-
tencing range would be between twenty-six and thirty-four
years in prison. Prosecutor Michael Downes requested
that she receive a sentence at the high end of the range,
and her defense attorney, John Henry Browne, asked for a
twenty-five-year term, saying, "Truth generally lies be-
tween the extremes."

Theresa Leonard, who now had permanent custody of

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Morgan, attempted to explain the tremendous loss her
brother's murder was for her family. Most of all, it was dif-
ficult to explain to six-year-old Morgan.

"She's grieving the loss of both her father and her
mother," Theresa said. "Chuck was many things to many
people. He drove fast, played hard, and loved many. No
doubt he loved blondes. [But] he never pulled any punches
with kids. He was direct and honest with them. He loved
Morgan without reservation."

Teresa stood before Judge Knight, speaking in his
courtroom for the first time.

"I wrote this probably fifty-five times, trying to make it
short so you would listen," she began, but as she went on
she became increasingly emotional. "A mother's basic in-
stinct is to protect her child, which was my motivating ac-
tion. . . . Punky, I kept my promise to you that you would
not suffer through a family life like my own."

It was time for Judge Knight to pronounce sentence
and to make any remarks he might have. During a trial, no
one knows what the judge is thinking any more than he or
she can read jurors' minds. This was the moment when
Judge Gerald Knight could voice his opinion.

"I do not believe that Mr. Leonard abused his' daugh-
ter," Judge Knight said firmly. He told Teresa that it didn't
matter what she might have believed about that, her deci-
sion to act as "judge, jury, and executioner" had ended in
miserable tragedy for many people. She had left her child
a virtual orphan without either parent.

Judge Knight then sentenced Teresa Gaethe-Leonard to
thirty years in prison.

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* * *

On December 3, 1998, Teresa entered the Washington
State prison system. She was incarcerated at the Washing-
ton Corrections Center for Women in Purdy. She joined a
roster of infamous female felons, such as Diane Downs,
Mary Kay Letourneau, and Christine Marler. Teresa's ear-
liest release date is July 29, 2023, and her maximum expi-
ration of sentence is November 11, 2027. In either case,
she will be over sixty when she walks out of prison. Even
then, she will have to have two years of monitored com-
munity placement before she is completely free.

Teresa's plan is to move back to New Orleans and join
her sister Lois.

Teresa has been a relatively cooperative prisoner, al-
though she was reported for having intimate contact with
another female prisoner when correction officers found
them kissing.

Teresa's sisters have stood by her, sending her mail-
order items of clothing, underwear, makeup, and maga-
zines. She has been assigned to work with guide and
service dogs, and that has brought her some serenity.

Does Nick Callas write to Teresa while she is in prison?
I honestly don't know. His real estate business is booming
and he is doing well. As for his personal life, that has
faded from the public eye.

Teresa has no contact at all with her daughter, Morgan,
who is now seventeen and just graduated from high
school. She has never asked to see photographs of Mor-
gan, although she could have if she had gone through
Morgan's counselor.

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Morgan had three years of therapy right after Chuck's
death to help her deal with her losses. She was very fragile
and had nightmares, mostly about her mother. It took her
nearly a year to begin to accept that "my mommy killed
my daddy." Sometimes she had good dreams where she
woke up saying she felt "Daddy hugging me."

Today, Morgan is a bright, talented teenager who shares
a special bond with her aunt Theresa, and Theresa's daugh-
ter, her "sister." She has also met her older half-sister and
has a warm secure family to replace the one she lost.

When asked if she wanted to have a different name in
this book to protect her privacy, she said no. She wants the
truth to be told, and that includes her name. Soon, she will
be on her way to college.

Morgan, like Chuck, loves kittens and cats. She still has
the cat her dad gave her in October 1996, and the Leo-
nards have four more cats, bringing the number of feline
pets to the same number Chuck had. They talk about
Chuck openly and tell funny stories. Morgan wears his old
sweaters around the house and keeps his photographs
prominent in her life.

Throughout high school, Morgan has played varsity la-
crosse, and was one of their star players.

Her father would be proud of Morgan. Just as she is
proud of him.

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PARADISE:

THE HAUNTING

VOYAGE OF THE

SPELLBOUND

The sea is a cruel mistress. From time immemorial,
men have tried to tame her, believing that their strength
and intelligence can fool her capriciousness. There is a
fascination — even a mystique — inherent in the endless
miles of water one envisions when the last harbor is left
behind. Our oceans are both beautiful and deadly, as heed-
less as any woman who alternately beckons and taunts a
man. Although we can chart her tides to the moment and
the fathom, no human can ever know when wild winds
will whip the oceans of the world into a froth of ftiry.

Women waiting for their seagoing men to come home
once paced the widow's walks atop their Victorian man-
sions, praying that their husbands and lovers would return
safely to them. The more fortunate of those women would
have them in their arms and beds again, but some inexpli-
cable things can happen to a man at sea. He may disappear
or go mad, or change in ways that no one could predict.

Many modem women choose not to wait; they go along
on the wide- water journeys, experienced and proficient in
handling the wheel and adjusting mainsails, jibs, and spin-
nakers. Jody Edwards was one of these modem women.

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Where her husband, Loren, went, Jody went, too. They
were a love match, perfectly suited to one another.

They were not each other's first loves — but they were
their last. Jody was about five feet, three inches tall, a
bouncy brunette. Loren was tall and spare, but tightly
muscled. Although his hair would turn iron gray, he con-
tinued to wear it in a crew cut. His skin was usually sun-
tanned to a dark toast color.

Loren was handsome in a Gary Cooper/John Wayne
kind of way, masculine but not a pretty boy. He was born
on November 24, 1927, in Tekoa, Whitman County, close
to the Idaho state line on the sunny side of Washington. He
was the youngest of three children. His parents — Ira and
Ruby — struggled to wrest a living out of the community
that counted on its wheat fields and pine forests, but by
1934, the Great Depression was at its lowest ebb. Loren
was seven when Ira moved his family to Seattle, where
there were more jobs than in Tekoa or Pine City. Not
many, and the pay wasn't good — but it was an improve-
ment.

The Second World War brought an end to the depres-
sion, but it also cost many young Americans' lives. Loren
graduated from Roosevelt High School in Seattle in 1946,
and he was safe from the war, which had ended the prior
August. He joined the army and worked in the Signal
Corps in Alaska. When he was mustered out, he entered
the University of Washington's School of Forestry under
the GI Bill.

He tried to get his bachelor's degree, but he had a wife
by then and two young sons. With working and studying

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and spending time with his family, Loren couldn't keep up
and he dropped out before graduating.

He followed his interest and his talents and became a
master carpenter and then a contractor, a profession he
would work in for a quarter of a century.

Loren Edwards, who grew up in the rolling hills of the
Palouse where thousands of acres of golden wheat thrived
in the heat, had always been fascinated with boats of all
kinds. When he was nine, he built a seaworthy kayak in
the family garage. His dream was always to have his own
boat, and when he got that, to have a larger craft.

Jody Feet grew up on the rainy side of the Cascade
Mountain Range in the tiny hamlet of Preston. Preston is
little more than a wide spot in the readjust off 1-90 as that
fi*eeway traverses the foothills of Snoqualmie Pass. Even
those who regularly cross the steadily steeper pass on their
way to Spokane and other eastern cities of Washington
State are often unfamiliar with Preston. Unless they have
business there, they are more likely to stop for lunch in Is-
saquah or North Bend.

Jody attended her lower grades in the small school in
Preston and, later on, rode the school bus to Issaquah High
School. With her dark hair and dimples, she was very
pretty.

As young marrieds, Loren and Jody had known each
other when they were part of the same loosely connected
social group. Jody was married to Bob Peet then, and
pregnant with her second child at the age of nineteen. The
Peets' future stretched out ahead with no real problems in
sight.

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That all ended tragically when Bob Peet died in an au-
tomobile accident in 1954. Her family feared for Jody, but
she struggled to overcome her loss and provide a home for
her children.

And then Loren Edwards and his first wife divorced.
He became reacquainted with Jody Peet, and to everyone's
delighted surprise, they fell in love. They were married in
1956. Jody stayed home with their blended family, and
Loren 's career as a contractor continued to succeed. He
built a home for Jody's parents, and she volunteered for
the Red Cross and for support groups that helped handi-
capped children.

Both Jody and Loren were devoted to their parents —
and to each other's. Loren was particularly close to his
father, Ira. Ira had gotten his family through bard times in
a government job, and he wasn't nearly ready to retire, not
even when he was seventy-four. He simply started a new
career in real estate.

Jody and Loren 's marriage was one of deep love and
many shared interests. Jody loved boating almost as much
as Loren did, and they graduated from kayaks and canoes
to small powerboats. They joined a platoon of people with
outboard cruisers who responded to a Seattle radio sta-
tion's promotion and traveled to Alaska and back. It
wasn't luxurious onboard living, but they had a great
time.

Seattle seems to drift in the middle of water, and there
are probably more boat owners there than in almost any
other city in America. Some feel adventurous just to cast
off their anchors in Lake Washington, while others ven-
ture out into Elliott Bay and Puget Sound and head to the

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San Juan Islands to the north or to the Pacific Ocean.
Simply finding a place to dock a boat in the winter
months is daunting; there is a long waiting list for every
slip along every dock.

Jody and Loren Edwards shared a very ambitious dream:
they wanted to build a magnificent sailboat, one they could
sail on the high seas, a craft so powerftil and perfect that it
would be almost impervious to storms with driving winds.
It was the midseventies, and their children were grown and
doing well. They had saved their money and built up equity
in a series of boats, so they finally felt ready to build a fifty-
four-foot ketch. It would take years, and intensive labor on
their part, but they were prepared to sacrifice whatever
luxury they needed to.

The Edwardses weren't rich, and this was a rich man's
boat. In the seventies, even with their doing much of the
work themselves, it would cost well over $100,000. Today,
it would be a million-dollar craft. They lived in a modest
home in Preston, but that didn't matter to them. Their ulti-
mate home would be at sea.

They named their ketch before it ever existed. The
perfect name — Spellbound — was magical, mysterious, and
what they considered the best appellation for the craft that
was to be the result of their consuming passion.

Because they were confident in their ability to create
the Spellbound, the Edwardses quickly signed up for a slip
on the waiting list of the Kirkland municipal dock in the
Marina Park there. They knew it would take a year or more
before their names came up.

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Peyton Whitely worked as a popular reporter at the Seattle
Times for forty-one years, often covering criminal cases.
He was a superb researcher and a gifted writer. He was
also a boat fancier, and he docked his boat at the Marina
Park in Kirkland. He met Loren and Jody Edwards when
they became his neighbors on the dock. They weren't
close friends, but they nodded and waved, and he admired
their yellow-hulled fiberglass ketch. Loren 's skill and ex-
perience as a builder were evident. The Edwardses had
lovingly varnished and rubbed the wooden parts of the
boat, and every mitered comer was precise. The lamps and
compass were girabaled so that they would remain upright
no matter how waves might toss and turn the craft. There
was a ship-to-shore radio system.

Many people dream of an exotic cruise in a flawless
sailboat, but the couple with the yellow-hulled ketch were
actually going to do it. They were more than halfway there
as they christened the Spellbound. She would soon be able
to carry a good-size crew and a number of passengers.

It was August 1977 when Loren and Jody embarked on
their extended cruise to the South Pacific. They had a crew
that was mostly "homegrown": their daughter, Kerry,
twenty, and her friend Lori Huey, twenty-one, and they
planned to pick up Loren 's son Gary — one of his sons
from his first marriage — in Southern California.

This was meant to be a voyage to paradise, and it was. . .
for a while. The Spellbound was seaworthy and proud, and
they encountered no problems as they sailed a leisurely
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California, bound for San Diego. The winds grew warmer
and every day was a vacation, with the four on board taking
turns at the wheel.

It was September 16 when Gary Edwards, twenty-
seven, prepared to leave for San Diego and meet up with
his stepmother, father, stepsister, and her friend Lori. Gary
was very strong and familiar with sailing, and he would be
an asset to help crew the ketch.

Gary worried his California girlfriend when he told her
of the danger of pirates and smugglers off the Mexican
coast. She had been concerned about storms at sea and
shipwrecks, but she thought pirates had been gone for a
hundred years.

Still, Gary Edwards was right about that danger.
Although foreign waters weren't as bristling with pirates
and smugglers in the seventies as they would be in the
first decade of the current century, they were something
to consider. Gary Edwards felt there had to be some basis
to the rumors he had heard.

Gary showed his girlfriend a handgun he had purchased
to afford his family extra protection if they were attacked
at sea. It was a menacing-looking weapon — a Walther
PPK/S .380-caliber automatic pistol. The gun held seven
rounds, Gary explained, and it was very accurate. It was
heavy— weighing almost a pound and a half

He tucked it into his seabag, confident that he could
fight off pirates if they should attack his father's boat.

The magnificent journey began with a jubilant crew
They planned to be at sea for three years, with stopovers at
exotic ports of call. They sailed serenely through Mexican
waters without ever meeting pirate ships and were soon in

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the Pacific Ocean. The Edwardses had planned their jour-
ney carefully and thoroughly, with long-lasting provisions
stored away. They could catch fish and buy fi*esh local pro-
duce and groceries whenever they landed somewhere big
enough to have a store.

The Edwards family headed out to one of the most tan-
talizing and enchanting ports of call: Tahiti. There are
thirty-five islands and eighty-three coral atolls in French
Polynesia, but the total land there is only about 3,500
square kilometers. Located midway between Australia and
South America, these South Pacific islands seem almost as
mythical as Brigadoon. There are volcanoes, silky sand,
and aqua lagoons, and the air smells of tropical flowers:
bougainvillea, firangipani, ginger, jasmine, Chinese and
Polynesian hibiscus, and the national flower tiare Tahiti, a
type of gardenia.

The first Polynesians had arrived on the islands by 800
A.D. Many, many famous visitors came later. In the late
1880s, the Tahitians accepted the offer to be a protectorate
of France. The islands were a natural draw for writers and
artists, the perfect ambiance where one could escape from
the world and create a masterpiece.

French artist Paul Gauguin settled on the island of Hiva
Oa in the Marquesas in 1 891 , and in the dozen years before
his death there, his brightly hued paintings of sultry, dark-^
eyed native women and the flora and fauna in Tahiti made
that far-off paradise familiar to people all over the world.

Sometimes, the Edwards family had to pinch them-
selves when they realized that they would actually arrive
in Papeete soon. They planned to shop at the morning
market on the territory's largest island and drive the

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117-kilometer road that circled Tahiti, where visitors
could view monuments and museums, beaches, waterfalls,
cliffs, and temple ruins.

Seattle was so far away. Another world.

One day, they would go home, filled with enough mem-
ories to last a lifetime. They didn't even think about the
more mundane practices that separated the Emerald City
in Washington State and the lushly beautiful tropical is-
lands. The islands' legal system alone was quite different.
Whatever crimes that might occur in Tahiti would be han-
dled by French law enforcement officers, and the law itself
was different in Tahiti, and in France.

But the Edwardses had no reason to expect anything
bad to happen to them. Aside from a little seasickness, and
the kind of minor arguments all families have when they
are together in a small space for too long, the voyage had
been everything they could have hoped for.

Loren had charted the weather carefully, so they were
aware that they wouldn't be docking in the best of weather.
Summer in Tahiti runs from November to April, and the air
is hot and cloying, heavy with humidity. And then the trade
winds blow from May to August.

The Edwardses would be landing six weeks into the
hurricane season, but Loren assured them the Spellbound
could take hurricane-force winds and blinding rain. He
had designed the craft to withstand such storms.

By the middle of February 1978, the Spellbound was
within a few hundred miles of Tahiti. It had been a won-
derful trip so far.

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And then, suddenly, the Edwardses' fortunes changed.

They received an emergency message patched forward
by several ham-radio operators. Loren's beloved father,
Ira, seventy-nine, was in a Seattle hospital in critical con-
dition. He had been fine when they left Seattle, but now he
had been diagnosed with terminal cancer in its very late
stages. He might survive for a few months, weeks, or just
days.

Any thought of continuing on their cruise as planned
was abandoned. They had to get to Papeete. With its popu-
lation of 70,000, it had an aiiport. Loren would disembark
there and catch the first plane for the United States that he
could. The rest of the crew would stay in Papeete until
they could head for home, or until Loren rejoined them.
Gary could sail the Spellbound, and Jody, Kerry, and Lori
would be enough crew.

Fortunately, the weather was good, and there were no
reports of hurricanes in the area. They kept a constant
pace toward Papeete. The wind blew five to seven knots,
and they agreed not to sink the anchor at all. Each crew
member would have two hours at the helm, eight hours
off. They were racing against death. They could not make
the wind blow harder, but they were making steady prog-
ress.

No one heard from the Edwards crew for almost ten days.
Then, on February 25, the captain of a charter boat
moored on the island of Rangiroa in French Polynesia
monitored a weak emergency radio signal. He finally
determined it concerned a sailing ship called the Spell-

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bound somewhere near Rangiroa. It was coming through a
ham-radio operator in Los Angeles. The charter-boat cap-
tain could not determine exactly what was wrong, only
that the ship was in trouble of some kind.

The charter boat notified authorities and set out to find
the mysterious boat in distress. After several hours, they
came upon a yellow-hulled sailboat drifting aimlessly
sixty miles out at sea.

Four rescuers climbed aboard. They had been told that
a captain and four crew members were supposed to be on
board. But that was no longer true.

There were only three people on the sailboat — all of
whom appeared to be in shock. The lone man identified
himself as Gary Edwards and said the two women were
his stepsister, Kerry, and her friend Lori.

One of Gary Edwards's wrists was grotesquely swollen
and looked to be broken. Kerry Edwards appeared to have
a severe head injury. She had deep cuts over her right eye,
which was blackened. Lori Huey said she wasn't injured.

And yet no one knew exactly what had happened to
them. Was it possible that Gary Edwards's fear of pirates
had come true? And where were his parents?

"They're dead," Gary said. "We buried them at sea —
somewhere off Rangiroa."

Asked how the couple had died, the three survivors all
seem.ed confused. That was, perhaps, to be expected.
Adrift at sea in a strange place, losing the two people who
knew the most about how the ship ran and who were the
parents of two of the survivors, it was no wonder they
were stunned and bewildered.

The first order of business for the rescuers was to find

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medical treatment for the injured. The chance of locating .
the elder Edwardses' bodies in the deep ocean was minus-
cule. There were sharks in the water, which brought horri-
ble images to mind. That would all have to be sorted out
later, if it was even possible.

The Spellbound, completely undamaged, was sailed
into Rangiroa. Kerry was found to have a fractured skull,
and Gary had his broken wrist set and cast in plaster. Lori
hovered close by her friend, while the three who had
emerged alive from the death ship waited to talk to au-
thorities.

It would be difficult to say who had jurisdiction over the
investigation. Coverage overlapped, and several agencies
might step in. The French police were in Papeete, 300
miles away. The U.S. Coast Guard might be involved, and
perhaps the FBI. As a rule, a criminal offense on the high
seas is not under any U.S. jurisdiction. Despite the num-
ber of bizarre deaths that have proliferated on cruise
ships at sea in the last few years, not many mysteries
have been solved.

As I write this, a television news broadcast headlines the
story of a thirty-nine-year-old man who either leapt — or
was pushed — from a Norwegian luxury cruise liner in the
Bahamas. The captain ordered a 590-square-mile search of
the rough water, but they gave up when they found no sign
of him at all.

A few years ago, an elderly man was reported by his wife
to have left the ship; a bridegroom vanished — with a pool
of blood on the deck beneath his porthole; and his bride was

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strangely unemotional. A beautiful young woman, whose
parents were frantic when she didn't comx back to their
quarters after a night of dancing, never returned.

These stories v/ere all in the top of the news for a few
weeks, and then they disappeared, explained away by
drunkenness, suicide, accidental falls from upper decks.

The public looks at the most likely suspects in cases of
shipboard disappearance and violent death with misgiv-
ings, but any arrest is extremely rare. For some reason,
unexplained deaths at sea don't get the attention that
stateside crimes do. At least not until the recent U.S. hos-
tages taken by pirates in the Indian Ocean when the whole
nation watched, breath held, as the captain of the con-
tainer ship — the Maersk Alabama, with twenty Americans
on board — was finally rescued, his captors killed instantly
by American sharpshooters. Pirate attacks on Nonvegian
and Canadian ships followed within a week.

As for crimes in the sea off the South Pacific islands in
the late seventies, U.S. authorities agreed to step in in only
three instances: when arrests had been made; when the home
residences of those involved v/ere in the United States; or on
direct orders to intervene from Washington, D.C.

Because Loren and Jody Edwards were American citi-
zens whose usual residence was in Washington State, FBI
special agents would ask some penetrating questions. But
would they go further than that?

What could have happened?

And why had both Loren and Jody perished at sea? The
first reports that seemed to have any substance, after being

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filtered through the morass of rumors, came from the
ham-radio operator in Los Angeles who had picked up the
Spellbound's distress call and sent rescuers to the ship.
He was thousands of miles away, but somehow the cry for
help had come to him, rather than to anyone in the South
Seas. He had taken a personal interest in the crew, and he
met Kerry Edwards and Lori Huey on March 1 when they
came through the LAX airport to change planes for
Seattle. He saw them safely through the bustling airport to
the correct departure gate, and talked with them until they
boarded.

Kerry told him that she and her father had been in the
cockpit of the ship at about four in the morning on Febru-
ary 24. "We were working there," she said, "and suddenly
the boom came loose."

(The boom is an extremely heavy horizontal pole
along the bottom of both a fore and aft rigged sail. It
helps to control the angle and shape of the sails, and
serves as an attachment point for more complicated con-
trol lines. During some sailing maneuvers, the boom
swings rapidly from one side of a boat to the other, and
sailors have to be extremely careful that their heads are
out of its path. If they don't duck, the boom's impact is
always dangerous.)

"Somehow, it got loose," Kerry said faintly, "but I don't
remember much else."

She was quite sure that she had been struck on her
head, and that the boom had dealt her father a fatal blow
when it hit him. Although her memory was fuzzy, she
believed that her mother, Gary, and Lori were below decks

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at the time. She didn't think they had witnessed the fatal
accident.

When Jody Edwards learned that her husband had
died from being hit by the out-of-control boom, she was
wild with grief. Loren was her world, and he had been
her beloved companion for twenty-two years. She couldn't
believe he was gone.

Since Kerry was so badly injured, and Gary had to be at
the wheel, Lori Huey stayed up all that endless Friday
night, trying in vain to comfort Jody. Jody couldn't under-
stand why someone with Loren 's skill as a sailor would
ever get in the way of a swinging boom.

The next morning, Jody finally fell into a fitful sleep.
The others hoped she could stay asleep for hours because
she was totally exhausted and in deep shock.

But that didn't happen. While they thought Jody was
sleeping, Kerry, Lori, and Gary were working in another
location on the ship. Suddenly, they heard a single shot
sound belowdecks.

They rushed to Jody's bunk, meeting there at the same
time.

They were horrified to find that Jody had taken her own
life. Kerry trembled as she described to the Los Angeles
radio operator the shock at finding her mother shot to death.

The three survivors talked for hours about what they
should do. Should they keep the elder Edwardses' bodies
on board, hoping they would be able to land soon? Or
should they let the sea embrace them? The weather was
warm, and they had to face the fact that their remains
would begin to decompose.

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Finally, they voted to bury them at sea. They wrapped
Loren and Jody in heavy chains, and committed them to
the ocean that both of them had loved.

Kerry told the man who had saved them from so many
miles away that she and Lori had sensed that the police in
Papeete suspected them of foul play. Interrogated through
a French-English interpreter, she recalled at least seven
detectives asking questions.

In extreme pain from her fractured skull and cuts, and
in shock, Kerry had been through a tremendous ordeal.
She and Lori wanted only to go home to America. Gary
Edwards volunteered to stay with the Spellbound in
Papeete to keep it from being vandalized.

Finally, on February 28, four days after the double trag-
edy, the young women were allowed to leave and fly out of
Tahiti.

Two and a half hours after their short stopover at LAX,
Lori and Kerry arrived in Seattle. They were met by a pha-
lanx of relatives and friends. Port Authority police whisked
them through a crowd of reporters and curious bystanders
at SeaTac Airport into a secluded area.

At first glance, Kerry and Lori appeared to be ordinary
tourists returning from a tropical vacation. They were tan,
and they wore brightly colored skirts with Tahitian prints,
and strands of island beads, but the girls' faces were
strained and hollow, there was terror in their gaze, and
Kerry had a deep cut over one eye.

They insisted they had nothing to say to the reporters who
were anxious to hear what had happened in Rangiroa. Soon,
Lori and Kerry retained attorneys to represent them, and the
lawyers advised them not to give any media interviews.

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Of the five people who left San Diego on the Spell-
bound, only Lori Huey was uninjured. On March 3, Kerry
Edwards was admitted to Overlake Hospital in Bellevue
and underwent surgery to repair her fractured skull. She,
too, had come close to dying of her injuries — ^but physi-
cians felt she would survive.

Larry Edwards, Gary's elder brother, flew to Tahiti to
join Gary in protecting the magnificent sailing ship that
now had no destination and was only a sad reminder of a
trip to paradise that never happened, at least not in the way
the Edwardses had planned. The ship was now worth
almost $200,000, and one man couldn't stay awake
twenty-four hours a day to patrol it.

The Edwards family was being torn apart, all within a
period of nine days, as if some evil presence stalked them.
On March 5, Ira Edwards, the beloved patriarch of their
family, died of cancer.

Jody, Loren, and now Ira were gone. Their family had
been blessed, and it seemed as if a curse had fallen upon
them.

Early in April, six weeks after the tragedy, a federal grand
jury met in Seattle to begin a closed-door investigation
into Loren and Jody's deaths. Kerry Edwards and Lori
Huey testified at the secret hearing, but they continued to
decline to comment publicly on what had occurred in the
sea off Rangiroa. Gary remained far away on board the
ill-fated ship.

Peyton Whitely, the Seattle Times reporter who had once
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most about what had happened to his friends, casual
acquaintances though they were. He knew they had been
inordinately proud of the yellow-hulled sailboat that had
once dwarfed most of the other boats at the Marina Park in
Kirkland. Most of the details of the deadly twenty-four
hours on board that boat were still hidden. That was, of
course, tantalizing to an investigative reporter.

Whitely pitched the story to his editor and said he was
ready to travel to Tahiti to see what he could find out. His
concept of the coverage was right on target, but his timing
was off. As it happened, another Times reporter was
already scheduled to go to Papeete for a different kind of
assignment. Her editor figured Eloise Schumacher could
do double duty and see what she could find out about the
crev/ of the Spellbound. Whitely told Schumacher
everything he had found out about the Edwardses, even
though he was frastrated that he wouldn't be making the
trip himself.

Eloise located the Spellbound and Gary Edw^ards. And
he agreed to an interview. Later, she would admit to being
somewhat leery of being alone on the death ship with
Gary, probably because no one knew what had really hap-
pened in February. She shivered involuntarily as she saw
what looked like dried bloodstains on the deck.

The tall, tanned son of the deceased couple wore sun-
glasses, and it was impossible to read his feelings when
she couldn't see his eyes.

Gary Edwards was a handsome man who had both a
mustache and a beard and apparently hadn't cut his hair
for months. He posed for a photograph to accompany her
article — leaning against the mast, wearing cutoff jean

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shorts and without a shirt. He looked half hippie and half
Indiana Jones.

Probably she couldn't have read his feelings even if she
looked deep into his eyes. In the four-hour interview
aboard the sailboat, Gary spoke volubly as his mood
changed with mercurial speed. One moment he laughed,
and the next he was choking back tears. He said he was
anxious to correct some erroneous reports about the time
frame in which his father and stepmother perished.

First of all, he said, his wrist wasn't injured at the same
time the boom hit his father, "t hurt it four days earlier," he
pointed out. "On February 20. A winch handle hit it. I
didn't think it was broken, but the winch tore some liga-
ments, and that injury prevented me from doing a lot of
things on the boat."

Gary Edwards said that another misstatement revolved
around Kerry and the comments the ham-radio operator in
Los Angeles had passed on.

"Kerry wasn't hurt when my dad was killed. It was four
a.m., before my dad died, and I was in the cockpit at the
wheel. I heard her moaning and screaming from her
bunk — ^that's thiee steps down from the cockpit."

Gary said he had gone to Kerry and found her with a
pillow over her head. "She kept saying her head hurt. She
had been asleep and she had no idea how she got hurt. I
think she might have gotten up, fallen, and hit her head on
the comer of the bunk."

Having Kerry injured had further upset the carefully
planned schedule they were trying to adhere to to traverse
as many miles as possible to Papeete so that Loren could
catch a plane to see his dying father.

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"So you were injured first — four days before your
father and Kerry were?" Eloise Schumacher asked.

"Yes. First me. Then Kerry, and then my dad."

Gary explained that his stepmother — Jody — had come
up from the master cabin before dawn on February 24 so
she could take care of Kerry.

"My dad took over the helm," Gary went on. "We were
just disoriented then, because it was night and dark, and
we weren't keeping track of where we were going."

Gary Edwards drew a deep breath as he continued to
recall the events of the early morning hours of February
24. "Two hours after Kerry's mishap — whatever happened
to her — I was steering in the cockpit and I thought I saw
an atoll. I climbed up on the bow to see better. I called to
my father— who was inside — to climb up on the stem to
see if he could see the atoll.

"All of a sudden, the boat jerked. I turned around and
saw my father lying in the cockpit."

For just a moment or two, Gary took off his sunglasses,
and Eloise Schumacher saw that his eyes brimmed wiih
tears. Still, he kept on talking, remembering that bleak
dawn as if he could actually see it play out before him . He
explained that the sailboat was running with only two
sails, and the mainsail hadn't been unfurled at the time of
the accident.

"He was either hit by the main boom, and then fell
backward into the cockpit, hitting his head on the steer-
ing wheels — or he lost his balance and fell," Gary specu-
lated.

He recalled that his father had been suffering with diz-
ziness almost from the beginning of their voyage. Loren

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Edwards was planning to see a doctor about this when he
got back to the States.

With a three-year voyage planned, that would be delay-
ing treatment for a very long tirhe. There were many things
that could cause a sense of imbalance, some dangerous and
some transient. He might have had high blood pressure,
Meniere's syndrome, or a middle-ear infection. He might
even have had a brain tumor. And maybe he was only suf-
fering from sporadic seasickness.

Gary continued his recall of the morning of February
24. Loren Edwards was lying on the cockpit floor, bleed-
ing heavily. Jody had rushed up from tending to Kerry, to
kneel beside her husband. While Gary and Jody tried to
help Loren, Lori Huey had taken over the helm.

"We tried to stop the bleeding," Gary continued,
although he didn't specify where the blood was coming
from. "I gave him artificial respiration while my mother
did a chest massage."

But nothing helped, and Loren died soon after.

"After that, my stepmother sat in the cockpit all day
Friday with Lori, just staring and talking. She was in
shock, of course," Gary said. "She would say, 'Why me?'
or 'Not again . . .'"

Still, Gary told Eloise Schumacher that none of them
ever thought that Jody might be suicidal. She had always
been a strong woman — both physically and emotionally.
Jody stayed with Lori almost all the time, leaving only to
check on Kerry, get a blanket, or go to the head.

The long day and night passed, and Lori and Gary kept
sending out distress signals on the radio. Kerry wasn't
able to do much because of her head injury.

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A^nd then, almost exactly twenty-four hours after her
husband died, Jody Edwards was gone, too. "I heard a shot
and I ran across the deck," Gary said. "Jody had shot her-
self with my pistol.

"I'd been setting a sail, Lori had gone to the head, and
Kerry was lying in her bunk when it happened."

In shock, with the South Pacific sun beating down on
them, they drifted, becalmed, in the heedless ocean. Except
for Lori Huey, they were all injured, and Lori couldn't stay
at the helm all the time.

Gary Edwards said he didn't know where they were.
"My injured hand was so swollen that I couldn't adjust the
sextant properly."

Gary and the two girls talked over what they should do.
They didn't want to bury Loren and Jody at sea so far
from home, but they didn't know how long it would be
until they were able to reach shore — some kind of shore.
They didn't even know how far away they were from land,
and the sun grew hotter. And so, just as Kerry had told the
ham-radio operator at the LAX airport, Gary, Kerry, and
Lori had wrapped the couple in their sleeping bags and
then bound the cocoonlike "coffins" with heavy chains.
They said a prayer and watched the bodies slip silently
into the sea.

"All I can tell you," Gary told Eloise Schumacher, "is
they're buried at sea someplace north of Rangiroa."

Kerry Edwards and her half brother both appeared to
be telling believable, straightforward stories — and yet they
differed in many instances. Kerry believed that she and
her father had been struck at the same time by the wildly
swinging boom, but Gary said she was mistaken. "Kerry

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was in her bunk asleep when she got hurt — and ,1 don't
know how she got hurt. She doesn't remember, really."

In another interview, Kerry agreed that her father had
been "dizzy" during the trip, but she felt she knew why.
Before they hit the open sea, he had stepped from his boat
to another and injured his shin. It had become infected,
and she thought that had probably caused him to have an
ear infection, too.

That was highly unlikely, but it seemed apparent that
Loren's balance had been compromised. There was no
longer any way to determine whether he suffered from an
ear infection, soaring blood pressure, or other ailments.
There could be no autopsy. His body drifted in the sea,
lost forever.

And Kerry's own skull fracture could have clouded her
judgment. She had admitted that she slept through most of
the vital period after she and her father were injured.

It's almost impossible to put oneself in the place of the
three shocked and frightened survivors of the Spellbound^
tragic voyage. To be adrift at sea, not knowing where you
were, and faced with one calamity after another, would
leave almost anyone with post-traumatic shock.

Gary Edwards was adamant that he wasn't anxious to
return to the United States. "I won't leave Tahiti until I'm
ready to," he said flatly. "I don't think about leaving. It
could be two days or two years before I take off."

Eloise Schumacher was puzzled. She thought he would
have been eager to get away from the far-from-home spot
where his family had virtually disintegrated. He pointed
out that there were several practical reasons why he could
not leave what he called his "tropical prison."

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The search party on the charter boat, and the search
plane that had been called in, still had to be paid for their
time, fuel, and expertise. That would cost $3,500. Gary
said he didn't have that at the moment. Moreover, his visa
had expired, and the French police were withholding his
passport until he could pay the debt.

The Seattle Times reporter asked Gary about the inves-
tigation of his parents' deaths that was currently being car-
ried on by a federal grand jury, the FBI, and the Coast
Guard.

"They know I'm here. What can they do to me?" Gary
answered angrily. "If they want me, they can come down
here and get me. I'm not going anywhere. I'm in no hurry
to argue with anybody at home. I don't care what's going
on there. I don't want to go argue with a grand jury which
has no idea what it is like to be in the middle of the ocean
with two bodies in the hot sun all day. My going back and
debating won't solve a thing.

"They can believe whatever they dariin well want."

It was hard for Eloise Schumacher to judge the man.
He was certainly bitter, and perhaps he felt guilty because
he hadn't been able to save his father or perceive his step-
mother's suicidal state. He knew that he was under suspi-
cion; he'd been questioned enough by French police. He
had suffered great personal losses, too.

Gary Edwards admitted that remaining in Papeete was
an escape of sorts, a way to postpone his grief about his
parents. Once he was back in the States, the awful reality
of the tragedy couldn't be denied.

And still, living on the sailboat gave him an eerie feel-

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ing, especially when night settled. "I walk through the
places where my mother and father lay I see the blood-
stains on the floor and on the deck. I see the places where
the FBI and the Coast Guard drove holes to get blood
samples . . ."

In essence, Gary felt he was trapped in paradise, bound
by his burden to protect the Spellbound, which had meant
so much to his parents. The ketch had been a shining
dream, but now it was an albatross.

"Do you feel ostracized?" Eloise Schumacher asked.
"The Tahiti Bulletin seems to have a story about your fam-
ily's loss in their paper almost every day."

He shook his head. "No, I don't feel unwelcome or
ostracized. People here are kind."

Gary wasn't alone. An old friend of his from Canada
had come over to live aboard with him, and he had a
French girlfriend he'd met in Tahiti.

"I'm not worried about running out of money. It only
costs about $3.60 a day to moor my ship at the quay, along
the main road."

Ironically, Gary Edwards had found work as an extra in
a TV movie being filmed in Tahiti: Overboard. It was
based on a book about a sailboat that had met with a disas-
ter at sea.

Like his father, Gary Edwards was a skilled carpenter,
and he worked other jobs painting and repairing boats.
When he wasn't working, he spent his time swimming,
visiting the colorful native markets, and working on the
Spellbound. Except for his injured wrist, which he said
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Even so, he dreaded the thought of sailing his parents'
sailboat again. Papeete and Rangiroa were so far from
American territory. Sailing to Hawaii would require a
month or more.

"I can't face the ocean again so soon. The trip from
here to there [Hawaii] would kill me."

Gary wanted to sell the Spellbound. He couldn't visual-
ize himself ever sailing her again. "It will always be my
parents' boat, and it will always have their bloodstains.
The only way to get rid of them is to replace the boat."

He sounded like Lady MacBeth saying "Out, damned
spot!" as she tried to scrub the imagined blood from her
hands. If he had to, he could live for a year in Tahiti for a
thousand dollars, but he would have to live on what had
become a ghost boat, surrounded by gruesome reminders
of two incomprehensible deaths. And money to pay off the
search parties and to sail the ship away wasn't that easy to
come by. In the initial frantic days after they landed in
Rangiroa, he had requested fimds from home, and he'd
received $2,500 from his parents' estate.

The elder Edwardses' bank in Kirkland had called
Papeete and asked that that money be returned because it
was part of their estate. No one had been able to find a
will. Gary said Loren had told him once that he'd written
a will, and built a secret compartment in the fifty-four-
foot sailboat for important papers.

"I would almost have to destroy the boat to find that
compartment," Gary sighed. "I have looked in all the obvi-
ous places and I haven't found it."

A long time later, that will and insurance papers were

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located back in Seattle, but it would be years before the
probate case could be closed.

One thing investigators discovered was that there had
been several guns on board the Spellbound. None of them
had been declared to customs for fear that they would be
seized. Jody Edwards had known where they were. Beyond
the Walther automatic handgun that Gary brought in his
seabag, there were two rifles and a shotgun.

"My father made the decision not to declare our guns
when we went through customs in the Marquesas Islands "
Gary recalled.

When he was asked if he knew how long the survivors
had drifted at sea after Jody Edwards died on February 25,
he felt it had been only about fourteen hours before the
rescuing chartered boat found them, and that they made
port in Rangiroa by 10:30 that Saturday night. His father
had been dead for forty hours then, and his mother only
since the wee hours of Saturday morning.

"The girls were very messed up mentally," Gary
recalled. They had been flown to Papeete the next day —
Sunday — ^where they were questioned by French detec-
tives. Gary had arrived on Monday. When the police saw
how seriously Kerry was injured, she was hospitalized.

"Lori and I were kept separated, and questioned for
hours"

Gary adamantly denied that the rumors and innuendos
that were floating around Tahiti and beginning to appear in
the local paper bothered him. The reason was simple: the
gossip wasn't true.

"Let everyone talk," he said. "I know what I did was

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right, and I'm not ashamed of it. I don't care what happens
now. When I decide to come back to Seattle, I will. But I
may sail around the world first. You never know."

Back home in Washington State, Lori Huey and Kerry
Edwards struggled to pick up the ragged threads of their
lives. They knew that relatives and friends were baffled
over discrepancies in their recall and Gary's. But shock,
severe injury-, grief, panic, and being viewed as murder
suspects in a foreign country would certainly unhinge any-
one. One moment, they had almost reached their exotic
destination, and the next blood ran on the decks of the
Spellbound.

Kerry told reporters that the FBI special agents had
warned her against making statements on the tragedy. She
would say only that she was feeling a great deal better,
and was well enough to start working part-time in a pizza
parlor.

Lori sought a peaceful escape from her memories of
horror by taking a hiking and camping trip high in the
Cascade Mountains. It was a totally different ambiance
there from the tropical islands of the South Pacific. The
wind in the Cascades smelled of fir, spruce, and pine, and
the soft patter of raindrops on her tent helped to erase her
memory of the relentless heat off Rangiroa.

Lori's attorney had told her she didn't have to talk to
reporters, and even though she had no guilty knowledge of
what happened on the Spellbound, he said it would be bet-
ter to avoid talking to the media.

She hoped to find a job when she climbed on down the
mountain pass, and somehow get on with her life.

Lori's friends, however, told the Seattle Times that Lori

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had described the events of February 24 and 25 just as
Gary had. Loren had died almost instantly when struck by
the boom, and Jody had committed suicide in her over-
whelming sorrow. There had been nothing any of them
could do.

For those who found truth in the paranormal, it was
easy to believe that the Spellbound was under an evil spell,
covered with a suffocating blanket of bad luck.

There were so many questions left unanswered. Why
would Jody Edwards have chosen to commit suicide, leav-
ing her children adrift in the open sea? Most mothers will
overlook even the most intense pain and grief to be sure
their children get to safe harbor. Kerry needed her on that
dread dawn of February 25; her twenty-year-old daughter
v/as critically injured, and no one on board seemed to
know what had happened to her. Perhaps Jody believed
they were all lost anyway, perishing from disorganization
and panic without Loren there to calm them with his
strength and commion sense.

With Jody dead, there would be only Gary (with one
useless hand) and petite Lori to bring their boat safely into
harbor, where Kerry could get medical care. Wouldn't
Jody have chosen to stay with them — at least until they
were all safe?

Again, it's almost impossible to judge the state of mind
of someone suddenly plunged into disaster.

There was also the puzzle of Kerry's memory. She was
sure she'd been with her father when he was struck in the
head, and that she had been struck, too. But Gary contra-

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dieted her and insisted she had suffered her skull fracture
when she was sleeping below deck in her bunk. When the
sailboat lurched with sudden wave action, she could have
been going to the head, or getting a drink of water, and
fallen, striking her brow on something hard and sharp. But
Gary insisted she was in her bed when he first heard her
whimpering in pain. How had she managed to crawl back
into her bunk?

As always, when witnesses refuse to talk publicly, there
was suspicion. Grand jury hearings are secret, held behind
closed doors, but most laymen weren't aware of that. They
wondered if the Edwardses had family skeletons or vola-
tile relationships that had exploded into violence. That
was the romantic notion of true gothic tradition and soap
operas, but if there was any substance behind the whis-
pered questions, the grand jury would surely have returned
indictments against someone.

And they did not.

A few people who were not on the Spellbound that
night wondered aloud if it was possible for pirates to have
killed Loren and injured Kerry, strangers bent on robbery
who had glided silently up to the sailboat in the dark and
crept aboard, unseen.

If so, why hadn't they attacked the other three people
on board, too? That explanation was a long shot — but
possible.

One couple who lived on Papeete had known Loren and
Jody and their family well, after they went on several
cruises with a platoon of sailboats in American waters.
They didn't know what to think about the Edwardses'

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deaths. They had heard the rumors that said Gary had
killed them, but they tried to be fair with him and often
invited him over to supper. He was always polite and
grateftil for a home-cooked meal.

On one of those nights, their daughter, Gwen,* who
was in her early twenties, was visiting them.

"I didn't approve of their associating with him, because
I thought he might be dangerous," Gwen recalled. "I think
he sensed that."

According to Gwen, when her parents invited Gary
over for supper, he had glared at her throughout the meal.
After he finally left, she made her parents promise never to
ask him again.

"He scared me," she said. "I felt as though he hated
me — or maybe he just hated women in general."

Several months later, Gwen was in Hawaii when Gary
and two m.en he'd hired to help him bring the Spellbound
there showed up. The two crewmen were pleasant enough,
and they didn't seem to have any alliance with Gary
Edwards beyond being hired for a pickup job.

"It was the oddest thing," Gwen explained in 2009. "I
was walking up the dock, talking to the two guys, and
1 saw Gary coming toward us. He looked surly, as usual,
but he didn't say anything. When he came abreast of us, he
picked me up by my wrists — with just one hand — and
dangled me over the edge of the dock, banging me into the
logs and concrete there.

'I was afraid he was going to drop me, but he was so
strong. He pulled me back up and dropped me on the
dock. I was bruised and hurt, but he just walked away."

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Gary Edwards's crewmen were shocked by what their
captain had just done. They helped Gwen up and dusted
her off, and walked her to a safe place.

"They quit crewing for him right then," Gwen recalled.
"They didn't want to get back on the boat with him.

"I never saw him again, and that was fine with me."

In the fall of 1978, Gary sailed the Spellbound into
Richmond, California. He had taken care of his visa diffi-
culties and was finally free to head for the United States,
where the ketch would undergo repairs. Gary stayed with
the boat.

He hoped to sell it. It had been a millstone around his
neck for eight months, a constant reminder of what hap-
pened in those ghastly predawn hours in February.

Two years afi:er the tragedy occurred, Larry Edwards
signed an affidavit accusing his brother of being "the
slayer" of their parents. The motive was rumored to be
for financial profit, and to cover up an attempted sexual
attack on Kerry Edwards as she slept. Because of her
fractured skull, she didn't remember what had happened.

If Loren and Jody's deaths were engineered by their
son, how could it be proven? There were no witnesses— at
least none who cared to talk about it. There were no bodies
to be autopsied for cause or time of death.

The elder Edwardses' estate consisted mainly of their
modest home and their magnificent sailing craft, which
was dry-docked in California. There was a good chance
that it would always be considered a "bad-luck" boat, and

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sailors are notoriously superstitious. Would anyone risk
sailing it?

The Spellbound's value had plummeted, but it was
probably still worth over $100,000. Despite its original
$200,000 value, the ship was not insured. Gary Edwards
said his parents had decided against buying insurance
when they learned it would cost 20 percent of the boat's
value in premiums each year. Only very wealthy boat own-
ers could afford $40,000 a year for insurance. And while
they were sailing around the world, Loren's income would
have been much reduced.

The Spellbound was sold in the summer of 1979 for
$1 10,000. And that amount was, according to Loren and
Jody's wills, to be divided equally five ways — to their
children.

Faced with his brother's accusations, Gary Edwards re-
nounced any claim to his share of that money on Friday,
December 21, 1980.

"I already know I am innocent," he said. "Whatever
share of the estate I might receive would probably be ex-
hausted in a long and bitter legal battle. To fight this self-
ish battle for the sake of convincing others is not worth it.
I will not be a part of a ghoulish rehashing of details for
the sake of blood money."

For five years, Jody and Loren Edwards had worked on
the Spellbound. They built it, outfitted it, sanded and var-
nished it again and again, laid out its huge sails, always
dreaming of the day they would sail into the balmy breezes
of the South Pacific — even while Northwest rain pounded
down on them.

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Had they had any way of knowing how it would all end,
they surely would never have laid the keel. All the sanding
and varnishing of the deck of the ship that languished in
Papeete for so long could never quite erase the blood shed
there.

No one was ever arrested, and the investigation into Loren
and Jody's deaths sank into oblivion decades ago. Gary,
Kerry, and Lori have slipped into obscurity — as they
wanted to. He would be almost sixty now, and the two
young women in their fifties. IVe tried, but I cannot find
them. Even the Seattle Times reporters who came as close
to unraveling the secrets of the Spellbound as anyone —
Eloise Schumacher and Peyton Whitely — had to take a
few beats to remember the story because they wrote it so
many years ago.

Whitely said he was startled a few years ago to walk
down the dock where he had once known Loren and Jody
as neighbors.

And there it was: the Spellbound. It had a different name,
but he recognized the yellow fiberglass hull. There was no
question that it was the same ketch. The people working on
it were unfamiliar to him, but Whitely introduced himself
and asked the man if he was the owner. He nodded.

"Do you know the history of this boat?" the longtime
reporter asked.

"Can't say I do."

But the current owner was curious to know more about
the thirty-year-old sailboat. Whitely hesitated, wondering
if he should tell what he knew.

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The man listened avidly, but when he learned of the
Edwardses'. fatal cruise, it didn't alarm him. Indeed, he
found it intriguing.

Where the Spellbound is today I don't know. But I will
always think of her as the symbol of a lost dream.

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TOOTH

I've probably mentioned this before, but it's worth
repeating. After several decades as a true-crime writer, I
still find myself stumped by legal terms from time to time.
We all do. Most laymen still believe that the term "corpus
delicti" refers to the body of a murder victim. It doesn't.
This misconception has been perpetuated by the fact that
corpus is the Latin root word for "corpse." But, in correct
usage, corpus delicti doesn't mean a victim's body at all.
Instead, it refers to the body of a crime — all the elements
that indicate a crime has been committed. Detectives and
prosecutors have to prove to judges and juries that they have
enough evidence — ^both physical and circumstantial — -to
show that a crime has been committed.

An actual corpse may or may not be part of the corpus
delicti. If an adult disappears, he or she may have left of
their own accord, and they are fi"ee to do that. But if there
are eyewitnesses to violence to tell their stories, or a purse
or keys left behind, or traces or even puddles of blood evi-
dent at a possible crime scene, then a rational person
would tend to believe that that missing person did not
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evidence is the fingerprint of a victim or a suspect left in
dried blood. One or both of them were there when that
blood was wet.

Did someone have a motive for the absent person to
come to harm? There are myriad variables that can prove a
homicide has been committed: Has the suspected target
for violence been seen anywhere? Has he cashed a check,
drawn money out of a bank, used a credit card, made calls
on a cell phone, or attempted to collect Social Security?
We all leave paper trails that we are unaware of If there is
no trail at all, investigators begin to believe the person
who has vanished is no longer alive.

They don't have to find a body to prove murder, and
more and more homicide cases have been solved in recent
years without any part of the victim's body being found.

There are other ways.

Even so, it takes a prosecutor with a lot of guts to file
murder charges against a suspect when the corpse of an
alleged victim is missing, hidden under water, in the
ground, or beneath cement.

There is always the chance that the victim may show
up, alive and healthy, or that he has simply chosen to dis-
appear for his own obscure reasons.

Convictions in homicides in which no body was dis-
covered and identified are still rare, but the advent of DNA
as an investigative tool has made identification much eas-
ier than it was before the eighties and nineties. Perhaps
I've written about a dozen "no body" cases in my career.
Not that many out of the hundreds I've researched.

Columbia County, Oregon, District Attorney Marty
Sells did obtain a successful conviction in the case of

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school bus driver Vicki Brown in the midseventies, al-
though her corpse is still missing today. That defendant
was the first to be found guilty of murder in Oregon —
though no body was found — in eighty years.

One conviction in the state of Washington where no
body was ever found occurred in 1965 in Snohomish
County, when Joel A. Lung was found guilty of murder in
the death of his estranged wife.

When Lung appealed, State Supreme Court Justice
Matthew W Hill wrote: "The production of the body or
parts thereof is not essential to establish that a homicide
has been committed. All that is required is circumstantial
evidence sufficient to convince the minds of reasonable
men to a moral certainty of the fact of death to the exclu-
sion of every other reasonable hypothesis."

Anne Marie Fahey, who lived in Wilmington, Delaware,
literally disappeared from the face of the earth — but Tom
Capano, a major political figure in the area, was convicted
of her murder, and of wedging her body into a Styrofoam
cooler, which he tossed into shark-filled waters. Anne
Marie never surfaced, but the telltale cooler did.

Steven Sherer went to prison for killing his wife, Jamie,
in Redmond, Washington, even though no one found her
remains. A forensic anthropologist testified in Sherer's
trial that a grave didn't have to be a six-foot-deep rectan-
gular space; a petite woman like Jamie could be hidden
forever in a relatively small hole dug on wild land.

The grisly case that faced King County, Washington, sher-
iff's investigators and prosecuting attorneys in November

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1978 certainly had all the earmarks of a bloody murder.
Yet they had no body. They did have highly suspicious —
and bizarre — circumstances, and enough blood to con-
vince them that no one could have lost so much and
remained alive.

WHien Lorraine Curtis Millroy* and her husband moved
into their spacious tri-level home in the Eastgate area near
Bellevue in 1 954, they looked forward to years of happi-
ness. This was true of many young couples who'd been
torn apart by World War II. Millroy had a good job at the
Boeing Airplane Company, and Lorraine also qualified for
skilled positions during most of their marriage, taking
time off to raise a family.

In September of 1955, they welcomed their first child, a
red-headed boy they named Dustin Lex.* Thiee years
later, they had a little girl, Amy.* As the youngsters grew
up, the family made many close friends in the tightly knit
neighborhood. Millroy rose to higher levels at Boeing, and
their marriage was sound.

It was a good time in America then — a peaceful period
between wars. The Korean War was far away. Families
barbecued in their backyards, kids had sandboxes and
wading pools. It was safe for Girl Scouts to sell cookies
door-to-door.

But the Millroys fell victim to a changing world, a
world where family solidarity evaporated when teenagers
became part of a heretofore unknown drug culture. Their
cozy brown-and-white brick home was torn with dissen-
sion, and all their hopes for the fiiture disappeared.

Thanksgiving 1978 was a bleak holiday for the Mill-
roys. Lorraine's husband wasn't at the head of the table; he

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v/as working for Boeing in Kansas, but they were sepa-
rated by more than miles, and he had filed for divorce.

Dustin Millroy had changed so much that neighbors
and even his longtime high school and college friends
were stunned by his appearance and his state of mind. The
guy who'd always been "mellow" had changed radically.
At twenty-three. Dusty was reclusive, erratic, and para-
noid. He was convinced that the CIA was out to get him.

Lorraine had done her best to make the holiday calm
and happy, but she was fighting overwhelming odds. Her
daughter was home from Bellingham, where she attended
Western Washington University. She had brought her boy-
friend with her, and they tried to help calm things down.
Lorraine cooked a turkey and made pumpkin pies as she
always had, and tried to make the day appear to be a regu-
lar Thanksgiving.

But the atmosphere was strained. Dusty remained in his
basement bedroom most of the time, refusing to join the
group. His sister saw that he had descended further into
his weird fantasy life.

Lorraine confided to her daughter that Dusty 's behavior
was getting stranger and stranger. "I'm actually afraid of
him," she said with desperation in her voice. "I want him
out of the house. But I don't know whom to call. I couldn't
do it last time "

Dusty had recently had a psychotic episode, bursting
from their house and running naked through the streets.
His mother had tried to have him committed then, but a
law passed in Washington a few years before made it im-
possible to commit an individual unless he could be de-
clared dangerous to himself or others.

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No one felt that Dusty was that dangerous. Not his phy-
sician or the authorities or even his mother. But, on this
Thanksgiving Day, Lorraine believed he was dangerous to
himself — and she feared he was a threat to others, too.

The Millroy family managed to get through the holiday
without a major scene, Dusty 's sister and her boyfriend
headed back to college, and once again, Lorraine was
alone with the son she scarcely recognized anymore.

On Monday, November 27, Lorraine Millroy's neigh-
bors were startled when they received a call from her
supervisor at the research lab where she worked as a sec-
retary. Lorraine hadn't come to work that morning. She
was an extremely punctual member of the staff, and she
had never before failed to show up for work without call-
ing to say she was ill or that she had family problems. She
always called.

Several times during that Monday, Lorraine's neighbors
attempted to reach her by telephone, but it rang endlessly
and no one picked it up. Then they had gone over to knock
on her door. There was no response at all.

When both Lorraine and Dusty were home, her friends
were used to seeing four vehicles parked in the driveway
next to their house: two Volkswagen "bugs," an orange and
white Chevy van, and an old Buick that belonged to Dusty.
Lorraine was the only one who drove the van; she never
allowed Dusty to borrow it.

Now, it was gone. The beat-up Buick sedan was still
there.

Lorraine's closest neighbor's husband came home from
work around 4:30. None of the women had been able to
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they held back, Jim Breakey* went next door to try to
raise someone at the Millroy residence. He pounded on
the door again, and then waited, listening for some re-
sponse from inside. But, again, no one answered.

He was worried, toe. Everyone who lived nearby knew
how deeply Dusty was involved with drugs. They also
knew that Lorraine was depressed and concerned about
her son — and that she was, as she said, "scared to death of
him."

It was getting harder and harder to remember the cute
little red-haired kid who had once been part of the happy
group of children who grew up together. Dusty had lost
his way and couldn't seem to find a path back to sanity —
nor did he appear to want to.

It had been dark for almost three hours, and it was sup-
pertime. At 6:15, Lorraine's van pulled into her driveway.
Peeking through their curtained windows, her anxious
neighbors recognized Dusty Millroy in the driver's seat.
They watched him as he walked into the house — alone.
And then they walked over and knocked on the Millroys'
front door again. No one answered, so they called his
name, trying to persuade him to let them in. They knew he
was inside, but he refused to respond to their knocks and
calls — nor would he answer the phone when they dialed
the Millroys' number.

The neighbors felt a cold chill that had nothing to do
with the wintry weather. Something was terribly wrong at
the Millroy house.

Realizing they had to do something, they called the
King County SheriiT's Office at 6:39, reporting "suspi-
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her own volition, if she was hiding in some part of her
home, if she was injured, or, worse, was no longer alive.
None of them wanted to speculate aloud on that possibil-
ity. Somehow if they said it, that might make it true.

Deputies Ray Green, J. J. Chilstrom, and Leo Hursh re-
sponded, and, after listening to the neighbors' fears, the
officers agreed that they had had good reason to call in.

The deputies attempted to get an answer to their knocks
at the Millroy home, but they had no more response than
Lorraine's neighbors had.

The Millroy house was blazing with lights on inside,
but most of the drapes were pulled. Chilstrom peered into
the living room where the curtains didn't quite close, and
he could see two women's purses and some papers sitting
on the grate inside the fireplace. They didn't appear to be
burned, and it looked as if there hadn't been a real fire
there for a long time. He could also see a sleeping bag on
the floor of the room.

Deputy Leo Hursh walked around the perimeter of the
house, aiming his flashlight along the ground and toward
doors and windows, not even sure what he was looking
for. What he found didn't ease anyone's mind. On the
south side of the house near the carport area, Hursh found
dark red stains on, the basement doorknob. It could be
paint, but it would take a true optimist to believe that.

The three deputies looked through the windows of the
orange van parked in the driveway. There were more red
splotches on the van's interior and on rags and a sheet of
three-quarter-inch plywood inside. An ax lay on the rear
seat of the van, its blade covered with a rug.

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Supervising Sergeant Mike ConnaUy and Detective
John Tolton joined the deputies outside the MiHroy home.
The circumstances were no longer only suspicious; they
were ominous.

Periodically, the sheriff's men banged on the front door,
but if anyone was inside, they didn't answer. Dusty could
have slipped out another door while worried neighbors
waited for police.

None of Lorraine's friends had a key to her house to
use in case of an emergency. They could break a window
or force a door, but the deputies didn't want to do that if
they didn't have to. ConnaUy and Hursh noticed that the
front-door lock was the same make as the locks on their
own homes. It was a long shot, but it was worth a try,

ConnaUy 's house key went in, but it wouldn't turn. Leo
Hursh 's turned, clicked, and the front door swung open.

"Police!" they called out, entering the home. There was
no reply. With their hands on their guns, the officers
moved cautiously through the silent house.

When they got to the kitchen, they stopped, appalled.
The room looked like an abattoir. There was no question at
all what the red stains were. Blood was splashed on the
stove and on brightly polished pots and pans hanging
above it. A mahogany trail snaked across the kitchen floor,
ending at the top of the basement stairway. They followed
it down the steps. There, they found great quantities of
blood on the basement floor and on the carport door. Who-
ever had bled this profusely had to be either dead or criti-
cally injured.

They peered into a bedroom in the basement. The

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unmade bed was piled deep with all kinds of junk —
clothes, books, remains of food. There were bloody tis-
sues on the nightstand, and the room was generally in
disarray.

Lorraine's friends told them that this would be Dusty
Millroy's room. She had complained to them that Dusty 's
room was as jumbled and full of trash as his mind had be-
come.

In stark comparison, the tastefully decorated basement
recreation room was neat — ^with one major exception.
Someone had piled cushions from the van on top of the
couch. They wondered if that person had needed to make
room in the van for a large object, a human-sized object?

It wasn't cold in the Millroy home, but the searchers
felt a chill, feeling as though they were in a horror movie,
not a pleasant house in the suburbs of Bellevue. They had
found only bloodstains, but that was more than enough.
They expected to find the source of those stains in each
room they entered.

But they had yet to find anything — or anyone.

They came to a locked door: the basement bathroom. It
could be locked only from the inside, and they knew
someone was in there. Again, they called out: "King
County Sheriff — come out."

Only dead silence answered them.

Sergeant Connally and Deputy Hursh picked the lock
with a nail, and turned the knob.

Dusty Millroy was inside. He was seated on the floor
facing the door, and he held a small-caliber pistol, aimed
right at them.

"Put the gun down," Leo Hursh said.

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Dusty stared back at him, his eyes wild — ^but Hursh
could tell he was debating with himself about what he was
going to do.

"Put it someplace where you can't reach it," Connally
said firmly, "I'm going to count to five."

Finally, Dusty tossed the gun behind the vanity sink.

With his scraggly beard and mustache and his long red
hair falling to his waist. Dusty Millroy looked like a crazed
mountain man. He wore only a pair of stained trousers.

The King County officers took him upstairs to the liv-
ing room and read him his Miranda rights. He said he un-
derstood, and initialed the card. He complained of being
cold, and he told Hursh where to find his boots and brown
corduroy jacket. The boots were muddy, and the jacket had
dark blotches on it.

"Are those bloodstains?" Detective Tolton asked.

"Naw — ^they're just grease spots."

Millroy 's explanation for the condition of the home he
shared with his mother was vague, if not downright pecu-
liar. He didn't really know what had happened or where
his mother was. He said he'd taken her van and driven
east, heading up toward Snoqualmie Pass because he "felt
like getting away."

"Why did you take the van?" Deputy Hursh asked. "We
understand that isn't your vehicle."

"Well, it was raining for one thing and the rear win-
dow's broken out of my car."

"Where did you go — exactly?" Tolton asked.

"To Cle Elum [a small town about forty miles east of
the Snoqualmie Pass summit]. I wanted to get out of the
city. Besides, I was scared and I felt really weird."

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"Do you know where your mother is?" Hursh asked.
They would phrase this question a dozen different ways,
and their suspect always shook his head.

He continued to deny that he had any idea where his
mother might be. It was a mystery to him.

There was clearly no point in pursuing this line of ques-
tioning. If Dusty knew, he wasn't going to tell them. They
arrested him for investigation of murder and transported
him to the King County Sheriff's Office in Seattle.

Back at the crime scene, the sheriff's investigators took
statements from neighbors. One woman recalled seeing
Dusty arrive at the Millroy home that morning about 9:00.
"He was driving his old Buick. He pulled into the drive-
way, and then pulled it forward. I said hello to him, and he
just stared at me, but that wasn't unusual for him.

"I went bowling then, and when I got back at eleven I
got a call from another neighbor who said no one could
find Lorraine. I walked over to her house and saw that
Lorraine's van was gone. Then the van pulled in around
six and I sent my teenage son over to see who was driving
it. He came back and said, 'You're not going to like it, but
Dusty was driving it.'

"My son said that Dusty was staggering as he walked
from the van to the house. That wasn't unusual, either."
"What was he wearing at that time?"
"Jeans, his sheepskin jacket — and cowboy boots."
Her neighbors all agreed that the missing woman —
whom they'd last talked to on Saturday, November 25 —
had been in a good mood then. They had the impression

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that she'd made a major decision in her life and was about
to carry out her decision.

"I think it had to do with Dusty," the woman who lived
directly across the street said. "We all knew he needed to
be locked up and have some treatment, but she had a hard
time coming to terms with that. She just seemed kind of
relieved the last time I talked to her."

All of the people who were interviewed — most of
whom had known Lorraine Millroy for twenty-five
years — were aware that Dusty had had psychiatric prob-
lems and that his mother had been terribly worried about
him, even to the point of being afraid of him. None of
them had heard from her, or had any idea where she was,
but as the days went by, they feared for her life.

A recent photograph of Lorraine Millroy appeared in
several papers in Bellevue, Seattle, and other parts of King
County, with an accompanying article that asked for any
information on her the public might know. She was fifty-
one, with reddish blond hair, blue eyes, and she weighed
130 pounds, perfect for her height of five feet five.

No one came forward.

At 12:30 on the afternoon of Tuesday, November 28, Lieu-
tenant Frank Chase interviewed Dusty Millroy in his of-
fice at the King County Courthouse. Detective Sam Hicks
witnessed the interview, which elicited statements that
were peculiar, .to say the least.

Dusty said his sister and her boyfiiend had stayed with
him and his mother all through the four-day Thanksgiving
holiday. He had said good-bye to them as they were about

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to leave to return to Bellingham on Sunday night, Novem-
ber 26.

"I went down to my room about eight and locked my
door," he recalled. "I ate some popcorn and fell asleep.
When I woke up this morning — yesterday morning now, I
guess — I walked into the kitchen. There was a mess on the
floor."

"What did the mess look like?" Lieutenant Chase
asked.

"Goop — a lot of goop."

"Goop?"

"Blood — kind of like blood. But it could have been
chicken grease. I thought maybe my mother had killed a
chicken in there. I took some rags and tried to clean it up.
My mother gets mad at me if I leave a mess — she fines me
two dollars — so I cleaned it the best I could."

Asked if he ever had arguments with his mother, Millroy
said that they'd argued about two weeks before because he
hadn't paid his rent, and he'd been overdue. "She nagged
me about it and we did have a fight then."

"Did you have another argument yesterday morning?"

Dusty shook his head. "No — when I got up, she was
gone. I figured her boyfriend had given her a ride to work,
because all our cars were still there."

"How about the night before? Did you argue then?"

"No, like I said, my sister was there and her boyfriend —
we made popcorn, and I went down to my room and didn't
come up all night."

"But you took a trip over the mountains, you say. Why
was that again?"

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"I guess when I saw aU that stuff on the kitchen floor, I
assumed my mother was dead, and that didn't make me
very happy. I had to get out. I was afraid of being kiUed
myself."

Dusty Millroy admitted that he'd taken his mother's
purses and, after removing the credit cards, had placed
them on the fireplace grate.

"Why did you do that?"

"I don't know. I really don't know."

Chase saw that Millroy was searching for answers. Pos-
sibly he didn't know why he'd done whatever he had done.
Or maybe he was being deliberately vague. They still
hadn't found his mother.

Dusty Millroy also admitted he'd had the .22-caliber
gun, the one he pointed at the sheriff's men, for some
time.

"I got it for protection," he said, but didn't say who he
was afraid of

"Did you ever fire it in the house?"

"There would have been bullet holes and cartridges in
the kitchen ifi'd fired it"

Frank Chase didn't ask him why he had said "kitchen,"
when he'd been asked about firing his gun in the whole
house.

The investigators at the Millroy home had found all
manner of incriminating evidence in Lorraine Millroy's
orange van: bloody rags, blood, a shovel, and the sheet of
plywood. That was the most telling physical evidence
they'd ever seen. There was a portrait in blood etched into
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grotesque and telling pattern. The outline of a body was
as clear as if it had been deliberately drawn with dark red
paint. Even the pelvic girdle was perfectly outlined.

When Lieutenant Chase asked Millroy about the items
in the van, he had a ready answer. "I found all that stuff
there when I got into the van to take my drive into the
mountains. I had a feeling that if I went for that ride across
Snoqualmie Pass, it would lead me to my mother."

Asked why he had begun to clean up the house where
he and his mother lived. Dusty seemed angry. "I shouldn't
have cleaned up anything," he blurted. "I always get stuck
with things."

He insisted that he hadn't dragged anything around
through the house — as the trail of blood suggested.

"Why was the green plastic tarp in the back of your
mother's van?"

"That was what I used to cover the broken window in
my car."

Chase drew a sketch of the bloody outline on the ply-
wood panel, but Dusty Millroy had no explanation for that
either. "I didn't see any blood on the panel when I looked
into the van. I don't know how it got there."

"Dusty, do you know where your mother is?" Chase
asked quietly.

"No."

Dusty's rambling statements didn't make sense at all,
and they contradicted each other. He alluded to "vibes" he'd
received that told him to drive to Cle Elum, thinking he
might find his mother there. The vibes had told him that his
mother might be near Peoh Point Road, where he had once
ridden trail bikes.

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"What else did the vibes teH you?" Chase asked.

"That she would not be too far off the road."

"On top of the ground or in a grave?"

"It wouldn't be deep — with rocks on top."

"Did you leave anything in Cle Elum?"

"Nothing. I got stuck twice in the snow up there. Once
some guys from Puget Power pulled me out, and the sec-
ond time, some forest rangers pulled me out."

This was true. Detectives had already talked with the
crews, who remembered the strange young man with the
long red hair who had been silent and truculent as they
helped to dig his orange van out of the snow in the wilder-
ness areas near Cle Elum.

As the lengthy interview continued. Dusty Millroy
acknowledged that his mother was probably dead. He said
he figured that someone had killed her and taken her away.

"I was saved only because I was locked in my basement
room with my gun for protection all night." He seemed
oblivious to the impression he was making on the detec-
tives. He was young, strong, and if there had, indeed, been
a killer in the house, most sons would have protected their
mothers. Yet he had saved himself

The chance that his story was true was slight, but it was
clear he was either lying or was psychotic enough that he
believed what he was saying.

Lieutenant Chase left the interview room; he had been
playing the role of the "good cop," in the time-honored
interview technique of good cop/bad cop. While Chase
had pretended to be understanding. Hicks had watched
him with suspicious eyes.

Now, Sam Hicks confi^onted Dusty Millroy, mincing no

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words. He looked at Dusty with distaste, and the tension in
the room was palpable.

"We believe that you found your mother in the kitchen
of your house early Monday morning," the tall, dark-
haired detective said. "You killed her and you drove her
body away in her van — "

Dusty denied everything, but Hicks kept on talking.

"You dumped her body somewhere in the woods near
Snoqualmie Pass — maybe near Peoh Point Road."

Millroy fidgeted and finally said, "I may have carried
her out — but I didn't . . ."

He stopped before he said the words "kill her."

"Why would you 'carry her out'?" Hicks asked.

Dusty clamped his mouth shut and refused to say more.
Nor would he allow hair samples to be taken from his
body. They would have to get a search warrant to do that.
They could, but it would take more time.

At 5:10 p.m., Dusty Millroy was booked into the King
County Jail on suspicion of homicide.

On November 29, Detective Frank Tennison and Sergeant
Dave Urban searched the canyon behind the Millroys'
house for hours. They found no sign whatsoever of Lor-
raine's body.

A search warrant was obtained for the orange van,
which had been sealed since the first night deputies were
summoned to the Millroys' house. It had been transported
to covered storage on a flatbed truck so that any bits of
brush or soil caught underneath wouldn't be lost.

Tolton and Hursh processed the van, going through it

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inch by inch. They found two strands of hair caught in the
rear doors. The blood inside the van was type A, but, at
this point, no one knew what the missing woman's blood
type was. And, in 1978, DNA identification was years in
the future.

The chances that Lorraine Millroy was going to show
up alive and well were almost nil. But where was she? And
what had happened through the years to Dusty Millroy
that had left him in this rambling, disoriented state?

Lorraine's estranged husband was on his way back from
Wichita, Kansas, and their daughter was coming from Bell-
ingham to talk to detectives. Hopefully, they could fill in
some of the gaps in the macabre story. Amy Millroy talked
with investigators Sam Hicks and Frank Tennison. She
verified that she and her boyfriend had been home for the
Thanksgiving holiday, leaving Sunday night. At that time,
her mother had been in a "cheerftil" frame of mind, and
Dusty had locked himself in his room, a scenario that had
become "almost normal" for their home.

"But it was very difficult for my mother to feel positive
about her life," she added.

Amy recalled that her mother had tried in the past to
get Dusty to move out and start a life of his own. She
wanted him to take care of his financial responsibilities.
But Dusty hadn't been able to make it on his own, and he'd
soon ended up living in his car.

Worried about him, Lorraine Millroy had always re-
lented, and allowed him to move back in. Her mother had
also tried — in vain — to get Dusty into psychiatric treat-
ment. But he was adamant that he wouldn't go.

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family," Amy sighed. She said she blamed him for their
father opting out of the whole situation, filing for divorce
and accepting a job in Boeing's Wichita division. "My
mom's been on her own, trying to deal with Dusty."

Amy said that Dusty had last worked as a mechanic for
a business that maintained fleet automobiles for corporate
use. Although he had been talented in many areas and
highly intelligent, all that changed when her brother had
gotten heavily into LSD about a year before.

"He uses it regularly on weekends."

In the sixties, Timothy Leary and actor Gary Grant,
along with many other celebrities, praised the hallucino-
genic as a miraculous breakthrough to expand the mind.
Lysergic acid stimulated the brain to see fantastic colors
and remarkable scenes, along with terrifying delusions.
Those who touted it were sure that it was the panacea for
all manner of ills in the body and mind. Of course it
wasn't, and Dusty 's brain was only one of thousands that
had been overwhelmed by the visions and out-of-body
sensations the drug produced.

"I believe he also tried PGP," Amy said. "They call it
'Angel Dust,' I think."

The detectives knew about PGP, which surfaced in the
midseventies. It was considered an "elephant tranquilizer" —
an extremely powerfLil drug that gave those who ingested it
superhuman strength and badly mangled brains.

Amy said that Dusty and his roommate at Evergreen
State GoUege in Olympia, Washington, had been so en-
trenched in the drug world that they were barely attending
classes, and they had failed to finish the quarter there.

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Their experiences were only two among thousands of trag-
edies that were facing parents aH over America.lt seemed
that Lorraine Millroy's awful fate might be one of the
worst.

The King County detectives learned the names of sev-
eral of Dusty 's friends who had ridden trail bikes with him
and had a list of possible spots where Dusty might have
abandoned his mother's body. A concentrated grid search
with sheriff's personnel, volunteers, and necrosearch dogs
went on for days — netting nothing.

Sergeant Hicks and Detective Tolton interviewed Dusty
Millroy again. Vaguely, Dusty said he thought he had trav-
eled between ten and twenty miles from the area where he
had first been stuck in the snow on Snoqualmie Pass, and
the second time the van foundered, when he'd been dug
out by forest rangers. Even though 1-90 cut a fairly narrow
path between rock outcroppings that rose steeply on both
sides of the freeway, that would be an almost impossibly
large area to search for a body in the snow.

"Tell me again why you left your house on Monday
morning?" Hicks asked,

"How would you feel if your mother had just been mur-
dered in the house? I was afraid," Dusty said morosely.

Lorraine's employer told detectives that Lorraine had
been a close friend as well as an employee, and they
had shared confidences. "She was afraid of Dusty. She
wanted him out of the house."

The hunt for Lorraine Millroy's body now extended
into adjacent Kittitas County, east of the King County
line. A crew from that sheriff's office reported that they

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had found nothing at all in any of the spots Dusty Millroy j
had been known to frequent in the past. Nor were there \
any indications that Lorraine's body had been in either of
the locations where the orange van had been stuck.

Sergeant Sam Hicks 's search for Lorraine's blood t}^pe
was just as frustrating. He checked back through all her
places of employment, all her health insurance companies,
physicians, dentists, and hospitals, but he found that, for
one reason or another, either her blood type had never
been recorded or some of her files had been lost.

Lorraine's health was good; her biggest problem was
the agony she suffered emotionally as she tried to deal
with Dusty. Her most recent doctor verified that she had
asked for help in getting Dusty to a psychiatrist and that a
referral had been made.

But Dusty never went.

Hicks received a phone call from Amy Millroy. She and
her father had returned to the Eastgate home and found
several items that disturbed them. Lorraine's bedroom
slippers were there, and as far as they could determine, so
were all her other clothes.

Amy believed that her mother had probably tinted her
hair sometime after Amy and her boyfiiend left the Sun-
day night after Thanksgiving to return to college.

"She usually did that in the morning. We found the
shower cap she used for that in Dusty 's room."

They had also found some clothing — Dusty's — that had
been washed and left to molder in the washing machine.
Faint reddish stains were still apparent on the sleeve of
one shirt.

It was now the first week in December, and every pos-

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sible area where Lorraine MiUroy's body might be hidden
had been searched by the King and Kittitas County detec-
tives and volunteers.

She was simply gone.

She could be buried under the deep snow that began in
the foothills a few miles east of her home or perhaps
somewhere farther up on Snoqualmie Pass. If this was
true, it would be spring before the great snowbanks began
to thaw and slough off. Until then, no one would be able to
find her body.

Lieutenant Chase and his investigators conferred with the
King County prosecutor's senior trial deputy, Lee Yates,
and Yates agreed that there was enough evidence to go
ahead with a formal charge of second degree murder
against Dusty Millroy. In his affidavit to the court, Yates
stated, "Despite the lack of a body, the evidence is consis-
tent solely with the fact that Millroy killed his mother and
disposed of her body."

To substantiate his argument, Yates cited the volumi-
nous blood that had been found in at least six different
locations in the Millroy home. Although they had yet to
establish Lorraine Millroy 's blood type, the blood in her
van and the blood in her house were both type A. Yates
referred to the body shape imprinted in dried blood on the
plywood sheet in the van, the bloody plastic tarp, and
ropes and rags found in the van. He was fully prepared to
pursue the state's case — even if Lorraine Millroy was
never found.

"No one has seen Lorraine Millroy since the night of

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November 26," Lee Yates told Superior Court Judge Frank
Roberts, "nor has any paper trail turned up."

Roberts agreed with Yates's assertions. Dustin Lex
Millroy, twenty-three, was charged with second-degree
murder on December 6. Christmas trees and bright lights
adorned the courthouse, while office holiday parties
spilled the sound of laughter into the marble corridors.

But not at the empty house in Eastgate. Thanksgiving,
however awkward it had been, had undoubtedly been the
last family celebration for the Millroys.

On December 18, two elk hunters were slogging through
the snow near the Taylor River Road east of North Bend,
Washington. It wasn't far from where 1-90 begins its climb
to the summit of Snoqualmie Pass, and close to the road —
just as Dusty Millroy had once visuahzed where his
mother's body was, according to his account of nightmares.

The hunters recognized coyote tracks and followed
them to what at first appeared to be the carcass of a deer.

But as they peered closer, they saw that it wasn't a deer
or any other wild animal.

Lorraine Millroy had been found.

Sickened, the two men rushed to the CB radio in their
truck and called the King County Sheriff's Office. It was
3:15 in the afternoon when Detective Tolton arrived, fol-
lowed shortly by Sergeant Roy Weaver, Detective Frank
Atchley, and several deputies.

It was close to the shortest day of the year, and the sun
was already descending at a little after three o'clock. The
sheriff's men raced against time as they examined the ru-

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ined remains of what had probably once been an attractive
woman. Her body was nude, save for a bra and a turquoise
robe partially wrapped around her head. Her hair was
freshly colored a light red and it spread out brightly over
the snow.

Wild animals had savaged the body, stripping the flesh
completely away from the right arm. Many internal organs
were missing from her right side. At this point, cause of
death would be impossible to determine, although it
looked as if she had suffered at least one severe stab
wound to her neck. Animal scavengers tend to enter a
body at pomts of injury.

By 4:30, those at the crime scene had com_pleted trian-
gulation measurements, from where the woman's corpse
lay, to trees, rocks, and other permanent markers. They
could always return here and pinpoint where the victim
was found. When they were finished, the corpse was
placed in a body bag for transfer to the King County
Medical Examiner's Office.

The next morning, Dr. John Eisele performed the post-
mortem exam on the body found in the lonely woods. She
had not suffered only a single wound; she had been
stabbed again and again in the neck and chest area, and
animals had carried off her right lung, heart, liver, gall
bladder, esophagus, and stomach. Consequently, there was
no way of knowing how much damage those organs had
suffered in the attack. There was, however, evidence of
severe hemorrhaging in the jugular vein. Although Eisele
wouldn't be able to state the exact cause of death, he esti-
mated that Lorraine Millroy probably had died quickly of
internal bleeding after a savage attack.

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Looking at her hands, Dr. Eisele opined that she proba-
bly had had little, if any, warning. "See," he said to detec-
tives. "Only her left hand bears any sign of a defensive
wound."

Her blood type was A — as expected. And her finger-
prints matched samplers of Lorraine Millroy's.

With her daughter's assistance, it was possible to recon-
struct Lorraine Millroy's last day on earth. She had proba-
bly risen early on Monday morning — ^November 27 — so
she could dye her hair before going into the kitchen to fix
breakfast. She must have been in the kitchen in her robe
when an argument with Dusty began. And it had proved to
be the last argument for a woman who had done her best
to find help for a son whose brain was so seared by drugs
that he exhibited classic signs of paranoia.

Lorraine's husband and daughter had found a knife in
her dishwasher, a knife that Lorraine always washed by
hand to preserve the wooden handle. The knife's measure-
ments were consistent with the depth and width of the
wounds Lorraine Millroy had suffered. There was human
blood on the knife — but not enough to determine the
blood type, since her killer had run it through the steaming
hot dishwasher cycle.

Dusty Millroy's story was like that of many of his peers.
He had been raised strictly and rebelled. As a teenager, he
wasn't allowed to wear his hair long or have it cut like the
Beatles' hair, the way some of his classmates wore theirs.
Now it hung almost to his waist.

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In high school, Dusty got drunk on beer and smoked
marijuana. StiH, he'd always had an even temper then, and
he'd never been given to rages.

Dusty went on to Bellevue Community College, earning
an associate degree in music and poetry — not a curriculum
that would prepare him to make a living, unless he went on
to get higher degrees.

His teenage friends had considered him "an ordinary,
average guy" until 1975, when he went to Evergreen State
College. There, everything changed. Evergreen was an
avant garde college that fit with the seventies, a school
oriented to "doing your own thing," and where personal
growth was equally as important as something so prosaic
as grades. This approach worked extremely well for highly
intelligent students who were self-starters and could man-
age their own lives, but it wasn't the best college for oth-
ers, and drugs weren't rare on its -campus.

And it was a beautiful woodsy campus where there was
no dress code, but many brilliant educators.

Dusty Millroy was one of those who gravitated to hard
drugs. As he took more and more, he began to be afraid,
convinced that CIA spies were watching him constantly.
At the same time, he refused to believe that his constant
ingestion of LSD had anything to do with his paranoia and
delusions.

By 1976, his condition grew worse. His old friends
were shocked to see how much weight he'd lost, and the
ugly open sores on his face and hands.

One friend recalled to detectives, "He was really para-
noid, talked about 'losing the CIA.' He took off for Ankara,

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Turkey, and he was really doing LSD. I never dropped him,
but his attitude about government spies following him was
totally weird."

Dusty's family confirmed this. They had heard through
the U.S. embassy in Turkey that Dusty was panhandling
and was about to be arrested if someone didn't send him
enough money to leave the country. They forwarded
funds, and he was sent first to Germany and then home,
where he moved in with his mother.

LSD — and probably other drugs— had burned out the
mind of a "brilliant, quiet child who had never before
shown a sign of violence."

The constant stress that Lorraine Millroy had endured
can only be imagined; she was in the middle of a divorce,
striving to earn a living, and at her wits' end trying to find
help for her son. The explosions between the two were to
be expected. She never knew what he might do, and she
was afraid — and yet she had attempted to keep some sem-
blance of normalcy in the house. Dusty was still her son,
and she couldn't bear to think of him living, cold and hun-
gry, in his battered old car with its broken window, with
rags stuffed in to keep out the freezing temperatures.

And Lorraine had taken him back home again and
again, a home that was immaculate except for his rat's nest
of a room. Only another mother would understand why
she couldn't just give up on her son.

Still, she was full of fear. Her neighbors were afi*aid for
her. But there had seemed no way to stop the inexorable
path of tragedy that lay ahead.

With the discovery of Lorraine's body, prosecutor Lee
Yates entered another charge; Dusty Millroy was now

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charged with first-degree murder. Before a trial, however,
he would undergo ninety days of observation by psychia-
trists at Western State Hospital to see if he was competent
to participate in his own defense.

There is, of course, a vast difference under the law
between clinical insanity and legal insanity. Prosecutor
Lee Yates and Rebecca Roe, the deputy prosecutor who
would assist in the State's case, felt that, under the
M'Naughton Rule, Millroy was not legally insane. He
must have known that what he did was wrong: he had
denied his crime, made efforts to cover it up, hidden the
body — all acts of a man who realized the difference
between right and wrong as he committed murder.

Sergeant Sam Hicks had felt that Millroy was "playing
games" with him when Hicks interrogated him after his
arrest. And Officer Hursh, who had talked to Millroy in his
home about the blood spatters on the wall, felt the same
way. When Hursh had asked him about the blood, Millroy
had bristled, "What are you trying to do — nail me with a
homicide beef?"

Millroy had then tried to explain away the blood by say-
ing he'd had a severe nosebleed and that his forehead had
then broken into a rash and had begun "dripping blood."

When he was first institutionalized. Dusty Millroy
seemed quite withdrawn and disoriented. However, on Feb-
ruary 15, he called Yates and said he wanted to talk about
obtaining a reduced charge of second-degree murder. After
advising him of his rights under Miranda once more, Lee
Yates and Sam Hicks had an extended phone conversation
with the suspect. Hicks asked Dusty to explain the differ-
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words, and Dusty responded, "Well, first degree is pre-
meditated and second degree is spur of the moment."

His grasp of the fine points of the law didn't seem to be
the words of a man who was legally insane.

Finally, Dusty Millroy was ready to tell them for the
first time what had happened on the morning of Novem-
ber 27:

"Okay. After I woke up, I killed her, okay?" Millroy
began.

"How did this happen?" Sergeant Hicks asked.

"It was just spur of the moment. It was no argument or
anything. I just killed her."

Millroy said he'd awakened about eight or nine and
found his mother in the kitchen, wearing the blue bathrobe
and the shower cap. He said he'd glimpsed the knife on the
counter.

"Did she make you mad or something?" Hicks asked.

"No, she didn't."

"She was just standing there and you got mad and
stabbed her?"

"Yeah."

Millroy said his mother had been facing him, had said
nothing, and that he really had no idea why he had killed
her.

"What did you do with the knife?" Hicks asked.

"I stabbed her in the neck."

"Did you stab her more than once?"

"Yes, I did."

"Where?"

"Around the neck and— and once or twice in the chest."

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"But you don't know why you did it?"

"No."

"Did you have bad feehngs about her before?"

"Yes — -uh, being tossed out of the house and stuff like
that."

In response to Hicks 's questions, MiHroy said he had
wrapped his mother's body in the plastic tarp, dragged it
downstairs, and then placed it on the plywood sheet in the
van. "Then I drove to Cle Elum, but I changed my mind
and turned around with her body still in the van."

Hicks asked Dusty if the Puget Power crew or the forest
rangers had seen her body when they were digging him
out of the snow.

"I already got rid of it by then."

"You positive you didn't argue with your mother that
morning?"

Sighing, Dusty Millroy admitted that there had been a
discussion that morning. His mother told him that he
would have to start thinking about moving out of the
house, but she hadn't given him a specific time when
he had to go.

Even so, her comments had angered him, and he had
attacked his mother so unexpectedly that she had no time
to resist the plunging knife.

"I knew I was in trouble then," he said. "That's why I
had to hide her body. I tried to clean up the house and
wash the clothes I wore."

This statement indicated that Millroy had indeed real-
ized the difference between right and wrong at the time he
killed his mother.

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Despite his earlier admissions, when Dusty Millroy went
to trial in early May 1 979, however, it was a different man
who took the stand.

Superior Court Judge Warren Chan was hearing the
case without a jury. He entered a plea of innocence by rea-
son of insanity for the defendant, in addition to the defen-
dant's own plea of innocent.

But Dusty Millroy refused to entertain any arguments
at all that he was insane, nor would he admit to his moth-
er's murder — even though he'd already told Yates and
Hicks that he had done it.

Two psychiatrists and a psychologist testified that
Dusty was criminally insane — testimony that enraged the
rail-thin defendant, who had insisted on making his own
plea of innocent.

The defendant's father, referring to the recent mass sui-
cide (by cyanide-laced Kool-Aid) of the Reverend Jim
Jones's devout followers, described his son as a "Jonestown
type — the sort of person who would have followed the
Reverend Jim Jones."

"Jonestown follower?" Dusty blurted out, his eyes
glinting with anger.

"What do you mean by that?" defense attorney Rich
Brothers asked.

"That he would have been susceptible — "

"That's ridiculous!" Dusty exclaimed loudly, shaking
his head.

When he took the stand— against his attorneys' advice —

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Dusty MiHroy continued to disagree with any testimony
that he was insane. "I never wanted the insanity plea in the
first place. I am a pacifist. I don't believe in killing— even
insects."

"Did you kill your mother?" defense attorney Brothers
asked.

"No. I did not."

Dusty's mind circled once more around his main delu-
sion. He testified that he felt the CIA was possibly respon-
sible for his mother's murder.

"While I was at Evergreen State College, it became
apparent that somebody had laced the well that supplied
water to the college with some kind of chemical or drug,"
he said with his own crazy conviction. "The chemical
caused men to become drowsy and women to become
sexually productive [sic]''

The defendant explained to Judge Chan that strange
people had begun showing up on campus and that he felt
they were sent by some government organization.

"It looked like we were under observation of some
kind. The government was using the students as guinea
pigs, and about seventy percent of the students dropped
out without finishing the year."

Millroy told the court that he was sure the CIA was to
blame and that spies from that agency had followed him to
California, and then to Turkey. "They tapped my phone,"
he said, "and they fired a shot at me."

Asked to describe his recall of November 27, he said
he'd awakened, walked into the kitchen, and found "a mess
on the floor. I thought it might be the remains of a chicken.

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I tried to clean it up, but I just tried that briefly. Then I sud-
denly noticed something was wrong. There was too much
blood for any chicken."

He testified that he began to worry that his mother had
been hurt. "I felt my mother had been injured because she
was nowhere to be seen. I think the CIA killed her,
because they were the only ones who had animosity to me.
They are, of course, capable of such activities."

Dusty Millroy's mind was either churning with delu-
sions and ugly fantasies, or he was trying very hard to ap-
pear insane.

He testified that he'd driven his mother's van to Cle
Elum to look for her.

"Why did you do that?" his attorney asked.

'T did that because I'd heard a voice during the night —
when I was half asleep — and it mentioned 'the highway
east.' "

Millroy's courtroom statements certainly smacked of a
man in the grip of psychosis. But prosecutor Yates had in-
troduced the quite rational admission to his mother's mur-
der that Dusty had given freely in February, just a few
months earlier.

Dusty Millroy's affect was flat throughout his trial, with
the worst emotional outbursts evident during the twelve
minutes when Lee Yates cross-examined him. He was
extremely annoyed when Yates suggested curtly that the
defendant was playing games with the judge.

Yates wondered why the defendant had driven east up
the mountain, searching for his mother.

"You're saying you thought you would just come upon
[your mother] in the wilderness?"

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"I thought maybe I could spot blood in the snow . . ."

"Oh, come on," Yates said, derision in his voice. "You
don't expect us to believe that!"

"I don't care whether you believe it or not," Millroy
spat out. "It's the truth."

Dusty quickly recovered the stoic attitude he'd exhib-
ited through most of his trial.

There seemed to be no doubt in Judge Chan's mind
that Dusty Millroy had been the immediate instrument of
his mother's death. No one else had a motive to kill
Lorraine Millroy, and all physical and circumstantial
evidence pointed to her firstborn, her own son. She
had coddled him, spoiled him, and forgiven his outra-
geous and bizarre behavior time and again. And she had
finally had all she could bear and ordered him out of her
home.

Had he used drugs the morning she was killed?
Probably — but diminished responsibility brought about
through the use of mind-altering substances or liquor is
not a defense. Dusty had decided of his own free will to
ingest LSD, and perhaps other drugs.

Judge Chan returned a verdict of guilty of first-degree
murder, which carried with it a mandatory life sentence
(which meant, actually, thirteen years and four months),
with a consecutive five-year sentence for the use of a
deadly weapon — his mother's favorite cooking knife —
while committing her murder.

Lorraine Millroy had lived on the edge of disaster. The
Washington State law — passed to protect the rights of
the individual — that forbade committing an individual to
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dangerous to himself or others was soon modified. For
Lorraine Millroy, the new law came too late.

Prosecutor Lee Yates never denied that the entire case
wasn't marked by pathos and tragedy, yet he stressed that
under the M'Naughton Rule, Dusty Millroy had indeed
known the difference between right and wrong at the mo-
ment he plunged a kitchen knife again and again into the
neck and breast of the one person in the world who had
tried desperately to save him.

Lee Yates went on to prosecute a number of homicide
cases successfully, and then he went to work at the Public
Defender's Office, helping accused people who had no
funds to hire defense attorneys. He also became a stock
car racing driver.

Sam Hicks and Leo Hursh worked closely together in
solving Lorraine Millroy 's murder, and they would inves-
tigate many other cases in the next three and a half years.
Hicks was a tall, broad-shouldered man, whose desk sat
in the middle of many desks in the Major Crimes Unit of
the King County Sheriff's Office. He was usually smil-
ing. I remember taking photographs of him with a Rollei
camera, one that was guaranteed never to shoot double
exposures.

And yet, when I had them developed, in three of the
frames, there were two images of Sam, a transparent
image superimposed on a more solid picture. No camera
expert could explain that to me. They had never seen it
before with a Rollei.

Perhaps it was an omen.

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A few weeks later — in June 1982 — Sam Hicks and Leo
Hursh went to a farmhouse in Black Diamond, the ghost
of a one-time booming coal mining town. The rickety
building sat back from the road, isolated from other dwell-
ings. The two detectives wanted only to question a thirty-
one-year-old man about the homicide death of a
Seattle rock musician.

They didn't expect trouble.

But, as they left their police unit, shots rang out. They
had no other choice than to crouch down in the open, per-
fect targets for someone who was firing a rifle at them
from the barn.

Sam Hicks was killed instantly, and Leo Hursh injured.
I went to Sam's ftineral and then joined the miles-long
cortege to the cemetery.

It was one of the saddest good-byes I've ever seen, with
thousands of citizens standing along the route in honor of
a good cop.

Where is Dusty Millroy now? I'm not sure. He is not in
prison, he's not listed in death records, but someone with
his name is listed in the phone book of a small town in
Washington State. Not to protect him, but to protect the
privacy of his sister and his father, I have chosen to use
pseudonyms for this family, a family who sadly mirrored
an upheaval in America that changed our world as we
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The seventies were, indeed, a strange decade. All
manner of people were attempting to break free of the
constraints put upon them by society and religion. "Swing-
ing" was in, with many married couples switching part-
ners and previously staid, new experimenters being drawn
into "orgies." In 2007, an hour-long television series
traced the fictional lives of thirtyish suburban residents in
the seventies who changed partners as if they were at a
square dance. It didn't last for a second season; there was
something distasteful and even base about it. Despite
some shocking aspects of the new millennium, swinging
has never returned in the epidemic sweep that it once had.
It seems crass, contrived, and sordid.

The puzzling death of a Northwest man who was
leading two lives — until he came to the end of both of
them — occupied investigators from three police agen-
cies for three years, and in the unfolding of this amoral
case, even experienced detectives were shocked at the
sadism and perversion of the man who would emerge as
a killer.

If there is evil in man — and there must be — Franklin

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Monohan's murderer had to be the living embodiment of
all the greed, viciousness, and ugliness imaginable.

The first report came in to the Chelan County sheriff's
dispatcher as an "unattended death." Chelan County,
Washington, is on the eastern side of the vast Cascade
Mountain range that bisects Washington and Oregon. In
spring, summer, and part of fall, it is apple-growing
country, where the best Delicious apples in the country
ripen. In winter, it is very cold, and the edges along the
shore of Lake Chelan, one of the largest lakes in Amer-
ica, sparkle with ice.

You can get to Chelan County by choosing one of three
passes, although sometimes two of them are closed be-
cause of avalanches and icy roads. It was spring when a
young couple traveled from Seattle along 1-90, turning
just beyond Roslyn and Cle Elum to take the scenic
Blewett Pass approach toward the city of Wenatchee.
Blewett's summit is at 4,102 feet, eleven hundred feet
higher than Snoqualmie Pass. There are precious few
stops as the road up to the summit climbs higher and
higher, so the driver pulled over to the side of the road to
relieve himself in one of the thick stands of evergreens.

It was sixteen minutes after eight in the morning on the
fine spring day of May 28, 1975.

The man walked off the roadway, almost unerringly to
the one spot where he viewed a silent tableau that would
stay with him, hauntingly, for years. Had he moved even a
few feet to the right or left, the corpse would have been
hidden by the firs and budding cottonwood trees. He
didn't see it at first because he was intent on the urgency
of his mission. But then he turned.

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It was not a pretty sight, and the man ran to the car
where his wife waited, scarcely saying a word to her. They
drove farther on, looking for a public phone but there
weren't any, so he stood beside the roadway, waving fran-
tically at passing cars. Fortunately, a Washington State
Patrol trooper was also headed for Wenatchee that morn-
ing, and he skidded to a stop on the roadside gravel when
he saw the man flagging him down.

"There's something back there . . ." he gasped. "It's ex-
actly two and a half miles north of the summit."

His shocked state of mind said more than his words,
and the trooper picked up his radio. The Washington State
Patrol deals principally with traffic problems. Today, they
run a very sophisticated crime laboratory — but in 1975,
they were not geared for homicide investigations. As the
trooper learned more details, he gave information that was
relayed to chief criminal deputy Bill Patterson at the
Chelan Count}' Sheriff's headquarters in Wenatchee.

Patterson and Detective Jerry Monroe responded to the
body site, which was nearly forty miles from their office.
They realized at once that they would have to follow a trail
that stretched back for months. All they found was a fro-
zen and decomposing corpse that had been tossed into a
snowbank, one that was now melting.

As they left their office, Patterson and Monroe had had
the foresight to alert Dr. Robert Bonafaci, the Chelan
County medical examiner, that a body had apparently
been found. They requested that the skilled pathologist
join them atop the pass.

It was approximately ten a.m. when the investigators
began their probe. Patterson, who would live, eat, and

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sleep with the case for the next two years, had no warning
that the body discovery would be the opening of a Pando-
ra's box of intrigue.

They stared at the corpse that rested twenty-two feet
from the edge of the road. It wasn't visible to cars driving
by. Until recently, it would have been buried under many
feet of snow, but the spring thaw had begun to expose it.
The dead man wasn't a hunter; his clothes were all wrong
for that. The man was fairly tall, and he was dressed in
expensive clothing.

That was about all they could be sure of at this point.
Skin slippage and decomposition had made his facial fea-
tures unrecognizable.

Dr. Bonafaci commented that the man still had his own
teeth, which had a noticeable overbite. There was no jew-
elry or other identification on the body, and fingei"printing
would be useless now. The body wore a long-sleeved
beige sweater over a white shirt, dark blue double-knit
trousers, and laced-up black oxfords. Except where it had
been chewed by animals, the clothing was in excellent
condition.

Monroe and Bonafaci took pictures of the scene prior
to the body's removal for postmortem examination. If he
had any money when he died, he had scarcely any now.
The detectives found only a comb, a handkerchief, a quar-
ter, a nickel, and three dimes. These items were bagged
and marked for evidence.

Bonafaci said it might be impossible to tell how long
the body had lain beside the lonely mountain pass road.
The deep snow had frozen the corpse. "He could have
been damped as far back as October of 1974."

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The dead man certainly wasn't dressed like the thou-
sands of migrant workers who pour into Chelan County
each spring and stay until the harvest is over. They are the
most frequent homicide victims for whom the sheriff's
men try to bring some justice. Inevitably, many of them
are killed in fights over liquor or women or frustration at
their lot in life and dumped unceremoniously in secluded
spots. The harvest workers move on to the next crop, often
in some far-off place, and the victims are forgotten.

But this man didn't appear to be one of that great trav-
eling class. This man's clothing spoke of taste and money,
although he certainly didn't have any cash left on him
now.

Besides snow, the body was covered with sand and
gravel. "That means he's been here through the winter,"
Patterson commented. "The snowplows would have show-
ered the gravel over the bank during the winter."

As the body was lifted by the deputies, its nether side
came into view. Neither Patterson, Monroe, nor Dr. Bonafaci
could find any obvious exterior wounds that would account
for the death.

"I may be able to tell more tomorrow," Bonafaci said,
"after I've completed the autopsy."

The labels from the victim's clothing were cut off and
retained, but they wouldn't help a great deal; although it
was high-end stuff, the labels were fi'om clothing lines that
were produced by companies with hundreds of outlets.

News of the body discovery was published in local
papers and on the evenmg news, and citizens began to
respond by the next morning. A Wenatchee man called
Chief Patterson to say that he had driven across Blewett

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Pass on November 1, 1974, in a snowstorm. "Me and my
wife thought we heard a man calling for help around
where they found the body. It was kind of scary. We
stopped, turned the car around, and went back, turned the
radio off, held our breaths even and listened, but we never
saw anything. We finally decided it must have been the
wind in the trees or something on the car radio. Never
thought about it again 'til I read the paper."

That was possible. Winter comes early to the summit of
Blewett Pass, and according to Bonafaci the body could
conceivably have been there that long.

The medical examiner performed the postmortem exam
of the still-unidentified body while Patterson observed.
Bonafaci located a small metal fi-agment between the dead
man's tongue and right mandible (jawbone). It appeared to
be part of a shattered bullet. Probing ftirther, he found
more pieces of lead in the soft: tissue as he removed the
jawbone. The skull itself was not fi-actured, nor was the
brain damaged. Due to the advanced state of decomposi-
tion, the skull was retained for X-rays.

Blood typing wouldn't help. DNA hadn't been discov-
ered yet. Putrefaction had destroyed all typing factors.
Had there been any alcohol present in the blood, it had
long since dissipated.

The dead man had been five feet eleven inches tall and
had probably weighed about 180 pounds. Although Dr.
Bonafaci suspected the cause of death had been a pene-
trating bullet wound, it would take more tests to verify
that.

X-rays did show scattered metal fragments. Bonafaci
interpreted the films as showing that the victim had been

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shot high in the back of the neck, and that the bullet had
traveled forward and ended up, spent, in the oral cavity.

French fried potatoes were still discernible in the stom-
ach, indicating that the victim had eaten them shortly
before he died.

"These hemorrhagic lungs — without free blood in the
stomach — point to instant death," Bonafaci explained.
"The wound track undoubtedly severed or at least severely
damaged the cervical spinal cord."

Any call for help from the unknown victim could not
have been heard by anyone — ^unless he realized that he
was in danger just before the fatal shot.

After the first flurry of calls, the response from
Wenatchee-area citizens was sparse, and Patterson sent
out bulletins to law enforcement agencies around the
state asking if they had any currently missing men who
met the description of his "John Doe" body. The Chelan
County investigators believed the mystery man had been
between thirty-five and forty-five, but they couldn't be
sure.

Bill Patterson also checked with local garages to see
if there were any unclaimed abandoned cars that might
have belonged to the dead man. Again, he found nothing
that fit.

The victim couldn't have walked up the mountain pass
and down the other side, and he didn't look like a hitch-
hiker. It was more likely that he'd had a car and that it had
been stolen, or possibly he was riding with someone he
knew and trusted and there 'd been an argument.

"We just don't know," Patterson admitted. "We have no
idea what happened."

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He and Deputy Whaley drove back up to the summit of
Blewett Pass and spent hours with a metal detector search-
ing for a gun that might have been the fatal weapon. All
they found among the sword ferns, wild huckleberries,
and meadow daisies were beer cans and junk metal, plus
some liquor and beer bottles. The victim could have been
killed anywhere; the route via Snoqualmie Pass and then
Blewett to Wenatchee and further east is the most popular
choice of travelers in the summer and fall.

This was a likely spot to get rid of excess baggage.

The Kittitas County Sheriff's Office — whose jurisdic-
tion adjoined Chelan County to the south — notified Pat-
terson that they, too, had found a body of a middle-aged
man who was initially unidentified.

"He was alongside a county road with a .22 bullet in his
head," the Kittitas detective said. "We got a report on the
body on the fifth of March. We found out who he was,
though."

"Who was he?" Patterson asked wearily.

"Kind of a character. He was running for president on a
kooky campaign, asking people to write his name in. He
was his own main supporter."

The flamboyant victim in the Kittitas County case had
planned to run in 1976 on a platform of minimal taxes and
maximum benefits for "the little man."

His platform included a man-made bridge from Alaska
to Russia, a new monetary system, taxation for all churches,
return of all service people abroad, and complete amnesty
for Vietnam defectors.

The would-be president's murder remained unsolved.
His peculiar philosophies might have been enough to

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annoy his killer, but there seemed to be little to link him to
the body in Chelan County except for body location, age,
and manner of death.

The metal fragments removed from the Blewett Pass
victim were weighed in an attempt to determine the
caliber of the bullet that had killed him. The largest
fragment weighed 28.6 grams, the smaller piece 1.7, for a
combined total of 30.3 grams. Ballistics experts said that a
.22-caliber long rifle slug, when whole, weighed 40 grams,
leading investigators to believe the gun they were looking
for was probably a .22-caliber rifle. Allowing for some of
the fragments that had scattered, the weight was close.

At this point, however, the rifle didn't seem as impor-
tant as finding the identity of the dead man, who remained
nameless for almost a week.

That mystery, at least, would be solved in the weeks
ahead.

More than 1 50 miles away from Blewett Pass — in Seattle —
Detective Bud Jelberg, who handled missing persons and
psychiatric cases for the Seattle Police Department, read
the bulletin sent out by Bill Patterson. Jelberg had had a
missing person file open on his desk for almost six months
on a man named Franklin Lee Monohan. Monohan, forty-
nine, had been missing since mid-December 1974 under
circumstances that were most peculiar.

Frank Monohan had been reported missing by his
estranged wife on January 8, 1975. The couple had been
separated since early November 1 974, and Monohan had
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office. He ran a successful engineering business in the
area near SeaTac airport. Despite the recent marital split,
his wife said it was extremely unusual for him to let
Christmas pass without making any effort to get in touch
with his family.

Monohan was not a graduate engineer but a self-taught
genius. His mastery in designing machine parts to specifi-
cation had built the foundation of his highly lucrative
business. He owned his own plane — one that still sat at a
British Columbia airport, where it had seemingly been
abandoned sometime in early December.

Monohan 's checking account had a balance of well over
$5,000, and it hadn't been touched since December.

Bud Jelberg understood the family's concern for the
missing man. If Monohan had decided to disappear into
greener pastures, he certainly would have cleared out his
bank accounts and taken his money with him. He probably
would have chosen to fly his own plane.

Jelberg had studied the pictures of the friendly-looking
man, and set out to find him in early 1975. He'd found
many people who left fewer signs behind, but the Seattle
police's missing-persons expert discovered Monohan 's
vanishing was one of the most difficult cases in his career.

First, he'd contacted a former business partner, Tom
Greco,* who was used to seeing Monohan almost daily.
Greco said he'd been concerned about his friend. He
hadn't seen Frank, nor had any of the other friends Greco
had questioned.

"I traced, back, and realized the last time I saw him was
on December 12," Greco told Jelberg. "If he leaves town
on business, he always calls me after a couple of days,

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and he never leaves his plane at the airport for so long."

Jelberg checked traffic tickets, vehicle registrations,
hospitals around the state, and found nothing indicating
Monohan had been in an accident. There had been no ac-
tivity in his personal checking account since the first of
December. The last activity in his commercial account
was on December 12. The most recent hits on the Standard
Oil computer for credit card use were also noted as having
been on December 12.

Accompanied by the missing man's estranged wife,
Detective Jelberg went to Monohan 's office. As she turned
her key, they saw that everything was covered with dust —
motes floating eerily in the air where light beams cut
through the dimness. Still, there was no indication that a
struggle had taken place there. Whatever had been there
before seemed to remain, all neatly in place.

In the loft apartment, the pair found the missing man's
clothes, food-stocked cupboards, and the other things a
newly single man would choose to ftirnish a temporary
home.

It looked as if Frank Monohan had stepped out to go to
lunch and never returned. His wife said he'd always car-
ried an American Express card. Reaching into the incom-
ing mail drop in his office, Jelberg pulled out a number of
envelopes that had been delivered since December 1974.
One of them was an unopened bill from American
Express. Finally, he had found evidence that someone had
made purchases on Monohan 's corporate card. There were
many receipt slips for charges made after December 12.

Jelberg handed them to Mrs. Monohan, and she studied
the signatures.

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"These weren't signed by Frank," she gasped. "These
on the fourteenth and fifteenth of December. His normal
signature is 'F. L. Monohan,' and these are signed 'Frank'
and 'Franklyn,' and they definitely aren't in his handwrit-
ing."

They found more charges from American Express for
Monohan 's card, most of them from the sprawling South-
center Mall where Frank had his office. They were from
toy stores, women's intimate apparel stores, a men's cloth-
ing store, and several others. Someone had gone on a
spending spree with the missing man's charge card.

After they locked up, Jelberg and Monohan 's estranged
wife looked for his pickup with its canopy, half expecting
to find it parked nearby. But it wasn't. If Frank Monohan
had become one of the army of souls who simply decided
to "drop out," he apparently had done so with only the
clothes on his back. He could have lived a sumptuous life
for a long time, but he left it all behind.

Strange.

Jelberg went to the stores listed on the American
Express, but most of the purchases had been made during
the Christmas rush, and the clerks had trouble recalling just
who had made these charges. Many were no longer em-
ployed there, as they'd been temporary holiday salespeople.
For those who did have a vague recollection of the sales,
they could remember only that there were "two men."

Next, Standard Oil bills began to trickle in to Mono-
han's office addiess. All the receipts showed charges made
after December 12. Gas and other items had been pur-
chased in Lynnwood, fifteen miles north of Seattle, and
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Sacramento. The license number listed on the slips was
not for Monohan's truck but rather for a sedan registered
to a California couple, a couple whose home address was
listed in the Seal Beach area — on Long Beach Harbor.

Jelberg felt he was getting closer. Maybe his missing
man was having a midlife crisis and had taken off with a
younger woman who had a child. That would account for
the toys someone had bought. Maybe the woman had
signed Frank's name with his permission.

Jelberg called Sergeant Buzzard of the Seal Beach
Police Department and asked that the couple be contacted.
Buzzard soon reported back that the man who owned the
car in question — a 1968 Pontiac — was the owner and
manager of a building supply firm in Seal Beach.

"This guy says he uses only Union Oil cards to buy
gas," Buzzard explained. "But he has several truck drivers
who work for him and they often have access to his
vehicle. When they borrow his car, they put gas in it."

"You have their names?" Jelberg asked.

"Right. There's four men who live here in California.
There are two headquartered in Portland, Oregon. That's
Al Bryson* and Don Majors."

Buzzard said he felt the owner of the 1 968 Pontiac was
telling the truth.

"He seems totally straight and cooperative with me. I'll
see if I can get you rap sheets on the California employees
who had access to the Pontiac."

Back in Washington, Detective Jelberg checked for pos-
sible criminal records on either Al Bryson or Don Majors.
Bryson was clean, but Majors had a current warrant out for
him from Grant County, Washington.

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The missing persons investigator had pulled the loose
end of a string that would keep unraveling. Grant County
authorities confirmed that Don Majors also had an out-
standing warrant in Wyoming for grand larceny by check.
Since Majors often lived in Grant County, the Washington
agency was looking for him as an assist to Wyoming. They
promised Jelberg they would do a discreet investigation
into Majors 's background.

In the meantime, Jelberg issued a request to all agencies
to search for the still missing canopied pickup belonging to
Frank Monohan. No one in Seal Beach had seen it.

The first information on Don Majors came in: Majors
had two birthdates of record. Grant County detectives
believed that the documents that listed his birthday as
September 13, 1922, were probably accurate. "He's very
tall — somewhere between six foot three to six foot five,"
the Grant County investigator said. "And skinny. But his
description tends to vary like his birthdays."

"Where's he live?" Jelberg asked.

"Not sure. His ex-wife and twenty-year-old daughter
still live in Quincy, Washington, but Majors himself is in
and out of town, and usually on the road.

"We're sending you his rap sheet," the Grant County
contact said.

How Don Majors might have come to know the miss-
ing Frank Monohan was a puzzle to Jelberg. Quincy was
thirty-five miles east of Wenatchee. The men lived across
the state from each other — separated by a towering moun-
tain range — and Monohan was a respected and wealthy
businessman, while Majors 's activities seemed to be ques-
tionable at the very least.

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When Majors 's rap sheet arrived, Jelberg was even
more surprised. It was thick enough to indicate decades of
criminal activity. Majors was presently a fugitive from not
only the Wyoming warrant but from a bench warrant in
Grant County for not complying with the conditions of his
parole release from prison.

"His last known address is in George, Washington,"

Grant County detectives said in a follow-up phone call.

"But the most recent place we have reports about him was

j in Portland, Oregon, where he goes under the name of

^ Donald Thompson."

Jelberg studied the mug shot of Donald Majors aka
Donald Thompson aka who else? He was thin to the point
of gauntness, and high cheekbones and sunken cheeks
made his face almost cadaverous. He resembled more
than anything an old-time western villain who smoked too
much, drank too much rotgut whiskey, and probably had
tuberculosis. His eyes were like a fox's, piercing and
light-colored. He wore metal-framed glasses and an old-
fashioned handlebar mustache.

With twenty-five more pounds on him, he could be
handsome. In this mug shot, Don Majors looked as though
he had lived his entire life dissolutely.

Bud Jelberg still couldn't figure out the connection
between Don Majors/Thompson and Frank Monahan, but
they were both missing, and Jelberg asked permission to
open the safe in Monohan's office.

In spite of his years of experience in the Seattle Police
Department, Jelberg was startled by what he discovered in
that safe. As he looked through letters, pictures, and
printed material, he found that the highly successfiil and

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respected businessman had been leading a double life, a
life unknown to his closest friends or his family. Frank
Monohan had apparently been deeply involved in "swing-
ing," exchanging sexual intimacies with perfect strangers,
the singles and couples who advertised in his collection of
erotic publications: Swingers' Magazine, Sandra's Erotic
Journal, and others of that ilk.

Jelberg sat back on his heels as he thumbed through the
safe's contents. He wasn't expecting to find this. He'd
thought Monohan might have had tax problems, or been
afraid that he'd be caught embezzling, or, most likely, that
he had left with a woman much different from his wife.

The magazines and mail in the safe didn't fit with any of
that. Would-be sexual contacts had sent their pictures in
various stages of undress, including completely naked
poses. They were holding whips, handcuffs, black leather
masks, and phallic-shaped vibrators, along with all manner
of kinky sexual toys. The advertisers' sexual preferences
were printed in black and white, although you had to speak
another language to understand them. "French, Greek,
B. and D. [bondage and discipline.]" The far-out fantasies
listed in the magazines required very creative minds to
imagine them.

Jelberg lifted out a photo album with dozens of obvi-
ously private snapshots that many women had mailed to
Frank Monohan. Some of the women who posed naked for
an unknown person's Polaroid camera were beautiful; oth-
ers would have had trouble being picked up in a dark bar
at "last call" by a man who'd had five martinis.

The poses were obscene, and there was no question
about the kind of appetites they were trying to whet. There

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were photographs of men, too: a handsome, powerful-
looking man sitting naked on a bar stool in his recreation
room, holding a torture device, a cruel smile on his lips.
His pretty wife, with a whip in her hands, sat nude beside
him.

Don Majors 's picture was in the album, too. And as Jel-
berg studied his photo, he knew he had found the connec-
tion to Frank Monohan. Majors was engaged in a perverted
sexual act with a female whose face was obscured.

Jelberg would try to identify the other women posing
with Majors. Maybe he could build stronger links between
the dead man and the missing man.

Frank Monohan had kept not only the correspondence
from other swingers but also carbons of his own responses.
He had always been an efficient businessman.

Sometime in the past few years, Monohan 's life had
changed radically: he'd become obsessed with the pursuit
of kinky sex. And yet he had apparently managed to carry
on his business, too, and to keep his sex-driven world a
secret from those who knew him as he once had been.
Maybe he'd always been drawn to the forbidden and
erotic, and, at forty-eight, had simply decided to leave his
marriage and give in to his heretofore hidden impulses.

Jelberg had little doubt now that Frank Monohan was
probably dead. He'd been walking on the wild side, a
tempting target for people who used the sex trade for
profit. But his body had never been found. Legally, it
would take seven years for Monohan to be officially de-
clared deceased if his remains were never found or proof
of his death wasn't firmly established.

Jelberg believed in his bones that the mysterious Don

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Majors was involved in whatever had happened to Frank
Monohan. But how could he prove it? In those early
months of 1975, Monohan 's body had not been found.
Sometimes, Bud Jelberg doubted his own intuition, and he
could almost picture Monohan drinking a piiia colada on a
balmy beach far away, laughing because he'd pulled of the
perfect escape from a boring life in the clammy, rainy
atmosphere of the Northwest.

Not likely.

The missing persons detective knew less about Don
Majors; he was gone, too.

"Maybe Majors is the dead one," Jelberg commented to
Detective Joyce Johnson, who had the desk next to his.
"Maybe I've figured it out all wrong."

More credit-card slips came in, and Jelberg added them
to Frank Monohan 's file. His American Express card had
been used at the Holiday Inn in the Duwamish Slough
area, just south of the Seattle city limits, on December 13,
1974. Monohan 's true signature had been used to sign for
a steak dinner for three, and then to pay for two deluxe
rooms.

But that was the last time Frank Monohan himself used
the card. A day later, a new signature had signed for pur-
chases at a boutique in Southcenter Mall (for black mesh
stockings and a black satin waist cincher), at Toys Galore
(for electric train equipment and tracks), and for expensive
men's clothing at an exclusive men's store. Armed with
Majors 's mug shot, Jelberg showed his picture and other
mug shots to a new group of clerks. This time he hit at
least a spoonful of pay dirt. They looked at a "laydown," a

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collection of photographs including both Monohan and
Majors, and they all chose the missing trucker as the man
who'd used Frank Monohan 's credit card.

Monohan 's truck, an orange 1969 Ford pickup, was
located in a towing yard. A man who wanted to buy such a
vehicle had spotted it there and called one of Monohan 's
relatives asking about the price. The truck had been
dumped surreptitiously on the huge towing yard lot, and
because they took only sporadic inventory, the owners
were completely unaware it was there.

Detective Joyce Johnson had the truck impounded and
towed to headquarters, where it was processed. Nothing of
evidentiary value was found in the truck.

This was the status of the search for Frank Monohan in
early June 1975 when Deputy Bill Patterson of Chelan
County sent out his request for help in identifying the
body found on Blewett Pass.

Bud Jelberg immediately forwarded dental X-rays of
the missing Monohan for comparison with those of the
corpse. If the body was Monohan 's, at least they would
solve the first part of the mystery of what had become of
him. Jelberg even had a prime suspect — Donald Kennedy
Majors — who was still at large.

Moreover, the Seattle detectives already had a handle
on the motive for murder. Monohan had been fair game
for the swingers he'd been in touch with, and Majors
swung with the best of them.

Dr. Bonafaci and Bill Patterson took Monohan 's dental
chart to Dr. M. L. Westerberg's dental office. Westerberg
studied the two charts intently. Finally, he looked up.

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"I'm positive it's the same man. There's one chance in a
half million that this chart could belong to anyone other
than Frank Monohan."

Since the victim's body had been found in Chelan County,
Patterson would be the principal investigator in the
murder case. He knew who his victim was now, and he
knew who the main suspect was, but he still had to find
Don Majors. And he had to find some testimony or
physical evidence that would bind Majors inextricably to
the killing.

Despite Majors 's identification as someone who proba-
bly used Monohan 's credit cards, it wasn't an absolute
fact. And that was what Bill Patterson needed to take his
case to the Chelan County prosecuting attorney.

That would not be easy.

By the time Bill Patterson finished with Don Majors, he
would know more about the wily trucker than Majors 's
own mother. Some of the people the chief deputy con-
tacted were horrified to find themselves linked to Don
Majors. The thought that their hidden sex lives might be
revealed left them pale and shaken, and their words tum-
bled over each other as they hastened to make up excuses.
In truth, they were aghast to learn that their "advertise-
ments" in swingers' magazines had now come to the atten-
tion of a sheriff's detective. A few admitted knowing Don
Majors, while others stoutly insisted the whole thing was a
mistake, and they had never willingly participated in such
advertisements.

Many were professional people who were "pillars of

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their communities." One man finally admitted that he'd
met Majors through an ad in The Seekers, a swingers'
magazine. "I met him and his ex-wife in '68," the man
recalled. "Majors called me after I answered his ad. I met
him at his place in Quincy and he introduced me to a gal.
Later on, I worked on the trucks with him."

The embarrassed man said that Majors liked to brag,
and claimed to have been a "hit man" in Chicago. "He said
he kept a twelve-gauge sawed-off shotgun down his pants
leg, but I think he made it all up."

Most people Patterson interviewed still believed that
Don Majors was primarily a truck driver. His CB handle
was, ironically, "Dudley Do-Right."

"There was one place he always used to show up," the
informant said. "Even though I heard he was driving for
that outfit in Seal Beach, he never used to miss the fourth
Saturday of every month at the Scarlet Circle Dance Club
in Portland. That's when the interested swingers get
together."

"When was the last time you saw him?" Patterson
asked.

"Sometime after the first of the year."

"What was he driving?"

"As I recall, it was a bronze 1966 Chevy Impala with
Nebraska plates. I didn't look at the plate numbers."

"Was he alone?"

The informant shook his head. "He had a woman with
him — he told me he'd met her sometime in January 1975
in a motel in Nebraska."

Even for a cross-country trucker, Don Majors was peri-
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and always as a faithful fourth-Saturday attendee at the
Scarlet Circle Dance Club in Portland, Oregon.

Despite his degenerate appearance and skinny frame,
Don Majors seemed to affect women the way catnip did
cats. He'd been living with a divorcee, Gerda Goss,* in
Quincy, sharing her home with her and her teenage son.
Curt,* until sometime in December. Majors also kept up
cordial relations with his ex-wife, and had, indeed, used
her picture when he advertised in the swingers' magazines
(albeit without her knowledge).

He had brought his newest girlfriend, Shireen Gillespie,*
to visit his ex-loves in Washington sometime in January,
and they had apparently spent their nights in several homes
where he'd once been welcomed as a lover.

If any of the former women in his life knew where Ma-
jors was, they weren't telling Bill Patterson. Neither his
wife nor his former girlfriends professed to know anything
about Frank Monohan. They shook their heads and said
they had never heard his name. All they knew was that
Majors and Shireen had left Quincy in her bronze Impala
sometime during the late winter months.

With cooperation from other law enforcement agen-
cies, Patterson arranged for stakeouts to be placed in the
locations where Majors was known to visit.

But the Chevy Impala didn't surface.

Patterson tried another tactic. He checked out phone
calls that were charged to Monohan 's credit card long after
he vanished. Many of the people the Chelan County detec-
tive called denied that they even knew Don Majors. And
nobody admitted being acquainted with Frank Monohan.

Patterson suspected that he wasn't always hearing the

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truth, but he understood the swingers' fear of discovery.
Finding witnesses was next to impossible.

Patterson began to backtrack on Don Majors 's behavior
in mid-December 1974. That was shortly after Monohan
disappeared. He spoke again with store personnel where
Monohan 's credit card had been used, and learned that
Majors had been accompanied by a younger man.

"I would judge him to be possibly in his thirties," one
store owner said. "He didn't say much."

The witness tapped a mug shot photo Patterson held.
"This guy — you say his name is Majors — he did all the
talking. We thought the young guy might have been his
son."

All of the clerks picked Don Majors 's picture from a
ten- subject laydown as the middle-aged man who had
made purchases in their stores.

Don Majors had spent thousands of dollars on Decem-
ber 14 — purchasing everything from sexy underwear to
cameras worth three or four hundred dollars. Monohan 's
American Express card had also been used at a jewelry
store in Yakima, Washington, a day or so later. For some
reason, Majors was hopping all over the state.

"Maybe he just had the Christmas spirit," Patterson said
sardonically. "He seems to have been buying presents for
a lot of people."

While he was finding out more about "Dudley Do-Right"
Majors, Bill Patterson was also interviewing Frank Mono-
han's family and friends in depth. They all knew him as a
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moved away from his family home, he could well have af-
forded an expensive apartment. Instead, he had simply put
a bed, refrigerator, and a phone into the storeroom off his
office. There were no windows there, and it was stuffy and
drab.

"Frank always carried his Standard Oil card, the Ameri-
can Express card, and a phone credit card," one close
friend said. "He usually carried only seven or eight dollars
in cash," another friend added. "But he kept a hundred-
dollar bill hidden in his wallet all the time — for emergen-
cies. I don't recall that he ever had to use it."

Monohan's two best friends said they'd had dinner with
him at the Duwamish Holiday Inn on December 1 2 and he
had paid for the meal with his American Express card.

"I know he was alive during the day of the thirteenth,"
one former business associate said, "because I got a ques-
tion from a ferry company about some work Frank did for
them that day."

Frank Monohan's relatives told Patterson that his $300
watch was missing, along with a cowhide attache case. His
wallet — made out of alligator — was gone, too. And his
electric shaver.

When Monohan's pickup was recovered, there were
only 289.4 miles on the odometer since the last time it had
been serviced.

"We know he put about two hundred of those miles on
in short trips we were aware of," a young male relative
said, "but somebody put ninety miles more on the odome-
ter. That wasn't enough to get up to Blewett Pass and back.
So someone must have driven him up to the summit in
their car."

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The letters from potential sexual partners had contin-
ued to pour into Monohan's letter drop long after he was
dead. They were shocking and disturbing to his family,
none of whom had any idea about his involvement with
that element of society.

These swingers' letters were turned over to Bill Patter-
son. Some were from way across America, but several
were in the Seattle or Wenatchee area. Detective Jelberg
also had a packet of red-hot correspondence sent to Mono-
han from people he'd already met, and these too were
turned over to Patterson.

Was the answer to what had really motivated Frank
Monohan's murder buried somewhere in the torrid scrawls
on perfume-scented stationery or in the flat-out pornogra-
phy typed on plain white sheets?

Possibly. There were several letters either to or from
Don Majors. Majors mostly wrote about how he was going
to set Frank up with his ex-wife. Majors 's tactical approach
seemed to be a refinement of the old "badger game": he
promised much but delivered little. He had kept Frank
Monohan dangling, with explicit details of his ex-wife's
charms and descriptions of her body. He kept assuring
Monohan that their meeting was imminent.

And all the while, the poor woman had had no idea of
what her ex-husband was doing.

Patterson felt sure he had found Frank Monohan's
killer. All he had to do was find Don Majors.

Word came from a California detective, Wayne Hunter,
in Sacramento. A stolen credit card owned by an Elroy
Smollett* was being used to buy gas for a car registered to
the woman Majors was traveling with — Shireen Gillespie.

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The bronze Impala was gone, and they were now driv-
ing a maroon 1966 Chevrolet.

"We have copies of gas-charge receipts made from
Idaho, south through northern California," Hunter said.
"The last address we have for Elroy Smollett was in Sacra-
mento."

"Could you contact him?" Patterson asked. "And ask
him what the circumstances were when he lost his gas
card?"

Detective Wayne Hunter called back later the same day.
"Smollett says he was visiting a man named Ted Aust* in
May and that there was a man there named 'Don.' Smollett
says he'd left his wallet out in his car while they were
doing some remodeling. He didn't notice the card was
gone until sometime in June and reported it stolen then."

"Did he describe this 'Don'?" Patterson asked.

"Yeah. The guy is way over six feet tall, skinny, and he
has a handlebar mustache. Smollett thinks he's in his late
forties or early fifties."

It was Majors. It had to be. Patterson winced as he real-
ized that his quarry now had himself a different car and
credit card. At least the investigators looking for him were
able to trace him, and Patterson hoped that Don Majors
didn't know that.

The hits on Elroy Smollett's gas card came in with
steady regularity. Majors was buying gas so often that he
seemed to be driving twenty-four hours a day. He was in
one town, then another, and soon a thousand miles away.

On June 27, 1975, Majors and his latest woman were
still on the run, but Patterson got some startling new infor-
mation.

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The Seattle man claimed to be Don Majors 's nephew,
and he said he'd had a visit from his Uncle Don on the
second of June.

"My uncle said he had a .22 that was misfiring. He
brought it in and we looked at it — it was a rifle with a ten-
inch silencer. We shot it into a block of wood and it
worked all right. He also had a derringer."

The witness said Majors had told him that he'd killed a
man, but he hadn't really believed Majors at the time.

"He sometimes tells big stories," the man said.

"Was anyone with him when he dropped by?" Patterson
asked.

"Yeah — a woman named Shireen. He said she was his
girlfriend. And they had another girl with them, too."

Patterson returned to Quincy, Washington, to interview
Don Majors 's ex-wife in her home. She denied writing any
of the letters to Monohan, or that she'd ever heard of him.

"That's Don's handwriting," she said. "He has a type-
writer that he sometimes uses to write this kind of letter,
too. Or he'll get his girlfiiends to write them. I never wanted
anything to do with this smut."

"When did you two divorce?" Bill Patterson asked.

"He left home seven years ago, but he still stops by to
visit. He was here on June second with a woman named
Shireen. I don't know where he is now. His mother lives in
Oregon, and he has a brother in Los Angeles."

She promised to call Patterson if she heard from her ex-
husband.

Patterson talked again with Gerda Goss, who also re-
sided in Quincy. She and Don Majors had lived together
until late December 1974.

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"When was the last time you heard from Don?" Patter-
son asked.

"He called on the phone and we talked on June second,"
she said. "He said he was in Idaho — but I thought he was
right here in Quincy. He lies so much that you can't be-
lieve him. He wanted me to call an attorney in Sacramento
about getting one of the Aust brothers out of jail. Aust was
supposed to be a Hell's Angel, and I was to tell the lawyer
that Don would be down to get him out in a couple of
days. I know Ted Aust, too. He used to be Don's cellmate
in prison."

The Chelan County chief deputy sensed that Gerda
Goss was clearly afraid of Don Majors.

She admitted that that was true. "Don has a key to my
house still," she said fearfully.

Patterson handed her his business card, and she prom-
ised to call him if she heard from Majors.

The women in Quincy had no reason to worry: Donald
Kennedy Majors was far away from them on still another
sadistic pursuit. The hits on the Smollett gas credit card
were popping up like toadstools as the maroon Chevy
headed east. Majors was buying gas, tires, batteries, car
parts — anything he could sell. And he was managing to
keep one jump ahead of his pursuers.

Majors had another ripe turkey to pluck. He had a volu-
minous file of letters and notes listing names and phone
numbers. He had met them all through ads in swingers'
magazines. One man, in Solon Springs, Wisconsin, sounded
like a vulnerable target.

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Don Majors now had two women with him — Shireen
Gillespie, his latest girlfriend, and a pretty young Indian
girl he'd picked up in his last swing through Sacramento.
Her name was Tana Chippewa.*

Using the women as bait, Majors set out to make money.
He would use his most successful MO: entrap the sex-
hungry suckers and then rip them off.

Bill Patterson looked at the map on his desk, marking it
in red wherever Elroy Smollett's gas card had been used.
Majors was heading southeast and then angling off toward
the Midwest. From late May through all of June and into
July, the stolen credit card had been used in California,
Nevada, Arizona, Wyoming, South Dakota, Minnesota,
Iowa, Wisconsin, and finally, Illinois. Smollett had been
issued a new card, but his first card was kept in force. It
was a relatively cheap way to track the man detectives be-
lieved to be a killer.

Don Majors and his female traveling companions made a
five-day stopover in Solon Springs, Wisconsin. They vis-
ited with a well-to-do man who had written an ad looking
for some "action."

The man got more action than he bargained for.

While Majors and the two woman enjoyed his hospital-
ity, they never agreed to any sexual activity, finding one
excuse after another. Their host became suspicious of his
guests, who were eating and drinking him out of house
and home, and he confronted them.

That was a mistake. Don Majors forced him into a
root cellar beneath his home and bound his wrists and

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ankles tightly. Then Majors threaded a cord with a lighted
lightbulb on one end, trailing it from the root cellar and
over the top of the basement door. He left the lightbulb
suspended inches above an open container of gasoline.
He placed another full container of gas next to the home-
made bomb. Majors then nailed plywood over the root-
cellar door.

"Now," he'd shouted to the man trapped inside. "If you
manage to get free, and try to push this door open, the hot
bulb goes into the gas — and that's all she wrote. They
won't find you, your house, or most of your block."

With the helpless homeowner tied up. Majors had taken
his time clearing the man's home of valuables, including
his practically new car.

He'd been right about the gasoline "bomb." Experts
said that if the gas and the hot bulb met, the explosion re-
sulting would have leveled the house and the adjoining
homes as efficiently as TNT.

However, the man trapped in the root cellar managed to
wriggle free of his bonds. He located a saw and tediously
cut his way through the ceiling, allowing him to escape
without disturbing the booby trap. Local investigators
later disengaged the lightbulb very, very carefully.

Then they sent out teletypes asking for information on
Don Majors and the two women traveling with him.

At 9:15 in the evening of July 8, 1975, the Sacramento
office of the FBI received a phone call from Tana Chippe-
wa's mother.

"My daughter just called me from Illinois," she said
nervously. "A man named Don Majors has Tana captive in
a motel in Matteson, Illinois. They're in room number

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eight and he's registered under the name of Wendell Lee.
It's the Matteson Motel."

Asked for a few more details, the worried woman re-
peated what her daughter Tana had told her.

"She said that Majors is planning to kill a man at 9:00
a.m., a man at the motel. All I know about him is that his
name is Al and he lives in Crete, Illinois. My daughter
says this man she's afraid of — Don Majors — met Al
through a swingers' magazine."

The special agent in Sacramento immediately sent a
teletype to the FBI office in Chicago: "The informant says
Majors has a .22 derringer and a sawed-off shotgun. Use
caution."

Next, Tana Chippewa called the Chicago FBI office and
said that she had managed to sneak out of the room where
Majors and Shireen Gillespie were asleep and was calling
from the motel office. "Please hurry," she begged. "I don't
want to help kill a man."

A squad of FBI agents gathered quietly outside the
Matteson Motel at 1 : 30 a.m. Tana Chippewa tiptoed out to
meet them, whispering.

"They're asleep," she told the agents. "But Don's got
guns in bed with him."

The agents decided not to wait for backup and entered
the room through the door that Tana had left unlocked.
Majors wakened from a sound sleep to find his bed sur-
rounded by FBI agents aiming guns at him.

When they asked where his weapons were, he gave in
and pointed to a spot at the end of the bed where he'd hid-
den them.

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able to sneak up on Don Majors. Had he spotted them,
there would almost certainly have been bloodshed. They
found a sawed-off .22 rifle loaded, and an operative hand
grenade under the covers. The .22 derringer was in Shireen
Gillespie's purse.

Shireen was actually Majors 's captive, too. She had
been more afraid to leave the sadistic con man than Tana
Chippewa was. Now, seeing Majors in handcuffs, she gave
the FBI agents permission to search the Chevrolet, which
was registered in her name. The car was full of more inter-
esting items: a sawed-off bolt-action rifle, the silencer for
the rifle, ammunition, rubber gloves, black leather straps
used in bondage sex, an empty billfold, blank checks, and
stacks of sex magazines, including The Players, Sandra s
Erotic Journal, and The Seekers.

There were thirty-five Polaroid snapshots of potential
playmates and/or pigeons. Most of those pictured were
nude or seminude. Some were tied up, some wore masks,
some were having sex with animals; there were two of a
very young girl in her underwear. Young and not-so-young
bodies twisted in contortions demonstrating almost every
sexual position known to man — or beast — including a few
that seemed entirely new, even to the FBL

Donald Kennedy Majors had an operative seven-point
indictment out on him involving weapons violations, and
this was on top of the warrants out of Wyoming and Wash-
ington. A federal grand jury in Des Moines, Iowa, had is-
sued a bench warrant for Majors on June 25 for violation
of the Dyer Act, which involves taking a stolen vehicle
across state lines.

His FBI rap sheet went all the way back to 1947, and

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he'd fallen for almost everything from being AWOL to
forgery, unlawful flight, kidnapping, armed robbery, and
grand theft. The list was almost an encyclopedia of crime.

Still, although he'd bragged about killing, Don Majors
had never been convicted of murder. At least, not yet.

Majors was booked into jail, and FBI agents talked
with Tana Chippewa and Shireen Gillespie. Shireen said
she'd met Majors sometime in January when he'd checked
into the motel in Nebraska where she was the manager.
The long, lean "cowboy" from Washington had enjoyed a
bonanza with Frank Monohan's credit cards. He turned on
the charm for Shireen, a lonely woman who felt trapped
and bored in her job in the Midwest motel.

When he checked out of the motel, Majors promised to
call and come back. And he did. When he asked her to,
Shireen willingly quit her job, and provided her car and
her savings for the next meandering trip west to Califor-
nia. If she wondered who the credit cards belonged to that
Majors used when her money ran out, or why Don was
buying items in one town and selling them in another, she
didn't ask questions. Her new lover's sexual charisma had
her enthralled.

They'd picked up Tana Chippewa in Sacramento. Tana's
"old man" was in jail and she was at loose ends. She'd
quickly accepted Majors 's invitation to travel with him and
Shireen.

But the con games he practiced were much more than
Tana had bargained for. The two women were supposed to
serve as sexual bait to haul in men whose names Majors
had gleaned ft"om the swingers' magazines.

It was a pretty good scam. Victims, fleeced of their

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valuables, weren't anxious to go to the police. Respected
citizens who had kinky sex hangups didn't want them on
the public record. Even the man in Wisconsin who had al-
most been blown to smithereens by the gasoline-lightbulb
bomb had refused to file charges.

Majors was full of braggadocio and claimed to be far
more accomplished than he really was. One item found on
him when he was arrested was a card issued to Frank
Monohan showing he had a private pilot's license. Majors
had carefiilly blanked out the "small plane" designation
and Monohan 's name. He had skillfully changed it to read
that he was "Major Donald Kennedy," licensed to fly
"multi-engine jets." However, the original printing re-
mained traced in the celluloid envelope the license was
carried in.

Tana and Shireen had gone along with Majors 's rip-off s
of his would-be swinging targets. They had seen his care-
fully cataloged notebooks, and they weren't in the dark
about what his game was. But Tana had balked when it
came to killing. That was why she'd slipped out of the
motel room in Matteson to call the FBL

And Majors 's promises of a wonderful "vacation"
across America had worn thin. They were eating at fast-
food joints and sleeping in cheap motels. More than that.
Majors constantly told the two women that they were
going to have to step up their operation of enticing the se-
cretive weirdos into traps where they could be robbed.

"We were barely making it," Tana Chippewa said. "Even
when Don had stolen credit cards from his victims. He
wanted money — lots and lots of it — and he didn't much
care how he got it. But he just wasn't very good at it."

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The case that had begun when Frank Monohan disap-
peared in mid-December 1974 ended its first chapter in
July 1975. Majors was convicted of the charges hanging
over him and was safely behind bars; the women were al-
lowed to go free, and they traveled back to Sacramento,
where Shireen moved in with Ted Aust, Majors 's old
prison buddy. Tana decided to wait for her man to get out
ofjaiL

In Chelan County, Bill Patterson still didn't have what
he needed to bring charges of murder against Majors in the
death of Frank Monohan. Certainly there was no question
that the men had known each other, and that Majors had
stolen Monohan 's credit cards. But that wasn't enough to
convince a jury that Majors had killed Monohan. Patterson
needed physical evidence or, better yet, an eyewitness. So
much time had passed between Monohan 's disappearance,
the finding of his body, and Majors 's arrest in Illinois that
finding an eyewitness would be like finding an unbroken
egg left on the field after the Rose Bowl.

But Patterson is a most determined man, and his per-
sonal conviction was that Donald Kennedy Majors was
probably the most dangerous criminal he'd ever come up
against. He wasn't about to abandon his investigation.

Majors had bragged to the women and male pals that
he'd killed "thirty-three and a half people." Were these
only the ravings of an egomaniac, or could his statements
be true?

Majors explained the "half" by recalling how he'd shot
a man in his Los Angeles apartment with a .22. Majors

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said he'd gone there to set up one of his "phony orgies."
The bullet had allegedly hit the man in the head, but it had
only knocked him unconscious.

"I convinced him he'd just had a spell or a fit," Majors
laughed to friends. "He left and then he had an accident.
The L.A. cops pegged it as a traffic fatality!"

Patterson now had many more names and addresses
culled from the notebooks Majors carried in his travels.
The stubborn detective was prepared to talk to everyone
he could locate in the hope that he could find the missing
link he needed. He knew that there had been a "man in his
thirties" when Majors went on his buying spree with
Frank Monohan's credit cards. Maybe, somewhere in his
list of names, he'd find that man. It was even possible that
that man had actually witnessed Monohan's murder.

One of the first people Patterson found was the man
who counted as the "half" murder. Only he wasn't dead,
and he hadn't been killed in a traffic accident. And he
didn't live in Los Angeles. He lived in Spokane, Washing-
ton, where he held a most respected professional position.

The man, like almost all the other swingers Patterson
contacted, didn't want to talk to him. Still, he finally admit-
ted there had been an odd occurrence one evening when
Majors came to his apartment. He said he'd bent over to
adjust the stereo, and the next thing he knew, he was lying
on the floor with a terrible headache and Majors was on top
of him, twisting his arm behind his back.

"I had blood on my head, but Don told me I'd had a
seizure, hit my head on a sharp corner, and that he was just
trying to bring me out of it."

Patterson had little doubt that that man was walking

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around with a .22 slug in his head. "But he won't have an
X-ray," Patterson says. "He doesn't want to know what's
causing his headaches; he doesn't want to be involved in
any investigation that might blow the cover off his respect-
ability."

As far as the other thirty-three murder victims that
Majors claimed, he might well have been telling the truth.
More likely, he was starting with the tmth and then shad-
ing it with his talent for dramatic embellishment.

Bill Patterson was in touch with law officers from New
York to Oregon. He found dozens of cases where well-
dressed businessmen's bodies were found dumped along
side roads, their credit cards missing. Eight of the
unsolved cases resembled Donald Majors 's MO very
closely and were near enough to the itinerary that
Patterson charted from the credit-card hits that the Chelan
County detective felt Majors could have been involved.
Three murders in Tucson, Arizona, seemed to have
Majors 's stamp on them, and Patterson placed him fifty
miles away from the death sites around the same time.
There was another in Cicero, Illinois — and more across
the country. All were men who had received phone calls,
gone out to meet someone, and never returned.

Coincidence? Or validation of Don Majors 's boasting
that he was a champion killer? The term "serial killer" had
not yet been coined in the midseventies, but in the more
than three decades since then, several cross-country truck
drivers have often proved to kill in a serial manner.

Bill Patterson's main task, however, was to forge the
essential link in the Monohan case. Over the next two
years, he picked up the burgeoning case file and perused it

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over and over again to try to find something he might have
missed. He talked to hundreds of people, people caught up
in Majors's life in both direct and tangential ways. Frank
Monohan's murder ate at Bill Patterson, taunting him
silently.

In spring 1977, Patterson journeyed to Sacramento to
talk again with Ted Aust and Shireen Gillespie. He knew
that Majors had stolen a credit card from one of Aust's
friends in May 1975 at Aust*s home in Sacramento, and he
wanted to talk with Shireen again.

Shireen had long since grown disillusioned with the
man who*d promised her a new home with all her furniture
shipped out from Nebraska. Don Majors had said he
would marry her; instead he fleeced her of her life's sav-
ings and involved her as a sexual decoy in their headlong
flights across the country.

Two years later, she was more than willing to talk in
detail about something Majors had once told her. Patter-
son wondered if it was just another of his fantasies or if it
might actually be real?

"Don told me this story," Shireen began. "He told me
that he'd driven across a mountain pass with some boy
who had his mother's car. He told me about killing some
guy and dumping him."

This was new information, and Patterson weighed it,
hoping that it was Majors's admission to the murder of
Frank Monohan.

He was thinking about it as he and Aust tore up the
floorboards of a bedroom in Aust's house and crawled
down into the space beneath the floor. Majors's former

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cellmate had suddenly recalled that, when Majors visited
him in May of 1975, he'd seen him tear up some papers or
credit cards before they'd repaired a sinking floor and
boarded it up. That was the day that Elroy Smollett had
helped with the remodeling, the day that Smollett's gas
credit card vanished.

Patterson remembers that night in Sacramento well:
"We were down there with the rats and the black widow
spiders, and there was a storm and the lightning and thun-
der was rattling the house. We didn't find the torn-up
credit cards, but I suddenly had a revelation that was
stronger than any bolt of lightning outside. Shireen had
been telling me about a 'kid with his mother's car.'

"And suddenly I knew who the second man was, the
day Majors used Monohan's credit card to go on the buy-
ing spree on December 14, 1974. All the time, we thought
we were looking for another man — but it wasn't another
man. It was a kid, the one kid I'd talked to who'd idolized
Majors, the kid who had once thought Majors was a hero.
It had to be Curt Goss! Majors lived with Gerda Goss and
Curt — who was sixteen then — right up until the time
Monohan disappeared!"

Patterson was on the road and headed back to Quincy,
Washington, in no time. Shireen had said a boy was a wit-
ness to murder, and the boy had to be Curt Goss.

It was May 4, 1977, when Patterson confronted the now
nineteen-year-old Curt Goss. When Patterson asked the
youth if he'd gone to Seattle with Don Majors in Decem-
ber of 1974, he answered yes.

"We drove my mother's car, a 1972 Caprice."

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Curt said Majors had told him the reason for their trip
was to talk to a man in Seattle about the trucking business.
Majors had called the man from a pay phone.

"He told me we were going to have dinner with him.
And we met him at the Holiday Inn."

"What did he look like?" Patterson asked.

"Middle-aged. He had gray hair, and he was well
dressed. He said his name was Frank, and he paid for a big
steak dinner for all of us at the Holiday Inn."

"Which Holiday Inn?"

"The one on the Duwamish River. There used to be a
drive-in theater across the highway from it."

So far, everything Curt Goss was telling him matched
other information they'd had for three years. Patterson
began to feel a slight thrill of anticipation. He didn't let
Curt see that, though.

The conversation at dinner hadn't been about the truck-
ing business — not at all. It had been about Majors's
ex-wife. Majors had described her in glowing terms and
convinced Monohan that they should leave that night to
drive to Quincy so that the wealthy engineer could meet
her. Although they'd already rented two rooms at the prac-
tically new motel, charged to Frank Monohan 's American
Express card, the two men and the sixteen-year-old boy
left for Quincy. At least. Curt, who was driving, thought
they were going to Quincy.

"The man — Frank — ^was sitting next to me in front, and
Don was in the back. Don told me which turns to make,
because I didn't know the roads. I followed his instruc-
tions to turn off the freeway into a small town not far from
the motel. It was late and it was raining hard. We hadn't

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reached the Seattle city limits when Don told me to turn
into a big place where a lot of trucks were parked and to
stop the car. I stopped, and he looked around and told me
to drive on.

"We drove all around these little side streets and then
he told me to stop again in this place that was mostly
vacant lots. That's when he shot Mr. Monohan."

For Patterson, it was almost unbelievable. After years
of trying to get Don Majors pinned to the wall, he finally
had his eyewitness, someone who had been only inches
away from Frank Monohan when he was shot.

"I heard this loud explosion," the teenager continued.
"And then Frank just fell over next to me. I almost drove
off the road from the shock. I couldn't believe Don had
actually killed the man."

Majors had told Curt Goss to keep driving toward
Quincy. "He said he would kill me too if I tried to go to the
police." Curt believed him; he'd just seen ample proof of
what Don Majors was capable of

They headed up 1-90 toward Snoqualmie Pass some
fifty miles away. To people in other cars, Frank Monohan
appeared only to be asleep, but the terrified teenager could
smell the blood that was dripping into puddles on the car
floor. He felt as if he was living in a nightmare.

"When we got up to North Bend, Don told me we
were going to stop and put Frank in the trunk. We went
a little past North Bend and onto the side of the road and
parked."

It was pitch dark by then, and fir trees loomed like dark
monsters as Curt and Don Majors carried the deadweight
of Monohan 's body and loaded it into the trunk. The car

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seat and floor were saturated with blood, but it was dark
and Majors figured no one would see it.

"We stopped at a truck stop beyond North Bend for
coffee, and Don told me to shape up, that what was done
was done."

"So you kept going to Blewett Pass and dumped the
body?" Patterson asked.

"No," Curt said. "We turned around and went back to
the Holiday Inn south of Seattle. We had those two rooms
that Frank paid for, and we were beat. We slept the night
there."

"Where was Frank Monohan's body?"

"It was in the trunk."

Curt Goss said they had eaten a leisurely breakfast, and
then dumped Monohan's pickup truck in the back comer
of a tow yard, where Don Majors didn't think it would be
found for a long time.

Patterson was baffled by the thought that Frank Mono-
han waited in the trunk of Majors 's borrowed car.

"So what happened next?" he asked, bending his head
over a yellow legal pad, taking notes so Curt couldn't see
the expression on his face.

"Then we went Christmas shopping. We went to a cloth-
ing store, a shoe store. He got a train set and tracks for his
son. He got a camera. We went in a lot of stores."

Around noon, on December 14, they'd headed back
home to Quincy. At Blewett Pass, Majors told Ciirt they
were going to dump the body, the body that had lain in the
trunk while Majors used the victim's credit card for
Christmas shopping.

"I was afraid he was going to kill me, too," Curt said.

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"So I did everything he told me to. We waited until there
were no cars, and Don took Frank's feet and I took his
head and we threw him in a snowbank. Then we drove on
into Wenatchee and Don made me clean the blood out of
the car in the car wash there. Later, when my mom asked
why the seat was wet, he told her he spilled a coke on it."

Curt said they'd gone to his mother's home, where they
spent the night. He'd been afraid to tell his mother what
had happened.

"I didn't tell her about it until six months later, and then
we were both too frightened of him to tell anyone else."

"Would you be willing now to testify in a court of law
about what you just told me?" Patterson asked Curt.

"Yes. If it means we could put this nut away."

Frank Monohan had had no warning at all that he was
about to die. He'd believed he was on the way to meet a
warm and willing woman who was "dying to meet him."
He hadn't even been nervous about the side trip they'd
made into the little town of Auburn to look at "some
trucks."

And he had died without a sound when Don Majors
shot him from the backseat of Gerda Goss's car.

Curt said that he, his mother, and Majors had gone to
Yakima the next day to do more "Christmas shopping."

"I knew my mother was scared because Don never had
any money and now he had all those clothes and cameras,
and he was buying more, but she didn't ask him about it."

Even though they hadn't told anyone about what hap-
pened, Gerda and Curt Goss had lived a life of quiet dread
ever since.

"During the last two and a half years — ever since it

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happened," Curt Goss told Patterson, "we've had threats
from Don Majors on the phone. And strangers have called.
My mom and I have feared for our lives. I still do, but I
think it's time that I told about this and I think he should
be kept in prison."

Curt Goss said that he'd suspected Majors had dark
secrets when he was living in their home.

"He changed the lock on the bedroom door and he used
it for his 'office.' I could hear him typing in there. He got a
lot of letters every time he went to the post office box in
George. He told me he was writing a book — but I'd seen
some of those magazines with the pictures in them."

"Have you had any contact with him since he went to
prison?" Patterson asked.

"Yeah. He wrote me fi*om jail. They were dirty, filthy,
obscene letters like the stuff they had in those bondage
magazines. I don't know why he wrote to me like that. He
just seemed to like to write about it."

"Why didn't you call the police once he was in jail?"

"Because we received a phone call from a man who
said he'd been in jail with Don and he said he could
arrange a deal to take care of us. We were always
frightened. We just burned the letters because they were
too filthy to keep."

" Oddly, though the case of Frank Monohan's disappear-
ance and murder had been worked principally by Chief
Deputy Bill Patterson in Chelan County and Detective
Bud Jelberg in Seattle, this new information showed that
Monohan had actually been killed in King County. Patter-
son forwarded all the information he had to the King

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County Sheriff's Office, and Detective Mike Gillis took
over the case.

GilHs and Detective Sergeant Harlan Bollinger talked
to the teenage eyewitness and elicited the same informa-
tion he'd given to Bill Patterson. He rode with them, point-
ing out the spot on the outskirts of Auburn where Monohan
had been shot, and then leading them along the route to
Blewett Pass where the body was dumped.

"Just when did you tell your mother that you'd been
with Majors when he shot Frank Monohan?" Gillis asked.

"Not until the first time Detective Patterson came to
talk to her. I told her then, and she started to cry. But we
were so scared of him, afraid he'd come back and get us."

With the information that Bill Patterson had uncovered
on Donald Kennedy Majors and the eyewitness he now had
to Frank Monohan 's death. King County deputy prosecutor
Greg Canova brought charges of first-degree murder
against Majors.

In the summer of 1978, Majors was allowed to plead
guilty to second-degree murder. When he did so, there
were many sighs of relief from nervous swingers all over
America who now would not have to testify about their
secret sex lives in open court.

Don Majors served two consecutive life sentences, where
he no longer had access to a typewriter.

Frank Monohan 's fate might serve as a deterrent to
those would-be swingers who advertise in a whole new way
in this twenty-first century, searching for "love" partners.

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With the Internet, it's easier to do now, and anyone online
has to cope with dozens of unwelcome messages from por-
nographers and willing sex partners.

A shocking example of the danger of the Internet
occurred shortly after I wrote the first draft of this book.
A serial-killer suspect, Phillip Markoff, was arrested on
charges of murder and robbery after finding his targets
on Craigslist. Known as the "Craigslist Killer," Markoff
was a promising medical student in New England and
engaged to be married. Although the charges against him
have yet to go to trial, Markoff appears to have another —
secret — life, marked by gambling addiction and crimes of
violence against women.

How Don Majors would have loved the Internet with its
constant opportunities to find easy victims. If he is still
alive, he would be nearly ninety years old now, and proba-
bly no longer a threat to anyone.

Don Majors is far past his career as a vicious con artist
and killer, but there are others v/ho fill his shoes. Your next
e-mail might well be a message from another opportunist
not unlike Majors.

Although he never turned down an opportunity for sen-
sual pleasure, Majors 's main goal was always to see how
much he could milk from the unwary men who answered
the phony ads he placed. The number of victims he
robbed, beat, or killed probably won't ever be known.

Chief Deputy Bill Patterson did find out that he gained
entry into the homes of lawyers, doctors, teachers, and
businessmen, all people whose choice of friends — apart
from the sexual lure he introduced to them — would never
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their homes they did, and he kept their names, their
addresses, their pictures, all neatly cataloged against the
day he wanted more from them than changing partners.

This is a cautionary tale. Most who read it will have no
interest in what Donald Majors was offering in his "sure
thing" racket, but the world is full of all manner of con
games. Our trust should be given thoughtfully and only
after we have time to evaluate those we meet.

How long Donald Majors would have continued in his
wicked ways is an impossible question to answer. But
sadistic sociopaths don't change — not as long as they are
physically able to carry our their plans. Or until they
are locked up. Or they die.

Majors didn't realize he was coming up against the best
detectives in Seattle, King County, Chelan County, and the
FBI. Nor could he have known that Chelan County's Bill
Patterson would never quit until he saw Majors convicted
for the cowardly murder he thought he'd gotten away with.

Most sociopaths will only break your heart, steal your
money, or take your job. Sadistic sociopaths will kill you
without blinking an eye.

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DEATH IN PARADISE: THE HAUNTING
VOYAGE OF THE SPELLBOUND

Gary Edwards on the sailing ship the Spellbound. Gary joined

his father, stepmother, half sister, and a friend on a dream trip to

Papeete. What happened on that cruise is horrifying beyond belief.

fcs^klL

Friends and relatives greet the survivors of the Spellbound disaster

as they fly into Seattle. Lori Huey is second from left; she was the

only sailor to escape uninjured. Kerry Edwards is third from left.

The slash over her eye is evident, and later she would be diagnosed

with a skull fracture. Port of Seattle police officers whisked

them to a private area so they could escape from media

cameras, and a curious crowd.

SHARPER THAN
A SERPENT'S TOOTH

When King County sheriff's deputies saw Lorraine Millroy's

purses partially burned in her fireplace, they feared for

her safety. {Police photo)

Lorraine's son's bedroom was cluttered, and detectives found
bloodied tissues there. {Police photo)

King County major crimes

detective Sam Hicks was

one of the first investigators

at the empty house where

Lorraine Millroy had once

lived, and Hicks stayed with

the dark mystery until the

end. Sadly, Sergeant Hicks

was killed in the line of duty

a few years later when he

was shot by a fugitive.

(Ann Rule Collection)

(

Lieutenant Frank Chase
brought forth some bizarre
admissions when he
interviewed Dusty Millroy.
Even so, it took a long time
to find out what had become
of Lorraine Millroy.
{Ann Rule Collection)

When hunters stumbled upon what they thought was a deer carcass,

they were shocked. They called King County Police, and the frigid

scene in the mountain foothills was soon alive with investigators.

{Police photo)

Dusty Millroy had plunged so deeply into drugs that changed his

reality that nothing made sense to him. He was afraid of intruders,

and upset because he had finally been barred from his childhood

home. Ahhough his family loved him, they didn't know

what else to do. {Police photo)

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Frank Monohan
believed he was headed
for a date with an
attractive and willing
woman when he joined
acquaintances he
trusted on a trip over a
Washington mountain
pass. He was actually
headed into oblivion.
{Police photo)

Don Majors was active in
the "swingers" lifestyle.
He was a consummate
con man and as cold-
blooded as they come.
Women were drawn to
his six-foot-five frame
and his ice blue eyes.
Frank Monohan believed
in him completely, and
didn't realize he was only
a vulnerable patsy for the
cross-country truck driver.
{Police photo)

Seattle police detective
Bud Jelberg worked
missing persons cases
for many years. He'd
been searching, without
success, for wealthy
Frank Monohan, who
had been missing for
months. {Ann Rule
Collection)

Chelan County chief of

detectives Bill Patterson

was trying to identify a

frozen body on Blewett

Pass in his county.

When Patterson and

Jelberg compared notes,

they realized that their

unfinished puzzles

could be completed.

(Ann Rule Collection)

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Seward Park has three
hundred acres of jogging
trails, forest, and waterfront.
So many people flock there
in the summer that there is a
sense of safety in numbers,
even along the trails that
wind through the isolated
forest sections.

Penny DeLeo usually ran the

two-mile trail in Seward Park

every morning. On her last

run, she didn't come back.

Seward Park offered a
swimming beach, too, and
'^3 police officers chased a
""^^ suspect to the water's edge
before he surrendered.

Penny DeLeo's killer's motive for murder wasn't robbery.

The young housewife and mother still wore an expensive watch

and a large diamond ring when her body was discovered

in Seward Park. {Police photo)

Joyce Gaunt was in trouble

at her foster home for

staying out too late. She

promised to come home,

but she didn't. Her body

was found in Seward Park,

and Seattle police detectives

thought about her unsolved

case as they worked the

crime scene where Penny

DeLeo died. The two cases

had several commonalities.

{Police photo)

Seattle homicide

detective Wayne

Dorman and his partner

that summer morning,

Ted Fonis, were the first

investigators at the body

site in Seward Park.

The victim's family had

already filed a missing

report, so Dorman and

Fonis were quite sure

the dead woman was

Penny DeLeo. {Ann Rule

Collection)

Ted "Teddy Bear"
Fonis agreed with
Dorman that someone
had probably watched
Penny DeLeo as she
jogged daily in the park,
someone who waited
for a time when she was
alone on the path. (Ann
Rule Collection)

Homicide detective Billy
Baughman. Baughman,
along with detective
John Boatman, took
statements from a most
unlikely suspect in the
murder of Penny DeLeo.
(Ann Rule Collection)

Detective Dick Reed

executed a search

warrant on the suspect's

bedroom and took

photographs that

showed their quarry had

everything he might

want — from clothes to

"toys." It was disastrous

for his innocent victims

that none of these things

staved off his sexual

compulsions about

women. Reed found

clothes that matched

witnesses' description of

the killer in the park.

THE DEADLY VOYEUR

Keith Person, fifteen, had tried to
protect his fi-iend Camilla Hutcheson,'
but their abductor shot him in the spiij
Had he survived, he would have been
paralyzed. His body lies next to Scattc
Creek. Camilla jumped into the creekl
to escape the man with the gun and to
get help for Keith. But it was too late.
{Police photo)

King County Sheriff's Office major

crimes detective Ted Forrester had

worked most of the complicated murder

cases in his department. A soft-hearted

man, Forrester was horrified when he

heard what had happened to Keith and

Camilla. He was assigned to their case

from the beginning — when he responded

to a call for help at Scatter Creek. Even

Forrester, who had questioned numerous

sadistic sociopaths, had trouble finding

a motive for the attack on the unlucky

teenagers. {Ann Rule Collection)

Vietnam veteran Jerry Lee
Ross terrorized two high
school students who were ■
simply taking a walk in
the small town where they ■
lived. He had a wife and j
two little girls, and he was '
proud that he had once been
a marine. Why did he kill?
{Police photo)

DARK FOREST: DEEP DANGER

Belinda and Richard

Cowden at an anniversary

celebration. Their

marriage was good, they

lived in their own home,

and they had a little boy, a

new baby girl, and a close

extended family. They

went into the woods to

celebrate Labor Day with

a campout trip — but they

never came home. What

happened to them was

almost unbelievable.

Five-year-old David
Cowden walked a mile
to the general store with
his father on Sunday of
the Labor Day weekend.
They bought milk and
with their dog, "Droopy,"
headed back for their
camp where Belinda and
five-month-old Melissa
waited.

Wes Cowden, sole survivor of the three tightly bonded
Cowden brothers, holds photographs of his brother

Richard and his family, as he talks to reporters

from the Eugene Register-Guard on the sixteenth

anniversary of their disappearance. The whole family

was still haunted by the loss, and needed closure.

(Eugene Register-Guard)

In this faded photograph, baby-faced Dwain Lee Little
is only sixteen. His story made headlines because he

was the youngest convict ever to be sent to the
Oregon State Penitentiary in Salem. Authorities did

their best to rehabilitate Dwain, guards and older
prisoners looked out for him, and his education was
probably better than he would have received on the
outside. None of his supporters expected him to
re-offend after he was paroled, but Warden Hoyt
Cupp and forensic psychiatrists weren't so sure.

Dwain Lee Little's mug shot at his re-
arrest for carrying a deadly weapon in
1975. At twenty-seven, he was quite
handsome, and a jealous girlfriend
reported him to police.

Dwain Little in about 1977,

when he was paroled from the

Oregon State Penitentiary once again.

He moved to the Beaverton area,

got married, and seemed to be adhering

to his parole stipulations carefully.

Dwain Little after his arrest
near Portland in 1980 for yet
another violent crime. He
was soon headed back to the
penitentiary.

Dwain Little at the age of sixty

in 2008, still locked behind bars in

the Oregon State Penitentiary.

He is determined to be paroled

again, but that isn't likely. He

has allegedly confessed the worst

of his crimes to a fellow inmate,

but he will not talk to detectives.

Seattle is a paradise for athletes of all kinds — skiers,
boaters and sailors, and, of course, joggers. The Emerald
City is located in a spot in Washington State where both
the Pacific Ocean and the Cascade Mountains are only a
little more than an hour away, and King County is rife with
parks, trails, and quiet roads where traffic is light and the
air is fi^esh and clean.

And the joggers run — some to rid themselves of
pounds accumulated over the years, some to improve
their heart and lung capacity, and some for the sheer joy
of it. It would seem that there could be no healthier
choice for young, middle-aged, and even elderly joggers.
Yes, it would seem so, but that wasn't true in the late
summer of 1978.

Running the popular trails in Seattle's verdant Seward
Park became as dangerous as free-fall skydiving or hang
gliding. Someone was watching and waiting in the dense
thickets of fir, maple, and madrona trees of the vast park
that edges the western shore of Lake Washington, some-
one consumed with thoughts of violence and killing.

Most people think of Seattle as being cloudy and rainy,

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but that isn't true in July and August. Temperatures rise
into the nineties then, and a hundred-degree day isn't un-
heard of. Before the heat of these summer days becomes
oppressive, many joggers choose to switch their workouts
to early morning hours. With so many runners showing up
at Seward Park before most people have breakfast, lone
female joggers felt perfectly safe. Penny DeLeo, thirty-
three, had been part of the "morning crew" — as some run-
ners called themselves — for two months, and she felt no
fear at all as she ran along paths that often seemed like
tunnels through the trees.

If Penny DeLeo was aware of the murder of a young
girl in the park the previous winter, she had forgotten
about it. Although the homicide death of seventeen-year-
old Joyce Gaunt on February 17 had gone unsolved, it
hadn't even been mentioned in the local media for several
months.

Everything had been "normal" in the park for so long
that the specter of death was the last thing on Penny
DeLeo 's mind as she scribbled a hurried note to her
young son at 7:30 a.m. on Tuesday, August 8.

"I've gone running," she wrote. "Will be back soon.
You may watch TV until I get home. Love, Mom."

Then Penny kissed her husband good-bye as he hurried
out the front door to catch a bus to work. Shortly after that,
she backed her new metallic brown Toyota Celica out of
their garage, and drove to Seward Park.

Penny wore a T-shirt, blue and white shorts, and green
running shoes — ^her usual exercise attire. There was noth-
ing unusual about this morning. She expected to be home

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to fix breakfast for her son within an hour, probably before
he even woke up.

But this morning was to be different — earthshakingly
different. Nothing in their lives would ever be the same
again.

Penny DeLeo didn't return from the park all day. Her
son watched television for a while, and then he got dressed
and went out to play with his friends. He was curious
about where his mother might be, but he was too young to
be aware of the dangers of the world.

Shortly before 5:00 p.m., Penny's husband came home
from work and found that she was nowhere in their house.
He asked his eight-year-old son where his mother was, and
was stunned when the boy said he hadn't seen her all day.

Her car was gone, the beds were unmade, and the
kitchen counter was a mess of crumbs and peanut-butter
smears where the boy had made himself sandwiches.

DeLeo felt the hairs stand up on the back of his neck as
a sensation of absolute dread crept over him. Where was
Penny? A check with her friends netted no information.
No one had heard from her all day. He called Seattle po-
lice and reported his wife as a missing person, stressing
that Penny had never left home before, and that it was un-
thinkable that she would leave their son unsupervised all
day. Patrolman Deimis Falk drove to the DeLeos' home
and talked to her worried husband.

Falk jotted down a description of the Toyota and its li-
cense number — IYR-544. He then drove slowly through
all the parking areas in Seward Park and found no sign of
the vehicle.

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Next, he proceeded to parking areas along the beach.
The hydroplane races, a big draw for thousands of people
who attend Seattle's Seafair, had taken place only a few
days before on Lake Washington. Falk checked all the pos-
sible places to park from Seward Park to some distance
north of the Stan Sayre hydroplane pits.

And he didn't find a metallic brown Celica. He drove
the loop road near Lake Washington where Penny DeLeo
always ran, and then perused the area around the bath-
house where her husband said she normally stopped for a
drink of water after her run.

But Penny DeLeo was gone. It didn't seem possible
that someone could disappear fi-om that park, which was
alive with people from dawn to long after dusk on such a
beautiftil summer's day — but, somehow, she had. Her ago-
nized family spent a sleepless night, waiting for a phone
call, anything that would let them know she was all right.

The police couldn't take an official missing report until
Penny had been gone for at least twenty-four hours. Most
adults leave of their own accord, for their own reasons, and
come back when they feel like it. But from the beginning
Dennis Falk had a "hinky" feeling about Penny — an intui-
tive cop's slang for something that isn't right, even when
they can't say why. And the feeling wouldn't go away.

Shortly before 10:00 the next morning, a bird-watcher
tracked an osprey in Seward Park with his binoculars.
Edging deeper into the woods, well beyond the trail he'd
been on, the man spied what he thought was a pile of
clothes. Moving closer, he was stunned to see the almost
nude body of a woman lying prone on a carpet of leaves.

Forgetting completely about the habits of water birds,

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the man ran to a phone. Seattle Police patrol officers, Tact
Squad members, and handlers with their K-9 dogs
responded within minutes to the "found-body" alert.

The officers confirmed that there was a woman's corpse
in the park. They cordoned the area off with yellow crime
scene tape while they waited for detectives from the homi-
cide unit to arrive.

And then, incredibly, the activity in the park escalated.
A man ran up to them, shouting, "Someone just tried to
rape my wife!"

The officers quickly determined that the would-be rape
victim was safe at the moment— if hysterical. They
obtained a description of the suspect in that attack. Since
it had just occurred, they figured he was still in the park.

They wanted to find him as quickly as possible — before
he managed to vanish into the crowd that had come to beat
the heat of the day.

The descriptions they received from witnesses were
quite similar to one another. They were looking for a black
male, six feet to six feet two, and slender. According to
observers, he'd been wearing a soft white hat, red and
white checked pants, and a long-sleeved white shirt. That
outfit would certainly make him stand out.

On police orders, Seward Park was immediately sealed
off; there was no way for the rape suspect to escape unless
he went by water, and that outlet, too, was monitored by
boats from the Seattle Police Harbor Patrol Unit. Air One,
the department's helicopter, was now hovering overhead.

Two of the patrol officers drove the jogging loop road
as they searched for the suspect. They soon came across a
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warned her of the danger and took her safely to the park
gates.

"You know," she began, "I did see a man dressed in red
and white, with a floppy white hat on — "

"Where was he?"

"Near the bathhouse. He started to go down to the
north end of the park as I headed south."

It was a weird situation. The Seattle police might be
looking for one man who was responsible for both a mur-
der and an attempted rape. On the other hand, they might
be tracking two different men who had erupted into vio-
lence during the same twenty-four-hour period. The latter
hardly seemed likely.

While the homicide crew headed to Seward Park to
start their investigation into what appeared to be a murder,
more and more police cars moved in to seal off all exits
and to search for the man who had tried to rape the latest
victim, who identified herself as Tricia Long.*

Was a killer-rapist stupid enough to return to the park
the day after Penny DeLeo vanished, and then assault a
second woman? A lot of killers have been known to hang
around the rim of a police investigation, reliving the thrill
of the murder they've committed. If he wasn't stupid, he
was probably obsessed with bloodshed and wanted a
front-row seat to watch what came after.

Still shaking, Tricia Long agreed to go to police head-
quarters to give a statement to detective Merle Camer in
the Crimes Against Persons Unit.

Tricia told Camer that she had gone to the park earlier
that Wednesday morning with her husband, their baby, and
her sister-in-law. The two women planned to jog the loop,

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as Tricia was training to run in a women's marathon and
wanted to scout the course.

"We made one loop together," she said, "and then my
sister-in-law got a really bad cramp in her leg and we
couldn't massage it away. So I told her I could run alone.
My sister-in-law went back to feed the ducks with my hus-
band and our baby."

"What happened next?" Camer asked.

"As I was running, I could see this tall black man up
ahead, who was sitting under a tree," Tricia recalled.
"When I got within about twenty-five feet of him, he stood
up and moved onto the pathway. He didn't look at me — he
was facing away fi*om me. He was just standing in the
middle of the asphalt path."

"You weren't frightened at that point?"
' "No, not really. He didn't seem menacing, but he was
acting kind of strange — fidgety — with his hands at his
waist. As I passed him, he didn't make any move toward
me. I kept right on running. But then, about ten yards far-
ther on, I heard some footsteps running up behind me."

Tricia 's words came faster, and Merle Camer noted that
her face was washed of color.

"Almost simultaneously," she said, "he grabbed me
fi-om behind with his left arm around my shoulder, trying
to put his hand over my mouth. He wasn't holding me that
tightly, but he said, 'I kill you! I kill you! ' "

She said she'd fought the stranger, trying to get free of
his grip on her shoulder. She had looked to see if he had a
weapon or if he was just threatening her.

"I saw a whitish, plastic handled, short kitchen knife
about five inches long — like a steak knife."

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"What went through your mind at that point?" Camer
asked.

"Naturally, I feared that he was going to rape me. But,
when he said, 'I kill you! I kill you,' I believed he would.
He was pushing me from behind, trying to get me off the
roadway toward the woods. We struggled. I started scream-
ing my husband's name and yelling 'Help!' I was fighting
him with my arms and legs as hard as I could.

"It seemed like an eternity, but I think it was only about
ten seconds. Then he suddenly let go of me and went run-
ning off into the woods."

Tricia Long recalled running faster than she had ever
run before, screaming at the top of her lungs, and her hus-
band and sister-in-law heard her and came running. They
had tried to call police via a marine radio on one of the
boats at the park's dock, but that failed.

It was at that point that the Long family had come
across the police officers who were the first responders to
the "found-body" report.

Tricia was sure she could identify her assailant if she
saw him again.

It was 10:15 a.m. when detectives Ted Fonis and Wayne
Dorman checked out the fully equipped crime scene van.
The morning was warm and hazy, and the sun was blurred
by a smoky overcast caused by forest fires high up in the
mountains east of Seattle. Fonis and Dorman were two of
the most experienced homicide detectives in their divi-
sion, having spent many years there honing their craft.

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They worked together easily, rarely having to speak. They
could almost read each other's minds.

After passing through the tight cordon at the entrance
to Seward Park, the homicide team was directed to a
wooded area close to the bathhouse. It was near the north
loop on the lower level of the park, and they were glad to
see that it was roped off and closely guarded by several
police officers.

The two detectives walked up an inclined path into a
thick cluster of trees where the path became a lonely trail.
The grass here was matted down, as if a struggle had taken
place.

They saw soiled clothing just off the trail: a woman's
top, white with blue trim; a pair of running shorts of the
same colors; and beige panties.

Her body lay twenty-five feet away. She was nude, save
for a white bra, and a pair of green and blue running shoes
and socks.

"She can't weigh more than a hundred pounds," Wayne
Dorman commented. "She couldn't have put up much of a
fight."

The victim lay on her stomach, with her legs spread
wide. They couldn't yet see her face but saw that she had
chestnut-colored hair, cut short.

"I guess we can say that robbery wasn't a motive," Ted
Fonis said. "She's still wearing a couple of thousand dol-
lars' worth of jewelry."

They looked at her left arm where she still wore an
expensive wristwatch. She had a gold band ring with a
large diamond on the third finger of her left hand.

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Ironically, the watch was still running and gave the cor-
rect time.

"Whoever he was," Dorman said, "he was angry. If it
was a 'he.' Either he knew her and wanted to punish her,
or he was mad at the world."

They could see that the petite woman had been stabbed
again and again, too many times to count — in her back,
buttocks, thighs, even her neck. Her right wrist was cut so
deeply that the tendons had been severed, possibly a de-
fense wound suffered when she tried to fight back.

Oddly, a pattern was etched in blood on her thighs and
back. It looked like the crisscross soles of tennis shoes.
The investigators saw that the same pattern appeared in
patches of sand close to the body.

"The canine unit just ran by me," a patrolman called to
them. "They're tracking someone "

If the dog had picked up on a scent, the killer had prob-
ably returned to the scene of his crime, because this
woman in front of Fonis and Dorman had been dead for at
least twenty-four hours. Rigor mortis was well established,
making her joints rigid, and there were other signs that she
had lain in the woods overnight.

Looking through recent missing persons' reports
brought to the park, the detectives were almost certain
they had found Penny DeLeo. The clothes were right, the
physical description was right, and she had last been
known to be heading for Seward Park.

The King County Medical Examiner, Dr. Donald Reay,
responded personally to the scene.

"Doc Reay," as detectives called him, knelt next to the
body, examining her back first.

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"The bruises near her tailbone and on her upper right
hip occurred before her death," Reay said. "But all these
other scrapes on the rest of her back and legs happened
after she died. Her killer may have dragged her deeper into
the woods so no one could see her."

Penny DeLeo's murderer had shown no respect at all to
her body, a significant psychological reaction. And this
tended to strengthen the impression that he had been con-
sumed with a terrible rage.

Before they attempted to turn the victim's body over,
Reay, Dorman, and Fonis carefully placed bags over her
hands, securing them with rubber bands. If she had her
killer's skin under her fingernails, or hairs from his head,
or anything else that might help to identify him, they
didn't want to lose it.

When Penny DeLeo was moved to a supine position,
they could see that her white bra was stained crimson over
her breasts. And now, more wounds were apparent. In a
murderous frenzy, the man who assaulted Penny had
stabbed her in her chest, neck, and abdomen. A slender
gold chain with a precious stone setting was caught in her
hair.

"She's been in the same position since she died," Reay
pointed out, tracing the bright purplish-red striations on
her chest, stomach, and legs. They had formed when her
heart stopped pumping, and blood sank to the lowest por-
tion of her body.

"This lividity pattern is classic for the prone position
she was found in," Reay said. "There is no secondary
lividity that we'd see if she was moved before the initial
pattern was fixed."

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Detective Wayne Dorman began to bag the evidence
found at the scene: Penny DeLeo's clothing and running
shoes, her jewelry, and even some of the matted plants and
weeds that were stained with her blood. The detectives
also took dozens of photographs of the body and the sur-
rounding area.

Penny DeLeo had been a strong, vigorous young
woman in the peak of health, but no woman as small as
she was — or even a tall, husky woman — could have with-
stood what appeared to be a extraordinarily violent attack.
A number of the knife wounds had probably penetrated
her arteries and vital organs.

From the position of her body, the motive for the young
mother's murder appeared to be rape — or attempted rape.
Perhaps autopsy findings would tell the investigative crew
something more.

Penny DeLeo 's car hadn't been found in Seward Park or
within miles of it. It was still missing. If car theft was the
reason she was attacked, there would have been no need to
kill her. It would have been so easy to simply overpower
her and take her car keys.

A description of the missing Toyota Celica was broad-
cast to all patrol units in the city, along with an admonition
to avoid touching the vehicle if it was located. "This vehi-
cle may be prime evidence in an open homicide case."

When Doc Reay finished his survey at the murder site.
Penny DeLeo 's body was removed by the medical exam-
iner's deputies to await a complete postmortem exam.
As detectives Fonis, Dorman, and Moore prepared to

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clear the scene, they received news that the patrol units
had a suspect in custody. "He's on his way into your of-
fices."

A patrol officer searching the southeast portion of the
park had seen a flock of crows suddenly take to the air as
if they'd been startled. As he watched, he saw a tall figure
ninning toward the water. The officer radioed his position
to other police personnel in the park. Tact Squad officers
Brian Petrin and Larry Miller were just above the area
where the fleeing man had been spotted. They quickly
drove their car onto a grassy sweep and spotted the man,
who was still running.

But the tall runner had managed to get himself into a
dead end when his pursuers drove up to him, blocking
him.

He had nowhere left to go when Petrin and Miller leapt
from their vehicle with guns drawn.

"Lie on the ground," Petrin ordered him.

The suspect complied and moved his hands to his back
so he could be handcuffed. When they searched him, they
found no knife — or weapon of any kind.

He wore no hat, so they didn't know if he was the
would-be rapist who'd had a floppy white hat, but the rest
of his clothing matched the description of the man cops all
over Seward Park were looking for: wine, red, and white
plaid pants and high-topped tennis shoes. If he'd had a
white shirt on earlier, he was bare-chested now. His pants
were wet — as if he had been wading in the lake.

Advised of his rights, the suspect said he understood.

Although he was bigger than most grown men, at six
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was only fifteen years old. When they looked at him more
closely, they could see that was probably true; he had a
youthftil cast to his features, and areas on his jaw where
whiskers hadn't sprouted yet.

"What's your full name?" Larry Miller asked.

"Lee Wayne Waltham."*

"What were you doing in the park this afternoon?"

"I just came down to swim about twenty minutes ago,"
he mumbled.

"How'd you get in the park?" Officer Miller asked.
"We've had it blocked off for almost three hours."

"A guy I know dropped me off from his boat, and I
waded in."

At Seattle police headquarters, detectives Billy Baughman
and John Boatman prepared to question the youthful rape
suspect. His clothes were taken into evidence, and he was
handed coveralls to put on.

Now, three teams of detectives were working on the in-
tricate case — or possibly two cases. There was still no way
of knowing if the cases were intertwined or mere coinci-
dence. Half of the seventeen men assigned to the homicide
unit were deep into one phase or another of the murder or
the attempted rape.

Detectives Chuck Schueffele, Merle Garner, and Al
Lima were talking with the attempted-rape victim, Ted
Fonis and Wayne Dorman were processing evidence from
the murder scene, and now John Boatman and Billy
Baughman were seeing the prime — and only — suspect for
the first time.

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Investigators, who had spread out around Seward Park,
located a maple tree adjacent to the route Tricia Long had
taken. It was an ordinary bigleaf maple and there were
scores of them in the park. However, this one had a pile of
cigarette butts littering the ground beneath it. Anyone who
sat or stood there would have had a perfect view of the
jogging path in both directions.

Had the rapist and/or killer waited there? He could
have had plenty of time to pick and choose the victims that
appealed to him most, and the women were probably un-
aware of his presence as they came jogging by his look-
out spot. The huge tree hid him, and he could also have
reassured himself that no one else was nearby to identify
him.

Lee Waltham said he lived with his parents a block
from the park. Baughman and Boatman spent a great deal
of time going over the Miranda rights form with him, and
they asked that a detective from the Juvenile division be
present during their interview.

The suspect admitted early in the questioning that
Waltham wasn't his real name. "My last name is really
DuBois,"* he said.

"Why didn't you give the first officers your real name?"
John Boatman asked.

Waltham /DuBois shrugged. "I don't know, really. I
guess I was scared — Waltham is my real father's name,
but sometimes I use my stepfather's name. That's DuBois.
And that's the name I use. That's my half brother's name —
he's eight."

They let that go; they could check on whether they had
his legal name later.

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"What did you do this morning?" Boatman asked. "Like
when did you get up, where did you go, and so forth?"

"I got up about nine thirty, and walked over to the
hydroplane pits. They were still cleaning up from the races
'cause, you know, people leave a lot of trash behind."

DuBois said he'd watched the cleanup crews for a
while, and then he'd met a man who'd offered him a ride in
his boat.

"Then he took me over by the fish hatchery and let me
out in the shallow water," the tall youth said. "I waded in
the water, trying to catch some little fish that were there. I
kept my shoes on because I was afraid the crawfish would
bite me. I was just getting out to take my shoes off when
the two policemen arrested me."

"Did you assault a woman earlier this morning?"
Baughman asked.

"No, I didn't do it."

"Didn't do what?" Baughman asked immediately.

"Whatever you're asking me about."

"What did you do yesterday?" Boatman asked.

DuBois 's answer came quickly, almost as if he'd memo-
rized it. "I got up around six thirty and went to the high
school to play basketball. I got home at nine. I met my
cousin Reilly Jones,* who's up visiting from L.A., and we
went walking over to Boeing Hill. We got home about one
thirty. I worked around home, watched TV with my little
brother, had dinner, and then did some yard work. When it
was dark, I watched the Tuesday night movie and the pro-
gram after that, and went to bed around eleven."

It was a very precise, complete schedule of the day
before, almost too precise.

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"Did you kill that girl yesterday?" Boatman cut in, star-
tling DuBois.

"I didn't do that."

DuBois 's statements seemed innocent enough, but he'd
been wearing pants exactly like the ones Tricia Long had
described. There weren't a lot of double-knit slacks in a
plaid pattern that featured wine, red, and white. The socks
he still wore looked as though they had bloodstains on
them. That could be tested in the crime lab. His shoes were
Nike tennis shoes with a distinctive ridged pattern. Crimi-
nalists would also be able to tell if that pattern matched the
marks on Penny DeLeo's back and was etched in the sand
near her body.

The investigators pointed out time factors involved in
the two crimes and the evidence they had already uncov-
ered.

"There's simply no way that you could have gotten into
or out of Seward Park after that woman was attacked by
the rapist," Billy Baughman said. "Either our harbor boats
or the patrol-car cordon would have stopped you."

The teenage suspect stared at him, shrugged, and made
no comment, but little beads of perspiration dotted his
forehead.

"Do you want to talk about it now?"

Lee DuBois said nothing.

"The victim from this morning has already identified
your pants — she's here in our office, and she says she can
identify the man who grabbed her," Lieutenant Bob Holter
said quietly. "Did you do it?"

Now, the youth silently nodded his head.

"Did you kill the woman in the park yesterday?"

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Again, he nodded his head.

"What did you do with the knife?"

"I dropped it."

DuBois agreed to give Billy Baughman and John Boat-
man an account of his crimes. Before taking a statement,
the detectives tried to contact Lee's family, calling their
home every ten minutes for more than an hour.

No one answered.

Although they are always blamed for what their off-
spring do, no real guidelines exist to predict which parents
are going to have problem children. There are so many
causes for teenagers going astray, and, sometimes, there is
no cause at all. Lee DuBois was a teenager whose actions —
whatever they might be — would surely prove agonizing to
his parents.

Ironically, Lee's mother was a woman whose many
years of education had been spent learning to deal with
children's problems. She held a doctorate in educational
psychology. Her second husband and Lee's stepfather was
a Boeing engineer. The family lived in a very nice house
in a wealthy neighborhood only a few blocks from Seward
Park.

On the surface, Lee's home appeared to be stable,
happy, and secure.

But that was only on the surface, and like most fami-
lies, there were secrets no one knew about.

On August 9, 1978, Lee DuBois gave a taped statement to
detectives Baughman and Boatman, while Juvenile detec-
tive Ron Massie stood by.

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"On August eighth," the youth began, "I walked to the
tennis courts in Seward Park about six thirty. It was too
hot to sleep, and I wanted to find a place to put in my toy
hydroplane. I walked halfway around the road that leads
around the park. I then sat down in the shade for a while
between the road and the beach near the restroom. A Sa-
moan man came up to me. I told him my sinuses were
bothering me and he told me he had sinus trouble also, and
he gave me a yellow pill."

There were many Samoan families in Seattle, and the
University of Washington football squad was blessed with
a number of them — who quickly became athletic heroes.
Still, DuBois's story had a dreamlike quality to it, and the
detectives wondered if it was true.

DuBois said he didn't want to take the pill because it
had no "writing" on it to show what it really was. When
the "Samoan" told him it was because it was the "im-
proved kind," that reassured him and he'd swallowed the
pill.

After the stranger left, DuBois recalled that he saw a
girl jogging down the road. "I would say she was about
twent>'-six, a white girl in shorts which were blue or red.
She jogged by me and said, 'He got you, huh?'

"I knew she meant the Samoan as she smiled at him as
he went up the trail off the road."

Lee said the woman paused a few moments and then
began jogging again. He said he was beginning to feel pe-
culiar from the pill he'd ingested, and he got up and ran
after the woman.

"She stopped — as if she had a cramp — and I asked her
what she meant by what she'd said, but she didn't tell me.

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She laughed and started running. I ran after her. I put my
left arm around her neck and kept asking her what she'd
meant, but she still wouldn't tell me. Then I took my knife
out of my pocket and took it out of the case. I pointed the
blade at her, saying, 'You'd better tell.' She said, 'Okay, but
put the knife away' "

DuBois had complied, and he described the knife as a
"fish" knife, about six inches long, and said it had a
wooden case — designed so that it would float.

"I told the woman we were going back to the bath-
rooms to see if the Samoan dude was still around. The
woman was walking ahead of me up a trail.

"She said I'd ordered her up the trail, but I denied that. I
turned around and headed back down the trail when the
knife fell out of my pocket.

"I turned around and saw that she had picked it up. I
told her to give it back. She told me to come get it, and
began waving it at me. I grabbed one of her wrists and cut
myself slightly on two fingers. She fell down during the
struggle. She had her back to me as she began to get up.
She was about to run away when my mind kept saying,
'Kill her — kill her.' I walked up to her and stabbed her five
times in the back. She fell facedown and was trying to get
up when I ran away. When I walked out of the trail I saw
the Samoan dude and he was shaking his head at me, say-
ing 'Teh . . . tch . . . tch.' I hit him with my fist and then
started running. He chased me for a short way and then
stopped."

DuBois said he had gone home then.

"What were you wearing at that time?"

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running away, I stepped on her neck and her back. I was
wearing my Nike basketball shoes."

The suspect said he had returned to the park the next
day to see if he had killed the woman.

"I stayed in the road and looked up, but I didn't go up
where she was. I don't know why I killed the girl. Some-
thing just kept telling me to do it."

Lee DuBois also admitted to assaulting Tricia Long,
but again, he hadn't been in control of his feelings. The
voice inside him had told him to "kill . . . kill."

At this point, detectives were finally able to reach the
suspect's parents. His mother insisted that all questioning
stop, and she said she was going to contact a lawyer. The
investigators agreed to her request, and Lee DuBois was
taken to the Youth Service Center, where he was placed in
the high-security detention section.

Were his violent actions on August 8 and 9 surprising?
Not really. When the Seattle investigators checked Juvenile
records, they found that Lee had been in trouble before.
He'd been a runaway when he was only seven, involved in
vandalism when he was ten, and accused of "indecent lib-
erties" when he was just twelve.

He did have a history of sinus problems but had never
been known to take drugs of any kind or to drink alcohol.
He was active in football, basketball, and track.

It was a dreadftil thing to contemplate, but it looked
like a boy little more than fifteen years old was behind the
ugly murder and attempted rape in Seward Park.

Although DuBois had admitted the murder and the at-
tack to Billy Baughman and John Boatman, he had reso-
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crimes. He could not — and would not — explain how
Penny DeLeo's clothes had come off, and he grew very
disturbed when any mention of sex was brought into the
interview. Nor would he discuss what had happened to
Penny DeLeo's car.

The postmortem examination of Penny DeLeo's body
showed that she was five feet, four and a half inches tall,
and weighed only ninety-two pounds — no match at all for
a youth over six feet tall who outweighed her by almost
seventy-five pounds.

Assistant Medical Examiner Dr. John Eisele found
thirty-one stab wounds scattered over the hapless woman's
body. As Dr. Don Reay and the first detectives on the scene
had suspected, many of her knife injuries would have been
almost instantly fatal. Her jugular vein had been severed
and her heart, lungs, and abdominal organs pierced. Her
right wrist had been cut so deeply that the tendons were
severed, as well as the ulnar and radial arteries.

If ever there was an example of overkill, this was it.
Penny had also been hit hard in the right eye by some kind
of blunt object — ^possibly a fist. The only saving grace for
those who loved her was that she had probably not had
time to be afraid, and died with the first few knife thrusts.
If rape had been attempted, it had not been consummated.

That was very small comfort.

As the news media reports of the murder and attack in
Seward Park escalated, homicide detectives received
phone calls from several joggers who had seen a man in
the park who seemed to be acting peculiarly.

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One man said he'd been jogging in the park on August
8 at 7:15 a.m. and he'd observed a tall, slim black male
watching two female joggers. The man was obviously try-
ing to keep his face covered. He'd worn a white hat, light
jacket, and solid-color pants. Several women had also seen
the tall young man wearing the floppy white hat.

At 8:00 p.m. on August 9, the Port of Seattle Police re-
covered Penny DeLeo's Toyota Celica near the First Ave-
nue South bridge, miles west of Seward Park. The car was
taken to the Seattle Police Department's processing room
for latent-print examination.

Criminalists found Lee DuBois's fingerprints inside
Penny DeLeo's car. They also determined that the ridges
on the bottom of the suspect's shoes matched the prints
etched in blood on her body.

The net was cinching tighter.

On August 10, detectives interviewed still another
young woman who had been attacked in Seward Park — a
day before Penny DeLeo's murder. This woman, Janet
Carroll,* a nurse employed in a Seattle hospital, told
them that she had been jogging in the park on August 7
at 7:00 p.m.

"I was rurming on the east loop road," she said, "when I
saw a tall, dark young man. I jogged by him and then I
heard footsteps behind me. He grabbed me and held
something sharp against my stomach. Then he threw me
over the bank onto the rocks on the lakeshore. I started to
crawl back up and saw a male jogger approaching. When I
screamed for help, the boy who'd grabbed me ran."

Ms. Carroll said the teenager who'd attacked her wore
I blue jeans and a light blue top with writing on it.

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The MO of the suspect seemed set, although, of course,
there was no way of knowing for sure if he had used the
same techniques with Penny DeLeo. She could no longer
tell police how the man had captured her. From what Lee
said of his deadly encounter with her, it sounded very
similar to the other victims.

The tall youth's pattern was to stand in the running
path, facing away from the joggers, let the women pass
him, and then run after them, grabbing them from behind
and threatening them with a knife. Now, there was an
attack on August 7, a murder on August 8, and a third
assault on August 9. There were probably other rape
attempts or even completed rapes, but the victims had
been too embarrassed to report them.

On August 16, the King County Juvenile Court declined
jurisdiction over Lee DuBois; he would be tried as an adult
for murder in the first degree and two counts of assault.

Detective Dick Reed joined the probe, and he obtained
a search warrant for inspection of the suspect's room.
Reed made a list of items that might be in that room, but
they could also be somewhere in Seward Park: a long-
sleeved sweatshirt believed to have been worn by DuBois
during the murder, the car keys to Penny's Toyota, the
white-handled fishing knife, a floppy white hat, blue jeans,
jean jacket, and a baby blue T-shirt with writing on it.

Lee's room in the handsome residence near the park
was furnished impeccably: the floor was carpeted, it had
its own private bathroom, TV and stereo, and floor-to-
ceiling sliding doors opening onto a lushly landscaped
yard. Lee could clearly come and go through the sliders
without his parents knowing.

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The room was very neat, and Lee DuBois's clothes
hung on hangers in the closet — all pointing the same way.
He had a wardrobe any teenager would envy.

Accompanied by the suspect's mother and his lawyer,
Dick Reed and Ted Fonis searched for the missing clothes.
They found several pairs of blue jeans, jean jackets, and a
light blue shirt with "Adidas" printed on it. All the cloth-
ing had been washed, and at this point it would be hard to
isolate blood spots if they had been there. Still, some of
the jeans bore dark stains, worth analyzing to check for
any vestige of blood.

Dick Reed checked off just a few items listed in the
search warrant, but there weren't many left. Next, they did
a grid search of Seward Park, beginning at the spot where
Penny DeLeo's body was found. They failed to turn up any
of the items sought. The knife, car keys, and floppy hat
were gone, perhaps hidden in the waters of Lake Washing-
ton or somewhere in the thick vegetation.

Reed received a call from still another female jogger
who had seen a tall black male in the park early on the
morning of August 8 — just about the time Penny DeLeo
would have been jogging.

"He was sitting under a big maple tree," she said, "and
watching joggers on the trail. I was alone, but there were
several people running near me. I guess I was lucky."

"Yes, you probably were," Reed said, wondering if she
really could fathom just how lucky she was.

Clearly, Penny DeLeo had been chosen for attack, pos-
sibly because she had the misfortune to be jogging alone
and rounded the trail loop at a time when no one else was
around.

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And possibly for her shiny new car.

Lee DuBois's only alibi for where he was at the time
was Reilly JoneSj his cousin from Los Angeles. Jones had
already returned to L.A., but the Seattle homicide detec-
tives asked that a Los Angeles Police Department detec-
tive interview him.

Reilly Jones's statement to the California detective filled
in many of the blank spots during the three-day period
when DuBois allegedly brought down a reign of terror on
females in the park.

Reilly said he'd been in Seattle since the middle of July,
and had spent a lot of time with his cousin Lee. They'd
gone to Seward Park on the afternoon of August 7.

"Lee told me that he would have a car the next day
from one of 'his girls,' " Reilly recalled. "I wasn't sure
what he meant by that, but he took off about seven p.m.
and headed toward the jogging trail I didn't feel like
going with him, so I went home. He cam.e home at eight
and told me again he was going to have a car tomorrow."

(Janet Carroll, the nurse, was seized on the jogging trail
at 7:00 p.m. on August 7, and got away from her attacker.)

Jones said that he had seen his cousin tuck a short-
bladed fishing knife in the elastic anklet band of his right
sock on either August 6 or 7. "He told me he carried it for
protection."

Reilly Jones said he thought Lee was just blowing
smoke about getting a car — he wasn't even old enough to
have a driver's license. But on August 8, Jones said that
Lee wakened him by tapping on his window at 1 1 :00 a.m.

"He was tapping with car keys. There was only one key
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DuBois had bragged, "I told you I was going to get a
car!"

Lee changed his clothes, and Reilly saw him throw a
pair of green corduroy pants into the closet. Then Lee in-
sisted on taking Reilly for a ride in the new shiny-brown
Toyota Celica.

"It was hidden down the street so Lee's mom — 'Dr.
Sue' — wouldn't know about it," Reilly said. "And he told
his little brother who's eight to keep quiet about it."

Reilly had his doubts about where the car had come
from. As far as he knew, Lee didn't have any girlfriends,
much less one who would let him drive her brand-new car.
But he went along. They drove to a drugstore to buy candy,
and then cruised aimlessly around the southwest section of
Seattle for about an hour.

"We were headed back toward Lee's house when the
car ran out of gas. He told me we were going to have to
walk home. I saw him throw the car key into some brush.
When I asked him why and told him 'That dude's gonna
get you for throwing his key away,' he wasn't worried
at all.

"He just said, 'No. Sh—he won't.' "

They were miles from Lee's house, and it took them
several hours to walk home. They spent the rest of the day
watching TV, and Lee DuBois never mentioned just how
he'd gotten the car.

"What was his mood?" the LAPD detective asked.
"Did he act different than he usually does?"

"Naw. He was just his usual self."

"Did he have any scratches on him?"

"I didn't see any."

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The next day — August 9 — Reilly Jones hadn't seen his
cousin at all.

"He was gone at eleven that morning when I woke up. I
haven't seen Lee since we went to bed on the eighth. We
were tired from walking miles after the car ran out of gas."

Was it possible that DuBois had seen Penny DeLeo in
the park before, knew she ran every morning before 8:00,
and had coveted her new car? Even if that was the only
motive, it didn't explain why he had attacked women the
day before and the day after her murder.

Although the category wasn't yet known in 1978, in
retrospect it's clear that Lee DuBois had all the traits of a
"spree killer." "Serial killers" weren't categorized at the
time, either. Until the early eighties, every killer with mul-
tiple victims was considered a "mass murderer."

Spree killers erupt suddenly, striking day after day after
day — ^until they are caught. Often they take suicidal
chances. Lee DuBois was captured three days after he
began raping and killing, and it was extremely fortunate
that he was. He might have run up a toll even more devas-
tating than he already had.

Lee DuBois went to trial twice. His first trial, in February
1979, answered some of the questions about why and how
a fifteen-year-old boy could have grown up to be a spree
killer.

As his jury listened, transfixed by the perversity and
cruelty of Lee's crimes, the testimony detailed his horren-
dous early years. He hadn't had the safe and secure child-
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marriage — to his natural father — had been marred and
then destroyed by the "outrageous outbursts" of Lee's fa-
ther.

The crux of DuBois's defense plan was that he was
mentally ill and unable to differentiate between right and
wrong at the time of his crimes. Under Washington State
law, this means "unable to perceive the nature and quality
of the act."

The prosecution did not deny that the defendant was
clinically mentally ill, but the State contended that he was
legally aware of what he was doing as he stabbed Penny
DeLeo thirty-one times and assaulted the other two jog-
gers.

Now, his mother dabbed at tears as she painfully re-
called her first marriage. She testified that her former hus-
band's outbursts usually began as he sat in silence at the
foot of his bed. Predictably he would get up and begin to
beat his head against the wall.

When this happened, Lee, who was only a toddler,
screamed in terror. At one point, when he was eighteen
months old, his father had pulled a gun on his mother.

"I grabbed the barrel of the gun and was shot through
the hand," she recalled. "Then I shot my husband. I don't
remember how many times."

Their one-and-a-half-year-old child was showered with
his parents' blood, still warm as it saturated his clothing.
Although his mother had carried him from the bedroom,
he continued to scream so fi-antically that she could not
calm him down. It was a major emotional trauma for the
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Harborview Medical Center, and they both survived. No
charges were brought, but their union was shaky from
then on. They eventually divorced after a five-year mar-
riage.

"When my husband got that way," Dr. Sue DuBois tes-
tified, "I'd reach for a pitcher of ice water I kept in the
refrigerator. Throwing it on him was the only way to get
him to come to his senses."

She made no attempt to diagnose what was wrong with
him, but it's likely that he was bipolar, with a tendency to
be depressed more of the time than ebullient. His violent
rages could not be controlled without his getting a face
fiill of water and ice cubes.

It is quite possible that Lee had some genetic input
fi*om his father's mental health issues, but it was difficult
to say whether nature or nurture had turned him into what
he had become.

Dr. DuBois told the court that she herself usually
jogged in Seward Park each morning.

"What do you think would have happened if you had
gone to Seward Park the morning of the eighth of August?"
defense attorney Aaron asked.

"It's very scary to me," Lee's mother replied. "Based on
his unusual behavior — he stares at me blankly and sits on
his bed the way his father did sometimes — and because
I'm a jogger, it could mean, I guess, it could have been
me."

For the lay members of the jury, the possible psycho-
logical aberrations were getting very heavy indeed. An
Oedipal attachment, perhaps? A teenager who felt both
dependent on and resentftil of his mother?

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The psychiatrists called to testify all had opinions
about what was wrong with Lee DuBois. Those testifying
for the Defense said that he was a paranoid schizophrenic
who heard voices and believed himself to be possessed by
evil spirits. Those speaking for the prosecution deemed
him sane under the M'Naughton Rule and fully responsible
for the consequences of his actions.

After twelve hours of deliberation, the jury signaled
that they were hopelessly deadlocked on the question of
legal sanity as it might apply to the defendant. A mistrial
was declared. Ten jurors had voted for conviction, with
two holding out for acquittal by reason of insanity.

They were dismissed, and plans for a new trial began.

In late April 1979 DuBois went on trial again for the
same charges. The second trial, like the first, was lengthy
and involved. It lasted for two and a half weeks. But the
outcome was different this time. On the third of May, the
jury deliberated only five hours before returning a guilty
verdict.

Lee Wayne DuBois faced a life sentence.

Justice for Penny DeLeo, Tricia Long, and Janet Carroll
was dealt with under our criminal justice system. But
never for Joyce Gaunt.

Joyce Francine Gaunt never had much of a chance in
life. She was mentally challenged from birth owing to
fetal alcohol syndrome. Her mother had ingested far too
much alcohol during her pregnancy, damaging Joyce be-
fore she was bom.

Joyce's murder has never had closure. Detectives

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worked hard on her homicide, but there were still a num-
ber of questions that demanded answers — especially in
light of the August crimes in Seward Park. And, indeed, of
other homicides that came years later.

Joyce spent her short life being shuttled from one foster
home to another. Her last was in a group home on Capitol
Hill in Seattle's central district. She attended Pacific
School, an institution for special needs children. It was
hoped that she might one day be able to live on her own,
and even hold a job. She was able to take buses by herself,
to perform simple chores, but her lack of reasoning power
hindered her. She was often stubborn, confused, and un-
happy over her mental limitations. On occasion, she ran
away from the group home, resentfiil of the discipline and
restrictions there.

On February 16, 1978, she was seen waiting for her
regular bus at 4:30 p.m. as dusk settled over Seattle. She
should have been home by five or a little after. Her house-
parents became anxious as the hours passed and she didn't
arrive at the group home. A few minutes past midnight,
their phone trilled and they leapt to answer it. It was Joyce,
and she talked to the housefather. She would not say
where she was, but she didn't sound as if she were in
trouble. If she was in danger, she didn't realize it.

Her houseparents urged her to come home, and she
quickly hung up. Or perhaps someone with her hung up
the phone.

Nine hours later, Joyce Gaunt 's pathetic body was dis-
covered in Seward Park — close to the bathhouse and only
a short distance from where Penny DeLeo would be found
six months later.

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Joyce, too, was nude, and lying on her face. Someone
had crushed her skull with a heavy object, and she had
been strangled.

From that day to this, no one knows where Joyce Gaunt
spent the night of February 16 or how she reached Seward
Park, many miles south of the group home where she
lived. She would have been as trusting and naive as a
child of eight or ten, yet she looked like a fully developed
woman.

Seattle detectives have wondered if there is any connec-
tion between the death of Joyce Gaunt and Lee DuBois's
spate of violence six months later. The crime scene is the
same, the MO is very similar, but DuBois declined to dis-
cuss this earlier killing. And so the case of Joyce Gaunt
remains open. It's even possible that she was an early vic-
tim of the Green River Killer — Gary Ridgway — who also
left victims in Seward Park as he prowled King County in
the eighties, leaving at least fifty young women dead.

Each of these teenagers — Lee and Joyce — met a tragic
end. DuBois, whose background was fUll of promise, who
came from brilliant parents, and who lived in an appar-
ently happy home where finances were never a problem,
served years in prison.

Joyce Gaunt, whose life was blighted even before birth,
had no life ahead of her at aM. Perhaps each of them was
so scarred by early influences that there could be no other
fate for them than what they drew.

Penny DeLeo's fate is harder to contemplate. The little
boy she left a note for is close to forty now. Nothing can
ever make up for the loss of his mother during his forma-
tive years.

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Several of the detectives who worked on DuBois's
case(s) have passed away, and all the rest have retired.

Dr. Susan DuBois remained married to Lee's stepfather
until the elder DuBois passed away in 2007.

As far as I can determine, Lee DuBois has been out of
prison for years. He is listed in local phonebooks. There is
no public record of his re-offending.

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VOYEUR

Except for the fact that it is often torn by violent
winds and thunderstorms, Enumclaw, Washington, has al-
ways been considered one of the safest towns in the state.
Set in the far southeast reaches of King County, it's a
small town in the very nicest, homiest sense. It snows
more there, and summer gardens freeze over sooner there
than in the rest of the county, because its elevation is
higher. Only 6,000 people lived in Enumclaw in the mid-
seventies; some commuted thirty-five miles to Seattle or
to Tacoma. More were farmers or worked in the busi-
nesses that serviced the town itself. Enumclaw wasn't
known for anything but the county fair and a bakery with
the best homemade bread in the state.

In short, it has always been the kind of town where a
city dweller will go for a Sunday drive and inevitably
begin to think about selling his split-level house in Seat-
tle's spreading megalopolis, to opt instead for the quieter
life of Enumclaw.

Only a generation or two ago, it was the sort of town
where you could send your kids down the road to the store
and never have to worry about it.

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That was back in the day.

But then in the eighties and nineties, the elusive Green
River serial killer left the bodies of some of his hapless
teenage victims near Enumclaw. It was a tempting place to
hide his forbidden carnage because the town sits sur-
rounded by designated wilderness areas, dams, and rivers,
all in the massive shadow of Mount Rainier.

But long before Gary Leon Ridgway began killing his
estimated four to five dozen victims, there was another
killer who tracked the innocent near Enumclaw. He was so
angry and frustrated that he didn't care who he attacked,
who died, or who would live with jagged scars on their
memories forever.

The Enumclaw killer woke about 9:30 on the morning of
Friday, March 22, 1974. He'd decided that he wasn't going
to work that day at the lumber mill. His wife and their two
little girls were already up and eating breakfast in the
kitchen, but he didn't feel like talking to them. His plans
were none of his wife's business.

He took a bath and then dressed in a print shirt and a
pair of jeans.

He felt edgy, so he gulped down three tranquilizers and
waved his wife away when she asked him how many eggs
he wanted. Gradually, he felt the pills begin to do their
magic, although they didn't work as well as they once had.

Less than half an hour after he'd awakened, he was
headed away from his wife and babies in his 1974 Pinto
station wagon. Maybe he knew what he was looking for all
along. Maybe he didn't consciously think about it.

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He hated the Pinto already. He'd been proud of having a
new car, but then he'd read that Ford Pintos were flawed
and sometimes broke into towering flames if they were
even so much as tapped from behind. He feh like he'd
been taken, and now he was saddled with three years of
payments for a piece of junk.

He drove the new station wagon carelessly down State
Road 169 to the neighboring small town of Black Dia-
mond. He was looking for a tavern, but it was early, too
early for most of them to be open. Finally, around eleven,
he found a beer joint open for business in Black Diamond.

He drank a lot of beer. Later he'd say "a dozen — maybe
a half dozen." He played a couple of games of pool. He
left at half-past noon or shortly after and went looking for
more beer. He found a supermarket and bought three
twelve-ounce bottles, figuring he was saving money rather
than buying it at the tavern.

It wasn't working anyway.

Neither the beer nor the pills made him feel any better.
As he drove, he began to think about all the things that
were wrong in his life. Nobody ever cut him a break. He
had bills — lots of bills — and that bugged him.

He regretted now that he'd yanked his two tiny daugh-
ters' arms. And he'd spanked them too hard. In spite of
that, they still loved him and were happy to see him come
home. That ate at his conscience.

He sipped the beers and drove and thought about all the
bad things he'd done; he counted all the people who'd been
on his back — at least it seemed like somebody was always
riding him for something.

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the afternoon passed. He wasn't going anywhere. He
could have taken any road out of town and it wouldn't
have mattered. His black thoughts kept" him fi-om seeing
and appreciating the signs of spring in yards and green
stretches along the highway: daffodils, bright orange-red
quince sprouting on stalks that had seemed dead a few
weeks earlier, pussy willows. Even the skunk cabbage
that bloomed velvety yellow in the bogs beside the road
were pretty from a distance. Up close its cloying smell
was overpowering, and anyone who picked it found that
out in a hurry.

For this man, even spring was a miserable season. He
might have decided to go home, but he kept driving. With-
out willing it, he wound up on the Enumclaw-Buckley
highway. State Road 410 would eventually take him to
Crystal Mountain, where there was a popular ski area, and
mounds of snow still covered the ground.

The teenage girl and the boy walking along Highway 410
in Enumclaw were enjoying the first faint aura of spring in
the air. And that's about all it was, too. It was still cold,
freezing at night. Although the day before had officially
brought the season into being, the trees in the wilderness
woods were as leafless and dry as they'd been in Novem-
ber. But it wasn't raining, and it wasn't freezing in the
daytime.

And it was Friday afternoon, the best time in the week
for high school students. The store they were headed for
was a half, mile or so down the road, and they neither
wanted nor sought a ride.

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Camilla Hutcheson* was sixteen, auburn-haired and
pretty. Keith Person was only fifteen, but he was already
five feet, ten inches tall, while carrying 140 pounds on his
lanky fi-ame. He was still as slim as an arrow, but there
was promise there of the man to come.

The high school sophomores enjoyed each other's com-
pany, although they weren't a particularly romantic duo.
They'd known each other since grade school, and they still
liked each other. Sometimes, one or the other of them
would entertain thoughts of moving their relationship
ahead, but they each figured if that was meant to happen, it
would — all in good time.

Keith was born in Seattle, but he'd lived his whole life
in Enumclaw. He was popular with his fellow students and
president of the school's ski club. His dad ran a local real
estate firm. Camilla's father worked as an aircraft me-
chanic for the Boeing Company. They were typical Enum-
claw teenagers, they'd gone to school there since they
were kindergartners and attended church there, and their
idea of high excitement was attending a pep rally before a
football or basketball game, or going to the county fair in
Enumclaw, or the Western Washington Fair in Puyallup.

Instead, these two attractive teens were about to walk,
all unawares, straight into hell. There was no one around
to warn them, and they weren't prepared to defend them-
selves.

The man in the green Pinto cruised along 410, spotted
them, and executed a U-turn in the middle of the road so
he could head back toward them.

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He had been driving without purpose, but now he had a
plan.

It was 2: 14 on that Friday afternoon when the communi-
cations center of the King County Sheriff's Office received
a report from Harry A. De Lashmutt, a forest ranger as-
signed to the Mount Rainier National Park Service. The
initial report mentioned only that there had been a shooting,
something not at all uncommon in the wooded foothills. It
could have been a poacher, someone target shooting who'd
missed, or even the result of a fight.

The location given was noted as being three-fourths of
a mile east of the Mud Mountain Dam Road on Highway
410.

Homicide and robbery detective Sergeant Len Randall
was notified by radio, and he directed detectives Ted
Forrester and Bruce Morrison to proceed to the scene. De-
tective Rolf Grunden headed for the hospital in Enumclaw
to interview a victim who was reportedly under treatment
there. After he'd alerted Special Operations that the team
from the sheriff's office would probably need auxiliary
lighting at the scene — whatever it turned out to be —
Randall himself drove to Enumclaw.

Homicide detectives live their working lives on the
edge of a powder keg. Days, even weeks, may go by when
nothing happens, and there are also times when murders
are almost predictable.

No murder can be called routine — but a drunken hus-
band shooting a drunken wife, or vice versa, is what might
be considered a predictable killing. A mentally ill person
with paranoid delusions, untreated, often becomes a pre-
dictable killer. Holiday gatherings, old resentments, and

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too much liquor usually collaborate to keep detectives
away from their own family celebrations.

Although those who care about both the killers and the
potential victims have worried about what might happen
and even asked police to step in, the truth is that law en-
forcement's hands are tied. Police cannot arrest someone
for something they might do without invading the rights of
a suspect-to-be; they can only pick up the pieces after it's
too late.

Yet there are occasionally crimes so atypical, so sense-
less, and so heartbreaking, that even the most outwardly
tough detective has trouble controlling his emotions. Per-
haps that's why a homicide unit is any police department's
"Ulcerville."

There would be witnesses waiting at the hospital to talk
to Randall and Grunden, witnesses who, for once, had not
been afraid to become involved.

One was the Reverend Thomas J. Tweedie of Gig Har-
bor's United Presbyterian Church. He and a friend, Robert
McCleod, had been driving along Scatter Creek Road to-
ward the Crystal Mountain ski area at about 1 : 30 on March
22. As they headed up toward the mountains, the air grew
chill.

Suddenly, as if she were indeed an apparition, the two
men were startled to see a young girl run out onto the road
from some bushes to their left. She was completely naked,
and a thick scarlet rivulet of blood ran down one of her legs.

The girl was crying hysterically and waving her arms.

As they drew beside her, Reverend Tweedie and Bob
McCleod stopped their car. The terrified girl immediately
leapt into the backseat.

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Fighting to be understood through her shuddering sobs,
she tried to explain what had happened. '

"A crazy man was chasing me, and he has a gun. He
made me take all my clothes off," she blurted, keeping her
head below their car's windows. "He's still around here.
We have to be careful!"

"Don't worr>' about that," Reverend Tweedie said, while
he handed the girl his jacket to cover herself.

"No, no," she said urgently. "You don't understand. We
have to get help for my friend. Please!"

Even in her deep shock and terror, it was not her own
safety the auburn-haired girl was thinking of. They won-
dered if there was another girl back in the deep woods.

She was impatient with them, but they put that down to
whatever emotional trauma she had suffered.

"It's not a girlfriend," she cried. "It's my boyfriend,
Keith — ^he's still in there. He's still in the woods with a
madman. He's beating Keith with a shovel!"

As Reverend Tweedie pulled across the bridge, pre-
pared to try to rescue the girl's boyfriend, he heard the
cracking sound of a pistol shot.

Then there was only silence.

The sobbing girl was covered with a shirt and jacket
now, but she trembled violently. Her benefactors didn't
know what to do. Should they go into the dark copse of
trees to save the boy? Or was it too late? They didn't know
how badly the girl was injured. She obviously needed to
get to a hospital at once, yet there still might be a chance
to save her friend, as she kept begging them to do.

But they weren't armed — ministers seldom are — and
they knew the maniac in the woods ahead was. It would be

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foolhardy to walk into a hail of gunfire; they were all
likely to be killed.

They decided to flag down the first car that came by.
Fortunately, it was Ranger De Lashmutt driving the next
vehicle. He stopped as he saw the two men in a red Volks-
wagen frantically signaling him.

"We're not sure what happened," Reverend Tweedie
said. "We came across an injured girl — she's in our car
over there. She says her boyfriend is out there in the
woods, and that a 'madman' is beating him. I guess he
held both of them at gunpoint. Then we heard a shot — "

"Has the girl been shot?" De Lashmutt asked.

"I'm not sure. She's bleeding from a wound on her leg.
She surely needs an ambulance."

The ranger had a shortwave radio in his car, but the
area was so isolated and blocked by mountains that he
could not get a message out to ask for deputies and an am-
bulance. The signal was swallowed up repeatedly by the
mammoth rock walls and cliffs.

While the ranger was trying different bands on his ra-
dio's reception, they heard one more shot from the woods.
And then there was a terrible silence broken only by the
girl's soft crying as she sank deeper into clinical shock. De
Lashmutt grabbed his first aid kit and tried to stem the
flow of blood fi-om the wound in her thigh.

They knew they could drive the wounded girl out, but
that would leave the boy at the mercy of the stranger in the
woods. They breathed a sigh of relief when the next rig to
approach the chaotic scene was driven by a husky truck
driver.

"I've got a citizens' band radio setup in my truck," he

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said after they'd explained what was going on. "Let me
give it a try."

But he couldn't raise anyone, either.

Tweedie and De Lashmutt sent the truck driver out to
Highway 410, where he was more likely to make radio
contact with sheriff's deputies.

As the churchmen and the ranger waited, a lime green
station wagon pulled out of the woods. The driver was
headed straight for them, and they could see he was a
heavy-set white male who appeared to be in his mid-
twenties.

He drove toward them, gaining speed.

"That's him!" the girl shouted. "That's him!"

Thinking quickly, and with considerable courage. Rev-
erend Tweedie pulled his car across the road, almost com-
pletely blocking it. The trucker followed his lead and
pulled his rig next to Tweedie 's, closing the rest of the gap.

There was no way the Pinto station wagon was going to
exit Scatter Creek Road— rshort of plowing into the VW
Beetle and the truck. It skidded to a stop.

Tweedie and De Lashmutt grabbed the man. For some
reason, his clothing was soaking wet — both his blue jeans
and a brightly patterned shirt. The helpful trucker saw the
pistol protruding from the man's right rear pocket. He
grabbed it and placed it on the roof of the ranger's car.
Next, he checked the rest of the stranger's pockets, but he
didn't find any more weapons.

With his arms pinioned by a minister and a forest
ranger, the man who'd driven the Pinto was swearing vio-
lently. They smelled alcohol on his breath; it was almost
oozing out of his pores. He was behaving weirdly, and he

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seemed to be out of touch with reality. But his manner was
not the main concern of the group in the woods. It was the
boy they cared about.

Was he alive or dead?

Bob McCleod and the trucker grabbed the first aid kit
and headed into the desolate area as far as they could in
the truck driver's rig. They had to park and set out on foot
when they came to a turnaround on the forest road. First
they went down the Scatter Creek bypass road.

They found nothing, and they heard nothing but poplar
leaves quivering in a faint wind and the cry of birds.

Next, they headed in a northward path from the turn-
around area. When they got to Scatter Creek itself, they
saw the teenager. He lay facedown just above the creek it-
self And he too was nude. He was bleeding fi-om several
areas on his body, and most of his skin was either scratched
or bruised.

The two men climbed over to him, praying that some-
how he would not be dead at all but only unconscious.

It was a forlorn hope. They touched his carotid artery
under his ear, his wrists, and even his feet for a reassuring
pulse.

But there was none. Keith Person was dead.

Gulping down the impulse to cry, they looked around the
creek-side area. They spotted two piles of clothing —
one obviously belonging to a teenage girl, and the other to
the dead boy, who had probably given his life to save hers.

None of it made any sense to these laymen, nor would it
compute for the sheriff's detective either. The captured man,
who smelled like a brewery and struggled with the men
holding him, swearing obscenely, had to be at least a decade

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older than the victims. A love triangle didn't seem likely.
They would have to wait until the injured teenager felt
well enough to talk about what had happened next to Scat-
ter Creek. She was the only living witness.

While the burly suspect was being held for the arrival of
the King County deputies, Reverend Tweedie and his
friend Bob McCleod headed into Enumclaw with the
injured girl. Enumclaw Sergeant L. E. Robinson met them
and led them to the hospital.

Camilla Hutcheson had suffered extensive scratches all
over her body as she made her desperate bid for freedom
in the woods. At the hospital's ER, physicians verified that
she was suffering from severe shock.

"She's been shot, too," the doctor on duty said.

"She was?" Tweedie asked anxiously. "We didn't know."

"She has a wound in her left thigh that was caused by a
small-caliber bullet," the attending doctor said to the min-
ister and the deputies. "It's a through-and-through wound.
She was extremely lucky. If the bullet had hit a bone in-
stead of flesh, she might have been crippled and unable to
escape. I believe this will prove to be a .22- or .25-caliber
bullet. They tend to tumble over and over — bounce around
inside — if they strike a bone, and they can destroy vital
organs. It's much better for the patient to have a small bul-
let pass through only soft tissue."

Camilla would be held overnight in the hospital. But
there was nothing that could be done to help fifteen-year-
old Keith Person, who lay in the woods. The EMTs hadn't
yet arrived with an ambulance; in fact, they had been told

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to turn back until they got further word. Although Keith
was thought to be dead, his age and his reputation around
town made every man connected to the case surrepti-
tiously check for himself. The quick pressure of warm fin-
gertips against cold flesh. The impossible hope.

There had to be a heartbeat. Good kids like this shouldn't
die.

In a town the size of Enumclaw, news spreads like a
lava flow. Already, the news (albeit a bit garbled) of what
had happened at Scatter Creek was circulating in town.

"We have to get to the boy's parents," Enumclaw police
sergeant Robinson said quietly. "They must not find out on
the street."

Fortunately, they located Keith's parents rapidly, and
they listened with horror and disbelief as police told them
that he was dead.

Death notification, especially of the young who have
perished as the result of criminal violence, is the hardest
assignment any detective or police officer ever has.

But someone had to tell Keith's parents that their fine,
healthy, popular son had been killed with two gunshots.

"But why?" his father asked. "Why?"

No one really knew why yet. None of it made sense.
But the teenager was gone forever, and there was no way
to bring him back. While his parents grieved, the search
for answers had already begun.

Back at the crime scene, King County deputies Mark Fern
and Herb Duncan had reached the scene in the woods near
Scatter Creek, followed shortly by patrol sergeant Harlan

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Bollinger. They saw the red-eyed, disheveied-looking man
who was still held tight in the grip of a forest ranger and a
citizen who looked as though he should have been in
church. Ironically, he should have, but Reverend Tweedie
was determined that the stranger must not escape. Fern
and Duncan handcuffed the suspect and placed him in the
backseat of their patrol car.

The deputies then attempted to further secure the area
where Keith Person's body lay facedown. It had to be held
sacrosanct until homicide detectives could begin their
inch-by-inch crime-scene analysis.

However, an odd individual refused to move on, and
kept creeping closer to where Keith's corpse lay. He was
about to cause them a good deal of trouble.

The man explained that it was he who had calmed the
suspect by putting him into "an hypnotic trance." Fern and
Sergeant Bollinger exchanged glances; the prisoner hadn't
seemed at all "calm" to them.

Now, the self-styled psychic insisted on remaining at
the spot next to Scatter Creek. Finally, with the aid of state
trooper Earl Gasaway, the weird man was secured in the
trooper's vehicle until he could give a statement.

As the investigators had suspected, the man's meander-
ing explanations proved that he had nothing whatsoever to
do with the case; he had merely been passing by and
wanted to become involved in "the excitement."

Deputy Fern, too, had checked Keith Person's vital
signs, hoping as they all had that he might still be alive.
Fern then took possession of the gun retrieved from the
man in the. green Pinto. It was a Colt .25-caliber semi-au-
tomatic. The deputy marked his initials on the butt of the

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gun with a green felt pen and later turned it over to detec-
tive Rolf Grunden to be placed into evidence. Fern also
found a .25-caliber bullet in the suspect's pants pocket.

With instructions from Sergeant Len Randall, Fern
transported the suspect to the Enumclaw Police Depart-
ment headquarters, where he was advised of his rights
under the Miranda Rule. He agreed to take a Breathalyzer
test to determine the percentage of alcohol in his system.
The results showed a concentration of only .02, nowhere
near the legal level of intoxication.

The suspect, whose wide, bland face and rosy cheeks
made him look like anyone but a murderer, said his name
was Jerry Lee Ross, and that he was twenty-six. He was
currently working as a ripsaw operator at Harris Pine
Mills, a local firm. He was five feet, eight inches tall, and
weighed a hefty 1 80 pounds.

Ross told detectives that he lived with his wife and two
toddler daughters on Pioneer Street in Enumclaw.

He seemed proud of his service as a U.S. Marine and
said he'd received an honorable discharge. After that,
he'd attended Green River Community College in Au-
burn, in the hope of finding another career; lumber mill
jobs were fine for young men, but he had seen the hard
physical work wear down men who'd stayed too long at
the mill.

Why had Jerry Ross shot two high school kids? That was
the question in everyone's mind. Detective Rolf Grunden
checked to see what might be on Ross's rap sheet — if,
indeed, he had one. Jerry Ross did, but it was for penny

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ante stuff and showed only numerous traffic arrests, in-
cluding a few DWIs. Nothing that could be considered a
violent crime.

There was not the slightest explanation for the horror
that had erupted in the woods.

Jerry Ross was asked to remove his clothing while he
stood on a clean white sheet. Often minuscule pieces of
evidence can be found as they drop to a sheet. There were
a few evergreen needles, some dirt, but those would only
tend to validate Scatter Creek as the site of the murder —
and the investigators were already pretty sure of that.

Ross then dressed in clean coveralls and awaited trans-
portation to the King County Jail.

It seemed that this one day was at least a week long. It
was getting dark, but that was natural in March. Back near
Scatter Creek, detectives Ted Forrester and Bruce Morri-
son surveyed the crime scene. The dead youth still lay
facedown, his slight frame stretched along the ground.
Someone — maybe a deputy — had thrown a blue shirt
across the youngster's back as if to protect him from the
cold he no longer felt.

The two piles of clothing told the graphic story that
inanimate objects often do: a green plaid jacket, a pair of
boy's shoes with socks tucked inside, a pair of jeans with a
watch in the back pocket, a pair of boy's jockey shorts; the
girl's brown leather jacket, her blue jeans with bloodstains
on the thigh, a blue sweater, a white bra, a pair of blue and
white panties, a pair of small blue tennis shoes, a red cloth ^
purse. And a copy of The Story Bible.

"Someone forced those kids to undress — and you can
see they took as long as they could, delaying what was

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coming," Ted Forrester said. "See how carefully every-
thing is folded?"

Forrester took pictures of the evidence and the surround-
ing scene. There were tire tracks — distinctive impressions
left by relatively narrow new tires. After Forrester finished,
Morrison made plaster moulages that showed the treads,
tire size, and even small marks that indicated where rocks
or stones had marked the tires. In many ways, tires are like
teeth when used as identifying factors. Wear and tear, scars,
distance measurements, placement of teeth and treads.

Morrison and Forrester found bullet casings, too, from
a small-caliber weapon. Ballistics experts would be able to
tell them exactly which weapon, more precisely.

As Keith Person's body was removed to be transported
to the King County Medical Examiner's Office in Seattle,
an angry crowd gathered outside Enumclaw Police
Department headquarters. Jerry Ross sat inside the police
headquarters in a tightly secured room. He had requested
to talk with a minister, and investigators had arranged for
one to visit him.

Still, the situation had all the elements of an ugly con-
frontation, one not dissimilar from old-time lynchings.
The crowd outside was growing bigger every minute, and
they wanted to get their hands on Jerry Ross. To forestall a
possible rush on the building by citizens caught up in the
mob mentality. Lieutenant Richard Kraske and Sergeant
Len Randall decided that the suspect must be removed at
once through a rear entrance.

They managed to distract the furious throng out in front
of the police station, while they rushed a disguised Jerry
Ross out to Rolf Grunden's car. Grunden drove out of

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town on back streets, with a deputy following close behind
in another vehicle.

The Seattle jail was high atop a building, and much
more secure. During the ride into Seattle, Ross spoke
about his life as a marine.

"I was a rifleman in Vietnam," he said, almost wistfully.
He spoke of his years in the Marine Corps, the camarade-
rie, and somehow managed to make even war sound like a
good place to make friends.

After fifteen minutes, Ross's voice trailed off.

"I think I would like to think a little bit," he said.

"Go head," Grunden said. "You probably do have some ;
thinking to do."

There was, of course, one person other than the suspect ;
who knew exactly what had happened in those bleak woods
that edged up to Scatter Creek. And that was sixteen-year-
old Camilla Hutcheson. Somehow, she gained the strenjgth i
to give a statement to detective Jerry Harris. The investiga-
tors hated to ask her to remember the horror she'd been
through, but they also knew that her memory might well
become flawed as time passed. Jerry Ross was a dangerous
man, and they wanted to be sure he wasn't out on the street
within a matter of months.

They felt he would soon be stalking other vulnerable ,
victims. jl

"Start by telling me about your afternoon," Harris said.
"Just tell me what you remember?"

"It was about one p.m.," Camilla began. "I was walking^
down the highway with Keith Person. And I saw a guy

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drive by once in a green Pinto and then he drove by again.
[When we were] near the Safeway he stopped and rolled
down his window, and asked if we wanted a ride. Keith
looked at me and I said 'No.' I asked Keith if he knew the
guy. He said he thought he did."

She closed her eyes as she recalled what had been a
deadly decision for them. She and Keith had walked over
to the car smiling, but as they drew closer, Keith touched
her arm — firmly enough to let her know he wanted her to
stop.

"I don't know him at all," he whispered out of the side
of his mouth. "Let's take off."

Camilla said they'd half turned away from the green
Pinto, ready to run toward the shopping section.

"It was too late," she said faintly. "When we looked
back to see if the man was driving away, we saw that he
was still there, and he had a little gun in his hand. He was
aiming it right at us."

"You're going for a ride with me," the stranger ordered
in a menacing but authoritative voice.

"We felt as if we didn't have a choice," Camilla
recalled. "We thought he was going to shoot us."

They got into the front seat of the Pinto, and the man
started driving toward Crystal Mountain. He turned off the
main road near the Mud Mountain Dam, but there was
another car on the road ahead. Their captor had muttered
that it was "too light out," and he turned around.

Camilla hadn't known what he had in mind, but she
knew it wasn't anything good and she begged him to let
them go. If he would just let them out on the highway,
they'd find their way back to Enumclaw.

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"Just let us go," she said. "I promise we won't tell any-
one!" she had pleaded.

"It's too late" was their captor's cryptic response.

While Camilla tried to reason with the man, Keith was
trying to get the door open and jump out, pulling Camilla
with him. He signaled his intention with his eyes, and she
understood — and was ready to jump with him.

"But Keith couldn't get the door open without the man
knowing," she said. "He had these seat belts, and they
buzzed really loud if they got unhooked. The guy would
have been alerted right away if we tried to jump out."

Their kidnapper kept driving along narrower and nar-
rower roads. It was daylight, but the trees surrounding
them hid the sky and made it feel like dusk. Maybe it was,
she'd thought. Maybe they'd been driving for hours; in her
terror, she had lost track of time.

Camilla continued to plead for their release, but she got
on the stranger's nerves. Suddenly, she heard the gun fire
and felt a stinging pain in her thigh.

"I was facing Keith when he shot me. I felt it and I
could see the blood and I screamed. The man said if I
didn't shut up, he would do it again."

When they were an estimated two or three miles past
the Mud Mountain Dam, the driver turned the car down a
gravel road. Evidently, he had found it dark enough and ^
secluded enough to serve his purposes.

"He made us get out of the car, and then he reached
into the backseat and came out carrying this collapsible i
shovel. That was scary, because we wondered why he
needed a shovel?"

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Camilla drew a deep breath and tried to keep her voice
from trembling. Their abductor's next request had first
struck them as so ridiculous and humiliating that they
didn't believe him at first.

"He ordered us to take off our clothes. He was holding
the gun in his right hand. And it was a very small gun.
He'd already shot me with it, and I was still standing up.

"Keith and I looked at each other and laughed."

But they'd soon learned it wasn't a joke. "He said we'd
better do as we were told."

And so they removed their clothing, taking as much
time as possible, taking off their jewelry, watches, tucking
socks inside shoes, folding garments very slowly and
carefiilly. They were both terribly embarrassed, and hoped
the man with the gun would tell them to stop before they
were totally naked.

But he said nothing, watching them with glittering eyes
until they were both completely nude.

"Now you've got to make love to her!" the man barked
at Keith Person.

"We just stood there and looked at each other," Camilla
recalled from her hospital bed. "We just couldn't do that.
Neither of us ever had. It was crazy."

When the stranger realized that the teenagers were ada-
mant in refusing to have sexual intercourse despite the gun
he held on them, he ordered Camilla to perform an act
with a beer bottle. She had never heard of such a thing in
her life. She was shocked and incredulous.

Again, Camilla courageously refused, staring defiantly
at the madman in front of her.

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Their captor was angry, but Keith was angry, too. He
moved in front of Camilla to protect her. The man he faced
not only had a loaded gun but outweighed Keith by about
forty pounds. He'd been trained as a fighting marine, and
Keith was only a sophomore in high school.

Camilla told Detective Jerry Harris that the "crazy man"
picked up his shovel then.

"He started to hit Keith on the head with it," she said,
tears running down her face. "I knew I had to get help. I
didn't see Keith fall, but I knew that both Keith and I to-
gether wouldn't be a match for the 'madman,' and his gun
and his shovel."

While their kidnapper was distracted by beating Keith,
Camilla ran for the bushes and then leaped and rolled
down the twenty-five-foot cliff into Scatter Creek. She re-
membering blacking out when she hit the water. She felt
as if she were drunk, or dizzy, or in a nightmare where
nothing made sense.

Half walking and half floating in the icy water, she
worked her way toward the bridge ahead. Several times,
the dark waves of oblivion rolled over her and she sank
beneath the water, but the frigid water helped to snap her
back to consciousness.

"And then I looked up and I saw the man with the gun
above me. He'd been following me along the bank."

Somewhere she'd heard the term "like shooting fish in a
barrel." She felt like the fish, trapped without any protec-
tion at all.

"He told me to get out of the creek and come back up
the bank," Camilla said. "And I did what he said, but I
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survived the first bullet, and maybe the next one wouldn't
kill me either. I knew he was going to shoot me."

As Camilla reached solid ground, she said she'd begun
to run, ignoring the shouts of the man behind her. She
heard him fire the gun again, and waited for the sting in
her back, but this time the bullet didn't hit her.

And then, mercifiilly, she broke out through the brush
and ran to the safety of the minister's car.

"I knew he would have killed me if he caught me . . ."

Camilla said she had never seen the man before but
knew she would recognize him again. Despite his bizarre
demands that she and Keith perform sexually for him, he
had not touched her himself.

Why on earth had the suspect taken the helpless teenagers
for that forced ride?

Detective Grunden tried to sort out some of the answers
as he took a statement from Jerry Lee Ross. Again, Ross
had been fully advised of his rights and^ after talking to his
pastor, he said that he wanted to tell the truth about what
had happened.

He recalled that he'd seen the two young people walk-
ing toward Enumclaw. He wasn't sure of the time, but he
decided he'd ask them if they wanted a lift. He denied he
had forced them into the car.

"As we were driving the girl asked me where we were
going. About that time I pulled out a gun alongside the
driver's seat. I had put the gun next to the seat before I left
home in the morning. The gun is a .25-caliber automatic, a
Colt. I'd loaded it with seven shots.

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"I told them to keep their mouths shut — that we were
just going for a ride."

But, as he continued his statement, Ross admitted that
he was thinking about the girl as they drove. At first, he'd
considered "laying her" himself.

"Then I thought about watching them do it," he said. "I
also thought I could tie the boy up and 'play' with the girl.
I already had a leather shoestring in my car that I planned
to use.

"As we were driving, the girl asked for a cigarette. The
gun went off accidentally when I reached for one."

Jerry Ross's version of the attack grew more tangled as
he spoke, the wheels spinning in his mind almost visible
to Grunden as he wrote down the words.

"I think the bullet hit the horn because it was honking.
The bullet struck the girl's left leg. I unscrewed the horn
and stopped it from honking. The girl was screaming. I
said something like shut up or I would do it again — or
something like that."

Ross recalled how he turned off onto a dirt road and
drove to the end. He described getting the shovel from the
back of his car because he planned to knock the boy out so
that he could molest the girl.

"We walked to an old bridge site. We walked about a
hundred feet. I told them to take off their clothes. They
were reluctant at first. The girl asked me to let them go — I
told them no."

Ross told how he watched while the teenagers shed
their clothing.

"I ordered them to have sex with each other," he contin-

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ued, "but they wouldn't do it. When they refused, I offered
the beer bottle to the girl."

Ross's statement of the attack was so depraved that it
was difficult for even veteran detectives to listen to it.

When Keith's back was turned, Ross said he'd hit him
twice on the back of the head with the shovel. "He kind of
dodged the blows, but I knocked him to the ground. Then
he got up, sort of ran or turned around.

"The girl started running down the hill. I shot at the
boy."

Ross said he had chased the girl until he couldn't see
where she was. Then he said he had disarmed his gun.
He'd returned to the scene and found Keith Person lying
facedown. "I didn't see any blood. He wasn't moving."

No, Keith Person wasn't moving. Even had he lived, he
would not have moved again. He'd been shot — not once,
but three times, with one of the slugs lodging in his spinal
column.

That may very well have been the first shot that hit the
brave teenager, and it would have paralyzed him from the
vertebrae it hit, taking away any feeling below that level.
A .25-caliber slug is not all that large, but it would have
severed forever the vital nerve pathways needed to walk,
run, ski. A second shot had perforated his right pelvis and
small bowel. The third shot entered Keith Person's head
near the midline in the back. It was a near-contact wound,
characteristically star-shaped, marked with smudging and
searing of the tissues.

It now looked very much as though someone had delib-
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while he lay helpless from the spinal wound. This was
probably the shot, coming from deep in the woods, that
Reverend Tweedie, Bob McCleod, and Camilla had heard.

And the investigators understood now why Jerry Ross's
clothing was soaking wet when he came barreling out in
his car; he'd gone into Scatter Creek to try to grab Camilla,
but her youthful agility had given her the strength to get
away and dash up the bank.

Processing of Jerry Lee Ross's car substantiated state-
ments taken from Camilla and from Ross himself. Among
the items found were: an expended shell casing (from the
shot that penetrated Camilla's leg); a brown holster next to
the driver's seat; the horn's rim that had been struck when
the bullet was fired at Camilla; the green collapsible
shovel; the leather thong that Ross had planned to use to
tie up Keith while he molested Camilla. The tire measure-
ments matched the photos and moulages made at the
scene.

Jerry Lee Ross had had the .25 -caliber automatic since
March 8, 1974 — only two weeks before. At the time he
obtained a permit to carry it, he had listed "self-protection
and sports" as his reason for wanting a gun.

There wasn't much doubt that he had premeditated a
sexual attack on someone. He just hadn't known who at
the time he bought the gun. Filled with rage, Ross had
been a prowling, stalking, killing machine.

Charged with first-degree murder and first-degree assault,
Ross was denied bail by Justice Court Judge Evans Mano-
lides.

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On April 26, 1974, Jerry Lee Ross pleaded guilty to
both counts. Later, he received a long prison sentence —
but not a life sentence. When he was released, he spent
the last of his free years living about fifteen miles from
Enumclaw,

What insidious tracery of cruelty moving through
Ross's brain caused the death of a young man of great
potential and the emotional scars on a heretofore trusting
young girl is something that a psychiatrist might be able to
explain. He wasn't intoxicated when he shot Camilla and
Keith. He might have suffered from post-traumatic stress
disorder after serving in Vietnam, but that diagnosis was
seldom accepted in courtrooms in 1974. He might have
been a run-of-the-mill sociopath, capable of neither empa-
thy nor guilt.

For the parents and siblings of the two kidnapped
youngsters, it really doesn't matter anymore. Their losses
are irreplaceable. And, for the community of Enumclaw,
there is a diminishment, too: gone forever are innocence
and trust and the feeling that violence happens only in the
big cities.

If there was any good to come out of the tragedy of
March 22, 1974, it is the knowledge that passersby did
help, and that they cared enough to stop and risk their own
lives in an effort to save Camilla Hutcheson. Without
them, she might very well be dead, too.

Today Keith Person would have been fifty years old. He
never got to graduate from high school, go to college,
marry, become a father, or have a career he enjoyed.

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Camilla Hutcheson is fifty-one, but she has disap-
peared from the public eye, cherishing her privacy. Cer-
tainly, she has carried the weight of a tragic and ultimately
frightening memory over the thirty-five years that have
passed since Keith died. To maintain her privacy, I have
changed her name.

All the detectives who worked to unravel this unbeliev-
able case have long since retired, and a few are deceased.

Jerry Lee Ross died on January 14, 2006, at the age of
fifty-nine. The one thing in his life he was proud of was
his service as a corporal in the Marine Corps. He lies bur-
ied among other soldiers, sailors, and marines in Tahoma
National Cemetery in Kent, Washington.

The reason why he shot at two helpless kids died with
him. And maybe even he didn't know why.

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The state of Oregon voices a philosophy about tour-
ists— only half in jest: "Visit us but don't move here." Na-
tive Oregonians and "near-natives" cling to the fond hope
that they can keep Oregon's natural glories free of the
megalopolis congestion that chokes other parts of Amer-
ica, and keep the air as crystalline and pure as it was in
pioneer days, when weary travelers first glimpsed what
was indeed a promised land. Oregon may very well be the
ideal spot in America to raise a young family, and the
Medford-Jacksonville area in the southwestern part of
the state is one of its choicest regions.

Those Harry and David fruit baskets sent for Christ-
mas and other celebrations — every juicy piece wrapped in
tissue paper — come from the orchards growing around
Medford.

In Jackson County, the thick stands of towering fir al-
ternate on the horizon with dry chaparral, and gold and
green rolling hills give way to emerald-shaded mountains
that rise higher and higher and then disappear into clouds
or, perhaps, infinity. Until the recent recession, jobs were
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work in the orchards, the woods, computer companies,
and the many industries necessary to maintain the com-
fortable standard of Uving local residents enjoy. In the last
thirty years or so, myriad businesses have expanded to
cater to the burgeoning tourist trade. Fishermen, hunters,
campers, and those who seek to recapture a sense of how
it was more than a century ago, vacation in Jackson
County.

The Rogue River and the Applegate River wind their
way through the county, although today a section of the
Applegate has long been dammed up to become Applegate
Lake, flooding small hamlets such as Copper, which no
longer exists above water. Sturgis Fork and Carberry
Creek also flourish near Jacksonville.

None of the main characters in this very sad true story
were tourists, however; most were native born, descended
from Oregon families who have been around for genera-
tions.

Some had chosen Oregon to be their home state.

In the case — or rather, cases — below, we will follow
three families. One was to be admired and emulated, at
least until they met up with pure evil in a deceptively
peaceful setting. The next was downright odd — and vio-
lent. The third family was small, only a mother-to-be and
the infant she carried in her womb. There was a common
denominator among them, of course.

Their lives became inexorably linked, their fates en-
twined, all their names noted in media reports and news-
paper articles. The five victims might have avoided their
fates if the. dates or times they met with a stalker were
changed just a little. If they had shopped for groceries a

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half hour earlier, if it had rained, if a car hadn't broken
down ... so many minute aspects of anyone's day can
change fate.

Or, possibly, they are fate?

The first victims had no reason to be afraid. They were
virtually home when they met unimaginable cruelty and
danger. They trusted the land, the woods, their neighbors,
and even strangers.

Their stalker wasn't afraid, either. Nonetheless, he
trusted no one and had no sense of guilt or conscience in
the dark places behind his charismatic smile.

The last victim should have died, and would have
died — had she not been incredibly brave. She clung to her
life and her baby's life, as she realized to her horror that
she was the only one who could save them.

In the summer of 1974, twenty-eight-year-old Richard
Cowden and his family lived in White City, Oregon, a
town with about 6,500 residents. Like his brothers, he was
a handsome man. Cowden was a logging truck driver, han-
dling those behemoths of the blacktop with their loads of
felled timber giants as easily as another man might pilot a
Volkswagen Bug. It was hard work, but the pay was excel-
lent and he enjoyed the woods, with the pungent smell of
evergreens mixed with sawdust and the sound of keening
chain saws.

Cowden had a family to support and protect, and he
cherished them. There was his wife — Belinda June, twenty-
two, a pretty, dark-haired woman; five-year-old David
James; and the new arrival, five-month-old Melissa Dawn.

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They lived in a three-bedroom, two-bathroom home, com-
plete with mortgage, of course, but they were chipping
away at that. They had two cars, one a 1956 Ford pickup
that they used for camping, they were making payments on
the 1970 sedan, a vacuum cleaner, and some new house-
hold furnishings. They still managed to maintain two sav-
ings accounts.

Richard and Belinda were close to their extended fami-
lies. This solidarity helped them all get through a spate of
serious family illness. Three sons had been born to the
elder Cowdens; the oldest brother died of cancer when he
was only twenty-five. Richard was bom next, followed
thirteen months later by his brother Wes. They had a sister
named Susan. Because he'd started school at four, Richard
was held back a year, so he and Wes ended up in the same
grade, and they went through school together, further ce-
menting the already close bond between them.

Richard Cowden was content and at ease in his world,
but in late summer 1974 he faced someone unlike anyone
else he had ever known.

By Labor Day weekend that year, the Cowdens' freezer
was filled for winter, and Belinda's vegetable garden still
thrived. They had just finished redecorating young David's
bedroom, and he was looking forward to starting kmder-
garten. Their first Christmas with baby Melissa lay ahead.
It seemed as if they had the perfect life.

The Cowdens loved to camp out, but they hadn't
planned to go camping on the Labor Day holiday. Richard
had arranged to borrow his boss's tnick to haul a load of
gravel for his driveway, and he expected to spend the
weekend spreading the gravel.

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The irony of fate, bad luck, or chance, or whatever we
choose to call it, intervened. The truck broke down, and no
amount of tinkering with it got it going. Secretly, Richard
wasn't really disappointed, because it meant they could
take a few days for fun instead of spending them shoveling
gravel.

Belinda fixed a picnic, and they packed up kids, their
dog. Droopy, supplies, fishing poles, and disposable dia-
pers for Melissa, and they all headed for Carberry Creek,
twenty-five miles southwest of Medford.

The camping area in the mountains is isolated. The
town of Copper had yet to be flooded, and it was close by.
But "town" meant a crossroads, a country store, and a few
houses. A scattering of farms popped up downstream from
the campsite the Cowdens picked on Carberry Creek, but
upstream the land became deep woods.

The drive to reach Carberry Creek was part of the fun
of the outing. The Cowdens' old pickup passed through
Jacksonville, once a booming gold-rush town. Many of the
fine old homes built in the last century still stand in Jack-
sonville, with turrets, gables, and intricate fretwork all ad-
vertising that they once belonged to men who had struck it
rich. The old county courthouse is there, too, now. a mu-
seum, filled with the rusting tools of the men who sought
gold in the streams and earth of Jackson County, The
Cowdens were aw^are that even in the 1 970s, the challenge
of a fortune still waiting in the ground drew miners, but
they were only looking for a quiet spot to fish and picnic.

Richard turned in to their favorite site along Carberry
Creek Road, and he parked the pickup on the road above
their campsite. There was a picnic table close to the creek,

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trees for shade. The creek itself was less than a foot deep
this late in the summer, and as clear as glass.

They planned to camp until Sunday and then stop at
Belinda's mother's house in Copper for dinner on Sunday,
September 1 , before returning home. The weather was so
perfect and the scenery so beautifully peaceful that they
were glad the gravel truck had broken down.

Melissa played happily on a blanket while young David
and the basset hound, Droopy, scampered around. Then
Richard and David fished while Belinda prepared lunch on
the camp stove.

Even though the Cowdens knew the area well and had
been to Carberry Creek many times, there was always
something new to discover. Belinda and Richard kept a
close eye on David; there were still mine shafts around
from the old days, as well as wild animals and deceptively
deep spots in the tranquil creek.

Belinda's mother lived just under a mile from where
they camped; her home was one of the few in Copper. If it
grew cold or rainy during the night, or if one of the young-
sters became ill, they could always pack up and be under a
sheltering roof in no time.

The thought of danger was probably one of the farthest
things from the Cowdens' minds as they enjoyed the lazy
Labor Day camping trip. Beyond the normal caution that
any young family takes while camping outdoors, they had
nothing to fear — or believed they didn't.

On Sunday morning, September 1 , David and his father
hiked the mile into Copper and visited the general store.
They bought a carton of milk and walked off toward their
camp. They appeared perfectly normal — happy, certainly

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not under any pressure, nor anxious about Belinda and
Melissa, whom they had left alone back at camp.

Later'in the day, in Copper, Belinda's mother prepared
a big family dinner and waited for her daughter's family to
arrive. The hot dishes grew cold and the cold ones warm
as time passed. Too much time. It just wasn't like Belinda
to be late for a dinner; she knew how much trouble it was
for the cook when guests were late, and she was a consid-
erate young woman. At length, the older woman took off
her apron and drove to the campsite. She had no trouble
finding it. The Cowdens' pickup truck was parked up on
Carberry Creek Road, headed down toward the general
store. Richard had been doing that lately, in case the bat-
tery failed.

She walked down to the creek, fiilly expecting to see
the family.

They weren't there, and she felt the first niggling pricks
of panic. All their lives were so predictable, and they kept
in touch as often as they could. There were, of course, no
cell phones in 1 974, and she had no way to call her daugh-
ter and son-in-law. She was positive that they wouldn't
simply have forgotten about having dinner at her house
and driven on home.

Belinda wouldn't do that. Besides, it was obvious that
they hadn't packed up their campsite. And their truck was
still up on the road.

A plastic dishpan full of now-cold water sat near the
picnic table. And on the table itself was a carton half-fiill of
milk, dishes and silverware stacked neatly. (The milk would
turn out to be the same milk that Richard and David had
purchased Sunday morning, and it would help to establish a

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time line.) The keys to the pickxip were on the table. Belin-
da's purse was in plain sight. Fishing poles leaned against a
nearby tree. Even little Melissa's diaper bag was there, and
the camp stove was nearby, still assembled.

It looked as if the family had taken a walk into the
woods, expecting to come back momentarily. Belinda's
mother called their names, and her own voice hung in the
air, startling and eerie in the silence that followed. No one
answered. Even the birds stopped chirping.

When does one begin to be really afraid?

She walked closer to Carberry Creek itself She was
somewhat reassured to see how low it was, barely wading
depth. They couldn't all have drowned, although she knew
Richard and Belinda would have jumped into deep water
to save their children. They would do anything to save
their children.

And then her eye caught sight of something else. Rich-
ard Cowden's wallet lay on the ground. His mother-in-law
picked it up and saw that there was twenty-three dollars
inside. Close by, she found his expensive wristwatch, and
an opened package of cigarettes, her daughter's brand.

Even if the family had decided to go into the forest to
explore or to pick berries, she doubted that they would
have left such valuable items as a purse, wallet, watch, and
truck keys behind.

Belinda's mom moved back to the truck. All the cloth-
ing they had brought with them was there — with the ex-
ception of their bathing suits. And bathing suits and
blackberry thorns don't mix. If they'd meant to go hiking,
they would certainly have changed into more appropriate
clothing.

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Puzzled and more than a little frightened now, she sat
down at the picnic table to wait. She tried to tell herself
that they'd all be trooping into camp in a minute and she
wouldn't have to admit how worried she'd been. She tried
to be angry because her supper was ruined, but her gnaw-
ing fear overcame the anger.

What could have happened? Was there a deep hole
beneath the calm surface of the creek — or maybe even a
whirlpool? Could David have fallen in and Richard and
Belinda gone to his aid? Could they all have drowned? But
what about Melissa? Left alone on the creek's edge, she
would be helpless; she couldn't yet crawl, could barely
turn over. And she was always kept in her plastic infant
seat. Where was that?

Her grandmother's mind raced, picking up and then
churning all kinds of thoughts about tragedy and disaster.
All right. Face it. If they all drowned, where was Droopy?
A dog could survive where a human couldn't.

And Droopy was gone, too.

She strained her ears for the familiar hoarse whooping
sound of the basset hound's bark— but all she heard was
the gentle sighing of the fir trees and the lapping water in
the creek.

Although summer days are long in Oregon, Belinda's
mother could see the sun sinking in the west, and she
knew she had to get help before it was fully dark. With one
last look around the deserted campsite, one last hard listen
to the woods that might hold a terrible secret, she ran to
her car. Ten minutes later she called Jackson County Sher-
iff Duane Franklin's office.

The dispatcher listened to her story, tried to comfort her,

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but thought privately that the report didn't sound good.
Sheriff's men and troopers from the District 3 office of the
Oregon State PoHce arrived at the Carberry Creek scene. It
was just as Belinda's mother had described it. Certainly the
young family had been there — and recently — but they were
not there now. The men's voices echoed in the wind as they
called out the Cowdens' names, and their shouts drew no
more response than had hers.

An accident could have happened, of course — but to an
entire family? They doubted the creek was either deep or
swift or wide enough to cause them all to drown. At any
rate they agreed that the dog would have survived, but he
was gone.

There were animals in the deep woods — brown bears,
coyotes, cougars, some poisonous snakes.

There might have been human "animals," too. Prowling,
stalking voyeurs more dangerous than bears and cougars.
Still, the lawmen, too, figured there had to be a reasonable
explanation. Maybe one of the Cowdens had been injured
in an accident or a fall, and other campers had taken them
all to a hospital.

When it became too dark to effect a thorough search,
the investigators departed for the night, with officers left
behind to guard the spot. A ftiU-scale search would begin
in the morning.

One member of the Cowden family did show up the next
morning, but he couldn't talk. Early Monday morning,
September 2, Droopy, the basset hound, scratched at the

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door of the general store in Copper. Perhaps the only liv-
ing witness to the fate of the Cowden family, Droopy had
no way of telling the officers what he had seen. The dog
was hungry and tired but did not appear to have been in-
jured in any way. Where had Droopy been all night?

The Cowdens, however, did not show up. There has
probably never been a more massive search effort in the
state of Oregon than the search for the Cowden family.
Oregon State Police, Jackson County sheriff's officers, the
Oregon National Guard, Explorer Scouts, the U.S. Forest
Service, and scores of volunteers were sure — at least in
the beginning — that they could find them.

Lieutenant Mark Kezar, assistant commander of the
Oregon State Police's District 3 division, took on the over-
all coordination of the search and the subsequent investi-
gation. A year later, he remarked wryly, "I felt like that
campground was my second home."

In retrospect, Kezar regretted that the investigation
didn't start at top speed immediately and was delayed "for
maybe a day" because there was no sign of violence at the
Cowdens' campsite. No blood, nothing broken. Nothing
stolen. He agonized for months over that delay.

Scores of police personnel and reserves searched the
Carberry Creek campsite for a few weeks, and almost a
dozen detectives worked the case as a task force for five
months.

The U.S. Forest Service rangers checked every road
and trail within a twenty-five-mile radius of the camp-
ground. Planes and helicopters flew as low as they dared,
taking infi-ared photographs. If the Cowdens had been

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killed and buried, the freshly turned dirt and dying vegeta-
tion would appear bright red on the film, although it might
well be invisible to the naked eye.

Investigators at the campground looked in vain for
footprints, tire tracks, or for a pattern of scuff marks in the
dirt that might indicate a struggle had taken place. But
there was nothing at all.

Oregon, the pioneer state, has long been known for a
very modern skill. The state has outstanding forensic sci-
ence labs, and their crime scene investigators are well
trained. But they have to have something to work with.
There were no footprints, no tire tracks with which to
form moulages. On their hands and knees, CSIs sifted the
dirt at the Cowdens' camp, looking for metal fragments
(from slugs and/or bullet casings), cloth, buttons, ID, and
any other infinitesimal clue that might still be there.

They found nothing that would help solve the disap-
pearances. Someone — or some "thing" — had entered the
Cowdens' camp and taken the family away, literally with-
out a trace.

It was almost as if some craft from outer space had
hovered, landed, and carried off a typical American family
to examine in some far-off planet. But would they ever
bring them back?

Law enforcement investigators think in far more prag-
matic ways and tend not to believe in such things as psy-
chics, crystal balls, and alien abductions. They continued
to search for the Cowden family.

More and more, it looked as if someone had kidnapped
the Cowdens. But why? Robbery obviously hadn't been
the motivation. Richard's wallet, his watch, his truck —

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complete with keys — were there. A sexual attack was
quite possible. Belinda Cowden was a lovely young
woman; left alone at the campsite, clad in a bathing suit
with only a friendly basset hound for protection, she could
have inspired lust in the mind of someone hiking in the
area.

But wouldn't that mean that only Belinda and Melissa
should be missing? And, if Richard Cowden and David
had walked back to find intruders in the campsite and a
fight had ensued, wouldn't there be evidence of a struggle?
Why would the entire family be missing now?

Lieutenant Kezar and his fellow Oregon State Police
officers — Lieutenant George Winterfeld, Sergeant Ernie
Walden, and troopers Lee Erickson and Darin Parker — set
up task force headquarters at the camp. They called for aid
from state police technical experts in Salem, the state
capital.

Sheriff Franklin cut down on some patrols and shifts so
that he could make every man possible available for the
search that was becoming more baffling by the day.

They searched the abandoned mine shafts, as well as
both sides of every creek, river, and gully for miles. If,
however improbably, the Cowdens had drowned, their
bodies would have surfaced and been caught in the rocks
and debris downstream in Carberry Creek.

But none of them did — nor was even a shred of cloth
fi-om a bathing suit found.

They brought in bloodhounds and necrosearch dogs —
the canines trained to pick up scents of either living crea-
tures or dead bodies. They were given the scents of the
Cowden family from clothing left behind at the campsite.

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The dogs started out enthusiastically, but they soon ran in
circles, then stopped and looked at their trainers as if to
say, "What is it you want us to find?"

State police detectives talked cautiously to the press,
who soon sensed a story of highly unusual circumstances.
Erickson commented, "That camp was spooky; even the
milk was still on the table."

Sergeant Walden agreed. "It's getting to look really
strange. It's not logical that a couple like that would take
off with two young kids and leave all their belongings."

As the weeklong intensive search continued, there
wasn't a person in the whole Northwest who could read or
watch TV who hadn't heard about the missing family.

The closest thing to a clue was a report that hikers had
seen a dog, a basset hound, on September 1 some four to
six miles upstream from the campsite. But they hadn't
seen anyone with him.

The Carberry Creek area is only a short distance from
the California border, and it is literally crisscrossed with
logging roads, honeycombed with abandoned gold mine
shafts — some of them sunk as long as a hundred years
ago. Lieutenant Kezar and his men realized that the
Cowdens might never be found if they had been killed and
hidden in some mine whose existence had been known
only to old-timers — now long dead — with the mine's
entrance grown over with underbrush.

Kezar did not believe that an entire family could have
stumbled and fallen into such a mine.

A few other possibilities, more shocking — if that was
possible — had to be considered. Could the Cowdens have
chosen to vanish voluntarily? Or had either Belinda or

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Richard murdered their own family and disappeared? It
has happened in other cases. People do run away for pri-
vate reasons: to avoid financial responsibility or some
personal situation. They crack under pressure, shocking
everyone who knows them.

The investigators scrutinized the Cowdens' past thor-
oughly. They had no more debts than any couple in their
twenties, and they weren't behind on any payments. More-
over, Richard Cowden's paycheck was more than adequate
to meet their monthly bills. Belinda was a good manager —
as evidenced by the ftill freezer and the garden she kept up.
Cowden was considered a valuable employee on the job,
and he hadn't had any beefs with other drivers or loggers.

As far as the marriage went, it was described as very
happy by friends and relatives. The handsome couple were
devoted to each other, probably even more so since the
birth of Melissa five months before. If there had been any
breath of scandal about their marriage, it would have been
well known in a town as small as White City — but there
was none.

No, there was no reason in the world for the Cowdens
to choose to disappear. Lieutenant Kezar was convinced
that wherever they were, they had been taken against their
will.

The searchers abandoned the organized efforts near the
campsite in the Siskiyous a week or so after Labor Day.
They had not found one scrap of physical evidence that
might help find the Cowdens, much less the family them-
selves. They realized that the couple and their two children
could be thousands of miles away by this time ... if they
had left of their own accord.

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But no one who knew them believed that theory. Nei-
ther Richard nor Behnda would put their families through
such pain — especially since Richard's parents had already
lost one son, and they were waiting to hear if another son
had cancer. Richard's brother Wes had started out Labor
Day weekend with a reason to celebrate. He had just been
released from the hospital after exploratory surgery on a
tumor that his doctors feared was malignant. With the
memory of his oldest brother's death from cancer at the
age of twenty-five, Wes had been prepared for a similar
diagnosis.

But his lump was found to be benign, and he was tre-
mendously grateful. Within a day, he learned that his
beloved brother Richard and Richard's family had disap-
peared.

The Oregon State Police and the Jackson County Sher-
iff's Office were flooded now with clues, suggestions, the-
ories. Some were too ridiculous to consider, but others
were checked out thoroughly. In the months to come,
Kezar and his men would interview 150 people, compile a
file on the Cowdens' disappearance case, and come to
know the family as well as if they'd known them person-
ally for fifty years.

As soon as Wes Cowden recuperated enough from sur-
gery, he and his father, who had once been a trapper and
knew the mountains, ravines, trails, and campsites of the
upper Applegate Valley by heart, began their weeks-long
search for Richard, Belinda, David, and Melissa. They
were both eager to find some answers, and afraid of what
those might be.

It was probably the worst heartbreak any family could

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go through: not knowing. None of the Cowdens' relatives
slept well, and their minds kept returning to terrible imag-
inings about what could have happened to them. They
tried to protect each other, and many suppressed their own
feelings so that they wouldn't hurt each other more.

A $2,000 reward for information was set up. Just
before hunting season began, another plea for funds went
out. The grieving friends and relatives of the missing fam-
ily felt that deer hunters might be in a position to unravel
the puzzle, which grew more inexplicable with each pass-
ing day.

On October 3, Richard Cowden's sister wrote a letter to
the editor of the Medford Mail Tribune, appealing to hunt-
ers to be on the alert for "anything that could be connected
to a man, a woman, a five-year-old child, or a five -month-
old baby. Even though we try not to let our hopes dwindle
that they will be found alive, we ask that you will even
check freshly turned piles of earth. We will truly appreci-
ate any clue or help that some hunter may find."

It was a tragic request, proving once again that there is
nothing worse than not knowing. At the time, eight young
women were missing in the Northwest; all of them had
vanished completely in Washington and Oregon, but the
concept that a whole family could disappear v/as incom-
prehensible. (The missing women were later determined
to be victims of serial killer Ted Bundy.)

Two hundred concerned citizens wrote to Oregon Sen-
ator Mark Hatfield, asking him to have the FBI actively
enter the probe. But there was no evidence that the
Cowdens had been kidnapped or taken across state lines.
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law enforcement agency asked to assist in the case so far
had responded with fiill strength — ^but there was so Httle
for any of them to go on.

The hunting season came and went, with no trace of the
Cowdens. Christmas arrived, but no one in their family
felt like celebrating. Richard and Belinda's house sat dark
and empty. Snow covered the hills where they had pic-
nicked, and then the rolling slopes brightened with
lupines, wild mustard, and wild iris, and a torrent of spring
rains washed the snow and topsoil away.

On Saturday, April 12, 1975, two men from Forest Grove,
Oregon, were taking advantage of the spring weather as
they made a trip to the Carberry Creek area to do some
prospecting for gold. They looked for the precious ore in
the upper Applegate region, six and a half miles upstream
from the campsite where the Cowdens had disappeared
seven and a half months earlier.

Forest Grove is a long way north of Medford, and the
men were not nearly as aware of the disappearance of the
Cowdens as were local residents. Their thoughts were only
of finding gold as they approached a steep, timbered, rocky
hillside about three hundred feet above the old Sturgis Fork
campground. But they soon forgot all about striking gold.

They found first one bone, and then another, and were
horrified when they saw what appeared to be the skeleton
of a human being. It was tied to a tree. Animals had scat-
tered some of the smaller bones over a hundred feet in
every direction.

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The modem-day prospectors had no idea how long the
remains had been there, but they noted bits of clothing,
faded by weather, in the area, too, and were pretty sure
they weren't looking at the skeleton of a long-dead miner.
They ran back to their vehicle and called the Jackson
County Sheriff's Office.

It was 3:30 p.m. — ^and over seven months since the
Cowden family had vanished.

Sheriff Franklin dispatched deputies and notified Lieu-
tenant Kezar and the Oregon State Police team. The offi-
cers were fairly certain that they knew what they had — at
least one member of the Cowden family. From the length
of the femur bones and the configuration of the pelvis, the
body would appear to be that of Richard Cowden.

Kezar knew that it would take extremely careful crimi-
nal investigation to preserve what evidence was left after
almost eight months. He requested assistance at once from
technical experts in Salem and from Dr. William Brady,
the Oregon State medical examiner.

The troopers and deputies searched the hillside for the
rest of the afternoon but had to quit as shadows began to
fall. They had waited out the winter and the spring; they
didn't want to risk losing some vital clue because of dark-
ness.

At dawn the next morning, they were back. At 9:30,
they came upon a cave, a cave whose entrance was nearly
obscured by an outcropping of rock above it. It had obvi-
ously been almost totally sealed up with rocks and dirt,
either by nature or a human being. But the fierce Oregon
winter rains had pelted the barricade, and a small rock-

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slide had resulted, letting slices of light into the cave itself.

The officers looked into the opening, trying to focus
as their eyes adjusted to the dark. There were bones
inside, obliquely reflecting the filtered light of the forest.
Carefiilly, sifting the debris as they worked, they unearthed
a body inside. It, too, was the skeleton of an adult, this
skeleton smaller, though, than the one tied to a nearby
tree, and most likely a female with short, dark brown
hair.

They lifted the decomposed form out and shone their
flashlights into the dim interior of the cave. There were
other bones. Small bones that would prove to be those of a
small child, and the tender bones of an infant.

At last, they were looking at what they were sure was
the Cowden family, buried away from all the searchers
until Mother Nature herself revealed at least part of the
answer to a terrible secret. The lost family had undoubt-
edly been here, seven miles fi-om their campsite, since the
previous fall.

Kezar, Franklin, and their men fanned out over the hill-
side. They went over every inch of ground, finding more
clothing and a plastic baby carrier, its gay pastel coloring
grimly incongruous to its grisly surroundings.

Everything found — no matter how small — was bagged
and labeled; the Oregon State Police forensics laboratory
would analyze all of it. Metal detectors were brought in,
and the entire area was scanned in an attempt to find the
murder gun and or bullet casings — ^with no success. For
days Kezar and his men literally sifted the earth of the
cave and hillside, but the killer had been meticulous in
leaving no sign of himself behind.

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The investigators sought a gun — because the bodies of
the woman and little boy in the cave appeared to have
been shot. If, for whatever unfathomable reason, Richard
Cowden had killed his wife and children, and then killed
himself, the weapon would be there.

There was no death weapon in the area. If it was there,
anywhere within the radius that a dying man could throw
it, Kezar's men would have found it.

No, someone had taken the family far, far upstream
from their camp, probably at gunpoint and, once there,
killed them. The woman and children were stuffed into the
cave then, and sealed' up like characters in an Edgar Allan
Poe horror tale. Cowden 's body would have been too large
to fit into the cave, and the killer or killers had left him
where he was tied, helpless to protect his family.

Positive identification of the remains was made by
comparison of their teeth with dental records. Dr. Brady
performed the postmortem exams in an attempt to deter-
mine the specific cause of death. He confirmed that
Belinda and David had succumbed to .22-caliber bullet
wounds — Brady found spent slugs in their bodies — and
tiny Melissa had perished from severe head wounds. But it
was impossible to determine cause of death for Richard
Cowden. He could have been shot, too, with a bullet pierc-
ing soft tissue that had disintegrated with the passage of
time, but Dr. Brady could not be sure.

Without body tissue, lethal methods like strangulation
and stabbing are often impossible to establish so long after
death. Sometimes, .22-caliber bullets do little damage —
unless they hit bones, which change their path within the
body. Then, they can injure vital organs fatally.

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They knew the weapon was a .22 — rifle or handgun —
but they weren't able to do ballistics comparisons because
they didn't have the murder gun.

Lieutenant Kezar made a somewhat cryptic statement
to the press, saying he believed the killer probably was a
person who either lived in the area or had once lived in the
area, because the bodies had been stashed in such a hid-
den, murky cave, a cave only a local person would be
likely to know about.

The $2,000 reward for information leading to the find-
ing of the Cowden family was paid to the two gold pros-
pectors who had found Richard Cowden's remains.
Another reward, totaling $1,697, remained for information
leading to the arrest and conviction of the killer.

It seemed that Droopy, the family pet, might be the only
living creature — beyond the killer himself — who knew
what had happened. Campers had seen the basset four to six
miles upstream on the creek, very close to where the bodies
were eventually discovered. Questioned again, they shook
their heads helplessly That's all they had seen — a dog.

Droopy had probably made his way back to the town of
Copper, looking for his family.

One Copper resident recalled that he had talked to a
young family on September 1 . He looked at the Cowden
family's photo and shook his head. It wasn't the missing
family he'd seen; they were tourists who said they were
from the Los Angeles area.

'T remember they said, 'We're camping right across fi*om
you,' which would have meant the old campgrounds."

The witness said that the couple were in their late twen-

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ties or early thirties, and very friendly. The man had said
he was in the computer field — ^possibly as a programmer
in Los Angeles. He'd had a beard.

The California couple were traveling with children.
"They had three children," the other camper said. "They
all had biblical names. I can't tell you just what they were,
but they were old-fashioned, from the Bible — maybe
Joshua or Jason, Sarah. I can't recall. One of the kids was
just a baby in one of those backpack things."

The investigative team wanted mightily to talk to that
family. It was possible that they had seen someone in the
area on the fatal September 1, but the team's requests for
contact, published in Southern California papers, drew no
response at first. The campers weren't suspects, but they
might have seen someone who was.

Eventually, the investigators did locate the California
tourists. Yes, they had arrived at the campgrounds about
five o'clock on the night of September 1. The Cowdens
were believed to have been abducted about midmoming
that day, so the Calif omians wouldn't have seen them.

"Two men and a woman pulled up in a pickup truck,
though," the father of three recalled. "They acted like they
were waiting for us to leave, and, ft-ankly, they made us
nervous — so we moved on."

A man from Grants Pass contacted the state police after
he heard that the Cowdens' bodies had been found. He
was puzzled.

"I was helping in the search last September," he said,
"and I searched that cave. There were no bodies in it."

Kezar figured they were probably talking about two dif-

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ferent caves. "I asked him to take us to the cave he meant,
to make sure we were talking about the same thing — and
he did."

And it was the cave that had become a crypt. Was it
possible the killer had begun to worry that someone would
find the bodies, and he returned to where he'd originally
left them, and moved them into the cave?

It wasn't impossible. Murderers had moved bodies
before for that reason.

For every answer, it seemed, there were more questions.

In the meantime. Lieutenant Kezar and Lieutenant Win-
terfeld. Sergeant Wilden, and trooper Erickson continued
to wade through mountains of tips, clues, and specula-
tions.

They checked out known sex offenders and psychiatric
patients recently released from the Oregon State Hospital
in Salem, and followed up on both known and anonymous
informants' messages. It seemed as if every small town in
southern Oregon had a few "grotesques," as novelist Sher-
wood Anderson described residents of villages who didn't
fit in. Most weren't dangerous; they just marched to differ-
ent drums.

One of the routine reports from the Oregon State Board
of Parole turned out to be anything but routine. They noti-
fied the state police team that they might have a possible
suspect for them, one who certainly seemed capable of
such a brutal crime.

Dwain Lee Little, twenty-five, had been paroled from
the Oregon State Penitentiary on May 24, 1974, less than

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four months before the Cowdens vanished. Little was
somewhat of a felon celebrity as, at sixteen, he had been
the youngest prisoner ever received into the prison system.

Yellowed newspaper photos published in the midsixties
showed Dwain Lee as he looked at the time. He had a
sweet baby face then, and a sweeping pompadour with one
unruly cowlick that brushed the middle of his forehead.
He was five feet, eight inches and weighed only 150
pounds. Those who kept up with crime had found it was
ahnost impossible to picture Dwain Lee carrying out the
act for which he was convicted: first-degree-murder.

The Little family was living in Lane County, Oregon, in
November of 1 964, on rural property. Orla Fay Phipps was
sixteen, a pretty neighbor girl who lived on nearby acre-
age. Dwain Lee might have had a crush on her, but thus
far he hadn't indicated it to his family or mentioned it to
any of his fiiends. He was also said to have had a thirteen-
year-old girlfriend.

Dwain was a poor student who had a serious reading
problem, failing grades, and an IQ between 89 and 94. He
was not developmentally disabled, but he was at the lower
end of normal. Even so, he was captain of the eighth-
grade football team and president of his class.

He could be charming and polite. He said "sir" and
"ma'am." He was a pretty good-looking kid who was
popular with the girls at the Springfield Junior Academy
near Eugene. He made a positive first impression, and
teachers tried to help him. As far as anyone knew, he
didn't know Orla Fay Phipps very well at all.

Dwain Lee spent a lot of time in an orchard near his
home. He was a loner who usually went there with his

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dog. He called this orchard his "second home," and he
explored animal trails, hunted, and watched birds. He did
hang out in the orchard sometimes with an older cousin
whom he idolized, and the two of them had a trap line
together.

"Dwain Lee would rather have had a quick-draw pis-
tol," his cousin said, "than anything in the world."

The teenager had a few male friendships, but he termi-
nated those he did have abruptly. He and Orla Fay's
brother were close for a while, but Dwain walked away
from that relationship.

Orla Fay Phipps was a well-developed and very pretty
blonde. She often wore shorts — which Dwain 's sister,
Vivian,* thought were too provocative — when she rode
past the Littles' property.

"Dwain always went to his room when she showed up,"
his sister said.

On November 2, 1964, Orla Fay left to ride her horse,
and her family became concerned when she didn't return
home, although her horse did.

Orla Fay couldn't come home. She had been brutally
murdered, although it was clear she had put up a tremen-
dous fight to live. She had been struck on the head with a
blunt object, sustaining skull fractures, and then her throat
had been slashed and stabbed several times with a very
sharp knife.

Autopsy results proved that Orla Fay had been raped
after death.

At the time she died, Dwain Lee was only fifteen, but
both physical and circumstantial evidence indicated that it
was he who killed Orla Fay.

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The legal question after his arrest for first-degree mur-
der was whether he should be tried as an adult or as a juve-
nile? After his arrest, he was placed first at the Skipworth
Home — a juvenile detention facility — as psychiatrists and
psychologists prepared to evaluate his mental status and
look at his background.

The elder Littles distrusted mental health professionals,
feeling that they had been betrayed by them in the past,
and Dwain shared their apprehension. His attorney and
Juvenile caseworkers asked Dwain to get to know the doc-
tors scheduled to evaluate him before he made his judg-
ments.

The doctors looked first at the Little family's back-
ground and interpersonal dynamics.

And it proved to be a checkered background for a boy
of fifteen. His entire life had been one trauma after an-
other. The Little family was far from ordinary.

When Dwain was seven, he was accidentally struck in
the head with a baseball bat, and it left a depression in his
skull that remained visible. He was hospitalized for a few
days and had to wear a protective helmet for five months.
For several years after that, he was forbidden to participate
in contact sports. He also had headaches, and there was
some question that his injury had caused his extreme dif-
ficulty in spelling and writing.

In an eftbrt to help him learn, his parents had placed
him in a Seventh Day Adventist school. Sometime later,
his mother and sister were baptized into that religion.
Dwain, however, often gave the impression that he was the
most religious member of his family, attending church
services and reading his Bible.

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The elder Littles — Stone* and Pearl* — were a curious
pair. From the time Dwain was born in 1948, their lives
were marked by paranoia, going way over the edge of
people who "saw a glass half empty."

Dwain 's father alleged that he had been threatened by a
man named Si Hopkins,* and Hopkins intended to kill his
whole family. Stone's brother, Jackson,* had told him that
Pearl was cheating on him with Hopkins, and that Hopkins
would happily kill him if he could have Pearl.

Despite frail health. Pearl was a good-looking woman
and so was her daughter, Vivian. While Si Hopkins had
lusted after Pearl, Stone's brother, Jackson, was besotted
with Vivian — his stepniece. The objects of their lust
had found both of them "coarse, vulgar, and repulsive"
and had never wanted anything to do with them.

Afraid of both Si Hopkins and Jackson, the Littles had
lived in virtual hiding. The children were taught to shoot a
gun by the time they were five or six. A loaded gun was
kept in the house at all times, they hauled water in because
they were afraid their water supply might be poisoned, the
children were never allowed very far from the house unac-
companied, and they occasionally lived for as much as a
year under assumed names.

Shortly after Dwain was born. Pearl Lee Little was
charged with arson, accused of burning down a friend's
house. She was jailed temporarily, but the charges were
later dropped. Two years later, the Littles' own house
burned down and they lost everything. Apparently, there
were no arson investigators who correlated this to the ear-
lier fire.

In 1956, old records indicate, Stone Little was shot by a

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foster child, and he lost one testicle, part of his penis, and
partial use of his right leg. Between that time and 1961, the
Littles reported that nine of their cows were poisoned, other
cows were shot, and two of their dogs were poisoned.
Someone — apparently the mysterious Si Hopkins — had
deliberately felled a tree on Dwain's father, cripplmg him
for life, and that was followed by yet another mysterious
fire that destroyed $32,000 worth of their logging equip-
ment.

Stone Little cried as he described his misfortunes to a
Lane County social worker, and explained why it was no
wonder that his family had lived in fear for years.

Stone was committed to Eastern State Hospital in
Washington State in 1961 after he shot his brother, Jack-
son, fatally. He was diagnosed as criminally insane with
"paranoid reaction, paranoid state."

Some versions of the Little family history say that it
was Jackson who shot Stone in his genitals, and not a
"foster child" at all.

Whether all of this bizarre series of events actually oc-
curred, state workers didn't know. They wrote, "Regard-
less of the source, it has been experienced by. all of this
family as real."

Jackson Little was shot to death, and Stone had been
committed, and for a spate of time there was relative peace
in the family. But two years later, Stone Little escaped
from Eastern State Hospital, gathered his family together,
and fled to Tennessee. He was arrested and jailed there,
awaiting extradition to Washington State, but nothing
came of that and he was freed!

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Medical Lake, Washington. Being the son of a patient of
the mental hospital brought a stigma with it, and he was
taunted by schoolmates. He didn't like Tennessee much,
either. But most of all, he said he had missed his father.

The Little family had moved to Oregon to start over in
1964.

Somewhat ironically, a social worker assessing the
family that November wrote with vast understatement:
"The family reports that the past year in Oregon has been
the most secure, happiest year of their lives. Since being
shot and having a tree fall on him, Mr. Little has been
handicapped with a lame leg and has experienced consid-
erable recurrent pain but rarely complains and has man-
aged to hold a steady job."

Dwain Lee's mother. Pearl, had her health problems, too.
She told a court worker that, before she married Stone in
1 946, she had suffered from childhood arthritis which de-
veloped into Legg-Calve-Perthes syndrome in her hip. She
was hospitalized when she was ten and was placed in a body
cast and traction for nine months. When she was released,
she had to wear a brace from her armpits to one foot, to
keep her affected leg stiff. This went on for several years.

When Pearl became pregnant with her daughter, Viv-
ian, she had to wear a brace again, and recalled that she
was paralyzed for some time after Vivian's birth. When
she was expecting Dwain, she had had a kidney infection.
Throughout her life, she'd undergone several surgeries for
"female problems" and "tumors" and was on crutches
when Dwain Lee was arrested.

According to her family, Pearl Little never complained
either.

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Pearl grew up on a farm in Arkansas and had only a
third-grade education, although she could read quite well.
She was self-educated and "small, friendly, outgoing,"
according to her interviewer.

Pearl told social workers that her family "is my whole
life. All the threats and tragedies we've suffered have just
brought us closer together than families usually are."

Vivian was not Stone's child, but he had accepted her,
and they didn't tell her about her real parentage until she
was sixteen.

Pearl admitted that she had always felt closer to Dwain
than to "Vivi," probably because her daughter was rebel-
lious. According to Vivian, Dwain always did what their
parents said.

Pearl outright spoiled and babied Dwain, and people
said he was tied to her by her apron strings. She gave him
a baby bottle until he was four years old. He recalled car-
rying it in his hip pocket until he got disgusted with it and
threw it away. Pearl never allowed Dwain to be away from
her for any length of time, and had an anxiety attack when
they were once separated for a whole week. The Littles
never left their children with babysitters.

Dwain, "the good child," obviously hadn't done well
with all the "smother love" and the constant threat that
some sort of disaster might be just around the corner.
Whatever feelings of resentment and inappropriate
thoughts he might have held were hidden deep within him
until that day in November when he found himself alone
with Orla Fay.

With Dwain under arrest for first-degree murder and
locked away in detention, his mother was beside herself

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with worry. She visited him whenever she was allowed to,
and correction workers noted that not only did he kiss her
hello and good-bye, they exchanged kisses frequently all
during their visits.

Their physical connection didn't seem normal; Pearl
asked her son, who was now sixteen, to sit on her lap, and
she held his hand, ruffled his hair, and even caressed his
leg. Observers saw that this was sexually arousing for him,
which embarrassed him — especially when the other boys
in the unit teased him about it.

(This inappropriate behavior between mother and son
was also noted in psychiatric studies of Gary Ridgway, the
Green River serial killer, who confessed to more than four
dozen murders of young women.)

Dwain Lee seemed to see himself as an extension of his
parents; he told them everything he thought and felt, even
to the point that he shared sexual jokes with his mother.

But he told psychologists that he was closer to his
father than his mother. While his affect was almost always
flat and without empathy for other people's feelings, he
cried when his father had to leave Lane County to find
work.

His reactions to other situations were strange. When he
had entered detention, having been charged with murder
a few hours earlier, he was smiling and friendly, seem-
ingly oblivious to what would have shocked most teenag-
ers. A few days later, a detective came to the detention
facility to interrogate Dwain about Orla Fay's murder. He
showed Dwain a color photo of the nude dead girl,
marred by blood and terrible wounds, and said, "You did
that! Look what you did!"

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The detective was shouting and could be heard at the
far end of the corridor. He next showed Dwain a knife that
was identical to one the teenager owned, but Dwain calmly
denied any connection to the homicide.

When the investigator left the interview room, Dwain
shook hands with him and thanked him. He was com-
pletely unruffled and said the detective was only doing
his job.

And when he was told that his parents and grandpar-
ents were selling almost everything they owned to pay
for his defense, he appeared to have no emotional
response. He simply changed the subject and didn't seem
to understand that this was a crisis for his closest family
members.

He seemed more an automaton or a robot than a human
being— unfailingly polite and saying whatever he thought
would please people, but without any feeling at all.

He told his parents the kinds of things that most teen-
age boys would share with each other — but he had no
male friends. There was one thing, however, that Dwain
Lee Little didn't tell either parent. He would not confess to
killing Orla Fay Phipps.

Stone Little told Dwain that if he was guilty of killing
Orla Fay, he should reveal it to him, and Stone would see
that he got away and would never be found.

Pearl Little announced that although she might have
some questions about Dwain Lee's innocence in the mur-
der of Orla Fay Phipps, she wouldn't believe any evidence
against him as long as he said he wasn't guilty. She
believed in her "perfect boy."

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conflict of any kind, wanting only to please and win the
approval of others.

"When Stone and I argue, we always try to make up
before bed," she said. "Stone, he kind of withdraws into
himself when there's a problem and cuts himself off from
people. I just feel hurt real easy and I want to make up
quick."

While he was in detention, Dwain worked hard to im-
press the adults in charge. Like his mother, he seemed to
thrive on approval and shrink from criticism. He would
take on jobs that other inmates wouldn't do, and he was a
tattletale, reporting any misbehavior among the other
boys. Some supervisors found him "almost self-righteous"
at times, but most adults who met him viewed Dwain as an
"innocent child" caught up in something he didn't under-
stand. This was especially true of women, who tended to
dote on the handsome teenager.

Dwain had his supporters who vowed he was inno-
cent— that he couldn't do such a thing as had happened to
Orla Fay. His girlfriend, now fourteen, wrote to him regu-
larly and tried to get authorities to let her visit him. Her
mother liked Dwain, too, and their family had put up
$1,500 to help pay for his attorney.

As part of his pretrial evaluation, Dwain was interviewed
after being injected with sodium pentothal (truth serum).
His attorney agreed to that if no one was present with
Dwain except the psychiatrist and one other physician.
Results would be given to both the district attorney and
the Defense, and to the judge.

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Dr. George Saslow of the University of Oregon Medi-
cal School was given a list of questions on December 28,
1 964, to try to find answers.

Who was Dwain Lee Little?

LA description of Dwain Lee's personality.

2. Is the nature of his personality such that it would
permit the commission of this kind of crime?

3. Would a person with his kind of personality be more
likely to commit this kind of crime than a person
with a different mind or personality?

4. How disturbed is Dwain at this time?

5. Are treatment facilities available in Oregon today

[1964] adequate for the restoration to community
life within five years of persons found to have
committed a crime such as charged in this case?

6. How long would a course of treatment in an
institution usually require most people such as this
to [be safe to release into] the community?

7. Would people who have committed crimes such as
this usually require lifetime supervision?

8. How likely is a person to commit such a crime again
if he does not receive treatment?

In retrospect, it was an impossible task. Who could
possibly know what Dwain Lee Little might be capable of,
or, indeed, if he was truly insane under the M'Naughton
Rule?

In the end, a grand jury handed down an indictment

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charging Dwain as an adult. The jury at his trial handed
down a verdict of guilty of first-degree murder, and he was
sentenced to life in prison.

On February 11,1 966, Dwain Lee Little became the
youngest prisoner ever to enter the Oregon State Peniten-
tiary in Salem.

He made headlines for a while, and then most of the
Oregon public forgot about him, reassured by the "life"
sentence.

Dwain was first assigned to the prison's garment fac-
tory, where he was under very close supervision by the
staff and was also watched over by older inmates. Appar-
ently, there were enough men who were truly concerned
about the safety of a young and handsome inmate that he
was not sexually exploited by predatory convicts. He
attended group-therapy sessions and appeared to be bene-
fiting from them.

After his first year in prison, advisers in the prison con-
vinced him to go to school. He continued attending classes
in the Upward Bound program until 1968.

"The reports of his activities and his attempts to help
himself were excellent," one unit manager wrote.

In 1972, he worked as a clerk in the Group Living cap-
tain's office, and joined the "Lifers' Club." He was more
sure of himself and relaxed, and corrections officers felt
"his self-image was improving greatly."

Now he was permitted to go on "outside trips" with the
Lifers' Club. "I have gone on trips with him," a prison
staff member noted, "specifically to observe his relation-
ship with women. He treated all persons with respect and
understanding.

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"Little has learned to live with his remembrance of the
antisocial behavior of his parents, of the rejection by his
peers and others in the areas where he resided. I've
watched him change from a somewhat cocky and bewil-
dered young man into still a young man — but one who has
a high level of social awareness and of his responsibility
toward maintaining his place in society. I am certain of his
remorse for the offense that he committed and the girl he
killed. I would welcome him as a next-door neighbor."

Many people who had met Dwain Lee in the eight
years he spent in prison felt he was a prime example of a
young man who would never return to captivity; instead,
they expected him to become a good citizen. He had been
on scores of supervised trips outside the walls and never
caused any trouble.

They recommended him for work release. He was trans-
ferred to the Portland Men's Center on February 6, 1974,
and began work at a concrete products plant, where he
made $2.50 an hour and received glowing evaluations.

He was allowed four passes to Portland homes, all of
them sponsored by his mother and his sister. And on May
24, 1974, Dwain was released on parole. He was, of
course, forbidden to carry any deadly weapon, and would
not be allowed to enter Lane County — where he had killed
Orla Fay Phipps — or adjoining Benton County.

By the fall of 1 974, Stone and Pearl had moved to Jack-
son County, and Dwain was living in Jacksonville. He was
doing well as a warehouseman for a steel company in
Medford, earning $4.75 an hour and reporting regularly to
his parole officer. He spent a lot of his free time on the
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his parole officer wasn't happy about some of those
friends and counseled him continually about the trouble
they might bring him, Dwain didn't seem to listen.

"Little's only apparent problem at this time," the PO
wrote on September 3, 1974, "appears to be that he is not
very discerning of people around him and is too anxious
to accommodate others' needs and wants above his own."

As he wrote that, it was Tuesday, the day after Labor
Day, and the Cowden family had been missing approxi-
mately forty-eight hours.

And Dwain 's parents lived in the area where they'd dis-
appeared.

When the Oregon State Police investigators and the
Jackson County sheriff's detectives learned that Dwain
Little had been in the Copper area at approximately the
same time the Cowdens had vanished, they located him at
his parents' home and questioned him. He denied any
knowledge of the Cowden family, said he didn't know
them, had never seen them, and had no idea what might
have happened to them.

Dwain Little was only one of scores of people they
talked to. His prison and work release record were spot-
less, and they could find nothing substantive that might
link him to the crimes.

Dwain Lee and his girlfriend, Roxanne Feeney,* were
living with his parents during the summer of 1974. Rox-
anne had a secret that she chose not to tell anyone. She had
seen Dwain with a .22-caliber gun and knew he wasn't sup-
posed to have access to firearms. However, after Christmas,
she discovered that Dwain was cheating on her with
another woman, and she told police that she had personally

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observed him with the .22 pistol and seen him load it, and
that they had used it for target shooting together.

Dwain's parole was suspended on January 12, 1975,
and revoked completely in May. He had been out of prison
for one year — less one day — when he went back into the
Oregon State Pen on May 23, 1975.

Once more, he set about convincing the authorities that
he had changed. And that was one of his talents — the "lac-
quer coating" that one psychiatrist had described, smooth
and impenetrable. He got his old job as a clerk back, and,
again, he was a model prisoner.

Dwain Lee was married now, and he had a wife, Linda,*
waiting for him on the outside. He first tried to get paroled
to California, but that state refused responsibility for him,
and he also considered Idaha — but he finally submitted a
request to be paroled to his wife's parents' home near Hills-
boro, Oregon. He had a job waiting for him with a potato-
chip company; he never had trouble finding work.

It was surprising how many corrections officers backed
Dwain's parole. He had made a positive impression on
them, and they failed to see who was behind the mask he
presented to the world. He'd always been clever at hiding
his emotions, and after more than a decade in prison, he
had become extremely con- wise.

Oregon State Prison Warden Hoyt Cupp was not among
those who believed that Dwain Little was no longer a dan-
ger to the community, nor were many of the psychiatrists
who had examined him over the years. However, they had
not considered him psychotic — except perhaps when cir-
cumstances made him explode.

"A person who is so unknown to himself emotionally,"

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Dr. Saslow wrote, "generally gives others no signals that
he is about to lose emotional control, and he may lose it
quickly."

One psychiatrist thought that the only chance of heal-
ing whatever was wrong with Dwain Little would be for a
mental health therapist to spend "quantities of undemand-
ing love for the long time that it would take to convince
him that it was not a trap . . . Without therapy, the outlook
is dark."

Most of the others feared there was no treatment that
would work — inside prison walls or out. He seemingly
had no conscience or empathy, and was far more likely to
kill again than were most prisoners who had gone to jail
for murder.

He was paroled for the second time on April 26, 1977.
He now had more "special conditions" attached to his
parole. He had to become involved in a mental health
treatment program (at the discretion of his parole offi-
cer), he could not associate with known felons, he could
not enter Lane or Jackson counties without his PO's per-
mission, and he would maintain an independent living
situation.

He had had the same parole officer for years, and the
man never lost faith in him. Although Dwain would be liv-
ing and working hundreds of miles north of Jackson
County, his parole officer would remain in charge of his
case.

For over three years, Dwain Little evaded the eye of the
law.

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In the Tigard-Beaverton-Lake Oswego area south of Port-
land, on the morning of Monday, June 2, 1980, Margie
Hunter,* twenty -three, got up early to look for a job. She
had been employed at a company named Metalcraft but
was temporarily laid off. She also needed to pick up a
check for two weeks' pay at Metalcraft's employment divi-
sion.

Because the dark clouds overhead looked more like
March than June, Margie drove her twelve-year-old white
Karmann Ghia, even though she'd been having some trou-
ble with it. Her life was in a state of flux; she needed to
find a smaller apartment, and she suspected that she might
be pregnant. If she was, she felt she couldn't be more than
a month along. She was happy about the pregnancy, al-
though surprised.

Afl;er she finished her errands, Margie visited a girl-
friend, leaving at about three p.m. She passed through
Tigard and had made it onto Old Highway 99 when her
car broke down. The gas pedal had broken off. Discour-
aged, she pulled over to the side of the road, turned on her
flashing lights because it was almost as dark as dusk with
the threatening storm, and got out to walk to a phone
booth.

She was having a really bad day, and then the sky
opened up and hail bounced on the road and on her. A
hitchhiker ran up behind her and offered her a jacket he
had in his orange backpack. She accepted it thankfully.
He was a little taller than she was, and he looked like a
lot of hitchhikers: brown curly hair, mustache, beard, and
glasses.

She wasn't afraid of him.

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The pair bent their heads and started trotting toward
shelter as the hail continued to pelt them.

At that point, another Good Samaritan came along. The
driver of a blue Honda Civic stopped and waved at them to
get in. They didn't hesitate, and still Margie felt safe, more
so when she settled in the backseat and realized she recog-
nized the driver. She didn't actually know him or even his
name, but he had worked at Metalcraft, too, on the day
shift as she did. That had been during the fall months of
1979. He was a "grinder."

She asked him to drop her off at the next phone booth
they came to, and he nodded. She noticed that his car was
only a year or so old, but it was dirty and filled with trash:
fast-food containers, old newspapers, cigarette butts.

They soon came to a phone booth by a Catholic school,
and Margie got out. The driver said he would take the
hitchhiker on the few miles to King City, his destination.

Margie called her mother, who wasn't home, and a
male friend who didn't answer, either. She was out of
change, so she walked a little farther to a gas station, got
change, and tried calling her mom and more friends.
Nobody was home. She gave up, crossed the highway, and
started walking back toward her car. Even if it wouldn't
start, she wasn't that far from her apartment.

The hail had stopped, but it was raining hard when she
saw the blue Honda approaching from the south. The
hitchhiker was no longer in the car, and the driver pulled
over in front of her and offered her a ride again.

She'd seen him at Metalcraft, and he'd let her out read-
ily at the phone booth twenty minutes earlier. He seemed

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safe. She got in, telling him she hadn't been able to reach
anyone to pick her up.

He didn't talk much, but he told her he'd give her a ride
home.

"He asked me where I lived," Margie recalled. "And I
told him. I told him where to turn into my driveway, but he
went right past it. As soon as he went past it, he said,
'Oh — well, I'll turn around and come back.' But he never
did, and I kept telling him to turn off on streets, so he
could go back, but I thought he was just going around the
whole street to take me back. And he never said any words
after that."

Margie realized that she didn't know him at all. He was
a stranger, and he had no intention of taking her home.

"Then he asked me if I was smart," Margie continued.
"And I said I tried to be. Then he pulled out this switch-
blade, and he said, 'Then you'll do what I want you to do.'"

She thought the knife was a switchblade; it was black
and shiny and about eight inches long. It had been right
there underneath his seat.

Margie told him she was pregnant, and begged him not
to hurt her.

"Well, then you think about your baby," he sneered, "and
you'll do as I tell you to."

They were heading away from her apartment now —
toward Tigard and Tualatin, and onto an overpass over the
1-5 freeway toward Lake Oswego, and then back again
onto the freeway. The driver demanded that Margie fellate
him, and she complied. She wanted to live, and she would
do what she had to do.

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He asked if she could "stomach if if he ejaculated into
her mouth, and she said no, and he said she didn't have to.

That was odd, because he had been so mean before.

Now she felt the car turn again, and she saw that they
were about to head northeast on Highway 205 toward Or-
egon City. She asked him where they were going, and he
told her he was looking for a place where he could take
her off the side of the road where no one could see them.
He gave her strict instructions: she was to get out of the
car on the driver's side and hold his hand as if they were a
couple.

They had barely left the off-ramp on a winding road
with sharp turns when he pulled over. She followed his in-
structions, noting that he had hidden the long knife under
his sweater. He pulled her up the hill into a grove of trees.

She was trying to remember everything about him so
she could tell the police later. He was medium height,
chubby, clean-shaven, and wore blue jeans, the gray pull-
over sweater, and black work boots.

Her memory was as clear as ice. She thought of every-
thing she could, to get through the sexual attack that began
too far above the freeway for anyone in the cars below to
see. He made her take off her brown turtleneck T-shirt, her
orange sweater, blue jeans, and blue high-heeled sandals,
and then her bra and panties. She wished devoutly that she
had worn her Nikes — she would be able to run so much
better if she got the chance.

Her captor wanted romance, and he insisted she French-
kiss him and respond to him. But she was terrified and
filled with revulsion, and she couldn't respond. He was
unable to enter her because her vagina was absolutely dry.

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He asked her to perform oral sodomy on him again, and
she obeyed.

When nothing worked, he masturbated to ejaculation.

Margie feU a glimmer of hope when he told her to get
dressed. He was going to let her go!

She bent over to put her shoes on, and he held out his
hand to help her up. She grasped it, and suddenly he was
behind her, holding her throat in an arm lock. Then his
hands were grasping both sides of her neck, and she saw
black clouds descending on her.

Margie passed out. She didn't remember anything until
she came to, feeling as if she were suffocating in the dark.
She first thought she was dreaming. But, finally, she real-
ized that her sweater was wrapped around her head. She
tried to pull it off with her right hand, but she couldn't feel
her right hand at all. She used her left hand, although it felt
terribly weak.

"It took five minutes for me to get my sweater down
from over my head," Margie said. "And then I tried sitting
up, but I was too weak."

At that point, she saw her right hand and realized it was
slashed, her wrist cut almost halfway through.

The man who had hurt her was gone, but he had pulled
her into a blackberry thicket, virtually hiding her.

Margie knew she had to get help before she bled to
death. She tried to move her legs and discovered she could
not feel her left leg. She took off her shoes. "I knew I had
to walk out of there, and I tried to stand, but I couldn't,"
she said.

She couldn't use her right hand, and she couldn't feel
her left leg — but she began to crawl out of the trees and

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brambles that hid her. Because of her injured right hand,
she scuttled on her shoulder on that side in a crablike
movement. She made it to the top of the grassy bank, and
when she couldn't crawl anymore, she rolled.

"I kept that up until I could get where the grass was cut
down and people could see me. And I kept waving to
them, and about fifteen or twenty cars went by before
someone finally stopped," Margie said. "By then I couldn't
wave anymore; I was just laying [sic] on the ground. I
couldn't move anymore."

The Tualatin Valley Fire Department responded to the
911 call, and EMTs found Margie barely conscious and
bleeding profusely. She was rushed to Meridian Park Hos-
pital in Tualatin, where she was admitted in critical condi-
tion. Oregon State Trooper Les Frank went directly to the
hospital. Dr. Michael McCleskey told him that the victim
had bruises and swelling in her neck, a stab wound at the
base of her skull on the rear right side, deep lacerations —
including tendons and nerves — in her right wrist, and
deep cuts to the nerves and tendons of her left ankle.

When she arrived, she had virtually no blood-pressure
readings and had lost one-third to one-half of the blood in
her body. She would need surgery to get blood to her right
hand and her left leg, and there would be nerve damage to
repair later. For the moment, they had to stabilize her con-
dition before they could operate.

Amazingly, she was now conscious and quite lucid, and
Trooper Frank could interview her. A Clackamas County
deputy — Robert W. Smith — happened to pass by where
she had waited for an ambulance, and had spoken briefly
to her. Margie wanted to be sure that the police knew who

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had raped, stabbed, and strangled her. She had gasped out
details to Smith, too.

She told Frank that her attacker was a short, heavy
white male with close-cut dark brown hair. He was in his
thirties and driving a new-model two-door blue Honda
Civic.

The best news of all for the Oregon State investigator
was Margie Hunter's absolute belief that her rapist had
worked at Metalcraft, where she worked. She was positive.

Dwain Lee Little had made a huge mistake when he
chose Margie Hunter as a victim. She said they had even
talked about working there. He could have simply taken
her home, but he must have planned to kill her all along,
knowing that she could identify him.

One thing Margie commented on was that her captor
seemed to have "no feelings at all." He didn't care about
her baby, her life, about anything but what he wanted.
Trying to get through to him was like pleading with a
robot.

Dr. McCleskey categorized Margie's wounds as "devas-
tating." They had to get blood to her wrist and her ankle.
Along with Drs. Tongue and Bamhouse, the surgeons iso-
lated the severed tendons of both extremities, along with
the damaged nerves. Her injuries were full of dirt and
grass, and these were all painstakingly irrigated until they
were clean; antibiotics were given to prevent infection if
possible.

After resection of all the tendons of her wrist, and their
grateftil discovery that her radial artery was intact, the
doctors felt the repair was "most satisfactory," and they
wrapped her wrist in a short arm cast.

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Next, they turned to Margie's ankle. There they found
only two severed tendons, including the Achilles tendon —
which was probably what had prevented her from standing
or walking when she came back to consciousness in the
bushes.

The surgeons put a cast on Margie's leg and moved on
to the two-inch-deep neck wound. Fortunately, it wasn't as
dangerous as the deeper slashes in her arm and leg. It was
closed with sutures.

It took eight hours of surgery to perform the first proce-
dures on Margie Hunter's knife wounds. She came through
the operations well, and was upgraded from "critical" to
"serious" condition.

Margie's pregnancy was intact; indeed, when she was
well enough to have a pelvic exam, she learned that she
was really twelve weeks pregnant — almost three months.
Whether she would be able to maintain her pregnancy was
still iffy. She had been choked, beaten, and cut to the bone,
and had lost so much blood. And there was the shock fac-
tor to be considered, too.

Only time would tell.

While Margie Hunter was in surgery, law enforcement
officers in the Tigard-Tualatin area looked for a new blue
Honda, and detectives planned to contact Metalcraft in the
morning to see if they could find the names of former em-
ployees who had worked as grinders, and matched the de-
scription Margie had given. Workers' parole status might
or might not be known to the company.

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It turned out that that wouldn't be necessary. An Ore-
gon state trooper had pulled over a blue Honda recently on
a routine traffic violation. When he heard the bulletin
broadcast to all police agencies, he realized the descrip-
tion matched the car and the driver he had stopped earlier.
He'd recognized the driver instantly: Dwain Lee Little,
who had become infamous and familiar in the minds of
many Oregon officers. After his last parole, he had moved
to the Tigard area.

Dwain had had the same parole officer for years, a man
who had started out with great hopes for him. The PO con-
firmed that Dwain had worked for Metalcraft during the
fall and winter of 1979. He promised to obtain a mug shot
of Little to include in a photo laydown when — and if —
Margie Hunter was well enough to look at it.

At 8:00 p.m. an Oregon state trooper spotted the blue
Honda, and Dwain Little was arrested on a charge of at-
tempted homicide.

A search warrant for his home was executed, and inves-
tigators seized six knives, several items of men's clothing,
and a handwritten log of his activities. A subsequent search
produced ten thousand rounds of .22 ammunition.

His parole officer said Dwain Little had been on his lat-
est parole for three years and one month without any seri-
ous problems. He had seemed to be an average citizen and
was consistently employed at the Sweetheart Corporation
until July of 1979, when he quit his job there because he
couldn't get along with a new supervisor. Next, he moved
to Idaho to work in a steel factory with his brother-in-law,
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came back to Oregon — and Metalcraft. Little was laid off
because he sustained a hand injury that required surgery.
He had been unemployed for five months.

His wife, Linda, had given birth to their first child — a
son — only five weeks before his vicious attack on Margie
Hunter.

"Most facets of their everyday life," D wain's parole
officer said, "were being met in an appropriate manner."

Or seemed to be.

Dwain Lee Little hadn't spent much of his adult life
outside prison walls, and his joblessness and having a
baby to care for might have caused him to disintegrate into
violence once again, although that explanation was cer-
tainly no excuse for what he had done to Margie Hunter.

Dwain was thirty-one now, and he still didn't know
who he was; he knew only what he wanted, and, as always,
he had seized it. He was a mad dog behind a smiling face,
a walking, breathing time bomb. Even though he had gone
back to prison before for having a deadly weapon in his
possession, he had apparently been unable to give up guns
and knives. What on earth was he intending to do with ten
thousand bullets?

It made the investigators shudder to think of it.

Even his heretofore trusting parole officer recom-
mended that his parole should be revoked at once.

Dwain Little was held in the Washington County Jail for
only a week; in the interests of public safety, he was set to
be transported to the Oregon State Penitentiary in Salem
on June 9. Corrections officer Clarence Hedrick and Vir-

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ginia Wolff of the Washington County warrants division
accompanied one female and two male prisoners — includ-
ing Little — in a van headed south on the 1-5 freeway.
Dwain Little and the other male prisoner were chained
together with leg irons, and they each wore handcuffs
attached to a belly chain. ,

They hadn't gotten more than twenty miles on their
forty-five-mile trip when Dwain said the jail nurse had
given him a diuretic pill that caused water to build up in
his system.

"I have to go every few minutes," he said, as he begged
Hedrick to pull into the next rest stop.

Hedrick refused. At that point, Dwain became hysterical
and threatened to urinate in his clothes and all over the van.

Hedrick wasn't happy, but he stopped at the rest stop
just south of the Tualatin River. He explained the radio
system to Ms. Wolff, and told her to call for help if any-
thing untoward should happen, gave her their exact loca-
tion, and then locked the van doors so no one could get in
or out while he was in the restroom with the two male
prisoners.

When they were inside the restroom, Dwain Little said
he was getting sick and his bowels were loose. He wanted
the chain around his waist removed. Using the extra set of
handcuffs from his own belt, Hedrick handcuffed Dwain's
left hand to the bar in the handicapped stall, and then re-
moved Little's right hand from his belly chain, allowing
him to defecate. When he was finished, Hedrick put the
right cuff back on Little's belly chain.

Hedrick moved to unhook his left handcuff, but sud-
denly Dwain Little wrenched free of it and kicked Hedrick

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in the groin, and a struggle ensued. If both inmates had
turned on the corrections officer, he might well have been
a dead man — but the other prisoner chose to help Hedrick
instead of Little.

Hedrick had Dwain around the neck and then in a hair-
hold against the wall, and the helpful prisoner removed
Hedrick's extra handcuffs and snapped them around both
Little's wrists.

Dwain Little looked at the other prisoner and hissed,
"You're dead . . ." They didn't doubt he meant the threat,
and the convict who had saved Hedrick's life was soon
housed in protective custody.

Little's futile escape attempt may have been his last
hurrah. He was now charged with attempted murder, first-
degree rape, first-degree sodomy, and first-degree kidnap-
ping. He initially pleaded not guilty to all the charges.
Under a plea agreement, the sodomy charge was dropped.

On November 11, 1980, he was sentenced to twenty
years for attempted murder, twenty years for rape, twenty
years for kidnapping; each had a ten-year mandatory min-
imum. His terms would be served consecutively. The earli-
est he could be released would be in thirt>' years, when he
would be over sixty years old.

As he pronounced sentence. Judge Ashmanskas said, 'T
find the case here are crimes involving great violence,
bodily harm, extreme cruelty, or callousness. I do believe
Mr. Little is dangerous, by whatever criteria, whatever for-
mulas they may invoke; I find that he is an unusual risk to
the safety of the public — based upon his psychiatric evalu-
ations ... I also find this to be supported by the nature of

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these particular offenses as well as his prior criminal his-
tory. Two victims are enough, Mr. Little, and I am not
going to chance a third victim."

But were there only two victims? Orla Fay, yes. Margie
Hunter, yes. But deputies and troopers looked closely now
at the still unsolved Cowden case.

Dwain Lee Little had long been the prime suspect in
the deaths of Richard, Belinda, David, and Melissa
Cowden on Labor Day weekend, six years earlier. He was
out on parole at that time and living with his parents in
Ruch, Oregon — eighteen miles downstream on the Apple-
gate River. He was found carrying a .22-caliber pistol a
few months later and returned to prison. The California
tourists had seen two men and a woman who resembled
the Littles in the Cowdens' campsite area after their family
disappeared. Even their description of the strange trio's
pickup truck matched the one Stone and Pearl owned. An
old miner who lived in a cabin farther up Sturgis Fork
Creek said that the Little family had stopped at his place
on Monday morning, the day after the Cowdens disap-
peared. The Littles had even signed a guestbook the miner
kept to remind him of his visitors.

When questioned, the Little family members all denied
any knowledge of the Cowdens' disappearance. Dwain
Lee said he had been away on "business" that weekend on
the southern Oregon coast, and had returned to meet up
with his parents for a trip "into the mountains" on Sunday
morning.

Dwain Little had refused to take a lie-detector test. If
he had, and if he passed it, the charges against him for

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"felon in possession of a firearm" would have been
dropped. But he had chosen to go back to prison rather
than submit to a lie-detector test.

Why was he so afraid of the polygraph test? Maybe he
had something more to hide, something that was far worse
than the gun charges. ...

The tiny town of Ruch, where the Little family lived in
the fall of 1974, was the closest town to Copper. And yet
when asked what route he'd taken from the Pacific coast to
Ruch, Dwain repeatedly said he took the road that did not
go through Copper, even though that would have been the
shortest way.

Investigators had seized the Littles' truck and processed
it for any possible evidence linking it to the Cowdens. They
found it was as clean as if it had just rolled off the produc-
tion line in Detroit. They had never seen a tmck so meticu-
lously cared for.

Dwain Little had been back in the Oregon State Pen for
almost a year when there seemed to be a break in the
Cowden case. A convict who had shared a cell with Little
sent a message through the corrections staif that he needed
to talk to detectives.

Rusty Kelly* had a story to tell. He swore that Dwain
Little had admitted to him that he was the one who killed
the Cowdens. He had given him details. Moreover, Little
was spearheading an escape plan that involved sixteen
prisoners. Kelly said he was one of those, but he'd never
really intended to follow through. He offered to show offi-
cials a cache of weapons that were being saved to use in
the mass escape.

Jailhouse informants aren't the best source of informa-

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tion, and they can be reduced to mincemeat by defense
attorneys, but the detectives gave Kelly a polygraph test
regarding the escape details — and he passed easily. They
deliberately didn't ask him any questions on the Cowdens'
massacre during the lie-detector test.

He led them to the hidden arms.

The media announced that the grand jury in Jackson
County would consider this new information, and a "true
bill" indicting Dwain Lee Little in the four murders would
be handed down any day.

But it never came.

Lawmen in Jackson County still had no physical evi-
dence that would absolutely link Little to the murders of a
family who met a monster as they camped out. He was al-
ready in prison for what would probably be the rest of his
life. Unless he escaped, he wasn't a danger to anyone —
except, perhaps, to Rusty Kelly, who had snitched on him.

Today, the handsome, slender youth of 1964 is an old
man, barely recognizable. He is overweight, with skin the
greenish gray of prison pallor, and thinning hair; the lines
on his face have solidified into a sullen stare. The charm
he evinced in his youth no longer works. While laymen in
Oregon may not remember him, there are few police offi-
cers— working and retired — who don't recall him in-
stantly. Their first comment is always: "Yeah, I remember
him. He's the one who killed the Cowden family."

But that has never been proved. The circumstantial evi-
dence against him is voluminous; the hard evidence is still
missing. No one had heard of DNA matching back in
1974. Today, there is nothing left to use for comparison.

Little continues to file requests and legal papers as he

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still hopes to be released. His thirty-year minimum sen-
tence is up in 2010, but there is no guarantee that he will
be paroled. He could be locked up until 2040, when he
will be over ninety years old.

It would be a great kindness to the Cowdens' extended
family if Dwain Lee Little would confess to their murders
and ask forgiveness.

It might shorten his sentence somewhat, but it's not like
him to confess. He never really has. Within his family
Dwain Lee could do no wrong, and, as Pearl Little said
once, "As long as he tells me he's innocent, I will believe
him."

Margie Hunter impressed her doctors with her sheer grit
and determination. She faced many operations, and even
after they were accomplished, she was left with a number
of permanent handicaps. Her left foot and lower leg had
lost most of their sensation, and there was some atrophy
that might get worse. Margie's right hand and wrist had
been slashed to the bone, and with all the tendons severed,
she had a profound lack of feeling there — a far more dif-
ficult situation in a hand than a foot. Her thumb was
trapped in her palm because the muscles at its base were
cut. She could tell the difference between hot and cold,
sharp and dull, but her finer dexterity and motor skills
would be compromised.

"I anticipate," one of her surgeons wrote, "in the ftiture,
she will become leftrhanded and use her right hand only
as a 'helping hand.' "

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Margie also had some scars that were not crippling but
were cosmetically damaging.

She worked hard at physical therapy to make her hand
and leg as strong as they could be. She would need them
more, soon. Her baby was still alive and well inside her.
She gave birth just before Christmas 1980.

She would never forget Dwain Lee Little or his cruelty,
but she was ready to move ahead with her life. One thing
that Margie didn't know was that Dwain might have been
stalking her. A Christmas card that Metalcraft sent out in
1979 featured a group of employees. Detectives saw that
Dwain Little was standing right beside Margie Hunter in
the photo on the card. She may not have noticed him — but
it was quite possible that he had noticed her, learned
, where she lived, and made a practice of driving the road-
ways near her apartment. On June 2, 1980, he had no busi-
ness at all there as he drove up and down the Old Highway
99. No business, perhaps, but watching Margie.

Wes Cowden, Richard's brother, has gone over endless
possibilities of what might have happened to Richard,
Belinda, David, and Melissa, or why anyone would target
them. It was possible someone had been watching Belinda
while Richard and David were at the country store — and
Richard walked in on an attack on his wife. More likely,
he had looked first at the killer carrying a .22 rifle as just
another camper. Wes described Richard as "trusting" and
thought he'd probably struck up a conversation with a
stranger.

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"You don't want to get in my brother's situation," Wes
said. "Because I'm sure things were out of control before
he even knew there was a problem.

"My brother was different than me," he continued. "On
an outing like that, he wouldn't have been carrying a
weapon. And I wouldn't think about being up there with-
out one."

Wes Cowden's children and other members of their ex-
tended family still live with the threat that someone might
have a grudge against them. Someone who walks free.
Wes Cowden isn't convinced that Dwain Lee Little killed
Richard and his family. "I'd still like to know for sure who
did it, and that if Little did do it, he'll never be freed from
prison."

It is a terrible legacy for Wes and his sister, Susan, to
live with. And it's a chilling fear in the small communities
and homes near Carberry and Sturgis creeks and the Ap-
plegate Valley area, especially when the Spanish moss
droops from the trees, ground fog covers the forest floor in
autumn, and old memories come back.

Some old-timers there say the campground is haunted.

There is still the chance that some infinitesimal evi-
dence or a rusted .22-caliber gun is up there, and that elk
hunters, loggers, or campers who have never heard of the
Cowden family will find it.

If they do come across something that seems useless to
them, but which might be purer gold than any amateur
miner could find there, they should contact the Oregon
State Police.

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THE STRANGE DEATH
OF RONDA REYNOLDS

Even those who view a glass as half-fiill have mo-
ments when they wonder if their Hves are too perfect to
last. For some, the warm wafting breezes of spring redo-
lent with the fragrance of flowers are difficult; there is too
much nostalgia to deal with. For others, a new love can
bring with it a fear of losing something more precious
than we ever could have imagined. Similarly, holidays are
times fraught with tension for many people.

Everyone hopes for- a warm and loving gathering of
family and friends, doors locked against the outside world
once everyone arrives. And yet there is an almost sublimi-
nal fear that someone we love could be in an accident on
the way to Grandmother's house or wherever the celebra-
tion is to be held.

At Thanksgiving and Christmas, weather conditions
can be icy and stormy, making roads dangerous to traverse
and weighing down the wings of planes.

We worry, usually silently, and watch the clock until
our roll call is complete. To lose someone on a holiday
means that every anniversary that comes after will be
marked by sorrowfiil remembrance.

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I suspect that mothers agonize the most. Even when our
children are grown, we would much prefer them to be safe
beneath our wings, and sometimes we long for the days
when we could tuck them into cribs and know that we
were there to protect them from any harm.

Barb Thompson was like that, even though she rarely
betrayed her concern. She wanted her two children to
grow up, realize their dreams, and fly free. Like all good
mothers, she had let go of her babies, confident that they
were independent and fiilly capable adults, able to take
care of themselves.

And they hadn't let her down; her daughter, Ronda,
thirty-three, was a Washington state trooper for almost a
decade, for heaven's sake, responsible for the safety of
others as well as herself If she couldn't take care of her-
self, what woman could?

Barb's son. Freeman, was almost a decade younger than
Ronda. Barb was very young when Ronda was born, only
twenty-one, and it probably was just as well that she had
only her daughter to raise then. It hadn't been easy for
Barb. The responsibility of bringing up her children on her
own much of the time was a challenge. Nevertheless, Bar-
bara always put them first, and she often worked two jobs
to support them.

Although she and her mother, Virginia Ramsey, had
tangled often when she was a child and a teenager, it was
Virginia who became Barb's strongest support. Virginia
had been married for more than twenty years to the only
man she had ever loved, bringing up three children on
"less than a shoestring," when Barb's father deserted her
for another woman. She was totally devastated.

"Somehow," Barb recalled, "Ronda's birth gave her a
reason to go on, and I sure did need her. She took care of
Ronda while I worked as many jobs as I could, helped me
raise my little girl. She never complained. My mom was
always there — and Ronda cherished her grandmother."

Although Barb would have romantic relationships from
time to time, the core of her family would always be her
children — Ronda and Freeman — her mother, Virginia, and
Barb herself They had seen one another thiough so many
hard times and always emerged together.

Ronda was a lovely-looking child with a face like a
rose, something that would never change. She was Virgin-
ia's first grandchild, and her "Gramma" often said she was
"an angel in disguise."

"She never caused us any trouble," Barb Thompson
said. "She had perfect attendance and straight As all the
way through the ninth grade. She was never rebellious,
and she never touched drugs or alcohol. Gramma taught
her to sew and cook and do all the girly stuff, and if she
got in trouble for not doing her homework or chores, she
went to Gramma for comfort. My mother was there to
share her dreams and plans and her crushes with. She was
Ronda's 'safe place.'"

Ronda had many dreams, and she managed to carry out
a lot of them. She loved dogs and horses, and she was a
champion equestrian before she was a teenager. She
shared her love of horses with her mother, who was often
up before dawn to take care of the horses on her land near
Spokane.

When Ronda was seventeen, she had her own quarter
horse, a gelding she called Clabber Toe. She and Clabber

Toe managed to travel to the 1984 Quarter Horse Youth
World Show in Tulsa, Oklahoma, where they cleared
jumps as easily as if Clabber Toe had wings. Ronda had
saved her money and two local trainers in Spokane had
helped. They'd recognized Ronda 's innate talent and ad-
mired her devotion to practice that took many hours.

Ronda had another dream. She wanted to grow up to be
a Washington state patrol trooper. That was a tall order;
there were no female officers when Ronda was a little girl.
There weren't even any short troopers. The image of the
state patrol was one of tall men, wearing blue-gray uni-
forms and wide-brimmed hats.

That didn't daunt Ronda. She had taken on challenges
all of her life and she knew that women were beginning to
take their place beside men in law enforcement. She never
gave up on her plans to be a trooper, although she could
not have imagined some of the problems her femininity in
a male world would bring.

The pretty girl from eastern Washington wanted it all —
as people tend to say about women who work and hope to
have a family/home life, too.

She wanted to marry one day, and, especially, to have
children.

She almost achieved it all.

It was Wednesday, December 16, 1998. Christmas season.
Ronda lived over on what Washingtonians call "the coast,"
and the rest of her family lived three hundred miles away
in Spokane. Barbara was looking forward to a five-day
visit from Ronda, as were her grandmother and brother. It

wouldn't exactly be a Norman Rockwell Christmas, al-
though Spokane could count on snow. It was far colder in
eastern Washington than it was in Seattle.

Ronda's visit wasn't really to celebrate the holiday; she
was going home to those who loved her for comfort and
advice. After eleven years as a Washington state trooper,
she had resigned from the force. Her life seemed to be
crashing down around her like boulders breaking free of
unstable cliffs in the mountain passes, which often hap-
pened. Her first marriage — to a fellow trooper — had ended
in divorce, and her second marriage of less than a year's
duration was almost over. She was far from giving up; she
was too strong for that, but she needed to come home to
her center while she decided what to do next.

Ronda never spent much time weeping about her mis-
fortunes in life. Rather, she got mad, and she had always
managed to come back wiser, but not more bitter. In that,
she was like her mother. The two of them would talk, and
weigh different options, and Ronda would rise like a phoe-
nix from the ashes of her marriage to Ron Reynolds.

Although Barb Thompson had kept her mouth shut, she
had never understood Ronda's attraction to Ronald Reyn-
olds. He was at least twenty years older than she was, a
school principal, and a very active Jehovah's Witness. He
wasn't nearly as handsome as Mark Liburdi, the trooper
who was her first husband.

And when Ronda met him, Ron was married with five
sons, three of them still living at home!

When Ronda was grieving for the loss of her first mar-
riage, the career she had loved, and her failure to carry a
child to term, Ron Reynolds had offered himself as her

spiritual counselor and her concerned advisor. Long be-
fore she fell in love with Ron, he had divested himself of
his wife.

And Ron and Ronda were married in January 1998.
She had high hopes for them. Always generous, Ronda
brought her furniture to Ron's house and put almost all of
her $15,000 retirement pay from the Washington State Pa-
trol into the house they now shared on Twin Peaks Drive in
Toledo, Washington.

Ron moved his three youngest sons into the house, and
Ronda brought her beloved Rottweillers. If there had only
been room, she would have brought Clabber Toe, too.

It was a new year and a new life for her, and for her
husband.

Chapter One

It was 1:40 a.m. on Wednesday, December 16, 1998,
when Barb Thompson was jarred from sleep by the sound
of her phone ringing. Groggy, she reached across her bed
for it, knowing after it rang five times that her answering
machine would pick up. She grabbed it on the third ring,
muttering, "Hello."

She heard only the buzz of the dial tone.

She lay awake, wondering if she had been dreaming —
but she was sure it really had rung. Expecting it to ring
again, she waited. There was nothing more.

Barb had talked to Ronda less than two hours earlier.
Her daughter had been calling from her home in Toledo,
Washington, a tiny town located halfway between Seattle
and Portland, Oregon. Ronda said then that she would be
flying to Spokane on that Wednesday, scheduled to arrive
at 12:59 p.m. She had debated flying out of Portland, but
had decided to take an Alaska Airlines flight from SeaTac
Airport in Seattle. A longtime friend, a police officer in
Des Moines, Washington, whom Ronda had once almost
married, had offered to drive the seventy miles to Toledo
to pick her up and drive her back north to SeaTac Airport.

The two, mother and daughter, had talked for a long
time. Ronda was actually quite upbeat in her attitude when
she said she didn't mind walking away from her short
marriage, but that she was determined to recoup the thou-
sands of dollars she had put into the house, along with all
her efforts in painting, decorating, and making it a home.

"I'm actually looking forward to getting on with my
life. Mom," Ronda said. "I just need a few days with you
guys to decide a definite course of action."

"You're sure?" Barb asked. "You don't have to put on a
happy face for me. You know that."

"I'm sure. I'm fine. I can't wait to see you all tomor-
row."

Freeman, Ronda 's "little" brother who was seven inches
taller than she was, would take his mother to the airport in
Spokane. Then they would swing by Gramma Virginia's
house — which was right next door to Barb's.

They were all beside themselves with anticipation; they
hadn't had a chance to really visit with Ronda since Moth-
er's Day. That was when Ronda had put an adorable tum-
ble of black puppy fluff in her mother's arms. Daisy was a
very big dog now, and Barb wanted to show her daughter
what good care she had taken of her. Ronda also had a
new filly she hadn't seen since Mother's Day when the colt
was only a few days old. And, of course, there was Clabber
Toe. He would recognize Ronda at once, and it wouldn't
be long before the two of them would go riding off across
Barb's acreage.

Freeman pulled up in front of the Spokane airport, and
Barbara asked him if he wanted to go to the gate to meet
his sister.

"No, Mom, you go. I think I can wait. Til watch the
door and get her baggage when you guys get back here."

He hadn't quite brought his car to a complete stop
when Barb leaped onto the curb and whirled around to
close the door.

"Slow down. Mom," he laughed. "She's not going any-
where. You have plenty of time."

Barb Thompson walked into the main terminal, realiz-
ing at once that she'd forgotten the airport was in the midst
of a massive remodeling. She had to walk all the way to
the far north end of the terminal to reach the Alaska and
Horizon Airlines arrival gate.

It suddenly became intensely important that she
glimpse Ronda and give her a big hug. But when she got
to the gate, she found out that Ronda 's flight had been can-
celled, and the next flight from Seattle wasn't scheduled to
arrive until just before 3:00 p.m.

Freeman's face dropped when he heard that. "She's on
flight 2198 now," his mother told him. "It's due in at two
fifty-five p.m. It's not that much longer."

It was just a little over two more hours, but it seemed an
eternity to Barb and Freeman. They drove home, not stop-
ping at Gramma Virginia's house. The phone was ringing
as they walked in the door. Barb expected it to be Ronda,
calling as she always did if she had a change in plans so
they wouldn't worry. But it was her own mother, demand-
ing to know why they hadn't dropped in with Ronda.

"Her flight was delayed. Mom," Barb said. "We have to
go back to the airport at three. Freeman's on his way to
your house now to grab a bowl of cereal. He'll pick me up
at two fifteen."

"Dam," Ronda's grandmother said. "I don't know if I
can wait that long."

Barb tried to make her mother feel better by telling her
that Ronda would surely have called if she had changed
her mind and wasn't coming. Ronda always called.
"You're right, Gramma. I just want her here now, too! ,
Maybe she'll decide to transfer after her probationary six|
months on her store security job, and then we'll have her
here all the time. Wouldn't that be great?"

"Don't get your hopes up. You know how she feels
about the weather over here."

Barb busied herself loading the dishwasher, and just as
she'd put the last plate in its slot, she glanced out the win-
dow over the kitchen sink. She saw a green-and-white
squad car parked at her mother's house. It looked like a
Spokane County Sheriff's unit.

She wasn't alarmed. Whenever there was a loose or in-
jured horse, the deputies usually came to her to ask her
who owned them. She was the "go-to" expert on horses in
her end of the county.

Daisy sat by the door expectantly, her whole body wig-
gling with delight as she was about to meet someone new.
Daisy knew no strangers. She was always looking for
someone to play with.

Barb was usually glad to help round up wayward
horses, but it never took less than two hours. Right now,
she didn't want to be delayed when she was just about to
go back to the airport to pick up Ronda.

But she realized that she couldn't refuse to help; she
lived so close to a four-lane, much-traveled highway.
Ronda, of all people, would understand and she could call

Gramma Virginia when she landed if Barb wasn't home.

She opened her front door, and an older man stood
there, gazing with some doubt into Daisy's brown eyes.
Barb grinned at the stranger and said, "She's okay — she
doesn't know she's a Rottweiler. She's hoping you've
come to play with her."

At that point, Barb Thompson saw that her visitor had a
bar with writing etched on it pinned to his shirt. She
leaned forward and read "Chaplain."

But what was he doing at her front door? Her world
tilted only a centimeter off its endless axis and she felt a
knot in the pit of her stomach. A chaplain usually meant
something bad had happened to someone.

She would not allow herself to believe that had any
connection to her.

"Are you Barbara Thompson?" the gray-haired man
asked.

"Yes, I am," she said, opening the door wider. "But I
only have a couple of minutes. We have to get to the air-
port to pick up my daughter."

He hesitated for a moment, and then said, "I have a
message here. I'm so sorry to tell you that your mother
has passed away and you need to call your father."

Relief washed over Barb's body. Whatever had hap-
pened, it couldn't involve her or her family. "That can't be
right," she said. "My father passed away years ago, and my
mother lives right next door. You were just at her house."

The chaplain pressed on. "I have a message that you are
to call your father at the coroner's office in Lewis County."

She felt dizzy. Lewis County? She didn't know anyone
in Lewis County. Lewis County, where? What state?

"Do you have a telephone number? Do you have a
nameT'

He shook his head, apologizing. "I'm sorry — ^but that's
all I have."

"Was there anything about a Ramsey, or a Clark, Li-
burdi or Reynolds?"

Again, he shook his head. If he hadn't arrived in a sher-
iff's car, she would have thought the man was demented —
someone who went around knocking on strange doors and
scaring the hell out of people. Why didn 't he have more
information? This could all be resolved so quickly if he
only had a name to give her.

''Your name is Barbara Thompson, right?" he pressed.

"Yes, that's me. But my mother is right next door and
she is very much alive. There must be a mistake here."

"This is7\0 West Highway Two, isn't it?"

"Yes."

"This is definitely the address and name I was given,
and I was told to tell you that you need to call your father."

Barbara wished Freeman would show up. The "chap-
lain" was giving her the creeps.

She suddenly recalled that there was another Barbara
Thompson living in Spokane, a woman who worked at the
racetrack. In the past, she had received some of the other
Barbara's mail and phone calls. She didn't have any idea
where the other woman lived, but she was sure the sher-
iff's office could find out. Barb looked at her watch and
told the chaplain that she really had to leave for the air-
port.

Once more. Barb jumped from her son's car and headed
for the Alaska/Horizon arrival gate. Luckily, Ronda's

plane wouldn't land for another fifteen minutes. Barb
knew she had plenty of time, but she found herself run-
ning down the corridor, darting between people, baggage,
children, and strollers. All the chairs were taken when she
got to the gate, but she didn't care. She stood with her eyes
glued to the double doors that would soon spring open and
release scores of passengers. And Ronda would be one of
them.

"It was Christmastime," Barbara Thompson remem-
bered a decade later. "Joy and laughter were in the air. We
would be having Christmas together for the first time in
nearly eight years. Ronda had to leave on the twenty-first
so we planned Christmas dinner and our gift exchange
early. It was enough that we could just be together."

It was 2:50 p.m. and Barb watched the incoming planes
circle in the cold sky and then taxi into their gates. Finally,
she saw the Alaska Airlines jet and knew it must be Ron-
da's plane. She watched the ground crew wave their big
orange wands and lead it into a covered ramp, then heard
its engines winding down.

In her mind, she could see Ronda 's face. She knew her
daughter would be one of the last to deplane; she liked to
let all those with babies, the elderly, and disabled passen-
gers exit safely, and she always grinned widely when she
saw her mother's face change fi-om impatience to delight.

Barb stretched and strained her neck, to see beyond the
departing passengers as far as she could. At 3:00, the last
of them straggled in — a mother holding a baby in one
arm, and a little girl about five crying and pulling on her
other arm.

No one else. But that could not be. Two flight atten-

dants walked past Barb, pulling their luggage, talking and
joking, and the plane's door slammed shut behind them.
She wanted to confront them and demand to know where
Ronda was. But she didn't.

"I was suddenly nauseated," Barb Thompson recalled.
"My mind whirled and I felt dizzy. Where was Ronda? I
could see the chaplain's face in my mind now. His words
were screaming in my ears. 'Your father wants you to call
him at the Lewis County Coroner's Office.' It hit me like a
ton of bricks. Oh my God! My babyl No, no, it can't be!
He hadn't been talking about my little girl. She must have
just fallen asleep and didn't get off the plane. Any moment
now the doors will swing open and there she'll be."

But Ronda wasn't there. She hadn't been on the plane,
or even on the manifest list of passengers.

Barb made up every possible reason why her daughter
hadn't arrived as she had promised— every reason but the
one that tortured her the most. She simply could not face
that possibility.

Finally, she dialed Information and asked for the num-
ber of the Lewis County Coroner's Office. When the oper-
ator asked her the state. Barb still didn't know. At length,
the operator came back on the line and gave her a number
beginning with a "360" prefix. Barb's knees buckled. That
was Ronda 's prefix.

Lewis County hadn't meant anything to her; she
thought Ronda lived in Thurston County.

Knowing what she didn't want to know. Barb Thomp-
son called the number for the corone^r's office. She identi-
fied herself to the voice that answered.

"Are you Ronda Reynolds's mother?"

"Yes ... I am."

"I'm sorry to inform you that your daughter died this
morning."

''How? " Barbara didn't recognize her own voice. It was
hollow.

"Your daughter committed suicide ..."

She didn't believe it. She never would. Over eleven years,
Barb Thompson has worked to find the truth about her
daughter's death. She has seen it declared suicide, acci-
dental, unexplained, and then suicide again.

But nothing fits. Nothing matches. There are a number
of suspects in Ronda's death and a number of motives. By
the end of In the Still of the Night, the answer will surface.
Readers may well be instrumental in finding the truth, and
in doing that, find justice at last for Ronda Reynolds.

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ANNRUU

is the author of twenty-nine
New York Times bestsellers,
all of them still in print. A
former Seattle police officer,
she knows the crime scene
firsthand. She is a certified
instructor for police training
seminars and lectures to law enforcement officers,
prosecutors, and forensic science organizations,
including the FBI. For more than three decades, she
has been a powerful advocate for victims of violent
crime. She has testified before U.S. Senate Judiciary
subcommittees on serial murder and victims' rights,
and was a civilian adviser to VI-CAP (Violent
Criminal Apprehension Program). A graduate of
the University of Washington, she holds a Ph.D. in
Humane Letters from Willamette University. She
lives near Seattle and can be contacted through her
Web page at www.annrules.com.

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